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i think i'm officially ok now.
Saturday, July 21, 2012, 7/21/2012 10:51:00 pm ♥
to those who were wondering... my heart did break into a million pieces.. but it seems like during the last 4 or so months.. i've borrowed a temporary heart and now it's time for me to return it.. so now i find myself crying uncontrollably staring at the broken pieces... thinking of all the things that have happened... i know things happen for a reason but i really want it to fast forward n get to the point... it's been a while since i've been left alone to myself to actually think... for some reason as i'm typing right now.. i feel like i'm in vertigo.. and everything is spinning... i dont think i make any sense at all coz woah it's really spinning -_-... i feel sick... mb i'll just rest for now.. i refuse to be thought as weak... i refuse to be someone that cant be left alone... i refuse to be dependent on someone... i refuse to be cheated on or taken advantage of... i refuse to be not taken seriously... n most importantly i refuse to feel unloved..... and yet... i find myself in those situations over n over again... i really seriously need to find a way to overcome these.. really want to thank the ppl who i felt were genuinely concerned (askin me numerous times whether im ok, offering to be there) and helped me through my lows (askin me out, tryin to catchup and just keeping me company) especially E, S, L, W, T, H ( love yous) |
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