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Tuesday, February 22, 2005, 2/22/2005 01:40:00 am ♥

jus went off the phone with jien~ sooo scary.. we were doin our jap homework rite.. n thn suddenli it was like a person picked up the other line n press the redial number or somethin.. n it was not from any of our houses.. both of us were realli freaked out.. eeki.. so scary!!!! i dunwan to hear!!!!! i dunwan nite mares!!!! okok.. wash it away.. wash wash wash!!!!

ppl been prank callin our number recentli oso.. its so sad.. ppl with nothin better to do thn to scare ppl like me.. =( yea neway.. tts todays mystery.. sux.. slept from 4 - 6 after sch.. lol thn couldnt start work till 11.. haix.. such a slack.. i realli cant afford to do tt tho.. me goin to change my blogskin eventualli. kinda sick of this one.. =x ne recommendations?

well i'll try to go to slp now.. *scared* *shivers* nitenite pples.. takecare.. hope ur not scared atm ~ think of happi thots.. yea.. happi thots.. =]




Sunday, February 20, 2005, 2/20/2005 01:43:00 am ♥


*`~missin the warmth in ur arms.. [ as days go by, my heart turns cold.. without urs, it grows old... with it? its like gold.. ] `lovesickx*- Posted by Hello




Thursday, February 17, 2005, 2/17/2005 11:20:00 pm ♥

i went to jevinas house yest.. did physics till quite late.. so stayed over.. lol me still doin my physics thn i suddenli hear jevina haha snoring!! =x nahh it wasnt tt bad.. haha.. neway yea.. after tt i jus kinda gav up n went to slp.. lol elfy is so big now.. haha i hav proof ... my sheet of paper is crumpled n torn n blobbed with saliva.. so active! n cute! lol..

dream of him again.. lol funni bit in the dream.. i was blowin my nose n i couldnt blow anythin out.. haha.. thn i woke up with a block nose.. so i couldnt blow anythin out becoz i wasnt doin nething coz i was aslp! hahaa.. n the tissue paper in tt dream was like dry n rough as well.. lol.. =D

today leavers jumper - my nik goin to be `*jaZis~ yupsh ama paid for me.. so i better remember to bring money toml..

scanner doesnt work.. b0o! haix.. i wanna scan in pics!! oh wells.. one day it will.. when i find the disc to re-install it.. >_< lalala.. i think i better go soon.. got an inclass essay toml.. scary... coz unseen.. n i havent memorised ne techniques or vocab or ne english things.. =[ part of my head is like havin goose-rash lol.. like numbin.. dunno y.. did my own makeup today to see wat i should do for ball.. im bad at makeup!! oh wells..i think its becoz my face is peeling.. so i look like i hav skin condition.. haha okok.. i think i betta go.. sheesh im blabberin.. heii i said tt b4.. "i think i better go.." okok.. takecare keep smilin buaix ^^




Tuesday, February 15, 2005, 2/15/2005 01:02:00 am ♥


ur jus on the other side of love ^^ Posted by Hello




2/15/2005 01:01:00 am ♥


Happy Valentine's Day >_< Posted by Hello




tAmmEi biRThdaY ouTinG~!
2/15/2005 12:54:00 am ♥

13 feb >>>>>>>>
yesterday.. wokeup pretty earli.. thn sms jien thn met at around late 11 thn took the bus to carousel.. in the bus the baby make sound thn the mum was usin the tissue to make u kno those funni sounds wher the indians do haha.. the ahwooahwooahwoo.. lol so cute yet funni.. thn the bro fell down i think.. coz his scoot handlebars were bloody.. neway thn umm yea in carousel.. went shoppin jien bought two tops for onli 7+ at buss.. lol.. so gd.. i got 2 tops at westco for 15.. pretty orite i guess.. haha.. yea.. thn went to thingz for a bag to put tammeis pressie.. (thn hmm im so dumb.. i forgot tt i oledi took the tag out thn when i gav it to tammei i was like scared i forgot to put the tag on so i kinda snatched the taggy bit.. n it broke.. haixxxxxxxx.. stupid me..) neway yea.. after thn jus went round shops lookin at stuff.. had to spend time mah.. lol.. mm we went to play ddr.. one game free yay! haha.. coz credit was oledi put in.. yea.. hmm thn we oso had gelare waffles.. mmmm.. yumm thn after tt.. oso got go maccas..more ddr thn wait for tammei n tiff n jevina to come.. thn we go watch hide n seek.. Omyg00sh.. tt movie was extremeli extremeli scary.. so scared i cried.. jus wanted it to end.. so horrible.. heart was like poundin hard.. eeki!!! neway haha.. tammei screamed at the wrong time n the audience was laughin.. so cute she! lol after tt go home.. thn yea when i got home.. i watched anime.. BLEACH is awesome! gotta watch! lol after tt.. prob went to orh orh.. lol.. next day went out go canningvale n buy groceries.. yah.. thn oh yeahh i had tuition on humanbio at 9am.. amazin i wokeup up like a minute b4 he came... lol! yea anyway

("v")VALENTINES DAY 14th feB which is reALli taMmeis biRthdaY hehe..
\ / lol in sport me n ama came second in badminton "tournament" yay!
v n today i came bak from sch n thn ther was a rose n a card on my bed.. its the most beautiful thing ive ever seen.. someone made my bed.. n used my softtoys placed thm so sweetli around.. was jus beautiful.. it was like my bed became a valentines display shelf.. so pretty.. ther was the red n white bedsheets, white teddy bear holdin a heart n rose, my heartshape pillows, all my bears.. its so sweet! nobody signed the card.. but thn the onli person i could think tt would do tt would be my MUMMI!!! lol.. I loVe y0u MuMmY!! hehe.. when i saw it.. i was like "someone loves me" lol.. my dryin the rose upside down now.. yupshhh hehe.. my second rose! hehe.. okok.. well all i did today after sch was actualli study.. i gotta realli concentrate on tt.. medicine.. havin second thots.. but thn its the onli thing i wanna do... i made a promise to myself 3 years ago tt i would grow up to be someone like a missionarian.. tt was after i saw this world vision trailer at a christian band concert.. u should hav seen all those ppl.. haix.. my head was like sayin to thm "wait for me.." ok.. i mite hav sounded weird.. neway i think i better go slp now.. goin to hav a regular slpin time so i dun fall aslp in sch so much.. hehe.. ^-^ well take care!! sweetdreams!! ^.- shleeepz!




Saturday, February 12, 2005, 2/12/2005 01:53:00 am ♥


love is like a candle; it continues burning till it reaches the end.. but thn ther is oweis left over wax after the candle goes out.. long lastin memories tt will nv fade................... - jasmine (lol)  Posted by Hello




2/12/2005 01:14:00 am ♥

hei im finalli bak from a long week.. i'll jus rite stuff tt was interesting..
well it was chinese new years.. gav out lollies.. lol n hmm serene n cwistina n me started our mornin jogs/walks.. lol sch wrk fallin bak.. lol.. oh wells.. hmmz.. today friday.. we had a speech.. it was sad.. was like tryin to keep my tears in.. i couldnt open my mouth to tok until evrythin was finish.. coz i knew if i did i'd probabli let go of my tears.. usualli i cant hold but ever since dot dot.. i kinda learnt how to be a lil stronger.. neway it was about a 60 yr old man was tokin about his life.. how he came from a house with domestic violence.. u can see his scars n evrythin.. lived on the streets.. got involved in street fights.. did burglary.. etc etc.. realli got a sad life.. he feared he was gonna get raped so he cut himself with a rusty razor blade.. thn he showed us.. it wasnt attempt of suicide. .but provoked by fear... i dunno.. quite terrible.. thn he realli kenah bashed alot.. wah i hear ler.. xing tong man.. oso another thing is he got peed on... bullied.. evry evil thing u could do to a person.. haix.. today i asked my mum.. how come theres so much evil in this world.. she told me.. "without evil.. thers no meanin to good.. theres oweis a black n a white..." thn i ask her.. how she brought me up to be so weird n sensitiv... she say i was born like tt -_-" thn i argued n said tt ther must be somethin tt influenced me in my childhood.. but thn all she said was i was born this way.. i still dun beliv tt tho.. ther must be somethin tt happened to me when i was lil... oh yea.. another reason.. she said we had a famili history of skitsophemia or somethin.. i dunno how to spell it.. yea.. tt explains my weirdness.. haha.. i'll prob grow old n hav the slow process of this inheritance.. so weird.. neway i think i better go b4 i hu si luan xiang.. hehe.. takecare evryone.. keep smilin.. try not to make life harder for ppl.. haha.




Saturday, February 05, 2005, 2/05/2005 01:21:00 am ♥


aHhh!! shUai gE!!! Posted by Hello




2/05/2005 01:20:00 am ♥


my baBi'z sh0o cUte in thiS piC!!! lol JohNni yan xiNg sHu.. the lefT guY!!! dRoOL** loljkjk Posted by Hello




Friday, February 04, 2005, 2/04/2005 05:01:00 pm ♥

oki.. been a while hei.. ehohz blog ehohz my wonderful computer **huGzZ** u still dun like me coz u dun wanna let me use the net rite??? i hav to oweis go through google... but u kno i love u.. haha... err i tokin to the monitor.. hehe... neway yea.. wher did i stop.. well i dun think i'll be able to remember evrythin i did.. but hmm doesnt matter... sooooo

20th jan, thursday>> went out with uncle n older bro..

21st jan, friday>> hmmz... cant remembers..

22nd jan, saturday>> i remember i did somethin but i dunno wat.. haix..

23rd jan, sunday>> church thn went home.. coz slpy.. thn i slept.. lol

24th jan, monday>> dunNno.. wahh hmmz.. oh yeahhh michelle came to singapore.. thn i showed her around.. or was it last monday.. hmm i think its this one.. yea.. so umm showed her around orchard.. met at taka.. thn she got her hair rebonded n streaked.. lol gizelle was with us too.. thn yea.. go cine, heeren thn go bak to their hotel.. ooo nice n cozy.. lol.. ermmm.. michelle bro was like changin behind me.. felt awkward... yea.. neway.. walked bak to taka thn yea.. lol

25th jan, tuesday>> serene came bak from china, went out.. met at toapayoh.. bought like jewellery.. n walked around yea.. lol.. thn go to wher arh.. hmmz orchard.. wisma look at jewellery.. thn taka.. daniel yan.. the dresses are so cheap.. 60-80 bux.. haix.. i should hav waited.. yeah neway.. after tt i think we jus went bak rite? or mb went to heeren.. i cant remember.. lol yea.. thn go homez..

26th jan, wednesday>> went iceskatin with jevinaa.. lol.. we went to pasir ris for 50c Ddr!!!!! wahhhhh i tell u it was heaven.. perspired sooo much.. i felt light.. lol... yea it was a veri hot hot day as well.. n yea.. we took mrt to kallang... thn took bus to the iceskatin place.. but the whole place was like shutdown.. nobody knew.. n it was deserted.. 2 ppl out of the whole singapore went ther.. jus imagine tt.. lol.. weird.. ok.. well we took any bus tt came.. n thn stopped at newher we saw the mrt sign.. lol.. hmm thn we took the mrt to jurong.. thn go iceskatin ther.. yeahh lol feet hurt.. evrybody were like pros.. n we werent movin much.. yea.. after tt.. we went to eat thn go home.. we pass the choachukang mrt.. so i was like.." i havent sat the lrt yet leh.." thn jus b4 the mrt door shut.. we ran out.. haha.. so we took the bukitpanjang lrt.. hehehe.. one round.. ahhh memories... by the time i got home it was like omost 10..

27th jan, thursday>> cant remember.. hmmz.. went to my mums place..

28th jan, friday>> cant remember tooo..

29th jan, saturday>> yangons birthday! lol.. i went out to do my get list for ama, rach n tiffi.. yea.. thn go home.. watch tv fell aslp.. thn parents came bak thn we go eat dinner to celebrate yangons birthday.. we went to chropton hotel.. they had buffet n steamboat.. yummies.. hehe..

30th jan, sunday>> churchi~ thnn go out with shermeen n lenard.. n samantha~ hehe so long havent been out together.. it was realli nice lor.. yea walked in orchard.. heeren, cine.. thn we catchup on stuff.. thn yah.. they made me eat.. evil of themz.. all of thmz.. lol jkjk.. yea.. neway.. it was realli great to "reunite" lol.. hehe yea...

31st jan, monday>> went with mum in the mornin to save some stuff from the computer at the office.. thn yea.. took pics with esther.. lol thn ya i had another haircut, highlighted it.. thn go home.. thn by the time go home, go online chat abit.. thn daddy come pick us up.. thn we go pick shan up thn we go eat somewher.. lol.. brazilian restaurant arh.. wahh veri gd arh tt place for my diet.. alll meat one.. yuMmz.. n salad.. hehehe.. yea.. thn after tt we go home ler... err.. thn i go pack my luggage.. veri pekchek lor.. i dunno how to pack de.. thn go downstairs mrt met wk.. gimme birthday pressie.. so nice the bure..<< is tt how u spell it.. yea neway.. after tt i went up n continue packin.. thn yah.. din slp much..

1st feb, tuesday>> wokeup.. den go to airport.. left my phone at home.. >_< so bad.. neway yea.. did my kumon work in the plane.. thn left alot more.. uhuh.. din evn watch ne movies or eat.. lol.. oh wells.. thn reach here.. veri hot.. thn got phonecalls made phonecalls.. lol thn yahh stressin.. lol

2nd feb, wednesday>> saw evwyone at sch, gav pressies out n yea.. first day wasnt tt bad.. i hav fwens in all my classes.. lucki sia.. hehe.. yeah.. n i wont tok about sch... but it was great to see evwyone ^^.. well at nite got a dinner with jodie's famili hehe.. yumm yumm.. i ate like a piggi.. hehehe.. n shan showed evwyone my videos n pictures in the phone.. so bad.. jus becoz i look weird.. hahaha.. jkjk.. yeah..

3rd feb, thursday>> slept.. n do work the whole day.. yupshh

n today.. nothin much.. sch kumon thn home.. thn now.. yupshh tts it.. hehhehee.. i'll go now.. takecare ppless baiiiiz