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Monday, April 28, 2008, 4/28/2008 02:39:00 am ♥
heiiiiiiiiiiiii im bak to update uuu onnnnnnnnnnnnthis magnificent week~ this week i call FRIENDS WEEK! for the very reason that this week the week that jus past.. lols.. ok mb its not this week nemore.. but yes... that week! i met sooo many fwenssss!!!MONDAY - serenee for gymmmmm, steph for lunchhhhh at phiyenn yumms! i tried weird drinkkk tt mitta caused the diarrhoea =/ ohhhh brother-shan went to makan makan! OMG TEH TARIK THER IS THE BESTEST!!!!! every time u sipppp ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh SMILES! food ther is disappointin tho~ TUESDAY - jennie for lunchhhhhhh yummms vegetariannn foodddddddd hehe yum yum, evaaaa for step-up and Abs, bums and tums lols - my sides of legs ached the next dayy - never used those muscles before.. WEDNESDAY - ama and evy EAT DIMSUM/SUSHI and ShoppiNGg!!! weiwei dropped us homee~~ thankyouu weiweiii dennn at nitee badmintonn!!! steph, nish, cheech, ruth .. too bad.. danni din come T_T i miss him! ~ lol... tehtarik hunt failed.. went to makan^2 for teh tarik at like 11.30.. it was closed... sooo shan n me went to hawker's cuisine .. n they decided not to take ne more orders.. n farmosa was closed.. sooo i went home saddd T_T n not satisfied! THURSDAY - steph badminton trainingggg with ben and joy n dennnn steph again for kai kai shoppin at garboo!! lolss... n denn jason and steph guitar and singing at the park/house - it was freezing! wonder who's idea that was!! lols FRIDAY (ANZAC DAY) - sammi came to get alcoa notes off me, stephh - LA PORCHETTA and BASKIN ROBBINS!!!! omgggggg smiles.. many large smiles! lols... the green tea icecream ther is superbly fabulosa! n dennn at niteee michelle's partyyy michelle, eva, serene, nish, cheech, gizelle, dee, nick, pratheeb, benny and rong chi.. lol!! funn funn~ we ate wonderful dinner.. played sheradesss!!! so fun! hahaa eva had to do thrushing actionsss lols.. n denn had cake (was soo nice the cake!! she made muffins and its hello kitty themed.. n it was on plates but realli niceeee) and open pressies - she got edible undies o_0 hahaaha and poker! lols.. afteer tt sat in serene's car while she practised her driving.. lol.. hmm her left turn needs workin on.. haha.. piked up adam from lukes house and home we went! lols SATURDAY - big dayyyy BADMINTON COMPETITION!!! we got to the semi finals!! very proud i must say xD hhehehes.. well played doubles wid steph hehee weiwei came to support after work so nice!! mmm dennn i saw joshua and jenny too~ toked to thm abit.. lol steph saw her handsome handsome LOls! after thatttt we went to taurus for dinner! lols!!! LAKSA taste so niceeee drooooool n dennn met steph n jason had iceyice!!!!!!!! mmmm n TEH TARIKKKK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooot!!!! =D =D =D soo yummm hehehehehee n den they accompanied me till it was time to pik up parents from airport~ thankss guyss ~ n dennn homee SUNDAY - went lunch adrian tea cafe! hehe andddd icekachang!!! from utopia~ YUMM YUMM~ mmmm i wouldnt mind one rite now again =x toked to LILI on mic!!! n the discovery of a prankster girl lastin for 6 years.. oweis askin for "ah heng" sooo scary "laa"!!!!! but its been so long since i've heard his voice (last day in singapore)~ i miss him <3<3 x) sorry this was abit rushed.. coz i wanna slp but din wanna forget nethin about tt week ~ yay! FRIENDS WEEK WAS FUN! lols and tiring =x sorry for the sleepy faces i inevitably illustrate wid my pretty face everyday~ hahahahs! i sometimes am tired evn tho i slp so much =x hahahhaa u kno i love u guys xD takecareeeeeeeeeeee niteniteeeeeeeee sweetdreammmmmmmsss xoxo zhen-zhen Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 4/22/2008 02:33:00 pm ♥
ok well.. the other event was a stupid arguement over a dirty spoon.. which left my youngest brother soaked in orange juice... i wont go in detail coz its kinda over.. one thing i can say. my brothers are err.. bleh...soooooo wats been happeningg?! exams, assignments and a bus trip to ALCOA Alumina Refinery at Pinjarra ~ =/ it was an interesting journey i guess.. lol! i sang the whole bus trip.. no one complaint! hahahahahas!! all the oldies.. like genie in the bottle, hit me baby one more time, lucky, everybody (bsb) etc.... haha good times... only thing i had to stay awake writing notes when our tour started.. coz.. sammi, next to me.. fell aslp.. LOL! i took pictures of the place.. its quite a nice view actualli.. thot the clouds were greyish... id put up the pics if i the image uploader thing works... but unlucky it seems to be. lol! took 5 hours the whole trip up n bak to uni~ lols wat else? karaoke! good old karaoke. oh! and a very reluctant meetin wid a long lost friend.. had dinner at yuki. grr to her. =x lOLs! ummmmmmmmmmmm im gettin lazyyy ~ will update later Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 4/15/2008 02:50:00 pm ♥
i did another unthinkable ~ made so much dissonance in myself.. for the first time... i slpt thru the whole entire period of my exam.. when i woke up.. it was 9.15.. the exam was finishing in 15 mins... i did not panic.. but somehow it showed in my face the tension. i dunno how but i made it ther in time with when the exam ended and they were goin thru the mCq questions.. i was told to be dismissed from it n waited for the class to end. n den he asked "jasmine. what happened?" and so in great disappointment i told him "im not goin to lie.." he cut me n said "u slpt in?" so i told him " yea.. i stayed up studying for the exam" - i was ready to take responsibility for my actions.. and was ok to let so much of my % of marks go if i really had no choice. but he let me sit it during lunch break. i dun see how come he can be so nice~ thankyou professor! =)and so another unthinkable event jus took place in this "not so cosy" home.. but that one does not involve me.. n i'll post it another time... bleh.. oki now.. thers tension not inside of me but outside too =/ sighs... why ~ Monday, April 14, 2008, 4/14/2008 01:34:00 pm ♥
im eating corn thins for lunch~ back to diet food xD "The great taste of golden sun-ripened corn" and the brand is REALFOODS hahahahas! sorry i jus find that amusing =xanyway mb ur wonderin wat my last blog was all about.. i got flashed by a red light while travelling 72 on a 60 .. i realli did not feel like driving any further after that but den i had to take adrian all the way down to some woop woop place pass morley... and find my way bak alone at night.. i felt like one poke and id breakdown.. got home everythin was jus gloom.. went online.. couldnt take it. went to slp. couldnt slp.. eventually i did.. 2 hours later.. woke up wid a fever.. it was either due to depression or spending the whole day out.. woke up at 7.30 had 5 hours slp. after droppin adrian's car off.. i had to go to some pathology lab in osborne park. it was 2 hours of standing around listening.. i think after the first hour.. we were wondering.. i thot this was supposed to only last for an hour!?!??!?! and our concentration levels jus went zooomph... gawwwn~ n dennn after the dreaded tour.. we went to get lunch at duckyness in nb and den iceyice... got home dead... n den i watched scary movie 4 on foxtel.. n den... we headed off and thats when the horror began.. im ok now i guess.... jus waiting for the letter =/ i should be studyin now~ sooo update later =) Thursday, April 10, 2008, 4/10/2008 07:25:00 pm ♥
sad. the unthinkable happened. actualli. i dont evn hav to mood to type. will update later.Wednesday, April 09, 2008, 4/09/2008 02:06:00 am ♥
lol and now my word count is currently at 2385. yes. another 1600 to go... great. why m i still blogging. i would jus breakdown now if my mental self gives up on holding me up. my brain does not want to work. all i think now is. wouldnt it be good if i could copy and paste. everything would be so much easier. hahahas!aww that's nice. colin jus told me to remember to smile. coz its jus uni. but uni is super stressful. my lifespan is gettin shorter everytime i stay up for these assignments. these assignments kik-ass. my ass. but den again. i stay up everynite neways. i should develop good slping habit like i did during the holiz. i felt so much livelier.. omg i cant spell.. or is that evn a word? =x lol! and i realli should start walking the dogs. i hav so much time to go online but not walk my dog. wats my problem? ok. i promise if i do finish this tonite. toml gotta get groceries and walk roy. sorry for the many neglected months roy. i'll make it up to you. (yes im tokin to my dog. unconditional love it shows lol) i've onli written 200 words in 2 hours. good achievement i must say. so in the next 4 hours im goin to try do 1600. tell me i can do it. i need the encouragement. my senses are tingling says spiderman. danger awaits. ok that was realli random. i went to dinner with steph today. part of me didnt want to. but i went anyway. for her. also thought itd be a good way to relief some stress. but apparentli it did not show on my face. smiling seemed fake thru the nite. in one of the recent episodes of naruto. it was said that "smiling gets u thru difficult situations." my view. it does. i smile to get thru everyday to avoid any problems lurking inside. it does ...but only temporary. but when it comes to facing the problem. it becomes harder. two words. it sucks. but i tell myself i'll always get thru it. and i do. ahh i dunno wat im tokin about now. i wish assignments could be jus blabbers like these. lol! ok back to do 1600. it doesnt seem like much. i can do it =) hugs and... more hugs. Tuesday, April 08, 2008, 4/08/2008 12:57:00 pm ♥
im currently doing my stress-messed assignment.. yes. that 4000 word essay i've been dreading and complaining about. its painful. and im currently on the word count of 1742. lol wish me luck. tho i shouldnt be bloggin right now. since im guessing itd be adding on to my stress indirectly. i experienced a rush of emotions not long before now. let's jus say my family's upbringing involved a very strange habit of hitting and smacking one another wid the palm of their bare hands. particularly on the assbum. jus then. when i was minding this particular assignment. my older brother decides to come behind me and (u guessed it) smacked me. he developed an annoying and irritating way of smacking - targeting the sides of ur body, right under the ribs. the place where i think is more sensitive to pain then the ass. the way he does it is to lower ur body so that that side is exposed. he doesnt do it once. but several times kinda like in the cartoons where a child get's smacked on the bum for being naughty. except mine was to the side. of coz i retaliate. so do i build anger and frustration deep inside of me. i smack him back where i can reach. i told him to leave me alone and go away. so he laughed and went. not even 5 min again. he did it again! with all that rage i think i triple slapped him where the area he so loves to hit, gave him the evils and the silent treatment. and went bak to my assignment. i assumed, at this point he felt sorry. he put his hands on my shoulder and said "girlgirl under attack again ha? girl girl angryy." i did not say nething. he walked away. wat angered me the most is when they do things like that and yet can say stuff like that.. i've only ever heard my brothers apologise when they're forced to or when they think they have gone overboard - usually when they make me cry.freaking hell. if they were in my position. and i were them. i'd get shouted right there and den. isit so difficult to put urself in another's position. especially if they can clearly see that im busy wid something. sheesh. the assignment is already painful enough. sometimes i think i giv in too much that they think im jus some bully thing in the corner of the room. yes. pain. bak to assignment (: Tuesday, April 01, 2008, 4/01/2008 11:57:00 pm ♥
ahhhhh midsem this thursday! tho its meant to be jus a 3o min exam.. i dun care.. i gotta do well for this.. so i'll be studyin heaps.. well considering its tuesday today and i havent done nethin.. toml will be one big day of cramming..im havin the worst headache ever.. ahh pls remind me never to take coffee at nite.. hmm i saw 3 dead birds in less than 1 min driving down the freeway and along mounts bay road... weird.. onli tells me lots of things.. they jus land whenever wherever .. either that or they cant control their flight properli.. sighs poor birds.. u kno how birds are squished when they get knocked down by a car.. i wonder wat humans would look like.. squished? wats been happeningg? fridayy went to library wid steph met up wid jev n her cousin ther.. onli to find thm in the toilet lol.. jevina tt notti girl didnt wanna come out of the toilet.. coz she feeling sick.. n wanted to slp.. ahh wouldnt tt make u sicker.. reckon she needed fresh air.. well yea we stood outside for 2 hours before she decided she'd get out.. it jus got crazier as she got angrier wid her cousin for tryin to piss her off and get her out and well.. we din realli wanna leave her ther alone.. when steph n kavida went to get shots.. was tokin to her over the cubicle next to her.. n she was like "are they gone?" and decided to come out.. felt better after fresh air ^^ but yea could tell she was a lil pissed x= coz she din realli tok... so i asked her wat she wanted to do.. she gave me that meh!- look.. so i ask.. do u wanna go home? n she said " yea.. pretty much yea" so i was thinkin.. how to get a cab and reduce the tension around us... so i suggested we get a cab.. she wait here and i'll get kavida to come go home wid her.. so yea we got a cab... but den.. when i got in.. kavida and steph were takin their time drinkin.. to be honest i didnt realli like her cousin.. but yea.. umm she din wanna go home wid jevina.. instead she jus left her in the cab goin home alone.. omg.. well i guess she din wanna go out for nothin and let her night be ruined by her cousin's stubborness.. but i still reckon she shoulda went home wid jevina.. to lessen the tension between dem and all bleh.. she stayed in nb wid me n steph and went to mambo.. geez.. n yea.. tts my friday lol.. saturday stayed at home and den at night went to C-lounge.. u kno that revolving restaurant at the top of aApT tower.. we din realli get a chance to take pics =x ahh no fair.. but one day we'll go bak up.. lol.. i did however take pics of mocktails and cocktails.. pretty fancyy stuff lols.. met new ppl son's friends chong, ruth and yie.. veri nice ppl actualli.. lol yea so after that we stayed ther till it closed.. n den steph n me decided we go to chong's house to watch concerts and played big2.. im realli bad at that game.. lol n son... jus too good... sheessh someone's gotta teach me.. coz pocky does not work! it helps tho i guess.. fills the tummy wid joy.. try the green tea pocky when u hav the chance.. its officialli my favouritest pocky flavour.. so is everythin green tea i guess. lol.. sunday omg! ate so much on this day.. too much! wokeup.. no food in tummy except pocky from last nite.. tt was actualli my dinner.. lol! but yeah after that met up wid steph for dimsum.. den after that went home did some study.. adrian came over.. so we went to get iceyice.. guys! thers a new flavour.. Golden Flake its called.. its banana ice.. but if u like ur breakfast foods.. its realli nice! lol.. they got raisins and cornflakes on it.. yummmm.. lol oh dun forget banana.. one thing i dun like is the banana breath u get after eatin it.. pfft but yea i guess u can wash that out wid a drink or somethn.. lol.. so after that we went to get bubble tea and food for my dearest brothers lol.. den went home tried to do more research.. n decide on a topic to rite on.. its sooo difficult.. oh yea n today i realise we hav a 5000 wrd essay for a different unit.. wonder how i'll handle that.. sheesh ok bak to sunday yea so after that adrian went away n den son son got bored n wanted to go out.. picked up serene n so we met at dome.. that's when i got tt espresso.. shoulda had chocolate or somethin lighter.. din slp till.. 5 tt mornin =x after coffee.. headed off to heathcoate.. ahhh before that.. i reversed into a black mercedez!!! tts not the bad thing.. the bad thing is that i didnt go check it properli.. it was such a nice car too.. it sounded like i crushed it.. but when i came out to look at it.. it wasnt crushed.. so i was in somewhat relief.. but now i think i shoulda check for ne scratches.. leave my number or somethin sighs... serene was jus like oMG jas.. u cant afford it.. jus go! but.. ah i reckon i shoulda taken responsibility for it still.. sighs.. neways.. heathcoate. we went down to the shore ... the scenery ther was realli nice... by the beach and city lights! omg.. wish someone brought a camera.. coz i dun hav a camera =x sighs yea.. we sang a couple a songs and son played the guitar.. it was realli nice actualli.. den yea.. tt place was quite scary actualli. the toilets.. had blood like alot of blood... n i was busting! x= but lucki went to serene's reminisced and looked at photos.. was nice too.. lol.. den home online.. din reali slp.. adrian told me to sing record and put it on youtube.. so hahaha guys.. i hav a youtube account now.. www.youtube.com/jazis hahah go check it out if u wan.. funny videos starrin my ducki lol! hehes.. yea checkout my youtube ppl! rate and comment on it! lols monday was jus makin me vids and yea thats it.. lol.. ah i was meant to slp earli today.. 1.20 now.. nooo.. oh yeah.. daylights savin went off lol.. so we're bak to the same time as singapore xD hehes yupsh n today in uni.. i jus slpt thru my lec n tutorial.. was veri out of it... katrina was like "Oi jAsmine! wat?! u on drugs or something?!" me on drugs.. must be kidding.. did i look that bad? sighs... im pretty sure it wasnt tt bad.. mb coz of my pimples =x hahas... n i made no effort in tryin to hide it.. mb my face looked dirty wid dem.. HAHAHA ok.. i will not dwell on this topic.. but yea.. my lack of slp is givin me outbreaks.. veri bad ones too.. sighs.. ok neways atm.. ahhh this alex guy is so persistent.. im lashing out at him =x now he kno true power of jasmine! hahas.. err ok.. i'll go now.. takecare everyone.. nitenite wish me luck for midsems love, jas |
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