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Sunday, October 31, 2004, 10/31/2004 11:11:00 pm ♥
hApPy hAlLowEen~!!
happi halloween nehh~!! lol.. today.. wakeup lazing around.. thn did my english oral.. tutor say its too short.. so im goin to add in some stuff.. lol ... thn got ready for halloween.. i dressed up as a black person.. got my long raincoat, dark purple lipstick, mascara, blk pants.. hehe.. so im a black person.. eeee scary~!!!! lol so jevina, rowan n tiff came ler.. jevina dress up as witch.. she had the hat n evrythin.. so cool.. tiff was a devil.. the horns n tail.. lol red n black sia.. hehe.. n rowan a dracula.. with the cape~ lol~!!! they all look so gd~! thn went up to jien de house.. she dress up as white ghost ! lol.. got a lock hangin around her neck~ scary sia.. i reckon she look the scariest~ but look gd at the same time oso~!!! lol.. n thn n thn so the trickatreating began~ walk house to house.. hehe.. we got heapsa lollies n also money n orange!! n the best thing hor~!!! me n jien got a merlion keychain~!!!! sooo cool~!!!!!!!!!! wah.. i reckon tts the best halloween gift!!! hehe.. so gd seh!!! dam i miss singapore~... okok.. so walk until i veri tired.. tiff go home first thn on the way bak to jien house.. jevina mum take us thn jien hav to walk bak alone.. at least it wasnt far.. felt bad... she has to stay up late oso.. coz got hw.. haix.. ok.. i go home liao.. thn eat dinner.. around before 10 bah... lol.. thn go n wash my makeup n change.. thn now~ online.. check email, chatin~ n bloggin~! haha.. yups.. well.. this is my third halloween~ oh yea... we visited amanda to0o!! n her jap girl hehe saori~ got lollies yay~! haha.. thnxuz evrybodi who gave stuff n sowi to those tt we bothered.. eeks.. neway.. yea.. toml sch starts again.. ahhhhhhh i will now stop bloggin coz i dunno wat else to say.. yea.. ok.. takecare, sweetdreams nitenite.. miss u.. haixxx **huGsZz**
quizes
10/31/2004 01:11:00 am ♥
You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them.
What Color Angel Are You? (ANIME PICS)
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youre soft on the inside but have a protective
shell so you dont melt for all things
sentimental. while youre not going to forget
what's important to you, youre also open to
romance in whatever form it might take. youll
hav an amazing vday, whether you spend it w/ a
cute boy, or hav a girls' night out.
how romantic are you?
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You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.
What feeling do you represent?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
What kind of dark person are you?
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you're a follower smiley
What Smiley Are You?
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You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!
**The ultimate Fairy quiz**
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sewene birthday bbq
Saturday, October 30, 2004, 10/30/2004 11:31:00 pm ♥
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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ehohz~! yawnssss so tired.. neway today.. wokeup umm.. 9+ thn i did my intro calc hw.. 11.45left the house.. walked to sarah's house.. thn after that we walked to eva's... she wasnt bak from piano yet.. so we waited.. thn she said that her dad was gonna take us to kings park~ which was gd even tho felt bad.. coz eva said he was in bad mood... but that was lucky tho.. coz now i think of it. i dun think ther is a bus to westernpower parkland of king's park.. nv been ther b4.. yea.. anyway.. so we met serene n christina ther.. thn met serene's friends... thn open pressies.. had sandwiches.. hehe.. thn we went to play with the big big playground worh.. so fun!!! hehee.. umm thn after that we line up for the swings.. but thn this boy was hogin it for ages.. lol.. but we got on eventualli yay! hehe oh yeahh n ther was a group of people ther tt was doin a film on lord of the rings and matrix mix show or somethin.. lol they thot of evrything leh.. the elf ears, hobbits hairy feet, costuming.. lol.. it was kinda weird yet interesting at the same time.. haha.. yea~
after tt.. we headed home.. well at first michelle was gonna ask penneigh to take us all home.. so we walked all the way to the front entrance.. which was like dunno how many kilometres.. 5+?? aiyo.. yups.. well we walked alot.. eva, sawah, rachael, michelle n me.. walk walk walk.. stopped at a restaurant to get slushies! n thn it began to feel cold.. -_-.. lol n tt slushy was sooo sweet~ made me feel flamy~.. eee.. lol.. err.. yea.. we continued walking rite.. some how.. i dunno y.. but it seemed like michelle didnt realli wan to giv us a lift oso.. mb she din kno we had to get bak earli.. took her sweet time.. =x sowi sowi... well at least she offered.. haix.. thn after tt she chatted so long with penneigh n her friend.. thn we waited to hear her say that we cant all fit.. wow.. ok.. so we walked down this realli steep street.. lol.. ther was this guy who asked us how we were n said welcome to australia.. haha.. so weird.. neway.. we found our way to the busport.. n oso jus on time for the bus.. so lucki sia~ lol.. so we got bak home~! yay!!! i hope sawah n eva din get into much trouble..
got bak... so hungry.. lol.. so i cooked lobster flavor noodles.. instant but taste realli nice. .hehe.. add egg oso.. wah.. so long nv break egg.. today break until so lan` .. thn watch tv arh.. thn i turned it off coz i was fallin aslp while watchin the beginnin of superman II .. fell aslp on the couch rite after i turned off the tv.. thn woke up at 9pm i think i slpt for 2 hours.. mb less... but yea.. tried to do my homework rite.. but i felt sick~ n my eyes were burning.. tt means not enough slp~ haha.. better slp earli tonite.. neway.. this was my day~ hehe.. today jien got ball oso~ hope to see pictures hehe! takecare and sweetdreams ^-^ yawnnzz~ ZzZZzZzZzz
today~ ermmmm lol
Friday, October 29, 2004, 10/29/2004 11:46:00 pm ♥
| Your Love Style Is...
Shattered! |
 Come on have a little more faith in yourself. You are worthy of love and shouldn't be afraid to go for it! Don't let people of the opposite sex push you around, you are an awesome person and it's about time you realized this. |
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did tt love style thingy in friendster from serene... shattered.. err... depressing to get tt.. oh wells.. dun beliv dun beliv!! lol.. okok.. so.. when was the last time i blogged? hmM.. ~ nvm nvm.. i will start from monday~ lol
monday: wat i do arh.. haha.. i dunno oso.. monday.. oh yea.. went to get amanda's present norh~ after sch thn watch passions liao.. go pick up jien~! thn go garden city!! hehe... so long nv go ther.. thn we walk walk.. lookin for things... i saw spot! snifff... how come no one pick him de.. he so cute!! haix... so sad.. ther were 4 left.. lilil taken liao.. i hope spot finds a home soon~ so does the rest of the puppies.. i jus dun hav names for thm.. n i sorta favor spot.. mb becoz he din like me b4.. thn build relationship liao.. he veri cute de!!!! haix... neway.. we went to granny mays first thn.. ther hav a giant tatty bear leh... wish i had a big giant bear! its so cute! haix.. u kno how u want somethin but cant hav it .. well can but cant.. well.. like.. feeling guilty if u hav it.. yahhh.. lol thn after tt.. we go walk walk.. go to umm.. this newsagency arh.. thn veri blur got this forever friend money tin .. i keep on thinkin can open from the top.. later.. jien say got dusk orh~ so we go in .. smell smell alot of candles.. veri nice.. hehe.. thn jien found a veri nice lamp for amanda seh~ oso got veri creative idea.. write on it n make it a card.. so smart n creative! i like tt shop leh~ so nice.. okok.. after tt.. we go to kleins n got amanda some heart earings.. with pink diamond in the middle.. its pretty~ pity ther wasnt a pink of another pair tt was so sweet n cute.. small small de hehee ~ thn go home ler.. uncle bring us ther n bak de.. afta tt.. home liao lor.. thn nothin much bah..
tuesday: i think tt day after kumon... thn home n not sure wat i did..
wednesday: ahhhhh... how come cannot remember wat happen on wednesday? wednesday.. was i doin my assignment.. oh yea!! i was doing my human bio assignment thn tiffany help me and accompany me online~ lol... tts all for this day i think
thursday: today jien sick so nv come sch~ i late for sch.. thn intro calc sit ther .. jevina shake her head.. lol! jiennnn.. u nv come sch thn i late!! lol.. jk lah.. but at least now she ok liao~ her house got germs de.. so bad.. next time i go to her house must do ritual .. "humm humm go away germs" lol! thn today amandas birthday!!!!
HapPy biRthDay AmAh!!!
hehe.. today serene n christina n jienni n sawah not in sch.. haix.. oh wells.. thn we had a girls assembli becoz of grafitti n girls skirts being too short.. yea.. so umm.. after tt was sports~ me n jevina play singles.. so long~ she monkey me soo many times.. lol thn i slam slam slam.. =x most of thm nv pass net de.. hahaa.. oh wells.. so tt day i veri hot, some more sun so burning... thn go home straight away.. hehe.. AIRCON! lol lie on couch~ haha.. thn umm.. i nv do any work this day.. coz i dunno... but i read for chem.. i watched umm shaun of the dead.. on computer.. lol it was kinda scary.. evn tho meant to be the funni version of dawn of the dead.. well.. it does hav alil humour in it.. lol.. yea
friday: today !! evrybody was bak in sch.. hehe.. n ummm... serene had pressies.. hehe.. toml is her party.. we all so blurr dunno how to get ther sia.. oh wells.. we'll figure it out toml.... so umm.. after kumon.. get ready liao.. jien come! thn my poh poh today make donut! so hard n taste like uncook de.. but thn ok lah.. lol.. i tell my granma " zhen me ying de!" thn she say " jiejie xi huan mah~" lol.. so cute.. hmmz after tt.. my uncle dropped us off at the bus stop.. thn we took the 880 to the city busport.. walked to the city.. walk walk.. got serenes birthday present.. i dun say jus incase.. lol... thn we went to northbridge.. coz johnny once told me tt the bubble tea at easyway is better thn utopia... easyway was next to potblack.. we nv noticed it ther.. weird.. ok.. neway.. tt place is scary.. gary is scary.. hei it rhymes.. yea.. we saw him ther.. ok... got bubble tea.. thn jien got hers from utopia.. so we compare.. n the peach tea in easyway is more tea-y n diluted.. and utopia has more peach flavor.. yupsh.. so after.. we went to play ddr at timezone ^-^ after tt took walk bak to busport thn go on bus go home.. walkin through tt dark alley me n jien get ready our secret weapon.. oh yea.. n we got it all planned out.. lol if someone comes up to us.. both of us will shine our lazer lights at their eyes n kick um.. lol.. yups.. so we made it bak to my place safeli!! hehe.. jien had to go after writin in the card.. yea.. n now im here .. i got to chat wif bibi~ >.< miss him.. haix.. umm .. yea.. n now.. heehe
so thats it for my 5 days of sch.. i gotta cram in work man.. so stress.. i think i better do my maths today.. finish the miscellaneous so that toml can do the english.. heng~ okii !! takecare evryone and enjoy ur evryday.. singapore~ GdlUcK oN 'O' levels!! hehe.. adelaide~ gdluCK on coming ExAmS~! okok.. keep smilin~ baiiiiz ^-^
Sunday, October 24, 2004, 10/24/2004 10:29:00 pm ♥
i answer: no matter wher we start, we start together~ hehe..
hey heyz.. slpt at 5 wokeup 12.45 ~ yupsh.. hey i din end up finishin last nite.. that twopid report took me around 20 hrs altogether.. longest one ive done.. hmm neways.. today tts prob the onli thing i did.. tt report.. thn got tuition thn umm.. wat arh.. continuin doin til around 7.30+ thn finish n on time to watch australian idol~ half way thru anthony's song~ hehe.. my day go so fast one! i still got a human bio assignment to do.. who wants to be the elderli im goin to interview? lol looks like i go do another quiz.. today so short the blog.. not used to short short de hehe.. bRb!! hehe.. baK..
fRom friEndsTerR - shiRlyNn
WHO LAST...
x. Slept in your bed: me lor.. lol
x. Saw you cry: my korkor..
x. You shared a drink with: jien~ lol.. squeeza geeza! lol veri nice blkcurrant n apple !! hehe
x. You went to movies with: hmm.. cookerZ!! movie marathon~ lol
x. You went to the mall with: mall.. umm.. prob wif jien bah.. cannot remember~
x. Yelled at you : err.. me? lol..
x. Send you an e-mail : jien~! hehee..
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it : yea.
x. Gotten in fight with your pet : fight with pet for wat??
x. Been to California: dun think so.. wan to arh! hehe
x. Had an imaginary friend : mb got leh.. not sure..
x. Do you have a crush on someone : not at moment
x. What book are you reading now: no book..
x. Worst feeling in the world: losing ppl
x. What's under your bed?: drawing sketch book..
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs? no
x. Do you smoke? no
x. Do you drink? lol occassionalli, but i drink alot of drinks everyday haha
x. What are you most scared of: losin ppl ..
x. What clothes do you sleep in: pyjamas or baggy baggy shorts n shirt
x. Who do you really hate: no one..
x. Do you like being around people: yeah ^^ sometimes being alone is ok
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?: actors lol!
x. Have you ever cried over something?: err.. hasnt everybody?
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?: no arh~
x. Are you lonely right now?: abit.. lol.. but not realli at the same time..
x. Song that stuck in your head a lot lately?: i dunwanna fall in love~
x. Room in house: my bedroom n wherever the internet is. hehe
x. Type(s) of music: most songs but mostli dance, romance n hillsongs
x. Color : pink, black, red, white
x. Perfume or cologne : cologne stays longer rite? lol.. i onli use perfume b4..
x. Season : spring
x. Cried : jus did.. i miss my puppies.. haix..
x. Bought something : eh.. umm.. prob food? lol
x. Met someone new: umm... newest person i met was.. my kor's jie~
x. Missed someone: eh? **blush**
x. Hugged someone: tomMy babY! >>&>> muMmi!
oh yeah yest neighbour had a party thn i listen till i laugh to myself.. lol they were playin a game "concentration concentration are u ready are u ready lets go lets go~" thn they start laughin.. i think becoz someone stuffed up or somethin.. lol.. so they kept on repeatin thn i found myself laughin oso.. doing physics suddenli laugh.. -_- so funni! lol.. okok oh yah hehe i finish ler.. lol.. go sing song~ =x haha.. break glass.. takecare, seeyas soon! **wAvEsS**
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Saturday, October 23, 2004, 10/23/2004 09:01:00 pm ♥
well i din end up bloggin on friday.. got home thn watched winter sonata.. up to disc 12.. yay~ lol.. umm thursday was normal, friday oso.. oo .. nothin much to blog leh.. =x lalala.. mb i go find quiz n do.. rite now im takin a break from this physics written report.. goin to take me ages to do this.. haix.. umm ok.. today wokeup at 12+pm thn did hw, ama came ^-^ thn doin physics report.. wahh.. realli boring leh.. okok.. i go do quiz..
fRom frieNdsteR - ShermEeNz
[01] first name: jasmine
[02] middle name: zhen ying
[03] last name: lee
[04] nickname: zhen, jas, jizzle, girl, jelli
[05] gender: female
[06] age: 16
[07] birthday: 1st oct
[08] height: 1.60 cm
[09] hair color: dark brown, dyed - looks redish
[10] eye color: brown in sun
[11] race: chinese
[12] do you wear glasses or contacts: nopes.. perfect eyesight =P onli sometimes blur...
[13] do you have braces: no.. but i need =x
[14] is your hair long or short: just pass shoulder
[15] where were you born: singapore (obsession)
[16] current location: perth
[17] zodiac sign: libra >> lol brand of xue bu
[18] how many languages do u know: i can speak english n chinese, understand lil bit canto, hokkien, malay and learning japonese
[19] nationality : singaporean
[20] bad habits : scratchin my head.. till bleed sometimes -_-"
[21] piercings you have: 2, one on each ear..
[22] piercings you want: eh.. i dunno.. i get infections..
[23] tattoos you have: none
[24] tattoos you want: eh.. dun think so... painful rite? i'll get nice airbrush tatoos hehe
[25] today's date: 22nd october
[26] the time: 9.14 pm
[27] ready for more questions?: yah lol!
---SCHOOL LIFE---
[43] are you still in school : yah.. so stress
[44] did you drop out: no.. in sch!
[45] currently in: leeming senior high
[46] favorite grade: primary sch~? lol
[47] least favorite grade: umm year 7
[48] favorite teachers/lecturers: errm.. ms tay, ms tan singapore de..
[49] least favorite teacher/lecturer: dunno.. none arh.. all ok ok one..
[50] favorite subjects: music n sport, jap oso
[51] least favorite subject: english!!
[52] do you buy lunch or bring it: i dun eat lunch in sch.. usualli scab of ppl.. unless i borrow money n buy..
[53] play any sports on the school's team: badminton in yr 8
[54] Do you do any co-curricular activities: nopes..
[55]are you popular: ofcoz not! dunwan to be oso.. i like being alone.. sometimes..
[56] favourite dance: hip hop.. u kno "honey" those dances... DDR oso!
[57] least favorite dance: all dance gd arh.. can make me loose weight can ler.. hehe
[58] favorite memories: **blush**
[59] least favorite memories: err.. dun realli remember bad ones..
[60] most humiliating moment: ah umm.. ooo.. errr.. i dunno.. cant think
--FAVOURITES--
[61] favourite number: 2
[62] clothing brand: this fashion bagginess!
[63] shoes: chunky
[64] phrases(s): "ehohz"."apparentli... "."i kno! i kno!"( whn i dun realli kno)
[65] favourite TV shows: OC, charmed, chinese dramas
[66] sports: badminton, volleyball, soccer, bball
[69] movie: a walk to remember, greenmile, pearl harbour
[70] magazine: teens, eightdays..
[71] actor: yan xing su.. haha
[72] actress: fann wong..
[73] candy: mmm.. honeydew flavoured
[74] gum: extra??
[75] scent: rose
[76] choc bar: picnic
[75] ice cream flavour: chocolate, hazelnut
[78] color : pink, black, red, white
[79] seasons: spring
[80] holidays: end of year..
[81] bands: er.. i dunno..
[82] singer: tonya mitchell.. actualli their all gd.. go william hung!!
[83] group: group group.. haha 5566, k-one
[84] rappers: lil bow wow, machi
[83] types of music: all but mostli love, dance, hillsongs
[86] things in your room: clothes, posters, desk, rolli chair, bed, mirror, shelf.. alot of my rubbish.. lol
[87] place to be: singapore!
[88] radio station: jiu san san 9.33
[89] tv channel: AxN~ anime!!
[90] food: japonese!
[91] overall food: japonese!!
[92] store : mornin glori~?
[94] fast food: mos burger~
[95] restaurant: dun hav a fav
[96]shape: star, heart, circle..
[97]songs: i dun wanna fall in love , cant think but oso got alot of chinese songs..
[98]musical intrument: piano n violin
[99]person u love most: **blush**
[100]wat u wanna say most now: i love ****!!! hehe and.. pls let me finish this assignment by today.. pls pls pls.. can someone do it for me =x
woah tt was actualli quite fast.. was hurrying it tho.. ok.. bak to work thn.. takecare n i hear naruto on the other comp!!!! ahhh.. i wanna watch!!! oh wells.. takecare n enjoy ur weekends ^-^
ahohz ahohz~
Wednesday, October 20, 2004, 10/20/2004 11:24:00 pm ♥
ehohz~! hehe.. how is u? <<<>
oh yea.. sunday nite was tokin to my mum about my weird visions n dreams.. she said it was becoz not enough slp.. but she gav me in real detail.. so i was sufferin from a normal phenomena.. when the body is too tired to move but the mind is still half concious.. coz when u slp.. dreams meant to hav the mind rest so tt it can concentrate on the dreams.. somethin like tt.. she experienced heaps of scary things.. as we continued tokin... began to cry.. coz tt vision was realli scary.. n she oso said somethin tt realli got me.. she told me tt my granmas side has an abnormal side coz my auntie she hears things n yea.. becomes paranoid n stuff.. so i was imaginin if i see these visions while im awake.. tt would be so scary.. n thn she told me " that's y last time i was so worried because when u were a lil girl oredi stress over small things" so i asked her y i stressed over small things.. she din kno but told me for my personaliti.. i hav to be careful.. coz i mite breakdown n go crazy or somethin.. tt was a scary thot.. so i realli gotta get slp or else.. mite regret.. imagine me crazy.. tts realli sad.. we oso toked about kong kong.. n he's smile.. realli miss him.. mum said if we did a heart bypass he mite hav lived longer.. i would so like tt.. now all we hav are memories n dreams occasionalli.. y is tt when someone leaves the world.. its so hard to get over.. i realli realli dun like this.. its thundering now~ scary weather perth has.. like today.. one minute its sunni n one minute its gloomi n rainy.. weird i tell ya~
assignments n test are troubling me.. mb was too used to not havin those in holiz.. lol~ ahh.. oh wells.. so today.. wat i do?? oh yea.. last nite.. i kinda became a vegetable again.. at least ther werent ne demons this time.. jus dark smoke.. n weird sounds.. it seems long but actualli not.. i look at the time n onli 3 mins past when it felt like 20.. n thn i jus lie ther after tt.. but cant slp.. closed eyes.. but cant slp.. so this mornin.. i dunno... i oweis thot my alarm went evryday.. unless my bro changed it.. lol he oweis does tt.. well so my mum came in my room " u not goin to sch today arh?" tts when i woke up.. 8.13am .. go toilet, brush teeth, wash face, got change, thn left the house at 8.25+ just b4 8.30 n i went into human bio late .. evryone was in oledi.. hmmz.. so after tt was chem.. mr hart accused me of slpin again.. but it was kinda true.. was fallin aslp.. u kno how ur vision gets all blurred n thn ur eyes jus dun wanna move no more.. n thn ur head twitches so u wakeup.. thn u go slpi n groggi again.. n the cycle goes on.. need slp~! (thunderin is evn frightenin if u listen to it when someone is snorin too) after chem it was recess.. wat happen recess.. not too sure.. cant realli remember.. lol.. well.. english was alrite.. coz i was tryin to do work.. n lookin at nicoles.. hehe.. not like i copy all her work.. onli some.. got my advertisin english essay bak.. 6/10 .. happi! tt was a hard one.. no time to plan at home too.. so yay! i pass.. hehe after english was physics.. tt lesson went realli fast.. n it was prob the most productiv lesson of physics i had in ages.. usualli i disturb jevina.. lol.. but today was wow.. i did umm 7 questions.. n got thm rite too! got a physics test on friday.. quite scared.. coz i dun understand the basics evn.. oh wells.. n i meant to be studyin it now.. but still gd.. hehe.. thers still toml~ ^-^
christina came to sch today from singapore.. n we got pressies n i got the cyndi wang cd&/vcd .. her songs are quite nice .. i like di yi chi ai de ren.. n bao zhe ni ku.. those two are my favs.. but soon all of thm will be.. havent heard thm long enough yet.. most of thm u can literalli dance to thm.. hehe.. first one's called ai ni.. wo ai ni **** hehe.. oh yea.. we got a form signed for an injection so tts somthin to look forward to.. not.. i wan the injection but i dun wan it .. tt kinda thing.. lol.. its now rainin.. tommy must be scared.. barkin so much.. usualli he hides in my pillow when its thunderin n rainin.. cutey~ n yea.. so last lesson was jap.. n i kinda finished the holiz booklet today.. still jus got abit to do.. i think the class got extension bah.. i cant remember.. blur girl.. oh yea.. my mum recentli called me "naughty girl " in a cute serious but jk way.. it felt weird.. coz usualli im oweis sayin tt to jevina n tiff.. haha.. oh wells.. hmm jus now the tele.. was promotin the airtickets to singapore n sentosa.. u kno how many times they hav to repeat the word "singapore" made me feel sad.. dunno y.. so yea.. after jap.. home.. tv.. shower.. hw/dinner.. n online now~ another very nice song is ..
The Love That You've Been Looking For by 98 degrees
Lonely, that's not how we're meant to be
But looking in your eyes I see
A heart that was abandoned
by a world that used to show you love
You feel like you're the only one
Whose day begins without the sun
You're left to turn and face it all alone
Well, I know sometimes it seems as if
fate has done you wrong
But if you look inside your heart
you'll find the strength to carry on
You've got to leave it all behind you
Break through those lonely chains that bind you
'Cause love's not far away, it's gonna find your heart someday
And when you feel it's warmth surround you
You'll realize that love has found you
So turn away your fears
'Cause the love that you've been looking for is here
Suddenly, your broken heart begins to see
a love that lasts eternally
Just look ahead and never ever let a single tear drop from your eye
It breaks my heart to see you cry
The pain that haunts you every night
Because of all the emptiness inside
Well, I know sometimes it seems as if your heart is caving in
But if we look inside the soul we'll find the love we have within
I know sometimes when things go wrong
You search for strength carry on
But all we need to take control
Is the love within my soul
'Cause you know that love will find a way
To reach your heart again someday
You must believe it's true
Now all you have to do
today.. when i heard this song.. the lyrics realli got my attention.. its a veri meaningful song~ ^-^ hmm.. i should go now. blog on friday ^-^ takecare evryone~ thnx for taggin~ ^-^ keep smilin =D hehe..
bb bb
Sunday, October 17, 2004, 10/17/2004 10:06:00 pm ♥
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baby ting ying yue!! hehe.. so cute~
see this baby so cute~! hehe.. anyways.. blogg blogg
friday did work lor.. thn work liao 5.00pm go shower, online n check email .. when reply tt time.. mum switch off the internet.. so i hav to save it into disk n send email at tiff later... ok.. thn we go eat dinner.. lol.. at south ocean.. my pohpoh birthday dinner.. n mine.. but thn my birthday so long ago liao.. oh wells.. eat until so much seh.. so full.. my b.bro keep on disturbin me.. poke me .. make my side of the table so dirty ahaha.. okok thn after we eat.. oh yea i had lychee icecream for dessert.. mmmmmm
thn mum drop me off tiff thn wat we do arh.. when i go in.. they all playin scrabble.. haha.. " when's my turn??" thn i k-po see evryone card.. they all .. "who u helpin?!!" lol... in the end no more card liao .. haha.. thn i suggest to karaoke.. coz no one say anythin mahhh.. haha.. but thn didnt karaoke.. microphone din work orh.. meanwhile they go figure out the microphone.. tammei was showin me n angelz photo albums orh.. tiffany n tammi small that time realli realli realli realli veri cute n sweet lehh.. reallli realli pretty girls both of thmz.. hehe.. thn after tt when her internet work liao i send email to jien.. hehe.. thn umm we watch "the village" - not scary one.. trailer make until so scary.. chei.. haha.. adrien brody was in it~ cookz would hav been ahhhh!.. lol.. after tt watched "the notebook" must watch again leh.. too many distractions n movie wasnt clear.. but i'll recommend it coz its was from the director of "a walk to remember" tt show is my fav.. v touchin.. after tt we went out to watch chicago hor.. coz b4 tt i tell thm need to go ngng.. haha.. thn i wan to ren til next mornin.. thn when wan to start watchin the chicago liao.. i cannot tahan need to go toilet~! hahhahahaa.. they hav to wait for me.. kekeke.. ok.. we start watchin ler.. thn first one to fall aslp is tiffiz .. some more she kehkeh say.. " i dun feel like slpin i wan to stay up" hahaha.. so cute.. thn later watch watch.. tammi n jevina slp liao.. thn left angelz n me.. thn after awhile i laughin to myself.. haha.. thn i see angel.. oso slp liao.. keke.. survivor! me! haha.. by the time the show end is 6.00 am + liao.. sun oso out liao.. thn we move to the room to slp.. i wakeup the latest lor.. thn wakeup dee.. go eat branch arh.. wat was it arh? oh yah beehoon with blachan.. thn wat we do.. watched the "centre stage".. after tt.. one by one go home liao but thn meetin for dinner again jevina dad so nice ask me to come.. spencer village leh.. so long nv go ler.. 2 yrs? about 1 yr bahz.. thn umm .. so they all go home deee hor.. me tam n tiff do the puzzles.. oh yea.. friday nite they gimme present leh.. 2 puzzles.. 1000 pieces each!!! wah.. i got shock.. nv do so many piece puzzle de.. one is final fantasy the rinoa n squall one is pooh n friends.. hehe.. so nice.. present for appreciation.. tiff said.. wow.. i felt special.. lol.. no one gimme present for this reason de.. keke.. thn after tt i had to go home ler.. so call mummi
mum picked me up n we go home ler.. thn i found out ama came today to giv food orh.. mummi was kinda shock.. coz she din kno wat to do with the food.. thn im like.. "eat lah~" so they ate for dinner.. lol.. thn i got ready shower.. thn 6+ they came to pick me up thn we go spencer village! hehe.. so nice.. we eat alot alot of food.. evrybody dunwan to take my food de.. i keep on givin thn they outsmart me.. put they're one on my plate oso i dun mind hor.. but thn they put more leh!.. onli tiff n angelz guai guai de.. hehe! i think i oso tok too much .. eat air arh.. so my food nv finish thn full liao.. haha.. thn jevina n rowen stil hungry order cai dau guei.. carrot cake.. lol.. i go dapao kl hokkien mee for johnni.. thn i bot bubble tea!! not nice de.. forgot to tell the person dun put milk.. neway so thn all the girls go wif tiffani parents.. her dad drive thn i drop off food.. they reverse lehh.. thn i run after the car.. on purpose de they all.. haha.. no one knew but when i was runnin i oso shouted "nooo! " hahaha.. dang funni lol!! thn i got in the car pple laugh at me.. lol thn we go umm angelz house.. play guitar tok tok internet.. watch these funni weekend update episodes.. lol.. after tt we saw pictures of utt with angel!!!! wahh jealous sia.. hahaha.. not realli but.. wahhhhhh~ can dream.. nv been upclose with stars b4.. well not thm puttin they're hand on shoulder n posin for u or with u~ wahhhh.. okok i'll get over it.. hehe.. i got star liao kekee.. =P umm so after tt 1am+ go home thn online for a while.. go slp!
today~ wakeup.. laze around... online n i watched "dodge ball" haha.. damm funni leh~! hehe.. go watch go watch hehe.. n nothin much today lor.. jus finish kumon.. thn online n chat .. nothin much ler.. well.. sch day toml n the day before.. n the day before.. before =.= after i mean after.. haha.. n the day after.. n after.. n after.. lol.. so on.. until friday i online can chat ler~! yay!! t00pid assignments n homework arhhh.. hehe nvm.. so yea.. i'll stop bloggin now.. takecare..sweet dreams.. enjoy ur evryday ^^ **wAveSs**
Friday, October 15, 2004, 10/15/2004 03:32:00 am ♥
(eventualli had to go) i'll never forgetz y0oz~! :'(
10/15/2004 03:28:00 am ♥
everyone had a tiring day~
10/15/2004 03:27:00 am ♥
now wheRe diD my t0y cRocodiLe go?? lol..
10/15/2004 03:23:00 am ♥
smiLe @ the caMmie~! hehee
10/15/2004 03:21:00 am ♥
whEre's mUmMi?? sniff..
10/15/2004 03:20:00 am ♥
spot!!!
10/15/2004 03:18:00 am ♥
blUe eYeSs~ hehe.. =)
10/15/2004 03:16:00 am ♥
ouCh my T0e!!! lol..
10/15/2004 03:14:00 am ♥
lets go to slp hehe.. zZzZzz
10/15/2004 03:08:00 am ♥
lillil plAyinG thE pIaNo0.. so cuuuTesSsxX!!
10/15/2004 03:04:00 am ♥
sleEpi baBieS >.<
10/15/2004 03:03:00 am ♥
daRlinG sP0t!!
10/15/2004 03:00:00 am ♥
play-fighy! g0o sPot! hehe.. =x
10/15/2004 01:57:00 am ♥
i miss you..
10/15/2004 01:48:00 am ♥
puppi tired.. aww..
tupid cancelled my other post :@
Wednesday, October 13, 2004, 10/13/2004 07:52:00 pm ♥
arhhhhh i jus posted n its all gone!!! kk i remember haha.. im bak lol from the last last post.. lol.. today had evryone come over to see mai baby puppies!!! hhehe.. they're soooooo0o0o0o cute!!!!!!!!! i feel like a mummy!! hhehe.. i'll be puttin their pics up hehe.. they're soooo cute!!!! well today wokeup.. btw i din slp til around 6.. so hard to slp nowadays.. oh wells.. wokeup 10+ watched 2 episodes of Winter Sonata from amah~ hehe.. thn 12 got rdy, 1 alarm cookz, 1+ jien arrive!, 1++ puppies arrive! they're soooo adorable n s0o0o0o0 absoluteli veri veri veri cUTE!!!! awww.. u can jus imagine their lil faces rite now.. hehe.. awww.. okok stop daydreamin.. ooo so we got distracted n was late to pick up cookz.. lucki she sms if not hav to wait until i remember.. quite long for tt.. sowi bout tt cookz.. we go pick her up!.. came bak... show puppies!! hehe.. thn tiffi n tammei come ler! more playin n fun.. hehe.. after tt jevina called say she can come! hehe. thn she did.. thn sooo funnz!!!! thn after tt my mummi n coachi arrive from airport!! hehee.. i got a t-shirt pillow~ hehe.. its realli soft.. yay.. n n thn one by one they all go home liao.. we drop cookz bak thn when i got bak i felt loneli with my babies.. hehe.. so i called laurens to come.. she was home this time not at work hehe.. n i got a birthday pressie lol.. celebrations chocolate! yumm!! but thn by the time she n her bro came all the puppies were tired n slpin inside a tent buit.. lol.. so she's comin bak toml hehe.. so exciting neh!!! theyre so0o0o0o cute!!!! hehe.. lovemZ!! hehe thats about my day.. today alot of post.. have to scoll alot.. lol.. i found lyrics to this realli realli nice song..
I Dont Wanna Fall in Love - Tonya Mitchell
Who needs to feel that way
who needs those words to say
who wants to give their heart to watch love fade away
cuz I've made up my mind
I didn't want to know
why should I find the love that isn't here to stay
I wasn't waiting until you came along
and now I need you to tell me where my heart belongs
But I don't wanna fall in love
till I fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
I don't wanna fall in love
till I know the love is true
cuz I need you to feel the way I do
when I give my heart to you
I've seen the tears they cried
when its time for good bye
I didn't want to be the one who's asking why
I didn't think that I would ever feel so strong
but now i know that I was wrong
But I don't wanna fall in love
till I fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
I don't wanna fall in love
till I know the love is true
cuz I need you to feell the way I do
when I give my heart to you.. you..
Now I believe it's worth the chance
to find a love that lasts
for all my life
give me a sign so I will always know this love is right.. this love is right...
But I don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love)
till I fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew (what my heart already knew)
I don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love, no)
till I know the love is true
cuz I need you to feel the way I do
when I give my heart to you
But I don't wanna fall in love
till I fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
I don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love)
till I know the love is true
cuz I need you to feel the way I do
when I give my heart to you...
when I give my heart to you...
if got chance must gooo download or let me know if ur interested i send to u~ originalli from cookz list of songs hehe.. first time i herd it made me feel weird/sad/touched so its realli realli gd ~! ^-^ okok.. i better stop here.. takecares!! keep smiLin =D >.<
nice story :,)
10/13/2004 07:12:00 pm ♥
this is a realli touchin story, made my cry after reading... originalli fwded by jien ^_^
Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing,
but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends
are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now
to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the
only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n
silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for
100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days.
what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the
next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it
at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our
first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a
really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than
this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent
each other home)
Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter
bought Tina a keychain with a star.
Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday
present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each
other for the first time.
Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the
sunset together. When the night came and the moon
glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A
meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.
Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters,
and ate hotdogs and cotton candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina
grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by
accident. They laughed together for a while.
Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to
watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part
as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see
other entertainments around after the show. Came to a
fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every
moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune
teller's cheek.
Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach
wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss
with each other just as the sun is setting.
Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to
have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a
bench.
1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent
return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk
driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your
friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees
Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and
her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came
and she went to the hospital with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a
half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.
11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
He is still breathing now but God would take him away
from us very soon. We found this letter inside his
pocket.
The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes
into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful.
Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears.
Here is what the letter said.
Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you
during all these days. Although you may be greedy
sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought
happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a
really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the
time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for,
but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to
be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be
beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.
11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish
I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to
let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days
so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you
come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped
beating. It was 100 days.
yea this story is sad.. one thing realli hit me.. im gonna tell ya an advice k.. if u love someone tell the person n dun be afraid of the answer coz its worth it if u can spend the happiest parts of ur life with tt one person..
another fwd mail i hav to blog is my apologies to anyone i hurt in the past few months/ lifetime.... hope god forgived my sins..
>I'm Sorry...
> for all the mean things i have said.
>
>I'm Sorry...
>For all the things i did or didn't do.
>
>I'm Sorry...
>If I ever ignored you
>
>I'm Sorry...
> If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.
>
>I'm Sorry...
>If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you..
>
>I Luv You...
>Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good,
>I'll always be here for you
>
>I'm Sorry...
>For everything wrong I've ever done
>I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
>What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?
>What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?
i'll post another above as my blog.. hehe.. brb.. ^-^
hiyosh
10/13/2004 02:29:00 am ♥
listening to " i don't wanna fall in love" by Tonya Mitchell.. realli nice song.. actualli all her songs are realli nice.. ^-^ anyway today oh wait yest i woke up at 1.. well at first i wokeup at 9.30 am, thn cleaner came so i kept on slpin.. haha it was like 10.45 so i continued to slp while she came in to vacuum etc.. haha.. kinda funni.. my room is so in a mess.. n thn i wokeup so late.. 1+ was goin to wakeup 12+ max~ oh wells.. hehe.. so i went to do hw.. actualli i woke up n thn ther was a whopper so i ate a whopper.. lol!! it was yummm thn i had more food.. noodles.. hehe.. thn online n do my chem the whole day.. i manage to finish my chem with come dunno how to do questions.. so tts gd.. now need to do other hw..
todays!! 13 oct my parents are comin bak from singapore n puppies are gonna be brot yay!! n jien n cookz n mb tiff n jevinas comin to see thm tooo sooo excitin!!! its gonna be my first time seeing thm!!! they're so cute!!!!! hehee..
my amah came today!! she gav us foood!! yummmmm!!! gav away some to a ahgong.. he's wife went to singapore so we takin care of him nows.. hehe.. actualli nothin realli happened today besides internet n work.. no gunbound today tts for sure.. n i watched OC.. yeshh the OLIVER is kept hostage by the medical departments!! wohoo!! lol! me will do a quiz thingy too cookz.. hehe.. ok.. lookin lookin.......
=**fRoM FriEndsTer ANgeLz buLletin PoSt**=
what is the 1st thing u do when u get to school?
oweis late one!! so rush to class n sit.. hopefulli no need to take latenote.. hehe
when u get to class what do you do?
sit, say hi to person next to me n half aslp.. hehe
what do u do during class periods?
hmm depends on which class leh.. lol usualli is disturb ppl, laugh alot, ask st0opid questions, wat else.. squeakki chairs.. hehehe
are u a nice guy/gal?
people say im the nicest girl they kno.. somehow i cant beliv that..
does anyone like you?
i dunno.. but im realli paranoid so i think evryone doesnt like me at some times.. bcoz of my annoying nature.. hehe..
what was the worst thing you ever done in school?
steal lor in primary sch..
if u could help any 1 who would you help?
one person onli arh? i go to worldvision n sponsor a child!! hehe..
who do u think of every night?
umm... *embarrass* **blushh** i kiss a particular bear evrynite b4 i slp haha.. so yea tt bear kinda reminds me of someone (o'-'o)
what do u want to be when you grow up?
doctor hehee ^-^
what do u wish for?
no suffering, world peace, everybody to be happy =D
do u know any gays?
nopes.. but ive been up close to a few... they sound nice.. hehe
what kind of gal/guy are you looking for?
oledi found~ hehe
what do you do during ur free time?
i sing beliv it or not.. lol.. n internet, chat play games hehe..
do u care for people?
yups.. dun show it sometimes tho.. =/
what do people think of you?
i dunno.. tell me wat u think of me after readin my blog hehe.. i think im weird..
what do you hate the most?
i hate english hahha.. n hitler.. sowi hitler wherever u are...
do u like your name?
yeahh i chose it keke..
do u know how to cook?
yupshh hehe, instant noodles!! actualli i kno how to cook black hokkien mee, fried rice, chicken porridge/soup, haha can soup, pasta.. n i think tts it.. lol
do u wash cars?
used to.. now car nv gets washed haha.. actualli i havent seen it for a long time.. but washin car is fun.. i get realli perfectionistic.. lol!! "oh wait, miss a spot!"
who do you trust the most?
im a gullible person..
what your favourite colour?
pink, black, red, white n baby colors
why?
dunno... attracts my attention?? lol
who is your best friend?
u kno who u are~ hehe
what is the last thing you ate?
ate.. poh poh gnoh hiang.. lol.. drank.. yangs leftova noodles' soup..
what are u scared of?
losing people u love/care about...
why?
it hurts alot.... n i dun get over tt fast....
what ur favourite phrase?
"without suffering, ther's no compassion"
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yay.. hehe.. i finished.. cookz sendin me the list of songs i picked out.. i turned out to be 75 ! tts alot of songs..hehe.. so far.. 10 hav been sent! yipeeee hehehe.. nice songs!!! yay yay yay!!! neway me goin to wish off here.. takecare keep smilin n stress freee~ buaix!!! **waVesSs**
poem
Tuesday, October 12, 2004, 10/12/2004 02:03:00 am ♥
actualli i duno y but i feel like ritin a poem.. here goes hehe.. ^-^
leave this futile heart of mine
to a place wher no one finds..
a plane with beauty lies within
so life is known for wat it means...
sitting at the corner of a dark alley
memories from the past they make believe
the stars they watch from up above
reminders of the many things i loved..
now hope n faith has departed this soul..
in this certain heart it leaves a hole..
the thoughts will still remain..
the heart.. it stands no pain.....
arnt i lame.. haha.. ok.. well... thats a poem.. partli how i feel rite now..
love yas.. takecares ^-^ ppl who are sick i wish u fast recovery n get well soon..
make sure u hav enough water n slp k<< slp revives the body hehe.. okii i better stop bloggin..
hehe.. peaCez~ **(^-^)V**
depression arh..
10/12/2004 01:16:00 am ♥
depression depression.. wat to do.. heart feels like its sinkin... haix.. lovesick?pm?stress? i dunno.... neway tell ya wat happen today yah.. well.. or yest.. lol.. jien sms me ~ hehe tt was gd coz she woke me up thn shower, brush teeth, get ready.. call eva (alarm) lol.. n play one game of gb thn got a lift from uncle sk to evas.. told u yest yest tt we were goin to watch day after toml n willard rite.. when arrive.. eva made curry puffs.. they were realli yumm ! lol after tt eva taut me how to use photoshop!! hehe.. i came bak to try but john said he mite hav uninstalled the prog.. so i dunno.. will see toml.. thn thn we watched day after toml first.. tt show was scary n sad.. so many pple died.. makes u think twice about the environment n its causes.. yea..
willard was scary, funni n weird in three diff ways at the same time.. lol.. mb bcoz me scared of rats.. eeek.. yea it was tt guy tt acted as the hair-pullin guy from charlie's angels.. yes.. if u get wat i mean.. lol.. thn after.. went to comps.. hehe .. n i got to choose songs to be sent!!!! yay yay yay!!! lol n thn cookz showed me a clip from simple plan.. im just a kid.. lol it was funni~ painful too .. lol ppl were fallin off their skateboards onto their heads.. ouch! yea thn i called home to ask whther my uncle was home.. johnny said he wasnt but thn when i got bak he was home.. they went out for jus a lil while.. so had to trouble eva's dad to bring me home.. the weather today was kinda scary too.. rainin n windy.. so scary like day after toml.. haix.. scare myself..
home.. watched aus idol n 4400~ 4400 endin wasnt gd.. i din realli understand the plot.. but neways.. yea.. thn did some physics n gunboundin.. hmmz.. yea.. felt so ignored usualli i dun mind.. today i think i gotten abit sensitiv.. oh wells.. y do i feel so weird... mb its the music.. must relax girl.. =)
haix.. feel so bad for wat arhh.. someone tell me a reason.. guilt? for wat tho? stress? i dunno.. i stress alot over small things tt sometimes i dun evn kno.. haha.. well tts me.. takecare n keep smilin ! ^-^ *waVesSs*
today..
Monday, October 11, 2004, 10/11/2004 01:19:00 am ♥
today.. did human bio... its about pregnancy n birth. thn do do do.. till aus idol thn after i continue watchin tv.. watch 4400.. wahhh tt show veri veri veri gd!!! is about 4400 ppl went missin n thn they came bak without agein or nething lehhh! thn they came bak with super powers.. so cool.. i wanna hav healing powers.. =x haha.. well n now chatin n doin introcalc homework... n toml.. or rather today.. me goin to cookz house to watch DAY AFTA TOML n WILLARD.. kekeke.. im goin to hav lunch ther.. eekkk... mb mb.. neway.. yea.. got nothin to realli blog.. now listenin to remix of huang hun by zhou chuan xiong.. lol!! now is tuo diao by alex toh.. lol!! lalala.. *dance dance* oh yea... this mornin.. i was starin at a bird.. thn haha.. i oweis make up story de lor.. i see that lil bird.. sit ther like waitin for another bird like tt.. u could see its lil head turnin from one side to another.. it sat ther for quite a long time.. well it felt like it.. i was jus starin at it observin it.. thn when it flew.. i got a shock.. haha.. neway my story i make is the bird was waitin but thn it flew.. given up? well i wouldnt kno whether it did.. mb it went bak after flyin away.. but if i knew the bird.. i would tell it to keep waitin.. coz one day the wait will be over.. ahhh im not makin ne sense.. haha.. oh wells... better go b4 i cwap more... hehehe.. im gettin crazy.. takecarez! keep smilin! eh.. i was goin to say somethin.. hmmmmm.. ayah.. nvm.. seeyas hehe smile smile.. dun stress k.. if neone stressin tt is...
=)
Sunday, October 10, 2004, 10/10/2004 12:40:00 am ♥
last nite was kinda bad.. ok.. we went off the net rite.. but thn afta.. i dunno y.. but i decided that.. ooo we should play mario tennis on 64.. so we did.. n thn she caught us... so we got busted.. n i kinda got thm into trouble becoz i suggested it.. tts bad.. haix.. yea.. so she got angry.. i still couldnt slp.. so went to the front window n looked out.. n told myself.. this is wat im goin to do evrynite now.. lol.. i looked out rite.. n it was trees n house n stuff.. but i saw out of tt n.. in my vision i sorta made up an image.. there was couple .. kinda like a drawin i drew.. they were leanin on each other.. n some wat lookin at one star which was rite above thm.. jus tt one star.. i stared at it for a pretty long time.. n thn i started thinkin alot.. n i prayed for a pretty long time last nite.. after tt i went straight to bed.. lol
today.. she was alrite.. mb becoz she saw me doin hw.. so we toked.. felt gd.. lol.. weird thing to say but yea... i din play gunbound today.. aint tt excitin news.. lol.. wanted to finish my human bio.. but got distracted by many stuff.. lol.. so i prob finish it next week mb toml?? i dunno..
watched iron chef today.. lol so funni!! n thn return of the mummy.. n thn bro wanted to watch shrek 2 so i was like.. i hav the vcd, burnt it too.. lol.. so yea.. we watched it n now this is wher i m.. chatin to cookz atm.. n bloggin.. btw i ate heaps tonite.. prob becoz din eat much from mornin to evenin.. ther was tension thn.. lol.. okok.. i think i better go.. still kinda scared coz look at the time.. lol.. hei.. neway.. the last post is a meaninful one.. if it doesnt turn up.. tell me k.. =) takecare evrybody~
Life..
Saturday, October 09, 2004, 10/09/2004 02:09:00 pm ♥
cluck cluck
Friday, October 08, 2004, 10/08/2004 09:10:00 pm ♥
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# oo1 - when were you born?
x` 01101988
# oo2 - where were you born?
x` home sweet home >> singapore
# oo3 - what was your nursery teacher's name?
x` eh.. dunno.. but i got alot of teacher name is ms tan
#oo4 - what was your first pets name and what
was it?
x` sweety. doggy ^^
# oo5 - what was your worst accident.
x` u kno pula ubin ther the extra steep hill... i ride down thn i think i break tt time thn fly off de.. (exaggerated) =x
# oo6 - what was/were your favorite cartoon?
x` o0o0o.. i liked alot alot.. felix the cat, garfield n all the jap anime if considered as cartoon..
pokemon, wat else arhh.. digimon.. winnie the pooh, tweety bird, looney tunes..
animaniacs.. hmm disney etc etc
# oo7 - who was your first best friend?
x` joshua.. childhood neighbour keke..
# oo8 - when was the first time you ever went on a
plane?
x` i heard when i was like a baby times.. to malaysia i think..
# oo9 - who was your first boyfriend/ girlfriend?
x` most of the ppl who kno me kno..
# o1o - what was your favorite song when you
were in primary five?
x` wah pri 5.. i dunno.. sometimes by britney spears.. haha
# o11 - what was your favorite movie in
primary two?
x` woah.. pri 2.. was it when titanic was on? nono.. um.. pri 2.. wahhh.. so long ago.. wait i go ask cookz.. ehhh.. so long realli dunno lehh.. oooo hunchback of notredamm.. but i dun think it was my fav..
# o12 - what did you want to be when you grew
up?
x` first.. i wanted to be a umm.. superhero.. ther was ultrawoman, catwoman, superwoman.. haha.. second... a rich n famous singer.. third.. animal lover so vetinaranian.. fourth N noW... doctor / missionarist.. nething tt helps others.. i wanna be a life changer.. lol change into gd tho.. not bad
# o13 - what used to be your favorite color?
x` its always been pink n black.. but now i like red n white too..
# o14 - what was your favorite subject?
x` my fav subject was ummm.. maths n chinese.. evn tho i do so bad at it last time..
# o15 - did you ever wet your pants at sch?
x` yes yes.. i did.. **embarrass** wat to do.. when i was i think pri 2.. i did gymnastics.. den u kno the leotard so hard to get out of... n i was urgent.. haha.. so yea.. kinda wet myself.. thn i come out of the toilet.. leotard wet.. hav to do forward roll.. after i do one line to the end.. i get up.. n i see like wet bum prints.. hahaha.. n nobody actualli asked.. wahaa.. dis aint exactli wettin pants but.. yea.. haha.. i think i hav wet pants oso..
# o16 - did you ever get sent to the principal?
x` eh noo.. i dun think so..
# o17 - did you ever steal anything?
x` from sch arh.. yeah.. colour marker -_-... me n friends were like ooo marker.. so we took one each.. thn few days later.. got confronted.. so me.. guilty cried lor.. thn run out of the class n call home to bring me home to find it.. stress man.. lucki found it.. got bak to sch.. friends thot i walk home.. siao.. so far how i get bak in like 10 mins.. regretted stealin.. so fahn...
# o18 - what was your worst fear?
x` having to lose another love one.. i miss my ahma n gong gong.. haix..
# o19 - what was your favorite toy?
x` it was prob one of the softtoys, ooo my power ranger??!! lol.. or mb ther was this umm rabbit.. i gav it away tho.. coz i oso dunno.. u kno when i was young.. i gav my favouritest things away to my friends.. i dunno.. mb to show my friendship..
# o20 - did you ever suck your thumb?
x` hhehee yupshh.. slobberyyyy
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# o21 - what time is it?
x` now is 10.10
# o22 - what's the date?
x` 08102004
# o23 - what grade are you in?
x` yr 11, sec 4
# o24 - who is your best friend?
x` many!
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# o25 - what is your favorite movie?
x` a walk to remember, the greenmile
# o26 - what is your favorite song?
x` 0o0o.. depends on my mood de.. i like all songs
# o27 - do you have any pets?
x` yosh.. umms.. 4 doggi n 7 puppies n no more goldfish!!!
# o28 - if so what are their names?
x` say hello to tommy, jerry, baby, roy... the puppies.. i goin to see thm soon thn i name thm.. lol
# o29 - what is your favorite subject in school?
x` now.. prob jap.. hav i told u i hate english!! lol
# o3o - what color of hair do you have?
x` black but brown in sun.. but dyed it..
# o31 - what color of eyes do you have?
x` some say blk some say brown..
# o32 - do you still watch cartoons?
x` ooo yah.. the newest cartoon i kno is tutenstein.. the mummy so cute!!
# o33 - what is your favorite tv show?
x` those drama n crime shows..
# o34 - do you go online often?
x` yea.. onli holiz now~ sch days gotta concentrate..
# o35 - what's your worst fear?
x` same as last time... losin ppl..
# o36 - what's your favorite color(s)?
x` pink, blak, red, white
# o37 - what state do you live in?
x` currentli in aus, perth
# o38 - do you have a bf/gf?
x` =P
# o39 - what's your favorite type of food?
x` japanese!! n junk food n hawkers food
# o4o - do you drive?
x` no but i can start takin my Ls..
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# o41 - what do you want to be when you grow up?
x` hopefulli a doctor.. thinkin of pediatrician..
# o42 - do you want to go to university?
x` yes i do.. now i can stay in perth.. the uni is recognisable.. keke..
# o43 - do you want to get married?
x` eventualli yea~
# o44 - if so at what age? if not why?
x` i dunno realli..
# o45 - do you want to have kids?
x` i oso dunno...
# o46 - if you do drive what kind of car do you
want?
x` a mini car.. lol
# o47 - at what age do you think you'll live to be?
x` i'll be happi if i live til 50.. lol
# o48 - where do you want to live when you're 25?
x` a beach house.. haha i dreamin..
# o49 - what movie do you want to see next
saturday night?
x` next saturday nite heiii.. i wan to seeee... hmm GARFIELD??? lol
# o50 - are you happy?
x` now.. half yes half no.. lol..
# o51 - what time do you think you will go to bed
when you're 70?
x` quite earli bah.. old liao weak n useless oweis slp de..
# o52 - do you think you will have the same friends
as you do now?
x` hopefulli friendship will last forever ^-^
woahhh it took me an hour just to do this.. lol oh wells.. thers more of my "great" life.. lol.. takecarez ya alls!
10/08/2004 03:02:00 pm ♥
wokeup at 12.. nothin much today.. passions has already started now!! i'll go in a sec.. lol.. neway u kno tt fillout thingy i did yrs ago. haha.. its bakk so when u bored jus fill up fill fill fill.. haha.. n im tryin the tagboard.. lol.. so tag tag.. kekeke..
house still got tension.. not a word yet.. but today she giv me half a pear n passion fruit drink.. gettin better i think.. stiLL got red dOts!! ahh.. nvm nvm.. passions passionss!!!! *swishhhh*
cry cry cry
Thursday, October 07, 2004, 10/07/2004 07:00:00 pm ♥
cry
wokeup up to find the tiny blood vessels around my eyes hav burst... its still visible.. but like all burst blood vessels.. it will disappear..
u kno how yest i was complainin.. well i take it bak k.. she realli hates me.. haix.. no one to blame but myself.. dint eat much today.. didnt tok to her the whole day.. not happy wif myself..
yest.. i forgot to say.. well all our 8 goldfish got eaten by a big bird.. looked like a crane.. first time i saw one within 4 m of my sight.. tommy n jerry were barkin at it.. but too late.. ther goes our fishies..
isit tt difficult to be urself? seems like it infront of her.. but if i see life in her eyes.. i would understand.. granddaughter.. doesnt listen to me.. after all i've done.. nobody listens to me.. well, i kno how it is like to be ignored.. especialli by someone close.. it hurts inside..
my grandmother isnt one who show how much she cares.. like once we bought her a birthday card.. she scolded us for buying it.. thn she realised it wasnt about the money nemore.. n started tellin us niceli not to spend.. becoz of her attitude its difficult to be nice infront of her.. coz she's not used to it.. n suddenli u come up to her.. she doesnt believe wat u say..
different generations.. she values famili, friends as much as neone.. famili's all she's got.. young generation.. we hav a future to look forward to.. jus waitin for wat happens... the old generation.. the way i think she thinkin is im goin to die soon.. well tts wat i would be thinkin... its like waitin for death.. closer n closer each day.. n i kno if i lose her one day.. it'll be jus like the past replayin again.. so im askin myself.. wats wrong wif me.. mb im too self-centred.. n i dun care nemore.. tts not me.. if i put myself in her shoes.. mb it mite be better for both me n her.. who's life is more important at the moment.. hers.. ever since my grandpa passed away.. she must hav been realli loneli.. haixx..
yest was realli not a great night.. needed someone to tok to.. phone card din work.. no matter how many times i tried it.. it wont work.. mb jus meant to be left alone to think.. wanted to call my mum.. but nowadays it seems like she's nv ther.. she called the other day.. but st0opid me.. didnt want to tok to her.. see evrythin jus goes bak to my actions tt leads me into this confusion n depression.. she says she hates me but i kno she doesnt realli.. jus hurts u kno..
cute d0oggy!!
Wednesday, October 06, 2004, 10/06/2004 09:35:00 pm ♥
hehe so cute!!
hihi.. its wednesday.. so fast liao.. yest.. din do much.. did some of jap thn tv online.. tv online.. yea..
today had jevina n her gran over for lunch~ pohpoh's idea.. she wanted to meet jevins granni too.. lol.. so yea.. they got along quite well~ hehe.. umm.. so wat i did today.. mainli play gunbound~ quite boring.. lol.. okok.. umm wakeup gb.. thn jevina thm arrived.. had lunch~ n i was allowed to wash the dishes~ wow! amazin.. it was all a plan i tell u.. all my granma toked was about me... n well at least both gd n bad rite.. but noo.. was all about my bads.. feel so i dunno.. unappreciated?.. but life goes on.. haix.. so heartbreaking... stop comparing!!! we're not perfect.. or mb she jus needed somethin to tok about.. like i need somethin to tok about rite now~ ha.. ha.. ok this is another one of my complainin blogs.. keke
rdy.. gooo
1.tells evryone wat an ungrateful granddaughter i m.. tt i dun help around in the house.. but when i offer to.. she doesnt wan it so i dun evn hav a chance to do anything.. i can look at the bright side tt i dun need to do anythin but.. i dunno.. so weird..
2.likes to compare us with other ppl.. she should accept us for who we are.. not like we're tt bad.. sometimes i think it would be better if she did go bak to singapore.. itd be better for both parties..
3.says we're all not descipline becoz we hav no parents around.. telling us wont do ne good.. not like we can do anythin.. n mainli she tells me all this.. n i'll be absorbing it all in~ its kinda annoyin at times u wan to lash out.. not like i like bein reminded tt i dun hav a mum or dad to hug..
4.tells me im hangin with the wrong friends.. like usual.. i'll get offended n start talkin bak.. sometimes i try to ignore her so i wont say nethin.. thn she'll say tt i ignore her.. so when i tok bak at her.. she scolds me for doin it.. i dunno wat to do anymore.. when i say yea ok.. she jus goes ur not listenin to me.. wahhh i realli dunno...
5. n wats wrong wif slpin late!! its holidays anyway!! n i get to slp in too.. haix..
okok not in complainin mood liao.. keke.. evn so i complain so much~ i still love my grandma~ po po wo ai nii!!! hehe.. wahh inspiration for poem comin~
poh poh poh poh wo ai ni ( granma granma i love you )
tian xia zhi you ni zhu mi ( heaven below, onli u cook rice )
mei tian kan zhe tian xing xing ( evrday see the stars )
wo cai hui zai ni shen bian ting ( i'll be ther next to u )
zuo ni lian shang bai zhong lian ( make your face into 100 types face )
kan ni xiao rong zhen hao mian ( ur smile is like grahmmm )
zhi you ni hui xiao na hao ( onli u can smile tt great )
ke ai hai zai dai zhe mao ( still cute when u wear a cap )
yong yuan shi wo wei yi de poh poh ^-^ ( forever my onli grandma )
kinda short but hehehe.. takecare pples ^^ gd luck singapore~ enjoy holiz aus~ ^^
quote from her a few minutes ago :" ni guai ge pi! " haixx.. so bad..