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Friday, March 28, 2008, 3/28/2008 06:12:00 pm ♥

okiii so i decided i should blog today.. but of wat... hmm.... i finished an essay in about 24 hours... coz i forgot to do it during the easter break.. =/ major headache~ ohh and before i forget happy birthday sonson! lol! hope u hav a great one oh wat else happened.. ok everythings bak to normal wid everyone =D lol! yay!

oooo i have a new eyecandy everyone... hahahs! =x apparently my previous one has graduated and yea.. i should move on coz he's in uni no more.. how do i kno this.. im friends with his friend haahahs aubrey tells me his secrets haah not.. neways hahas sayonara mr.Hua.. but yes.. my new eye candy.. he's name.. hmm i couldnt quite make it out.. but his fwen was callin him dahni (danni) or nahdi... =x but yea both are plausible coz according to steph.. he looks malay.. he's dark.. good height ahhas! and friendly! i havent toked to him before.. but xD he's friendly to other guys? hahas! i dunno why but i've only fully noticed him on this very special wednesday.. previously.. he was jus some guy playin badminton yea.. hahas.. but mb coz i was waitin sooo long for my turn on the court.. i began observin this particular guy.. MAN HE's GOOD! hahas.. well.. i mite be jus in love wid his techniques but yeah he is quite the attractive one hahaha! more towards the cute side den the handsome.. and.. haha... hmm * thinkin bubble* well i'll be at badminton everyweek neways xD

took parents to airport todayy againss falling aslp driving =x i think im fallin aslp now too LOLS.. goin to the LibRaRy tonite.. dunno if its good ther.. maybe we might club hop tonite.. lols! apparentli mambo is on too! so yea we'll see ... jevinaaaaa is goin tonite xD hehes and yes.. nothin else has actualli happened aiya mb i go nap for about an hour and den get ready~ steph is slpin over tonite xD my wonderful new bed =D hehes! soft and nice xD

ahh ok i dunno wat to rite.. been stuck here for ages.. X/guess its jus another blog of blabbers hahas! takecare guyss~

love yas, xiao-zhen




Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 3/25/2008 01:21:00 am ♥

can't sleep. these easter holidays started fun.. ended in misery as reality hits u right in the face and tells u ther's uni toml. ahh~ sad. i gotta start on wonderful assignments. oh the joy. wat else happened. oh confessions were made. now im in utter confusion. one thing for sure. i dont want another long distance relationship. however, unfortunately not everytime we say somethin and follow with it.

anyways. cleared most of my boxes :) so that's good. paros are bak so thats good too. hmm wakin up in about 4 hours. wish me luck for that. n yea. jus emotional these few days. haix.

losing weight too. which is great =D gettin those chocos i truely deserve! lols. damn i miss singapore. mostly the ppl ther :) ahh.

this is random. but i wished ppl got along wid everyone jus fine. tho that would be such a boring way to live. =x i guess we're all different for a reason :)

ok i should slp now. hope everything is orite wid yoos. takecare.
love, xiao-zhen




Thursday, March 20, 2008, 3/20/2008 04:20:00 pm ♥

okiii gamsat is over and done wid.. i had assignments.. stress is over atm.. EASTER IS COMING!!! lols toml =x hahahas... well i got my bed!! that's right.. it kinda looks like this...

lol tommy's on it.. oh wells.. thanks wei for the antique drill... i dun see why they couldnt assemble the bed for me.. =x ahhaas.. but it was a exciting experience drilling holes in my bed haha hmms.. hope it holds.. xD yay! sooo sleep overs are welcomed!!

let's see.. we went snookering wid ama's chinas lols! yvonne is pro! lols.. let's see... nothin much has happened ahhhh why so boring!!!!! i cant stand it someone!! take me out!!! ohh and badminton nish was ther!! fun times! hhahahhas..

that's it i think.. x/

blehhh restlessssss




Friday, March 14, 2008, 3/14/2008 12:05:00 am ♥

hmm im goin to the subiaco wastewater treatment plant in a few hours.. instead of bloody.. it sounds muddy fun.. not.. hahas neway we're meant to be covered from head to toe.. well except for the face neck and hands.. that way only minimum dead cells drop off us and contaminate the sewage altogether.. i dont get it. they dont allow us to bring paper and pen/pencil to write notes.. and we're given a worksheet to do.. well i guess we can oweis rely on our trusty internet for answers... as my friend danni once said.. "jus google it!". lOL

as the days gone past one by one.. the horrors approaches as i wait stressfully for the day that will indidrectly affect my future.. in the most ridiculous ways.. GAMSAT. only one thing i can say.. i dislike multiple choice questions.. they either get me confused.. or yea.. make me jus scratch my head more n i end up with a blazin headache.. this habit of mine never ceases.. sometimes i wonder why my hand would automatically be insearch of scabs on my scalp and sometimes jus make it snow like icing falling from my head.. pretty yuck i can say.. but yea neway bak to gamsat.. did i say its a six hour exam? section one 100 min, section two 60 min, section three 170 min... yes u can imagine the "nooooooooooooooo" shouting away in the top left of my head..

lol but im more confident now thanks to the chats ive had wid friends.. at first i had so much negativity.. but got thru thm =) used to tell myself thers no point stressing if nothin good comes off it.. guess i prob forgot about that.. but yea.. thanks everyone i really appreciate it =)

love you guys xoxo




Wednesday, March 12, 2008, 3/12/2008 10:59:00 pm ♥

so i realised.. this no msn days will only lead me to one fate.. depression and presuicidal... so my conclusion.. msn keeps me sane. and when i mean msn i mean the ppl on msn.. cant cope with the stress alone.. it'll prob engulf me like the only thing macrophages and phagocytes do best.. eat pieces of me up.. that's right.. i'll be a goner without you guys supporting me =) thanks heaps! (sorry about the scientific terms hahas!)

played badminton today... found out this guy called andrew.. my six-sense was rite! hahas.. he was interested /('o')\ apparently i disappeared for a long time after playin badminton one wednesday wid him.. tho he was partly rong.. i wasnt jus tryin to avoid him.. i was also lazy and exams were around the corner =) neway today, he was so happy he found out i was single.. wanted to take me out for dinner.. i felt so uncomfortable.. tho its ok i told him im not interested ahhahas.. it wasnt mean.. he was like.. "but she's prob not.." and i said yea.. n he was like "nah coz he's white!" i was like nooo nooo.. but yea.. neways.. he said i must hav a lot of guy friends... truth is.. i dont.. oh wells haha! he commented on my laugh and my dimples.. and how adorable i m.. oh gosh! awkwarddness! he evn joked about marrying him.. (ok.. tts the second guy..) but in the end my disinterest led him to say that im like his sister.. coz like same height and all.. n he made me his sister... tho.. i read somewher.. when guys make a girl their sister.. its coz they wanna get close to them?.. part of the ladder theory or something.. but yea i dunno if tts true..

i visited berfie the other day.. had lunch on the floor.. u kno the cheapo chickn rice place on hampden rd .. yups its actualli not bad for its price =) might go ther more often to get food hehe. n den sat infront of his comp and looked at trailers.. we were both jus.. really bored.. lol.. and i was stress and needed to socialise and be with civilisation. not stuck in my room with boooks in my face.. lol n yes.. i got movies off him xD! watched umms.. balls of fury, and codename: the cleaner. comedies make me happy =D

ok i mite watch a movie now..
takecare lovelies xD hahas

love, zhen




Thursday, March 06, 2008, 3/06/2008 11:20:00 pm ♥

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!!! im scared!!!! thunder jus BOOMED realli loud (ToT!!) i wan to slp!!!!! cries*




3/06/2008 11:20:00 pm ♥

lol okii my laptop has yet faced its biggest nightmare... more like i've faced it again.. but the wireless is not picking up again =( i think i overheated it the other day.. and the solder prob melted off again.. nooooo!!!! this realli sucks!! im actualli bloggin with the net off atm.. hopefulli when i post it.. it will go thru.. so wat hav i been doin? hmms.. wednesday nites i play badminton at the uwa rec.. so come play wid mee xD its entertaining i'll make sure of it.. n u get to meet new ppl too =D pls join the badminton gang hahas..

so hmm nothin else has been happenin.. played badminton again today.. cooked up a feast for brothers after badminton.. was quite proud.. dumping stuff into water and waiting and tasting xD hahahas.. i was hungry too.. hmm im goin to slp soon.. lol.. havent been waking up on time.. coz everytime i go bak to slp for a few mins.. i end up in a veri deep dream and never wakeup x= i need a personal alarm... if neone's realli bored.. u can wake me up k...

i'll giv u my waking up time table.. lols...
Tuesday & Wednesday 7.00
Thursday 9.15
Friday 8.00

doubt anyone would be free enough or even be bothered to wake me up hahas!! meh! i think i should go slp now.. oh yehh better catchup wid evy soon hei.. she's bak! lol.. i get to go online soonishhh xD

love, zhen

lalala waiting for wirless to come bak on... booo




Wednesday, March 05, 2008, 3/05/2008 02:38:00 pm ♥

ok wher did i left off from.. oh haha! the video blog.. hahahas entertaining indeed xD ok mb i wont do another one anytime soon.. but mb wait a few months and i'll be bored enough to xD lol..

parents left for singapore today... dropped dem off.. it was quite depressing.. but i managed to hold it in and stay neutral thru the drive up and down =)

i was waiting for the bus to go home today.. and the bus driver of another bus stopped infront of me and said what it heard to be "wher u goin to?" so i pointed at the busstop sign 98.. and he was like "nooo.. i said ur beau-tiful.." oh.. we exchanged smiles and he drove off.. i came to realise.. south-africans are attracted to me.. on halloween night.. i got asked for number.. at nish's party was claimed to be known from somewher else n i got a random hug.. and now a nice compliment from a bus driver lol hmms either that or.. im jus that attractive no matter wat the race is xD hahahaha! sheesh im so thick-skinned nowadays.. oh wells i dun realli mean it.. boo gained bak a kg since my mum been cookin everynite and i been eatin away my study time.. gamsat is in.. 10 days.. im stress.. please pray for me..

oh yeah met a new friend.. my mum's classmate's son.. he's stayin at thomas hall? doin first year med in uwa.. i wan to do med! anyways yeah.. mb i'll get to know more of him..

found out.. ive been drivin without a license for a month now.. who wants to go licensing centre wid me? i need to renew my license.. sighs.. its $36.60.. grr... i need a hug.. a veri tight one... someone to tell me everything will be orite...

guilt.
stress.
panic.