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wei wei wei

Tuesday, November 30, 2004, 11/30/2004 04:58:00 pm ♥

wei wei wei? lol.. err.. so long nv blog liaoz orhhh... hmmmz.. start from rach darkzone sia.. wahh tt day was veri fun seh... n tiring.. lol.. first time play darkzone.. shoot ppl.. haha.. me n tiff so extra.. wher white color.. haha.. so easy to find.. kenah shoot 56 times.. n i rank 6th out of 11.. yea.. so fun sia.. tt was friday.. rite? yea.. i think so.. me now in cineleisure.. so far awayyy... i dunno y but the days are goin so slowli nowadays.. lol its gd n bad.. i dunno... hmmz.. welll

tt day after darkzone we go to umm.. kumon n collect hw n say our goodbyes to mayumi.. so sad.. omost cried.. thn.. after tt go home liao.. jien n me chat till my uncle come bak.. thn go heathers.. wahh i eat alot =x lol like non stop eat.. thn yahh.. sian nows.. this keyboard oili oili de.. =x lol eee.. okok.. err... after tt.. go bak house jien forgot her mobile.. cookz was at heathers btw.. lol we jus sat ther chattin n im like fallin aslp.. lol.. infact im fallin aslp now.. haha.. err.. okok

home thn had my shower.. pack my bag.. thn online till we left for airports.. serene stayed up with mez.. so nice~ hmm.. yeahhh thn on the plane.. so torturing .. lol johnni keep on disturbin me... but thn quite fun oso lah.. we had pillow fight.. wahh i kenah hit until vision blur.. lol.. well i watched i-robot n one more show.. hmmz.. wat was it.?? dunno.. cant remember.. neway.. umm.. after tt.. off the plane liao hor.. thn wait for luggage lor. mm.. thnn uncle came to pick us up rite.. umm thn we go n eat food.. thn went to uncle's place.. slept a while.. got a stuffed up nose.. felt sick.. go bak to our new house wor.. wahh.. so nice.. lol.. got this cool sound system.. listen liao so shiok.. =x lol.. umm yea.. thn we kinda slept tt whole day? mb mb .. cannot remember.. loll

thn yesterday.. hmmz.. before i go out got doorbell thn got one old lady at the door.. should hav seen her face.. so pale.. haiyoz.. thn im like.. at first the door no body but thn she walked forward.. thn she say... you mei you dong xi chi.. im like deng yi xia arh.. thn she was like.. ok.. i go n take potato chips for her.. she say she cannot eat it coz she sick.. i go n find other things but thn dun hav food one the house.. so i like say.. dun hav food arh.. thn she say.. you mei you yi kuai.. im ooo youu~!! deng yi xia hor.. thn my wallet no coin.. so the smallest note i had was $5.. so jus gave her.. thn she go liao.. i close door thn spy on her.. haha.. thn she go lift disappear ler.. thn went to mum office.. lol $10 nv do nethin.. online n chat..

thn we went out for dinnerz.. some weird herbal soup.. hen nan he lehhhh!!! drink liao want to vomit.. lol err later we kenah summon coz park wrong liao.. so got the ticket... lol!! coz we were havin dinner in geylang hor.. thn we walk pass alot of prostitutes.. my uncle n mum was like.. this is the educational tour... lol.. my mum so bad say i look like prostitute.. =.= eee.. cai bu yao!! yea we went to eat durian den go eat tao hui zui.. lol.. thn go n drop off durian at pohpohz house.. wah ther renovated until so gd.. her house brot bak alot of memories.. esp of my gong gong.. =( haix.. miss himz.. neways.. yeahhh

after tt we go orchard shoppin for my bro arh.. he want to find prince shirt.. saw rf at heeren.. din say nethin lor.. err.. yah.. thn we bought a shirt n jeans thn go home liaoz.. thn tt nite cannot slp... some more aircon so cold..

today.. i go find ama's vcd n bought the hair lackies.. thn bought a cd~ thn meet wk, jl n ber.. thn yah.. i nv tok much.. feel veri extra oso.. but thn is i wan to go out de.. thn now quite confoose.. dunno wats happenin oso.. hmm.. now in cineleisure lor.. jus now comp not free... so i go up stair n watch pple dancin the para para de.. so difficult.. lol.. neway.. thn i go down ler.. got comp.. so yeahh jus now jevina was chatinz.. lol.. hmmz.. waitin for u all to come arhh.. i veri loneli n sian here.. haix... feel like cryinz.. later i go n find my mum at her shop.. thn go dinner? or mb go homes? yea.. hehehe.. ok.. i think i go ler.. takecare n enjoy ur holiz~ =) =D shmile shmile~!!

Monday, November 22, 2004, 11/22/2004 09:46:00 pm ♥

heyZ its monDay i get the day off toml~ lol~! hmMz nEwAyz~ toDay i had mY enGLish eXam.. did alrite considerin i didnt realli study for it.. but i dunno the results yet.. hehe oh wellz.. yea.. jien came to my place after the exam.. today was extrememli extremeli hot~! my uncle said it was 37 degrees.. hot rite? yea.. thn jien want to walk home .. u think siao or not? can die of heat stroke leh~ so i got my uncle to take her home~ thn thn.. when i got bak from her place.. i went to watch tv.. the oprah baby shower.. lol.. i considerin to be a baby-sitter in singapore.. =x lol.. but thn no experience.. someone has to teach me orh.. i onli remember i babysitted my cousin... he was cryin because he wanted his mum.. coz his parents went out hor.. thn i dunno y i cried oso so i held him in my arms n cried with him.. haha... prob felt for him.. im so useless...

neway.. yea.. umm.. after tv.. i felt like dancin.. lol.. so i put on the cyndi wang vcd.. dat dance is realli hard to do leh.. i realli dunno how to do.. lol thn i play ddr.. trainin mode thn pretend got mat on the carpet.. lol.. wah its been a long time since i perspire so much.. thn watched paSsionZ.. play ddr again.. thn go pom pom.. lol.. after tt went online for a while arh.. thn danita n her sista came.. thn ate my dinner.. watched the tv.. thn bro n thm go watch the GruDge.. eeek! scary movie.. evn tho i havent watched it yet.. onli watched the jap version.. tts oledi scary so i think english is scary oso bah.. yea.. so i went bak on the comp..

n now online.. being attacked by these weird bugs... okok.. jus imagine.. ur sittin ther.. lookin around n thn u seem to feel a small thing on ur arm crawling around... so i ignored it thinkin it would fly off.. but in fact.. it was a black tiny insect tt was suckin ur bloo0o0ohd out.. now i've got 2 tiny red spots.. lol.. a green insect attacked my leg... ahhh today gettin attacked by insects.. wat toml? lol~! oh wells.. i think i better stop here nows.. hehe.. takecare n keep smilin kkz ^^

Sunday, November 21, 2004, 11/21/2004 10:37:00 pm ♥

the pianist~

lol told u id be bak.. newayyy.. today wokeup.. my uncle told me that the vcr is bak! woo... so i watched the pianist.. tt was a realli scary and sad and realli realli veryyy gReat movie.. well.. it was scary evrytime the germans were mean n all.. sad when children were lost, ppl shot for no reason, jus.. it was realli sad.. i closed my eyes when they were shootin n hittin.. so violent.. i nv wanted to beliv that humans could be so cruel... its realli unbelievable.. yea.. the piano music was very touchin too.. u gotta watch it if u get a chance.. thnx to cook i had the chance hehehe...

after tt went to take out all my english stuff.. sort out stuff.. readin thru my stuff.. n tts it.. i dun think i'll do veri well in my english thn.. been slackin soo much.. haixx.. n thn i played the keyboard.. hahaa.. n b4 tt the recorder n b4 the recorder i was kinda like a crazy person.. biting my grandma.. hahaa.. n makin high pitch noises.. tryin to provoke the dogs.. wahaa.. din work.. so the recorder did the trick.. hehee.. after tt i played the keyboard.. woah.. i can the fur else quite fast now..

after tt.. went out with my uncle to get my lil bro from friend's.. thn we got icecream on the way bak.. today was a hot day.. yups.. got bak.. umm read thru? hmmz.. yea~ thn online.. was listenin to music at first.. n thn went online msn.. thn i went to watch aus idol~ casey won!!! so gd~!!!! evn tho i wanted anthony to.. haha.. but casey's heaps gd as well.. so sad im gonna miss singapore idol... i wanted to be bak b4 it ended... im like one day late~! oh wells.. hmmz.. yea.. now im goin to read thru my english.. n oso.. 11.30 gonna watch kingdom hospital.. cookers said ketts gonna be in it so yea~ haha.. me gonna check on himz~ lol

oh kayz thnz... i better go now.. takecare.. wish my luck on my exam toml.. i realli need it.. its english.. haixx.. okok.. dun stress.. yes.. okokokokok... takecare n keep smiling~ ^-^ baiiizz

11/21/2004 07:08:00 pm ♥

found this song i wrote in sch.. its not veri gd.. but oh wells..

Life is a journey
onli u have control over.
your actions and feelings, all counts
part of this world is what u seek to be
where no one's allowed to cry, the place you hope to truly seek.

sometimes it feels no one understands
isit becoz u dun allow them to
you push them away n expect them to say
the words u feel so deep, they nv knew the pain with it.

at the little corner u sit,
eyes, they flow with regretful tears,
how lonely it must have felt,
when he left u with nothin but doubt.

its not the end of the world
the stars appear, the grass still green
the sun will always shine for you
put the past behind and look for a new beginning.

watch the sunset, a shooting star,
make a wish, dun say goodbye
tomorrow will come, it will never die,
Life is a journey.. onli u decide..

haha.. its a weird song.. i hav another one some wher.. i did it last yr or was it yr 9.. when my friends were sorta.. gangin up on me? it was quite depressing.. i evn came up with a tune.. but i dun think i remember it nemore.. oh wells.. tt was the past.. hahaha.. okok.. well i'll blog todays umm events later on.. i think.. okok.. takecare n keep smilin kk.. baiiiz

11/21/2004 01:18:00 am ♥

the cheezel cut-0utz.. lol! this is wat boredom can do to me..

bloggeringerz

11/21/2004 01:17:00 am ♥

ehohz.. lol.. umm.. saturday .. today hei.. wokeup at 10 arh.. thn watch video hits for a while.. eat beehoon n tea.. thn.. i saw the video hits for lose a breath by destiny child... i think tts the title.. lol.. thn influence to dance.. so i dance the cyndi wang n para para aaron kwok.. haha.. tt cyndi one so hard to follow.. but i'll get ther.. lol! i got a few more days of sufferin.. must endure n tolerate.. this week is goin to be a hard week of my life.. so many things goin thru my head.. i think im gettin too sensitive nowadays again.. n omost paranoid at evrythin.. except the relationship wif my granma is better.. which is gd.. lol i got person to listen to me tok cwap.. but thn now she slpin so cannot disturb.. oh yea.. yest.. i was so bored.. i cut out the cheezels cardboard.. i'll post the thingy on hello.. haha.. i showed jien..

boredom is realli gettin to me.. haix.. cant do nethin.. dun evn feel like eating as much.. oso gd.. can lose weight.. bored until i go record my voice n listen oso.. haha.. i sounded so bad.. neway called jevina.. lol she so nice.. evn tho she dowan go LRT wif me.. she say she'll go.. lol.. if jien go bak thn at least got ppl willin to go LRT.. i should find more ppl who are LRT crazy.. =x =x veri hard to find... haix.. jiennii!!

evrybodies gettin sick again.. i blame the exams.. today cough until like u can taste the flam.. n it gets stuck at ur neck.. i wonder y it doesnt go down n digest.. tt would make ppl feel so much better n not choke on their own saliva.. cough until so xing ku.. get well soon evrybody ^^

i feel like writin a poem.. here goes..
==========================================
in the soft bed u sit..
the light from a single candle lit..
u turn to see who it was..
but ther stood nothin but loneliness..

ther the pictures held up on ur wall..
the joy n laughter from the day of fall..
the memories will stay for eternity..
from constant reminders u will oweis see..

u got up n sat at the corner.. weak..
as a tear drops from ur cheek..
u lift ur hand to catch tt first drop..
but more came drippin down from all the uncontrollable thots..

ur heart.. it sank..
the flashin images cramped..
the candle flame flickered..
a shadow was cast upon ur body curled...

u felt the warmth around u..
a body surrounds u..
the thots erased.. n the tears stopped..
u turn to seek for a shoulder.. but a smile was more thn enough..
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this poem.. jus thots.. keep smiling.. coz alot can be said in one smile.. u kno wat i mean.. yea.. ok.. i think i blog til here ler.. toml mite come blog again.. takecare n get well soon.. smile smile ^^ hehe..

Friday, November 19, 2004, 11/19/2004 01:56:00 pm ♥

wo de mai ka feng~! lol~ made this for gill de..

crappi computer is crappi~ lol that makes sense.. not realli.. but oh wells.. errr so fast friday liao.. one more week n its end of the horrible exams.. time for the update of my week~ lol..

monday** it was like no other ordinary day onli tt a few days was the exams.. try to cram heapsa info in the head.. it was kinda bad..

tuesday** not much ppl went to sch.. so loneli.. well they did but not for the whole day.. practised my oral at kumon.. walking home was so different.. no ama.. felt lost.. dunno y.. somehow ama manages to make me laugh all the time.. can picture her face.. hahaa.. ok well.. thn i was such a slack.. tt day i got all my chem stuff outs.. n look thru.. but got distracted.. lol.. the comp was rite behind me.. so i went on n look on singapore idol.. lol i like sylvester n taufik~ they're so cool.. hehe.. neway yea.. n thn i watched OC too.. oso i called jien for motivation but yea.. lol..

wednesday** wokeup earli to get a shower n study for chem.. thn went for my exam.. i had my essence of chicken... lol.. the chem was kinda hard.. esp the last section.. i kinda din hav enough time for it.. coz i forgot to plan my times for chem.. thot i had 30 mins more but "put ur pens down" i was like oh cwapp. lol.. oh wells.. 20 marks down to the drain.. all i rote was Auzzheniers or somethin.. yea.. help the teacher rest from markin.. bet u he would jus put a big circle zero in the middle.. but i'll nv see tt paper again~ yea.. n i got bak.. had several lectures wif my mum.. kinda lied to her about slpin late.. now still regrettin.. oh wells.. umm watched OC.. n thn practise oral.. called jien to practise oso.. n danita brot her sisters .. yea tts about wednesday. had personal troubles..

thursday** japanese oral.. it was alrite.. came bak chatted.. hmm.. jevina was online.. lol~! my granma left to farmer jacks without me.. so i ran after her.. haha.. she's so cute.. sowi.. haha.. neway.. yea.. thn at nite i had tuition n intro calc studies.. yea.. had a 3 way chat with jevina n tiffany.. coz we din kno how to do a question on the exam paper~ yea.. n thn finish my notes.. stole chocolate from the fridge wahaa.. me n my bro sneakin so tt granma wont kno.. not helpin my throat tho.. oh yea.. jl gave a website tt had a cool fm.. can dedicate song one.. its cool~ n the flash TRuELOvE.. its a sad flash.. i've put a weblink for yoos.. jus so if u intereseted .. i wont say anythin.. but its a love story n veri nice ^-^

friday** today~ wow.. haha.. introcalc test was moderate.. i realli din wanna wakeup today tho.. okok.. yea.. din kno how to do some questions.. n i hope i din do ne silli mistakes.. got bak.. my throat was realli bad.. i feel i can cough out a fluff ball.. n after i cough.. i make that vomit sound.. sickenin.. n thn i kinda lost my voice for a while.. cant sing.. shniffz.. watched singapore idol today the asia pop nite.. lol.. i think the malay song taufik sang was realli nice.. evn tho i din get a word he said.. but it had feelin~ was nice~ wanna hav a look at singapore idol? its co0l.. hehe.. well.. i gtg now.. will update.. takecare and keep smilin ya ^-^

Sunday, November 14, 2004, 11/14/2004 11:11:00 pm ♥

ehohz~!!! hmmz.. today.. i wokeup at 9.09!!! woken by the doorbell.. i was like oh shit! got up to change and amanda came in " jasmine!! ur so late!! mrs mayes goin to be angry" i was like.. wait! brush teeth first.. hahaa.. yeah.. neway.. we went to the kumon award thingy rite.. n thn received our glass stuff.. haha.. explored the hyatt hotel.. now we kno wher next yrs ball is gonna be.. lol... thn wat else... err.. yea.. amandas mum came to pick us up...

from thn.. was dropped home thn was online figurin out irc downloads n chattin.. yea.. stoped at 7.30 to watch aus idol.. thn my grandma started to watch her korean shows.. so i joined in.. din do ne work =x so slack.. i got a fever today.. temperature melted two ice packs.. dun want panadol.. drank heapsa water oledi.. screamin yest didnt help.. oh yea thers this ju-on house exploring thing.. damm scary.. yea.. neway.. nothin much happened today thn.. sore throat~ ooo i remember ther was some sorethroat guggling thing.. haha.. goin to get it.. before i slp~ >.< hehe.. seeyas takecares keep smilin~! ^-^

quizz

11/14/2004 04:05:00 pm ♥

QuiZ fRom FriEndsteR - xiao feng

[ about me ]
1. Name __ zhen

2. Piercing __ one on each ear

3. Tattoos __ no tatoo..

4. Height __ 160cm

5. Shoe size __ umm.. 7,8

6. Hair colour __ now redish..

7. Sibling(s) __ kor n di

8. last song u listened to __ until the day i die..

9. last cd u bought __ cant remember.. but the last cd i got is cyndi wang..

10. last person u've call __ amanda

11. last time u have a crush on someone __ 3 yrs ago?

12. u wish u could live somewhere else __ singapore! lol or mb japan..

13. u think abt suicide __ when i was a lil girl.. i used to hurt myself..

14. u believe in online dating __ i dunno actualli..

15. others find u attractive __ er.. dun think so..

16. u want more piercings __ mb ear.. but mummy dun allow..

16. u like cleaning __ depend on mood.. lol but i like neat evn tho my room doesnt show..

17. u write in cursive or print __ print.. thn if lazy or rushed thn cursive..

[ have you ]

18. ever cried over a girl __ yea.. my friends..

19. ever cried over a boy __ yea.. cousin, friends..

20. ever lied 2 someone __ onli when i was lil.. i kinda gav up on lieing.. get into trouble neway.. n oweis some how they will find out.. oso oso.. im a bad liar.. veri obvious..

21. ever been in a fist fight __ hmm dun think soo.. got one boy punch me b4.. in the face.. it hurt..

22.what shampoo do u use __ pantene! moisturizin renewal.. hehe

23. what are u scared of ?__ losing people you care about..

24. Number of times i have been in love __ twice.. tommy n bibi

25.number of times i have had my heart broken __ twice in my dreams.. none tt i can remember in reality..

26.number of times my name appear in the
newspaper __ once in london.. holdin power ranger.. lol

27.number of scars i have on my body __ knee n elbow..

28.number of things in my past that i regret __ i think alot.. tts y now i try to avoid ne regrets...

[ favourite ]

29. 5 letter word __ d r e a m

30. cereal __ ooo.. hmm.. milo? not sure neh..

31. chewing gum __ the white de.. very refreshin can ler.. lol

32.colour(s) __ pink black red white

33. day(s) of week __ evryday mb not exam or test day..

34. least fave day __ exam or test day..

35. flower __ rose n jasmine n pink flowers..

36. special skills/talents __ no skills.. no talents..

37. summer/winter __ winter coz i prefer cold to hot..

[ have you ever ]

38. gone out in public in ur pyjammas __ yah.. tts one thing i regret.. haha.. evrybody keep staring..

39. cried during a movie __ yea.. i think i get tooo involved..

40. been to new york __ no.. i wan to..

41. china __ yups... with sch..

42. canada __ nopes.. btw andre's ther rite?

43. europe __ nopes..

44. hong kong __ yupsh.. ther very hard to find toilet de.. must go first thn go shoppin if not veri difficult sia..

45. asia __ of coz.. my hometown singapore is in asia mah~

[ random ]

46. wad time is it now __ 4.32pm

47. apples or bananas __ hmm crunchy apple..

48. Blue or Red __ red

49. wad are u gonna do after this __ after this.. continue starin at comp n chat.. lol thn hav to study for chem..

50. wad was e last meal u ate __ now eatin tomato.. pohpoh do for me de..

51. wat do u do when u're bored __ sing.. tok to friends.. shout in the house.. go abit sot.. online.. disturb ppl.. hehe..

52. last noise u heard __ listenin to music..

53. last time u went out of state/province __ last yr..

\\._(f r i e n d s h i p . a n d . l o v e)_.//

54. do u want kids one day and if so,how many __ mb

55. most important thing to u in a frenship
__ yI qI......Dats most important

[ other imformation ]

56. thing u dislike abt urself the most __ dun wan to but i do..

57. worst feeligs in the world __ losing someone u care about norh..

58. who u love __ famili friends bi

59. who u miss __ famili friends bi

60. who u like __ evryone as a friend..

tearing away..

11/14/2004 01:20:00 am ♥

so cute =) awww

must be happi like this baby hehe.. keep smiling ^-^

saturday~ which is today.. i wokeup at hmm 8.30 showered.. walked to the oval to watch angel n jevina n tammei n tiffi play tennis.. kinda got sun burned... im red now.. n its uneven.. lol.. oh wells.. ok thn after tt i got a go.. lol.. i cant hit the tennis ball for crackers~ well after tt.. i walked to farmer jacks n got myself jasmine tea.. the pokka one.. hehe.. memories.. haix.. today heapsa flash bks are comin.. about wk n suti.. hmm.. well.. wat happen today.. oh yea.. i went home n usualli when im alone.. i come up with all these weird thots.. not gd for me.. okok.. so i reach home.. packed my bag.. n jien oledi came when i jus finish.. so yea.. we walked to the busstop so tiring n hot.. thers another contribution to the sun burn.. thn umm.. we kinda miss the bus stop onli a few seconds.. so we waited for the next bus..

at murdoch library.. met nicole thn went to get drinks.. went into the library to our usual area.. found a spot.. n yea sat.. thn i went down to get chips after a while.. thn went bak up to share.. was too loud eatin it.. so went to the staircase out ther.. so nobody can hear.. haha.. while i was eating.. i could hear another person with the rackling of the chips packet n the crunching.. it was jus like two ppl munchin on chips.. lol.. the other person finished first n he like crushed the chip packet.. from wat i heard.. thn went in.. me jus slowli eatin my chips n lookin out into the bushery.. quite nice.. alot of ppl past me up n down the stairs.. so i jus ignore n stare straight ahead.. thn thots of bi came.. suddenli i hear like slow very slow footsteps.. lol i kinda knew it was jien n nicole.. wah my hearing quite gd hor.. nah jk not gd.. yea thn we went to get food again.. today i eat alot of junk food.. no gd.. thn we sit on grass.. sun again contribution.. i dunwan skin cancer! =x ok.. thn after tt.. we went bak in.. i finish my english.. thn start on chem.. highlight etc.. library closin so we went out..

took bus home.. at the bullcreek bus stop we met yan xia~ thn we all walked bak thn jeral oledi at the house so they all go home.. i oso go home.. thn i online when i got home ler.. watched naruto n eat dinner.. chat to cookerz, chen, angel, shermeen and yongzheng.. thn yongzheng say toml hari raya thn reminded me of suti.. haix.. i miss her.. she in hongkong.. so sweet send a mail to here.. but thn no reply address.. i cant reply.. sighhh.. it was quite sad.. when she was leavin us.. she called from singapore to aus n she was apologisin n crying.. made me cry too... i was realli confoose.. y was she apologisin.. later i realise becoz she couldnt take care of us anymore.. tts y.. coz b4 when my mum jus mentioned tt she was goin bak to indonesia.. i started crying.. thn she came n told me she wouldnt go.. now i missin her... its nv goin to be the same without her... usualli she'll be ther to play badminton with me n oso id shout her name so loud the neighbours would laugh.. n she would laugh too... n thn she would call me crazy.. oh oh my tears are accumulatin.. okok.. breathe.. yea.. i realli miss my dad too.. evn tho we nv spend alot of time together.. he's still my dad.. i dun understand y we cant call him either.. evrytime we call him he would say not to call him n that he would call.. at least he does call.. hope he doesnt go to china.. if not i'll nv see him next yr... i wanna see him whenever i go bak to singapore.. abit selfish.. i mean.. y does he hav to wait.. y do i make ppl wait all the time.. haix.. ok.. i better stop here.. takecare evryones.. esp cookz n jeral.. u two better take care... i'll pray for exams n health for evryone ... nitenite takecare sweetdreams.. keep smilin~ =]

Saturday, November 13, 2004, 11/13/2004 01:57:00 am ♥

jieN send to me today~ s0o cute hoR~! " u R a StAR! " ^-^

excitin week? waha

11/13/2004 01:56:00 am ♥

lalallalalalala~!!!!!!!!!! i am so weird mood now~! i got my Pp pPpPppPP ahhh!!!! lol okok ... watashi no yisshyukan... my week~! lol

monday -- we got injection ~!!! relli needed to go toilet again.. hahaha... tt hurt for 4 days.. n we got a redskin lolli after the injection so tt was the gd part.. hehe.. hMmmz.. wat else happen ?? lalala.. monday.. i think not much happened rite? i was late for sch i think... ok.. hmm.. yea.. i'll leave monday now.. haha.. oh wait... i had a english after class.. heii i actualli can answer her questions.. wow.. lol... but thn sometimes i shout out rong thing.. lol oh wells.. ama n jien got alot of mozi bites.. so suay sia.. me n tiff lucki.. jien got 7+ i think thn ama got 4 huge ones~ all i can do is poke n slap thm silli.. lol..

tuesday -- late for sch again.. hmm.. nothin much i think.. cant remember!!! lol eva had her piano exam.. yea.. kirsty was tellin me on the way to sch.. tt she din wanna go to info sys coz evas not here.. lol.. ok some stuff is comin into my head.. i remember returnin a library bk.. haha.. thn umm.. ama n court n me was sittin a science block alone for lunch i think.. haha.. hmmmm.. yea.. tts tuesday....

wednesday -- we did a prac for physics n oso chem~ physics!! we dealing with electricity rite.. stupid russell oweis scare me... hai si wo scream in class.. thn jevina had calm me down.. i feel so dunno.. like cannot control wat i think.. danielle n russell are sooo unsafe in using the power thing.. they oweis change the circuit without turnin off the power.. makin me stress.. we can die one leh.. oh yea.. n u kno how ive been shocked evrytime last week.. well me becomin paranoid around electric shocks.. evn mr roberts was laughin at me coz i was freakin out when he turn on the switch whn i was touchin the wire.. hahaha... over-reactin ler.. =x =x hmm thn yea.. nothin happen ler.. jus being veri sian with jien in maths thn yah.. lol.. study for human bio test toml.. thn umm.. yea.. slept at 1.30 thn oso got a chem aftersch thingy.. mr lovatt didnt realli tok about chem.. jus study skills.. but thn we got heapsa chem revision sheets.. so tts gd~ ^-^

thursday -- the human bio test was kinda rushy~ dun think i did as well.. the things i studied was kinda diff.. hope i did well in tt test... thn played badminton with serene after sch haha.. we hoggin the courts.. so tiring.. thn walk home like half ded like tt.. waha.. thn umm.. yea.. passions!! haha.. arms were tired the next day.. thn this day was studyin for chem n physics test for friday.. but thn i din study till after law n order.. oso.. kor's jie came oso.. lol.. she say my kor got poke her oso.. thn she say.. wan to hav revenge mah.. thn i was like.. err... at first i wan but thn i thinkin hor.. after she go ler.. he come take revenge on me.. thn chamm!! lol.. thn danita her name .. she say pooh bear is her lover.. n she wants a pug.. lol.. she told my granma " ta pi jiao ke ai"~ thn say adam "taoyan~".. say i cute.. thn she oso ask whether she can see me dress up for next yr ball coz she likes seein pretty ppl dress... it was a compliment but veri straight.. nobody say tt to me b4.. haha.. she's realli nice~ i wan her as my jie t0o... neway.. umm.. i had tution too this day.. so sad.. bobby cant tutor me next yr.. oh wells.. ther mite go my english results..

friday -- i had my scary tests in a row rite.. worst time table.. come out of physics test go into chem test.. but i found thm easier thn i thot.. so tt should be gd.. hehe.. im very confident for my chem... had so much time at the end.. lol... onli dunno the last question.. hmms.. wat else happened today.. oh yea.. ama gave out sprite ice on thursday n today.. so nice of her~ hmmz... jien oso giv chocolate n peanut flakes.. lol n tiff was sellin pizza for small business on thursday as well.. i keep on forgettin to bring money.. if not i buy ten~ lol.. its not a waste of money ok.. lol.. eva still sick.. from the injection.. yea... i was tryin to cut my split ends in english n then the student teacher was smillin n sayin " my friend used to do that she jus kept on cuttin n cuttin.. n her hair was realli bad.. so she stopped.. it was funni" lol.. so i was like.. ok.. i stopped.. haha.. but thn not long after tt i started again.. better not turn into a habit.. was doin tt last nite too.. weird me.. lol.. n oso tiff is sick got cough n flu.. so bad.. some more exam comin.. mite wakeup toml to go to umm.. watch angel, tiff, tam n jevina play tennis.. see whther i can wakeup first or not.. umm kumon i scabed lollies n got a kumon bag.. thn mrs mayes has offered to bring us to the award ceremony thingy.. ama dun wan to go.. i dun mind goin.. thn =D lala..nothin ler.. go to hello n put pic ler.. hehe.. u all takecare n stay happi k.. nv give up kk~

possible saturday - library study

takecare, sweetdreams, nitenite, enjoy ur evryday~ gdluck in evrythin u do n yea~ **wAveSss**

Sunday, November 07, 2004, 11/07/2004 02:03:00 am ♥

Suppose one morning you never wake up.

Do all your friends know you love them?

I was thinking...I could die today,

tomorrow or next week and I wondered...

If I had any wounds needing to be healed,

friendships that needed to be rekindled, or

three words needing to be said.

Sometimes "I Love You" can heal and bless.

Let every one of your friends know you love them.

Even if you think they don't love you back.

You would be amazed at what those three

little words and a smile can do.

Just in case I die tomorrow...I Love You!

No one can understand the meaning of love without being in love

no title!!

11/07/2004 01:42:00 am ♥

today.. wokeup.. watched rage n video hits.. n i wrote down songs.. lol.. somehow i'll get thm downloaded.. lol.. hmm neway.. after tt it was human bio studies.. thn i went out.. lol with parents n grandma go pick up kor.. thn at uwa waited.. he din do well in exam he said he got a black out.. hope i dun get tt durin mine.. would hate myself.. all the hard work.. for nothin~ =.= okok.. calm down hasnt happened yet.. haha.. hmm wells.. it did.. but lets not go ther.. after tt.. went to see the land.. wher apparentli we goin to live ther in a few years time~ the car we hav now~! i realli realli scared of it!! evrytime i touch the metal to close the door i get zapped~ the nite when i came bak from jien.. i was slowli getin to the door.. coz scared rite.. havent touch yet thn ZAP! can see spark oso.. thn my finger remained shocked for like a minute~ ive been gettin zaps evrywher.. like supermarket trolleys.. n from ppl~ lol.. the car onli me n my mum are victims.. some how my bro n grandma nv gets it from the car~ hmm oh wells.. lol.. neway we went to taurus for lunch.. i had laksa.. it was yum.. usualli we go to singapore hawkers.. but yea.. they wanted to try taurus.. im a singapore hawkers supporter~ lol..

well.. the whole time i was out.. mum was helpin me study human bio .. i brot my book around.. lol.. learnt alot~! hhaa.. yea.. well after lunch went home.. n thn went out to farmer jacks to buy lead n highlighter.. they bought groceries.. n home.. started on my chemistry.. onli manage to do 2 sets which is alot but was hopin to finish the whole assignment by today.. oh wells.. lol thers still toml~ hmm .. thn yea.. my kor's jie came over thn she was questioned by my grandma.. alot alot of questions.. she's nice.. she came to sit next to me while i do my chem.. weird.. but yea.. haha.. thn grandma say tt im a tomboy n she said "dunworry me oso!! lol.. nowadays girl power!" she's nice, her name is danita arh~ lol.. she veri tall leh.. 178cm i feel short.. lol.. oh wells.. thn yea she went thn parents came bak from dinner .. thn i had my dinner~ leftovers but thn veri nice leh! hmm after tt online liao lor~ lol chat chat.. listen to music "wo yao fei" - F.I.R is a gd song~ got chance go listen kk ^^

this is my saturday ler~ takecare smilesmile.~ yawnzzzz

quiz mai r0omz*

Saturday, November 06, 2004, 11/06/2004 04:49:00 pm ♥

quIzZ fRom friEndsTer - shiRlyNn
1. What's the color of your bedroom walls?
_x blue.. ceiling yellow ^^

2. What's in the drawer of your dresser?
_x i dun hav a dresser.. but all my drawers hav alot of junk =x

3. Do you have a rug or wood floor?
_x carpeted floor

4. What kind of pictures are on the walls?
_x 5566, energy, mvp cast, edison, animes.. newspaper article, Ai (chinese calligraphy) n famili photo..

5. Is your computer in the bedroom?
_x no.. i wish i had one in my room tho..

6. Did you make your bed today?
_x =x i dun make my bed.. onli occassionalli when i feel i hav to..

7. Are your clothes all over the place?
_x how u kno?? =x me keep thm n thn they all come out again.. oh well..

8. What color are your sheets?
_x blue n white n flowery.. lol

9. When you walk in the bedroom what's the
first thing you smell?
_x my room smell.. last time in summer i use to leave my window open.. n i can smell dog poo.. stinky!!

10. Do you have a TV in your room?
_x nopes.. dun hav~

11. Are there any full length mirrors in plain
view?
_x nopes~

12. What's on the table next to the bed?
_x alot of books, foto frame, tissue box, angel figures (from jien), candles.. etc

13. What's in the drawer of the table next to
the bed?
_x umm... rubbish, stickers, stationary, important documents...

14. What covers the windows curtains or mini
blinds?
_x ive got red blinds..

15. What's piled up under your bed?
_x not realli piled.. i hav my sketch bk under my bed.. and an orange carpet

16. Is your bed brass or wood framed?
_x i dunno... prob wood.. we got it from Mr Bankrupt.. they were selling hotel furniture..

17. Are the lights bright or dim in the room?
_x depends... mine's the yellow light.~

18. Do you use a little plug in night light?
_x nopes.. jus started to use candles ^-^ hehe

19. How may wardrobes do U have?
_x one~ lol

20. Do you drink or smoke in your bedroom?
_x i drink normal drinks ? hee

21. The most Eye Catchin things in the
room??
_x well.. the messyness~ hehee..

2nd week b4 exams~

Friday, November 05, 2004, 11/05/2004 11:56:00 pm ♥

weeekli update.. its gettin near exams more n more.. so stress to think about.. well.. lets reminise on my week.. haha..
ladeeladeedum <<>monday? wat did i do.. i dun think i can remember anythin at the moment.. prob stayed at home after sch? yea.. i did homework.. n made notes for my intro calc test the nxt day.. i got umm.. 35/49 pretty orite.. heapsa careless mistakes.. like calculator error n oso.. copying the wrong things.. i would so kill myself if i did tt in the exams.. haha.. not realli.. jus makes me stupid.. like the last exams.. -_- haha.. oh wells.. n i finish my palm cards for english presentation~ n read it thru i think jus about once? lol.. i got pretty gd in tt one! hehe.. 17/20 my best mark for english.. i think im growing out of the stage fright thingy~ which is gd.. hehe~ i didnt stutter or talk softly.. so amazing.. lol~!

tuesday? i didnt do ne work at all.. had kumon.. thn when i got bak.. it was lazing around n i think i went to bullcreek with my parents as well.. for groceries.. hehe. n tt nite i think i rehearse my speech once.. lol~ today was my daddy's birthday!!!! hApPy biRthday daDdy-O!!! i miss you heaps.. well.. i smsed him.. hopefulli he received it.. =) n thn.. yea.. this was my day.. cant realli remember wat happened in sch.. jus the introcalc test.. lol i watched the O.C yea. lol

wednesday? i did my english speech~ tt was prob the first time mr mancini talked to me haha.. wednesday.. wat else did i do.. hmm.. oh yea.. i finish my physics assignment n left the ones i din kno.. thn read the jap textbk until dry throat.. haha.. thn i prob went to slp? lol

thursday? i did the listenin test.. hmm.. wat i get? 18.5/25 .. not gd at listening.. n my oral is comin soon too.. scary but i choose not to worry about it till the day b4.. haha.. reduce my stress lvl abit.. hmm.. wat else i do on thursday.. oh yea.. mum was helping me study for human bio.. i made a timetable for her.. lol so she has to tutor me.. today.. oso had tuition.. on my unknown physics questions n oso.. i now understand the isomers for chemistry.. lol! hmm .. yea.. thursday.. weird day.. oyah i did my chem prac write up n physics prac write ups.. left the ones i din kno.. n yea.. pplay badminton oso!! in sports.. i find myself veri competitive leh.. but thn its no gd.. so i better dun take it so serious next time.. haix.. feel annoyin..

friday? today! hehe.. lemme think.. well.. wokeup, brush teeth,blah blah blah.. go sch.. first lesson english.. listen to speeches.. thn after tt we had to rite a quick essay at the end of the lesson.. so bad.. i dun think i gonns do well in tt.. no time for plan.. etc.. oh wells.. yups.. n thn.. next lesson was maths.. lol.. as usual me n jien veri unproductiv.. lol.. actualli quite frustratin leh.. the maths question cannot do.. lol.. i dun understnd.. i dun understnd.. after tt is recess liao~! yay! as usual lauren is the best entertainment.. haha.. n sawah n heather got their jokes.. its fun watchin n listenin to their conversations.. lol.. =x so after is tute.. jienni they all had g n t test so they looking thru their notes , i think i saw econs too.. haha.. dunno lah.. but i go check mail n reply to jiapei.. hmm.. well.. physics.. we did a practical.. n we had to set up a circuit n read from the meters.. haha.. me n my perfection.. dunno dunno wat.. 0.012 haha.. tryin to be accurate.. jevina was like 0.015 haha.. nooo.. is abit to the rite abit abit onli..lol.. yups.. thn evrytime they take the wire out without switchin off the power leh.. "u could hav killed us" says i.. haha.. i prob said that more thn 5 times.. =x thn forth lesson they got the gnt test.. gd luck gdluck thn at the end of chem >> did a practical as well.. i kinda mixed up the testubes.. haha.. thn i felt guilty so i was like "this should stink if its tuolene" so i sniffed it.. n kinda inhaled too much so i told gerri n emili "i risked my life jus thn" my voice went all croaki.. im oweis scared of experiments.. makes u feel life threatened.. esp these ones.. with chemicals n electricity.. ahhh ok.. neway.. so after tt walked up to the gnt classes.. all of thm by the sound of it.. found it difficult.. i hope they do well tho! they can do it! hehe.. yups walked down to the sitting area.. thn lunch.. followed heather down to the canteen n courtney n heather were talkin about how its funni asking for a fudge bar.. lol~! heather goes "can i hav a fudge-- " thn cracks up laughin .. lol!! hehe.. last period was human bio~ we played this game wher u were given a paper with a letter on it.. n u hav to write as many words associatin with human bio on that sheet... n thn the sheet would be passed around.. so u get a diff alphabet each time.. lol.. some people could think it was funni wat they came up with.. so after tt went to kumon for 30 mins.. thn felt bad leavin amanda ther.. me went to see the hip hop class.. i wish i could dance like thm.. lol! thn walked home.. forced my mum to teach me the other half of the human bio chapt.. n thn went to jien's house.. thn i ate my salad tt mum packed for me.. lol.. n thn we watched resident evil~ so scary sia.. all these undead ppl.. eeee... okok.. well.. thn im bak home.. lol.. slpi now.. yawns** takecare evryone.. i'll pray for ur Os n health n worries.. keep smiling~ n remember ther's oweis hope somewher =) (--,)zZzZZzZz

dear friend~

11/05/2004 11:48:00 pm ♥