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sick sick
Friday, December 19, 2003, 12/19/2003 03:00:00 pm ♥

thursday mornin vomited... coz wednesday nite got annual dinner.. buffet.. eat alot durin lunch eat at the dinner still full stilll eat until... haix.. feel sick.. hehehe... i complained after i vomited.. lolz.. i even woke yang up from slp.. hehe.. o wellz.. yupz

thursday went out with jienni~!!! she gave me 2 pairs of c0oL rings.. mm.. so nice~! >.< yupz we went to raffles n orchard.. i bought 3 tops at this fashion.. surprisin i fit.. hehe... yupz anyways.. me n jienni walked from orchard walk walk walk n window shop shop shop till.. plaza singapura.. first time for me to walk to plaza singapura.. yupz.. after all the decisions.. jienni.. finalli.. haha.. chose.. KFC.. dam dam dam.. hehe.. she seem to enjoy her chicken pop corn.. lolz.. jienni if u readin this... "it's finger lickin' good" hehe.. i was abit crazy bein a commentator.. HOW MUCH IS TT PEACH TEA~???????? jienni.. u better tell me~! or else~! hmmz.. or else... i dunno... i will.. erm.. i dunno.. i dunno arh~! yes.. ok.. well.. today was the end of my spendin.. no more money liao..

today.... clean up n tidied the whole house.. yay~ very gd hor.. hmmz well .. after that.. now lor.. in taka- skin club.. mum'z clinic shop thingy.. yah.. hehe.. neway~ gettin slpy.. it's onli 3 + wah.. unusual~ oki well.. seeyas.. takecare.. hav a nice day.. ZzZzZzz.. 0.o (wakeup)




oki..
Wednesday, December 17, 2003, 12/17/2003 01:07:00 am ♥

oki.. long time no write in.. since.. friday arh.. so saturday wat i do.. hmmz.. i think i start my work on saturday hor.. yah.. it wasnt too bad.. i sorta got used to it.. hehe.. but got scolded for a bad work attitude.. thn afta tt.. me n mummy went shoppin.. lolz.. we shopped til we dropped.. >.< feet were achin.. well.. pretty much my mums.. we walked bak from orchard.. with all these shoppin bags.. hehe..

sunday~ go to church with shermeen~ lolz.. was great seeing her.. infact today is her birthday~!!!! 17.12.1988.. hehe... HaPpy BirtHDAyS SheRmeEnz~!!!!.. got her a pressie from perth liaoz.. very fast hor.. hehe.. neway.. after church.. took the bus to the bishan mrt station.. i was very scared take the wrong bus.. coz i waited n waited.. lolz.. but it was rite arh.. shermeen was rite.. hehee... she walked me to the bus stop.. >.< lucki got her.. anyway.. my first time usin the ezlink card on the bus oso... so i was like.. go out need to scan or not.. thn i see evrybody scan.. so.. see.. i learn liao.. hehe.. yupz.. i reach the mrt station.. very sian.. dunwan to go home.. so i called jienni.. see whether she want to go out or not.. n yupz.. but it was too earli so i go shop shop in bishan ther junction 8.. bought.. the white angel collection of winnie the pooh, eeyore, and tigger.. i dun like piglet.. nv buy.. lolz.. first i buy 2 eeyores n one pooh rite.. thn went shoppin.. b4 tt i bought this ear jewellery thing n a pair of cross hooked dangling earings n a watch... the watch is cool.. is just like baby pink n its plastic wrap around sorta thingy.. yah.. the funny bit is.. the brand is WEILANG.. lolz.. if change the L into K... is weikang liaoz.. hehe.. yea thn i got to the middle with the special edition pooh soft toys.. thn i went shoppin for more... i got a pair cute hp thingy.. the two dogs magnet one.. so cute.. lolz.. yupz thn.. wat i else i buy.. hmmz.. i think no more liao.. thn i stopped at a vcd shop.. they were showin the episode of westside story.. so i watched it till it ended.. thn got this scary other show.. korean wordin one.. got blood and all.. i got abit uncomfortable thn i sorta ran bak down the escalator thn i went bak to the middle... thn i thot.. forgot to buy tigger.. so i buy thn i give the auntie ten dollars but thn she onli gav me ten cents bak when the toy was four-ninety... so i told her thn she said i gav her a green note.. haix.. she so fast leh.. so fast take the money n close the cashier.. like do on purpose like tt.. thn she took my name n number n said if the stock count got extra 5 dollars thn she will call me.. but thn i say nvm .. she still insist i giv her name n number... hmmz.. mb i was wrong.. but i dun remember havin a five dollar note in my wallet at all... walked bak to the mrt station very sad n cheated.. thn.. went to suntec city to jienni's mums shop.. lolz.. waited for awhile eatin my breadtalk breads.. hehe.. thn she arrive liao.. with her sister. jerald.. go maccas.. they eat n tell jokes.. thn me n jien go shoppin~! first go marina square, thn they hav haha.. the adventures of balloon king or somethin.. lolz.. yea.. after tt.. we went to plaza singapura.. saw the Barbie of Swan Lake.. lolz.. it was kinda fun.. got abit boring tho.. hehe.. thn after tt.. we went to somerset.. this fashion.. i bought a white top.. n thn we went to heeren.. jienni bought a ring.. >.< hehe.. we lookin for those chained up rings.. yupz... she wont stop buyin rings unless she finds those chained ones.. hehe.. thn we took the shuttle bus.. bak to suntec.. i could tell jienni was realli tired.. lolz.. our feet realli canned.. yupz thn i went home by shuttle bus n mrt n walkin.. tts prob end of the day..

monday.. yesterday.. ooo.. i watched my first eva episode of Westside story.. it was funny.. lolz.. dj looks cute ther.. >.<.. hehe.. yupz.. i worked yest.. thn had dinner at the tonkichi.. it was yummy.. we had tonkatsu.. hehe.. yupz.. thn i called my broz to come home.. they were at cousins.. yupz.. so mum drove ther.. in the car.. i herd the song.. on radio 93.3 fm.. lolz .. the aaron kwok song.. wo de hei wo de bai song.. v nice.. hehe.. n the gui ji song by jay chou.. yupz.. very nice.. isit gui ji? doesnt look rite.. but o wells.. yea.. thn went up to get bros.. had to borrow toilet.. was urgent.. hehehe.. yah.. thn. wat i do.. go down.. now.. i slp with my broz in one room.. =) its kinda good.. but yea.. no mosquitos lor.. hehe.. thats monday

tuesday.. which is sorta today.. i slept in the middle of the day.. so tired.. lolz.. thn.. yang oweis come and disturb me when i slpin... yupz.. thn today.. went out for dinner with daddy~!!!!! hehe.. we went to this huge han's place.. i had black pepper steak.. mmmm.. yummy.. eat so much today.... was eatin alot of salad... n thn we walked to swensens to have dessert.. mmm.. we even took a photo together ther.. hehe.. see.. told u hav to take photo rite.. hehe.. they print it like neoprints like tt.. so gd.. >.< hhehe.. yupz.. n thats about the day.. we all had.. yawnz.. so slpy now.. nitenite.. takecare.. sweetdreams.....ZzZzzZzzzz




>.< cute cute
12/17/2003 12:25:00 am ♥








因為你,我ㄉ生命不再空白

因為你,我不再寂寞

不再 一ㄍ人逛街~

一ㄍ人走路~

一ㄍ人喝咖啡~

一ㄍ人看時間~

你和我也有同樣ㄉ感覺ㄇ~~~

我知道,你是和我一樣ㄉ

從今以後,我要和你

一起逛街

一起照相

一起撐傘

一起看時間

分享所有ㄉ歡笑和淚水

因為你是,我ㄉ好朋友




Friday, December 12, 2003, 12/12/2003 05:39:00 pm ♥






Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!




tomato face~
12/12/2003 02:55:00 pm ♥

my face is swollen like a big red tomato.. lolz.. pretty funny.. looks like i cried for like a week or somethin.. lolz.. in mum's work place in taka.. supposed to be learnin n start work... lolz..but nah.. not today.. hehe.. face is so flamin hot.. n itchy.. eek.. oh yea.. went out with jienni n her friends yest.. edmund, kai jun, chuan yong, shen long.. >.< me din tok much.. so bad at socialisin hor.. lolz.. felt like a burden.. jienni could have had more fun.. becoz of me n me hair.. n it rained.. not suppose to wash it for two days.. means.. saturday can wash ~ yay~! yea... felt bad.. =\ ... but edmund's hood to the rescue.. saved my hair.. which was a gd thing.. lolz.. felt bad tho.. should hav brought a jumper or umbrella.. >.< aiyo.. stomach ache.. haha... punishment.. =X oweis stomach ache one....... -_-" ... i juz had bubble tea.. cannot be bah~!... ouchi.. lolz.. i refuse to think that the bubble tea had somethin to do with it.. lolz.. im so lame i kno...

hehehe... brothers at cousin's house.. lalala.. wat to do ner.. so bored.. hmmz.. well.. me oledi bought some stuff for friends in perth.. yea.. so fast.. surprisin for me.. usualli i last minute one.. hmmz.. yea n me juz found out tt today.. my daddy mite be goin over to china to live.. n he will nv come bak to singapore... so we better see him b4 he goes.. next yr.. haix.. i'm goin to miss him.. so sad~ well.. i assume he go ther live with his wife lor hor.. tts gd if he's happy ther~ lolz.. he was tellin me about his.. lil device he got.. that translate english into chinese n chinese into english.. lolz.. so cute.. can juz imagin him ther.. dunno how to communicate.. thn.. take out his lil small gatget.. i duno how to spell gatget.>> like.. gajert.. lolz.. its cute.. but thn we'll nv see him again.. =( .. hmmz.. gotta take pics.. he..he..he.. >.< haix.. gotta feelin im gonna cry when the time comes..

o yea.. yest saw Brother Bear... very meaningful show leh.. hehehe.. jienni cried.. so did i.. but tts normal.. hehehe.. >.< i like the music.. hehe.. oki.. i gtg.. takecare.. baiiz~




haPpy~!
Wednesday, December 10, 2003, 12/10/2003 10:48:00 pm ♥

me in singy~!!! lolz.. all my secrets are out.. brothers read my diary.. they're so mean.. well.. i have realli nothin to hide lor so nevermind... still.. they shouldnt have.. okok.. hehe.. today.. rebonded hair~ its straight again~ kinda flat..lolz.. my pim..ples are all out.. eek.. freaki...lolz.. hmmz.. for some reason the msn on this laptop isnt realli workin.. it wont let me sign in... hmmz.. yawnz... me slpin on a sofa couch in the living room... 3 am in the mornin shan wakes up n very soon after yang was up and my couch was surrounded by me broz.. they were juz ther starin at me..... kinda scary... lolz.. u would be if u were me... charmed is on tv now.. being distracted...

bak... hmmz... y cant i go on msn =( .... i hav pins n needles in mah foot now.. eekiz... well yea... i'll keep on tryin... baii~ enjoy ur holiz adelaide n singapore~ perth.. try to enjoy sch.. lolz. takecare.. baii




blink blink blink..
Sunday, December 07, 2003, 12/07/2003 09:30:00 pm ♥

wat happened today... wokeup ... slept quite a long time.. 9 somethin pm yesterday til... 8 somethin this mornin... omost 12 hours... mb catchin up on slp for other days.. lolz.. today followed mummy to get computer parts... n bought jester pies to bring bak to singapore.. lolz.. at first onli follow thm becoz they say want to go to city... thus no shoppin for me.. lolz.. oh wellz.. thn.. wrote christmas cards n replied jiapei's letter~ finalli hei.. lol.. sowi took so long.. n paked my luggage.. yawns... thers somethin wrong with my finger.. the nail part rite.. the skin grew out.. hurts so much.. its a mutation i tell u... eek... i hav to wait for my nail to grow..... hehe.. ok.. takecare.. hav a nice day~ baiii




hmmz
Saturday, December 06, 2003, 12/06/2003 05:46:00 pm ♥

made a fill out thingy at the corner.. >.< hehe... whenever u bored can go ther n fill out stuff.. >.< hmmz.. yupz.. nice song...

::: Negative Things - SeLwYn :::

Listen baby
I wonder why sometimes we fall apart oh yeah
Together we are so wonderfull yeah baby
And every single day i pray, that really things shouldnt never be this way
Im only trynna be a better man

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you say to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

All the time everybody say that you and me are over
But i know were meant to be together for eternity
Was it untrue what we promised eachother?
Baby my heart keeps telling me
That it shouldnt be this way forever
Im only trynna be a better man

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

Girl remember when, we made our promices?
That we would be together through-out every single thing
Now im only trynna be a better man, but you've never noticed that
Girl i truely love, to be around you
And baby ill give you anything you want me to
Cos i know this might be hard for you,
And i know that we will be

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?
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hmmz yea.. if u wanna find lyrics and all.. i recommend u go to any of these webbies:
engLish
o AzLyrIcs
o LyRicS
chIncHin tRansLati0n
+ NUchin

ok?! lolz.. ok.. enjoy urself today.. >.<




>.<,
Friday, December 05, 2003, 12/05/2003 10:20:00 pm ♥

making a basketball mosaic in art... sorta clipped my finger.. now got a cut~ ( yesterday )
today.. in sch.. felt excluded.. ignored.. its worst without jienni..
mb i tok to soft nobody can hear.. o wellz.. nvm lah
cried so much in sose class... tell u liao.. too much tears nowadays.. prob thinkin too much...
woke up 6 am.. wrote down my troubled mind... y m i so 'stressed' up?
toilet.. brush teeth.. shower.. tried to cover pimples =X
blowdry hair... listen to music~! Jaychou - Ye hUi meI~! got time so i looked for amanda the Lavender picture..
cannot find tho... woke yang up.. ( the flies are flyin around in circles rite now.. they're huge ) ...
brother playin ragnarok... looks like a cute game.. lol...
4 more days til baibaii.. go to singapore..
yesterday.. ther was a mouse runnin around the school... eek.. scary... gives me the shivers.. yea today... played volleyball for sport last period... hehe.. resultin to red dots on my wrist area.. mummy says the vessel popped... i won 15 points juz from serving consecutiveli... tts gd hei.. lolz.. not braggin or nethin.. oh yea.. that show.. is actualli Australian Rules.. i got it rite the first time.. lolz.. oo goligosh goodness... i juz read wat i wrote about yang.. err... ooo.. that person must hav been realli dot dot dot.... ok.. me take it bak.. sowi.. sowi... sounded like i hate him.. nono.. i love him.. lolz.. he's me brother~! i juz kinda overreacted... sowi sowi... feel so bad.. ok sowi~!!!! forgive me~.. who m i tokin to... hmmz... haha.. ok.. well i think i betta go now.. hav a nice day~




quizzies~ from quizilla~
12/05/2003 08:36:00 pm ♥

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Tarzan!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
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Playful
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You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
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as many say "Your head is in the clouds."


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Jasmine
You are Jasmine from Aladdin!


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lolz.. this isnt realli my result for the princess one.. i was sleeping beauty~ but me name's Jasmine.. hehe >.<




12/05/2003 07:38:00 pm ♥

heyo.. quoted from a foward:

If I gave you

Only 5 minutes

To tell me every single

Person that you love

As a friend

Would I be mentioned?

Am I important to you??

What if you died tomorrow

And never got to be with

The person you love

What if I died tomorrow

Would you remember me?

What if we got into a fight

Would we ever be friends again?

Think about all the questions

You would ask your friends

If you died tomorrow....

Would They Care??

I would, you're my friends

Show your friends that you care

Show them they mean something

To you....

If I died tomorrow....

Would you care???

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i dun feel like anybody cares now~... life is abit down for me....




m0rnIngs~!
Thursday, December 04, 2003, 12/04/2003 08:02:00 am ♥

stomach ache arh~! gd morning..
today wakeup earli 7 am... so check email...
gotta go to school soon.. got jap first..
hehehe... i think i'm goin to slp again~
y does school make me so tired?
din used to... mb becoz my friends are diff now..
things have changed.. not like it used to be..
but we growing.. n i think we change...
gotta write christmas cards and write letter to jiapei~
mb i bring to school n write ner.. yea.. i'll do that..
yupz anywayz.. better go get ready
hav a nice day
takecare..
i'm hungry~




wo0o..
Tuesday, December 02, 2003, 12/02/2003 10:34:00 pm ♥

ehohz~ jienni's in singapore nowz.. kinda diff in school... me miss her but will see her soon ba~ yup yupz..... neway the show was called Aussie Rules... yea... not Australian Rules... lolz... hmmz... juz wanna say.. yang is soooo annoying.... i realli urgh~! dunno arh... just so rude and etc etc etc..... no respect for anyone... partli becoz of my mum coz i reckon she spoils him too much... n yea.. he's juz not a very gd brother/son/grandson slash slash slash... he can be nice but key word... "sometimes".... very annoying... haix.. i dunno how he's goin to cope in life... oh wellz... i realli dun care anymore.. i do but yeah... its been a long time livin with him... n u kno.. sometimes u dun wan to dot dot dot.. anymore.... i dunno.... so confoosed~ i should juz leave him hor... okok.. silent treatment time again.... i can nv do tt... i oweis end up tokin.. cant stay angry one....yea and today... he wakes up.. does nothing... coz he sleeps with his school uniform on rite... n thn he juz wakes up does nothin at all... n just practicalli walks to school... without doin nething.. he so stinki... n becoz my mum's bak.. he goes disturb her while she slpin... n thn.. the first thing that comes out from his mouth is err.. i dunno but he was scoldin my tommy..... juz had enough with him... gav him the evils.. coz i left the house first n thn he caught up... i walk very slow one... he caught up n walked with me to school so i slowed down n gav him the evils when he sorta smiled at me... that smile soo annoying tooo... u look at him n u wanna .. this rage builds up in u... n u wanna... !@#$% yah... such a dot dot dot..... n he argues over small matter and lies over small matters too.. n today... pissin me off... he said my voice sounds like a boy that i tok like a boy too... i dunno about tt but yea.. he toks like a girl... he's freakin 13 goin to be 14 in a month and still... voice havent change/break.. mb he's slow..and still can so lawah like tt.... he toks like a smart alex.. i this i that... cant stand him... n the thing is that apparentli i sound like him when im on the phone.... -_-" n he doesnt admit to being wrong.. he oweis has to be right.. etc etc...realli gets on my nerves..... lolz... if he reads this i surely kanah complained one... so sowi sowi if u readin this... hav to understand that i realli angry @ the time hor.... u kno i can keep goin on n on about all the stuff.. but thn wont hav any privacy no more... yawns... gettin tired nows... well... yea.. nitenite~ sweetdreams~ baiiiii.... hope ur day was a-0k~!! >.<




smile~ HapPy biRthDay TomMy~!!!!
Monday, December 01, 2003, 12/01/2003 06:43:00 pm ♥

haiyo i type so much juz now.. suddenli no more liao.. well.. lets see wat i remember...last nite.. fell aslp infront of tv on carpet wokeup at about 2.35 am today.. bro'z friend came over last nite and like played lan games till earli in the mornin... i 8 am wake up they still on... they had no slp.. lolz.. i watched stuart lil 2 last nite... it was gd~ lolz.. stuart is the cutest mouse.. i dun usualli find mouse cute.. me scared of thmz.. hehe.. yupz.. and we finish watching this show in english today.. its called Australian Rules i think.. i'll confirm the name.. yea.. its about racism between australian aboriginals and 'australians'... yea.. its quite sad... mainly about football.. but this boy who was a aboriginal died.. he was the best football player but he din get the award and yea... well. his friend's dad accidentally shot n killed him coz he was like breakin into the place and yea.. haix.. sad.. i cried.. gettin soo sensitive lately... n oh yea... SARAH and MICHELLE~ they got into the 7th subject thingy~!!!! congratS~!! hehe.. i didnt get in but i dun mind =) ... i need to work on my socialisin.. lolz.. and somethin that happened was weird... i was threatened by 3 people that if i din do somethin.. they'd kill me... scary~ i think they were jokin but still.. hehe.. o wellz... its tommy's birthday~!! hehe.. he's soooo cute~!!! dun ya think.. heheheh... n my mums bak from singapore... hehe.. now we all can go online at the same time.. tts wat we doin nowz.. hmmz... jienni goin to singapore toml~!! so sad but happy~! hehe.. all the huggies today and poof... she goin toml... >.<.. but she goin to call and we goin to meet in singapore so yay~! hehe.. yea

hmmz today in school i was extra extra tired.. and i kept on yawnings.. n i had heaps of tears tooo... like one yawn equals like... 2 tablespoons of tears.. haha.. mb juz 1... hmmz.. yea.. me recoverin soon... very soon.. hehhe.. yupz.. anyway i think i gotta go.. enjoy ur day ya~ smile smile~!!!