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Thursday, April 28, 2005, 4/28/2005 08:39:00 pm ♥

jasper didi wrote this poem~ jus like to share it ^-^ sad sia..

I ran home innocently,

Not knowing a thing.

Not knowing that this was the last day of my life.

As I watched the fire,

Burning down my house,

I notice a figure moving in and out.

And I got stuck in it.

A room that was locked.

The smoke that was too strong,

And knocked me out.

By the time I was conscious,

Everyone had left,

Leaving me in the debris,

One matchstick had set.



Slowly I felt myself floating,

Higher then anyone could.

There was a cloud below,

And I timidly opened my eyes.

I saw the people below crying,

All sad and depressed.

I also saw my mama cuddling my toy bear.



All of a sudden I was lonely.

Left with no one to care.

I felt a tinge of sadness.

And my tears were dripping down.

I knew what had just happened.

And I knew I had made people sad.

But more I felt confused,

Not knowing what to do.



I met a friendly angel,

She talked and loved me.

She explained that the place I was in,

Was called the "Gate of Heaven"

As I took a last glance,

At the people below,

I knew this was right,

And nothing could go wrong.

I entered the "Gate of Heaven"

Never to turn back.

this poem.. another person's experience.. he's value of life.. acceptance of death.. beliefs of a heaven.. value of family~ "I felt a tinge of sadness.And my tears were dripping down." makes ur heart sink.. its asif u experienced this b4.. tears, drip.. reminds u of a moment in life wher u lost someone dear... evryone has to go one day... so depressing... imagine wat it felt like to rise from ur container/body.. did it hurt? was it difficult? did u see us below? did u cry? did u see us cry? why did u hav to go?...

i dunno wat im goin on about.. haix.. i miss him.. i wan to go up to meet u n see u smile once more, are we allowed visits? cant u come down one day?... but u kno it'll nv fade... u still remain in my dreams at nite... i hope u kno... evrybody loves you n tt~ u'll nv be forgotten.... love you babi cute kongkong ( you used to call us crazy whenever we said tt.. ) i still remember........ ur the bestest n onli granpa i had...




*+> libRariii n jiEn dE h0usEe~ ++ todayy hw day! lol
Monday, April 25, 2005, 4/25/2005 10:40:00 pm ♥

on the saturday mornin~ which was.. umm 23rd~ woken by adam.. come home from friends house again~ thnn open the door for him ler thn go bak to slp.. after tt.. tiffany called~ thn tryin to wake me up~ lol.. thnnn yah~~~ she called to say jien will be late and walkin with jer~ so her dad goin to pick me up to the library~ lol~ yupshhh neways.. we go to library ler.. thn do alot of work~ coughcough~ haha.. aiya.. i did some lah.. rote out my notes properli~ hehee.. thnnn go toilet ler.. after tt jien n me got distracted by computers.. so we went online for the last 30 mins of the library time~ lol.. yupshh thn we pack up thn leave ler.. walk to bus stop.. lol thn in the bus we were lookin at our funni bones in our hands... i cant turn it outwards u kno the fingers. yah.. lol..

at the busstop i bought hungry jacks for dinner.. thn walk home.. jien walk home with me half way.. thn she continue walk home.. thn.. i go home ler.. online thn watch anime thnn ride bike to jienni around 7.45 pm.. was kinda scary coz my bak wheel was flat.. so i was like prayin tt i'll make my way safe.. lol.. so dark.. thn crossin the road.. lucki not mani car tt time oso~ thn climb up hilll so tiring.. haha.. can hear my heart beat when i stand up.. i was like jas~ 1,2,1,2,1,2 lol! n i made it! yay

go jien house.. watched wildwildwest while she eat dinner with her fam~ thn after tt.. tiff n tamm come liao.. oh yea.. thn jeral havv tokin donkey from shrek~ so cute.. I LOVE YOU! lol.. thn he reply me~ lol.. yea neway.. we had heapsa fun~ like~ takin webbcam.. i think we took over 100 ler.. lol.. random shots.. so mean.. make me hav model poses.. which i nv ready de.. haha.. tiffani arh! thn we watched she's all that and drive me crazy~ nice movies..^-^ i cant realli remember the storyline tho.. memori tt poor.. lol... yea.. neway i din do work at all.. haixx.. so slack nowadays.. better buk up.. tts wat i said last time.. cheh! oh wells.. ahhh better finish bloggin still hav to wash dishes.. n i wanna slp earli for sch toml~ yupshh neway so yesterday mornin wokeup at jennie's thn i was the last one to wakeup~ oh wells.. thnnn they started drawing on my arm~ haha.. took alot of scratchin to get those off.. thn after shower i realise i missed a big part.. so had to use the towel to rub off.. arm went all red.. hwahwa.. oh wells.. din hurt~ yupshh neway bak to jien's ... tam n me recorded a duet.. lol.. thn after tt.. we formed a group with evryone called sBddeis~ lol! we got three tracks on our list.. remixes and no accompliment.. lol.. skilled singers i tell ya~ lol! it was fun~ we sang --> shape of my heart, 2 become 1 and i lay my love on you~ yea.. haha.. it was funni~ >.<

neway yah.. i went hoome n thn went online immediateli to receive the photos and tracks.. lol! n thn tuition.. michael got distracted by my arm.. i can tell.. i mean i got distracted too.. lol... so after tt i went to shower.. thn summerland thn online.. did some research on my english and thn recorded and sent songs to tammei n she did the same... so we were exchangin songs.. lol! ~ our pictures are realli funni as well.. we had all type of poses.. of coz ther are normal ones.. but wats normal anyway~? lol.. yea thn online and tok on phone with tiffany chat chat online. thn slept thn

today woke up at around 11 thn did my english thn adam did lunch for me~ lol.. so sweet.. thn umm.. after tt.. jus english lor.. thn watch desperate housewife n do jap hw at the same time.. after tt.. did human bio wrksht.. online chated n thn finish off stuff~ thn now online n chattin.. now bloggin n i have 10 mins to wash the dishes~ ahh.. lol.. okii.. i dun think i'll be able to slp at 12 nows.. haix.. okok i'll blog prob next weekend.. tryin to stay off net abit.. lol.. takecare~ nitenite~~ sweetdreamss~~ ^-^ hehe




Saturday, April 23, 2005, 4/23/2005 03:25:00 am ♥


shuai ge~zz :" i realli wanna watch ren wo ao you !!!!!" laogong ni zai na liii!??!?! hahaaa siao liaozzzz Posted by Hello




BaD bAd dReAms c0minGz bakZz...
4/23/2005 02:49:00 am ♥

oh yea.. on the research day i was goin to tell yas about my dream... u kno the ppl killing dreams i had long ago.. it came bakz... i wokeup up in tears.. n i remember wakin up in the middle for a second n thn fall bak aslp.. it was weird... first one was this guy, i dunno wat the motive was.. he was jus comin after me with a knife.. n he killed my famili/friends.. i was realli scared... n thn part two of the dream was about me n my famili in like a desert place runnin away from these like officers... n i pretended i lived in this house.. but they realised n captured me... so scared... started kickin me... hurt t0o.. dreams arnt meant to hurt... haha mb becoz tummi ache or somethin .. coz i remember slpin with one.. yea.. ther's my bad bad dream.. lol..

wellll the research day i slept at 6 am n woke up today (friday) around 12 thnnn i went online for a while.. jien n siaofui online ~ lol at first din wan to go online n chat de if no one.. haha... yupshhh. n thn after tt me went to do the jap listenin tape.. this 2002 difficult sia.. i blur tiao liao.. lol.. n thn n thn~ umm i went online n do kumon hw at the same time thn wait for siaofui to come my house.. after tt leh? we walk to kumon thn meet ama ther.. ther we practise our oral~ lol.. for some reason i can actualli expand expand lor~ usualli cannot de.. lol.. hehee.. after tt me n siaofui go n buy from the minimart f0od.. i buy one box of mee goreng.. thn she buy mamee~ hehe yumm yumm thnn we walk bak ler.. she drop me home.. thn i immediateli cook meegoreng.. so hungry mah.. whole day nv eat~ ( ohoh now i feel gastric attack.. but i got eat.. ) after eat.. thn do my usual monday, wed, n fris... u kno wat i love most.. hehe.. cleanin the doggi eyes.. they soo cute n innocent when they lo0ok at u~ lol! yupshh after tt online n watch tv~

i got sent song by wk today~ called tu ran lei ler~ by lin jun jie! yay! nice song~ i recommend~ hehe.. eh? my pimple next to nose like dun feel ther ler~ yay yay! haha.. err yea.. after tt jus online chat n learn the songs, rang wo ai ni n wo ai ni... thn now 3 liao tiffani n jevina online chatin~ din end up doin ne work.. toml goin library orh~ lol! hehee... n im realli realli tired nowwww =x heeehee.. must takecare arhh pplez~~ be happi in evryway u can~ yawnnsss... think of my funni face and laugh at it when ur down.. hahaa... or if u angry me.. thn can print out my face thn punch it or draw somethin on it.. hahaaa.. release anger~ wahh tokin crap ler.. see lah.. lol... yawnssss.. shllleeepzzzzz ZzZzZzZzzZzZzZz btw i feel tt its mean if u do tt hor.. dun do the second one if ur angry with me.. call me n scold me can ler.. rather u do infront of me thn bak~ hehehheee today de blog seem veri less... oh wells... muax nitenite~~




cRy reSeaRch....
Thursday, April 21, 2005, 4/21/2005 04:50:00 pm ♥

i was researchin for human bio n i came across two stories of braindeath n organ donations... started cryin...

Cathie, a donor's spouse
"My partner John died suddenly of a brain haemorrhage on my birthday. We were just getting ready to go out to the theatre when he complained of a pain in his neck. I said I’ll massage it for you, and the next thing I knew, he collapsed."

"I called the ambulance and arrived at the hospital to find him on life support. It then took six or eight hours to establish brain death, it was a very tense time. Then the donation agency representative came along."

"John had to renew his driving license a couple of years earlier, and I had suggested to him he consent to donation. He had no qualms about it at all. So the decision had already been made."

"We had spoken to his children at that time, and they were OK with it then. But when their dad died, they changed their minds. It was very upsetting but I had to respect their wishes. They said we don’t want the eyes done, the bones…I think they felt their dad was going to be cut up or mutilated somehow."

"What with the haemorrhage which destroyed the lungs and heart, and their wishes, there wasn’t much left to give. But his liver went to a little baby that’s since died. His kidneys were joined, so they were donated as one to a young girl. We keep in touch and she always remembers my birthday, as that’s the day he died."

"I think if you can be a donor and help somebody else, what a great honour. You may never be able to help someone else while you’re alive."

Lisa and Darren, parents of a donor
Lisa: "Chelsea was just over two. Saturday morning she just started vomiting and couldn’t keep any water down. We took her to hospital where they put her on a drip and kept her for observation. Sunday she appeared better but still vomiting. Monday morning at 6 a.m. she had her first seizure, followed by two more one straight after the other. A lumbar puncture was performed. She had another couple of seizures. The paediatrician was with us when I noticed her lips had turned blue. Chelsea had stopped breathing. The staff resuscitated her and transferred her to another hospital. In the space of three hours, she was brain dead. This was confirmed the following day."

"It was clear to me Chelsea wasn’t there anymore. Everything that made her, her essence, just wasn't there anymore. The little body that lay in front of me was just that, a body, my daughter's body. I said to Darren, "This is something we don’t want to talk about, but what about organ donation?". So we were prepared by the time they approached us."

"After you give your consent you go into a room and are confronted with the paperwork. Faced with a list of all the possible body parts, I thought I can’t do this, and I was so for it until that moment. But it was the thought that we could save another family from having to go through losing their child that helped. That’s what we wanted."

Darren: "We ruled out her eyes, everything else we agreed to. I just couldn’t bring myself to give her eyes. In the end they used her liver and her kidneys, her lungs were no good because they had fluid, they decided they wouldn’t use her heart because there was a 5% chance of damage. Her kidneys went to a middle-aged man. Her liver went to a little boy who was two months younger than our son, who was seven months old."

Lisa: "It’s important to say that children do die, children do need transplants. It’s socially unacceptable to talk about – your children are supposed to outlive you. But that’s why Darren and I have made a point of talking about this. Nothing was going to change the fact that Chelsea died. With her donations she gave the chance of life."




4/21/2005 02:12:00 am ♥


-^*`i dun think this is originalli from the artist.. i'll draw thm one day.... lol....  Posted by Hello




uR thE onLi onE f0R me~~
4/21/2005 12:53:00 am ♥

wehohzz wehohzz~!!! kekeke... todayyyyy most of the day was..... on the phone withhhh jevina! lol i was goin to do my human bio assignment rite.. but nvm lahh.. can rest rite? hehee... wellll i woke up at around 10.. thn saw the dogs... s0o0o grey!!! so i gave thm a shower~~ smell so nice n look so white now~ yay! hehe babies are clean.. hehee... well the whole day was eat, online, phone, toilet, sink, wash, water, fold, fax, type, empty n throw... but thn somethin excitin happened!!!!!!

WE GO ICESKATINNNN!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! so fun sia.. jien reach my house liao.. thn tiff called~ thn i went to treat my infected ear.. haix... infected again arhh.. so sad.. neway thnnn we walked to siao fui's house thn gerri/her bro was so gd timin~ we reach liao.. come out they arrive.. soo gd hor... thn away we gooo to the ice arena~~ w0o0o0o.. weeee whopeeee~~~ heheee

at entrance we earli.. alot of asians coz acordin to gerri.. its a cheap day.. $10 for 7.30 - 10.00pm quite cheap lah hor.. hehe.. well this is goin to be our last outin`~~ hehee... okok.. welllllll we went in.. s0o0o cold!!!!!! thn we take our skaterz.. sooo tight n painful.. i changed to bigger size.. half way skatin.. lol! thnn.. i think i shouldnt hav worn those pants to skate.. all ripped up now... oh wells.. hahaa... still c0olz... kekee... thnn skate skate skate.. wahhhh gerri so pro.. siaofui soo cute! haha.. jien oso so gd~~ can drag evryone de! hehe so fun~~

feet hurts s0o0o muchh tho... n thnnnn we saw rachhh n thmzzz... thn i saw amaa!!! so i started jumpin.. lol! i din kno ama comin!! lol.. thn yahh evelyn michelle rachh hwahwa.. we alll went in one line across n thn skate~ so funnn~~~ hehee... we took photosss t0o0!! whopeee... so fun.. alot of omost falls.. n falls t0o0o.. now my butt is shoh sore.. haha.. n i cant walk properli.. some blood vessels popped at my knee.. so whenever i walk/bend it.. itai desu! me n ama skate skate thn fast fast.. want to overtake ppl two times... thn fall.. haha.. thn all wet liao... haha numb liao.. still go~! haha... dowan to loose monei mahh.. kekekaka.. hwahwa... thnnn... yay!!! siaofui can skate liao!!! siaofui n evelyn so cute.. when they falll laugh until so cute! lol... thn sf was like.. cannot say i can skate.. haha.. evrytime say liao like wanna fall like tt. .haha.. thn evelyn like to gou gou arms.. i think feel more secure de~ lol.. yeahhh.. s0o0 fun sia.. aiyoohh jienni the arm got twisted.. so bad.. not gd havin injury lor~!! actualli the ring hor.. got alot of ppl leh... so full pack....... lol! felt like we were surrounded like tt... lol~!

s0o0o relieved when took off the skates... wahh.. feet can move ler.. wiggle wiggle toes.. lol! yay! breathe feet breathe!!! hehee.... coz buttock wet hor.. i sat on my jacket~ >.< hehe... thnkux gerri bro for takin us ther n bak~ veri nice! hehee.. home ler...... thn online chat lor~ hehee... me goin to slp s0on lerrz... yawnnsss.... must takecare n slp well tonite... oh yeahh... yesterday.. scary movie hor? i realli dun like tt movie.... so scary... cookz din think it was scary.. she say aliens are scarier.. coz i think she saw a documentary on tv.. about the woman who got abducted by aliens.. n said tt her babi was theirs.. scary dun ya think? imagine.. ahhhh i dun wan t0o0.. cookz!!! see wat u did.. u put tt image in my head.. i realli wanted to slp! tts it.. imma goin to watch an episode of anime... genzou saiyuki [reloaded]... their drawin so much better in this version~ i'll find one n post it! hehe.. okkkk.. must takecare kkk.. sweetdreams.. nitenitee!!!! *huGgz*




uR thE onLi onE f0R me~~
4/21/2005 12:53:00 am ♥

wehohzz wehohzz~!!! kekeke... todayyyyy most of the day was..... on the phone withhhh jevina! lol i was goin to do my human bio assignment rite.. but nvm lahh.. can rest rite? hehee... wellll i woke up at around 10.. thn saw the dogs... s0o0o grey!!! so i gave thm a shower~~ smell so nice n look so white now~ yay! hehe babies are clean.. hehee... well the whole day was eat, online, phone, toilet, sink, wash, water, fold, fax, type, empty n throw... but thn somethin excitin happened!!!!!!

WE GO ICESKATINNNN!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! so fun sia.. jien reach my house liao.. thn tiff called~ thn i went to treat my infected ear.. haix... infected again arhh.. so sad.. neway thnnn we walked to siao fui's house thn gerri/her bro was so gd timin~ we reach liao.. come out they arrive.. soo gd hor... thn away we gooo to the ice arena~~ w0o0o0o.. weeee whopeeee~~~ heheee

at entrance we earli.. alot of asians coz acordin to gerri.. its a cheap day.. $10 for 7.30 - 10.00pm quite cheap lah hor.. hehe.. well this is goin to be our last outin`~~ hehee... okok.. welllllll we went in.. s0o0o cold!!!!!! thn we take our skaterz.. sooo tight n painful.. i changed to bigger size.. half way skatin.. lol! thnn.. i think i shouldnt hav worn those pants to skate.. all ripped up now... oh wells.. hahaa... still c0olz... kekee... thnn skate skate skate.. wahhhh gerri so pro.. siaofui soo cute! haha.. jien oso so gd~~ can drag evryone de! hehe so fun~~

feet hurts s0o0o muchh tho... n thnnnn we saw rachhh n thmzzz... thn i saw amaa!!! so i started jumpin.. lol! i din kno ama comin!! lol.. thn yahh evelyn michelle rachh hwahwa.. we alll went in one line across n thn skate~ so funnn~~~ hehee... we took photosss t0o0!! whopeee... so fun.. alot of omost falls.. n falls t0o0o.. now my butt is shoh sore.. haha.. n i cant walk properli.. some blood vessels popped at my knee.. so whenever i walk/bend it.. itai desu! me n ama skate skate thn fast fast.. want to overtake ppl two times... thn fall.. haha.. thn all wet liao... haha numb liao.. still go~! haha... dowan to loose monei mahh.. kekekaka.. hwahwa... thnnn... yay!!! siaofui can skate liao!!! siaofui n evelyn so cute.. when they falll laugh until so cute! lol... thn sf was like.. cannot say i can skate.. haha.. evrytime say liao like wanna fall like tt. .haha.. thn evelyn like to gou gou arms.. i think feel more secure de~ lol.. yeahhh.. s0o0 fun sia.. aiyoohh jienni the arm got twisted.. so bad.. not gd havin injury lor~!! actualli the ring hor.. got alot of ppl leh... so full pack....... lol! felt like we were surrounded like tt... lol~!

s0o0o relieved when took off the skates... wahh.. feet can move ler.. wiggle wiggle toes.. lol! yay! breathe feet breathe!!! hehee.... coz buttock wet hor.. i sat on my jacket~ >.< hehe... thnkux gerri bro for takin us ther n bak~ veri nice! hehee.. home ler...... thn online chat lor~ hehee... me goin to slp s0on lerrz... yawnnsss.... must takecare n slp well tonite... oh yeahh... yesterday.. scary movie hor? i realli dun like tt movie.... so scary... cookz din think it was scary.. she say aliens are scarier.. coz i think she saw a documentary on tv.. about the woman who got abducted by aliens.. n said tt her babi was theirs.. scary dun ya think? imagine.. ahhhh i dun wan t0o0.. cookz!!! see wat u did.. u put tt image in my head.. i realli wanted to slp! tts it.. imma goin to watch an episode of anime... genzou saiyuki [reloaded]... their drawin so much better in this version~ i'll find one n post it! hehe.. okkkk.. must takecare kkk.. sweetdreams.. nitenitee!!!! *huGgz*




dAyz ouTzz~~
Tuesday, April 19, 2005, 4/19/2005 11:01:00 pm ♥

ehohzzz~~~ well.. the day started out fine.. wokeup sometime b4 10 coz the doorbell.. adam! came home from a slp over.. opened the door n went bak to bed.. so i woke up at 10.. hehe.. thn got ready.. shower, brush teeth etc lah.. thn pick out clothes.. im lookin fat! haha.. oh wells.. thn amanda arrive.. i herd the door bell so i jus wore somethin~ hhahahaa... neway yea... after ttt we walked to michelle's house.. thn met rach on the way.. thn after tt went in.. thn siaofui n gerri arrived~ lol! yupshhh so we took to busss to the citi~ ~

thnn thnn.. at the citi we had lunch.. lol ama n me oweis thinkin of eatin onli lor.. hehehe... first thin is.. u hungry i hungry.. wher we goin to eat.. bwahha.. yes.. neway we tried lookin for dream photo.. in the city.. but thn reach ther thn michelle say it moved.. lol! oh wells... we go taka's kitchen to eat jappp0neeesseeee f0odss~~ >.< yumm yumm.. n as usual.... ama n me first to finishh... lol!! thnnnn we headed to utopia in northbridge wher the dream photo suppose to be.. but thn reach ther liao.. its close hahaa.. neway the main point of goin ther was bubble tea!! coz after jap f0ods was quite thirsty keke...

we g0o0o harbour townn... buy pressies but for myself i bot a set like (shirt, belt n cap ) onli 10 bucks.. so cheapo.. lol.. n i bought a top~~ yupshhhh~~~ after ttttt we rushiin of time actualli.. ( i dunno wat im tokin about ) lol... yeaaa so we walked super fast jus incase we miss bus lor... walk walk walk... take cat from harbour town thn from ther to bus stop ler.. thn from bus station to bullcreek bus.. thnnn speed walk to michelles- sia0fuii pick up her stuffz~~ thn speed walk to my house.. pick up ama's bag n cdssss n drop siao fuiz shoppin~! lol.. thn speed walk to kumonnn... met jien therrr thn put in our hw.. thn speed walk bak to evaaaaas by tt time.. we were all dead.. blisters formin... feet blood pumping.. wahhhh.. tiring kkkk hahahaa... yeshhh thn go to bustop

took the bus to southlands.. met evwyone ther.. thn guess wat we watched... Amityville Horror... it sooo scary... eeeekiii.. after watchin tt show.. i been seein things.. wah.. like.. walkin home from bus stop.. i thot i saw money on the floor.. but i went bak to look.. dun hav =x lol.. thn after tt... coz we were walkin siaofui home ritez thnnn i mistakened a dried up leaf to be a dead rat.. so i kinda jumped.... scaryyy man... im scared... yeahh neway.. went homeee... the walk bak was from busstop happened realli late at nite.. so it was realli dark.. we were all scared.. me n jien got our flashy lights.. lol! so we led the way.. haha but without it i think can find our way de.. but fun ok! dun diss it! hehehee...

home - went online n watched the OC plus RoveLIVE ~~~~ should i slp earli tonite n thn toml start work? yeahhh ok i'll do tt~~ >.< niteeenitez ppls... hehe.. takecare n sweet sweet dreamss *muacksszzz**




falalalalala~~~ kkee
4/19/2005 02:48:00 am ♥

o0o0o0o0!!!! u kno todayyy!!! which was yesterday lah.. lol... i pass my learners!!! yay!! hehee me n ama got the same score~~ lol the LEEs~~~ yeshh newayyy.. i skipped my house chores =x nvm lah hor... ok.. this is like the last week of holidays... i better buck up n do my work soon.. haixx... okok... lets plan it in this bloggi

English - write notes out n read the book thru SPEED READ! lol.. n do ur speech k
Japanese - done omost evrythin.. do kumon one "booklet" a day... the brochure in activity bk~ somemore ummm oral revision papers.. haix.. seems like alot to do arh?
Applicable Maths - finished ur miscellaneous oledi.. so revise for chapter test..
Chemistry - do assignment.. haix.. tt one required at least one day...
Human bio - assignment n ask michael about worksheet
Physics - finished chapter 3 ler.. can revise

overall important de is.... ENGLISH - HUMAN BIOLOGY n thn CHemistry.. thn if got time do ur jap~~

like tt i think 4 days arh? umm.. now i got 6 days to do work~ think got time? haixx.. pls do work jas.. if not u'll regret... n feel extra lowsey~~~

bwaha.. oki im goin to slp ler.. nothin to blog~ so short today!!! haix... oh yeahhh ok can blog somemore.. lol.. adam so blur... complain wher he's t shirt is thn he look high high n low low.. thn i found it in his cupboard.. his room dun find.. he go other ppl room to find his clothes.. blUr lAh.. lol.. this famili arh.. i cannot stand! t0o0 blur liao.. haha.. dun worri tt includes meeee... bwahaha... yeshhh its a crazy famili oso.. keke

ok lahh im dead liao.. now 3.23 i goin out toml whole day somemore.. after i slp while walkin.. haha.. okiii.. nitenite takecare sweetdreams.. lol i dunno how tt tiffani can stay up so late.. chatin to her on msn now.. lol! okii *hugZz* niteeenitezz!!




dotz dotz dotz~~~
Sunday, April 17, 2005, 4/17/2005 11:52:00 pm ♥

lol i said tt ther would be fun blogs rite?!?! hehe.. well todayyyyyy nothin much happened... me woke up n house was empty.. thn i started to do my physics work.. thn ama went online.. n tt was when i lost it.. lol~ my bak is startin to peel ler.. i can see all the skin comin out.. eee... lol like snake like tt.. >.< ahh n i feel a pimple tt hasnt popped out in the centre of my nose bridge~ eeekiiii... neway i finish chapter 3 of physics..

thn yah online.. eat online..... do some of my human bio.... watch tv... thn siaofui came over to exchange the jap tape.. lol... yes so toml i hav to remember to call up the licensin place.. >.< i think i'll slp earlier tonite~ after toml too rush ler.. thn i forget again... memori so bad.. oh wells.. hehee... like the pic cookz made? of me n my "laogong" lol thnxx cookerz!!!! reuben thot he was my bf.. cy the onli one who thot it look fake!!! so bad.. i think it looks real.. i feel so close to him.. how mani times hav i said tt i dunno.. hahaaa.... today chat with cookz, ama, jien, reuben, chuanyong, serene, jasper and andy~

today had webcam with reu~ so cute lol remind me of wk, look abit like wk~ lol.. mb jus me bahh..lol my mic not workin.. if not he want to lipsync ahha.. so funni guy... it was workin with cy but thn i din tok.. haix.. must tok next time.. for some reason i couldnt tok leh.. like became rough ler the throat.. must be more courageous~ hahaa.. yes.. neway...

i ordered in pizza for my dearest big brother.. i dun get why he cant do it himself.. the pizza hut hotline was weird.. the voices are all computerised de.. but they understand what u tokin~ lol.. but thn i tok to operator.. see i tok to ppl i dunno is ok.. but thn to ppl i kno.. i veri cham... weird leh~ i think i got same thing as joseph... read his friendster profile.. for me.. instead of girls is boys.. exactli alike lor.. need time to adapt de... haha.. oh wells... sian lor...

tonite tok until like so happi like hidin sadness like tt... haha.. jasper didi so cute.. he was like i think jie longer hair prettier, y i broke up with handsome weikang, lol, when im goin bak to singapore, say he miss me.. lol alot of questions arh.. but thn veri cute.. my bros dun tok to me like tt.. haha.. i still hav to remember must treat him to eat fish n co. ~ lol.. i dun go bak on my words unless i forget.. if not yea.. i'll keep to wat i say~ hehe.. yawn yawn~ now 12+am ler.. is chuan yongs birthdayy... yesterday (today) was laurensssss~ lol

toml goin to take my Ls.. i did the online quiz.. got 23/30 so bad.. lol.. oh wells.. its a pass isnt it? hehe.. wells... after tt go home hav to do house chores n do my kumon for the next day~ hehe.. if not get into trouble orh.. oweis nv do kumon.. somemore say wat.. im a guai ger now.. lol.. my hands are freezin now~ >.<>.< so mani yawnss ~~ i got veri cute sms from my mum~ lol.. super cute norh~ hehee.. okiii i better stop blabberin nows..
takecare and sweetdreams... hugs~ zZzZzZzZzz




4/17/2005 08:03:00 pm ♥


*`feeling close to u was oweis jus a dream.. Posted by Hello




loneli yet again~~
4/17/2005 01:28:00 am ♥

aiyozz.. whole day two bro nv come home.. hope in the future my lao gong wont like tt to me... make me sian sian loneli loneli.. cry alone... todayyy i dl one of the song from 183 club~ nice leh~ hehe... well i dl imesh but thn it doesnt realli hav chinese songs... :( nvm lor.. hehe.. i use jonni de kazaa lite.. hehe.. zhe mo~ if wan the song tell me k~ i send ^^ ermmz..

today woke up from door bell.. neighbour complain of tommi n jerri.. she was like.. "can u control ur dogs.. we onli hav one day of the week to slp." i felt so bad.. i couldnt go bak to slp... so i let tommi n jerry slp on my bed~ surprisinli i wasnt waken by their barkin leh.. haix.. feelin so irresponsible.. i didnt lock the dog flap b4 i went to bed.. unless i did n somehow they found a way out? haixx... nvm

soon had to go meet steph at bullcreek~ rode my basket-bike~ hehe.. thn walked home.. waited till the cleaner went.. thn we went to farmer jacks ther n shop at the minimart chinese ther.. u kno they sell nasi goreng! lol.. yumm.. neway we went to eat lunch at chin's noodles... mmm.. ther was like a lil drama of daili life occurin ther~ a girl fainted n ther were heapsa shoutin~ yea.. tts the drama for the day..

after tt we walked to bullcreek to get stephs heater n she did shoppin at woolworths.. the puppies ther so cute.. white jack russels.. aww so adorable~ >.< i like to disturb thm n the blk kitties t0o.. sooo cute.. oh yeahh.. i bumped into xtina twice today.. so funni.. thn i oso saw jessica in the car when she drove pass.. lol! wave wave! michelle beeped at me.. lol drove pass

waited for bus thn we separated.. walked home alones.. started rainin.. like show like tt.. but onli thing is tt.. nobody comes runnin holdin a umbrella for me.. lol.. must be dreamin ba... i dream tt vaness did tt.. haha.. n thn tt mariah carey song was playin in the bkgrnd.. yesh.. i prob blogged this dream b4 liao.. quite long ago.. hehe.. yea neway.. i finish watchin xue tian shi - snow angel today.......

i thot they lied to me tt he died.. but he realli did.. omg i havent cried like tt since my granpa's.... felt like i lost someone close to me.. haha.. im realli obsessed hei?... mb jus hangin on to a dream to hide away from reality... oh wells.. steph was sayin.. how come i havent met him yet.. lol.. i was surprise.. ok.. mb if im lucki can meet him in singapore for his signature de~ if i meet ler sure hug him de~ or mb trip n fall.. lol..

oh yeah.. yesterday was funni~ me n tiff saw like a not-bad-lookin guy pass us.. n thn after like a minute.. "i jus saw a gd lookin guy pass" haha thn tiff was like.. "yah... yah..yah.." thn she smiled n laughed "haha... we're lookin at guys" haha she so cute, thn they passed again~ so i was double checkin with tiff lor.. like.. ok.. "out of those four.. i think the red one.." "yahh the red one.." lol yes.. wat an interestin conversation~ heheee...

ive made a decision~ i think coz if someone loves someone but tt someone doesnt love the other one.. they're not meant to be......... sooo i think... we're not meant to be........ ok.. im learnin to let go now... i think thers no point of me continuin this "poem" nemore.. i'll jus copy n paste it.. ( did it since last yr when i felt lost )

bibi
i remember the first day
i remember seeing your bak while u bounce the basketball under ur legs at the mrt
i remember not being sure whether it was u
i remember staring at u for the first time
i remember watching u play basketball
i remember being shy
i remember you being shy
i remember your laughter among ur friends
i remember the journey bak to my house
i remember being in the elevator cramped together n blushin
i remember offering drinks and u treated my place as your own
i remember your smile brightening my day
i remember giving you a snoopy toy and receiving my first gift from you
i remember it was a blue tin bottle
i remember loving it and using it every other single day
i remember feeling it was jus u n me and no one else mattered
i remember watchin you from 2nd floor as you play bball with your friends
i remember walking to fareast and you bought me a sugarcane drink
i remember being sick and couldnt finish but forgot and gave it to you
i remember you ended sick in the end
i remember walking back home behind you, scared n too shy to walk next to you
i remember watching you play the playstation
i remember goin to the orchard countdown when it was already over but still mad
i remember holding on to your bag incase we got separated in the crowdi remember you lookin back and smiling at me
i remember having a great time whenever wherever im with you
i remember us taking turns in gentli picking party poopers spray out of each other's hair
i remember you toking to me and the words didnt matter
i remember just listening to the noises coming out from your lips
i remember staring at the sky in search for stars
i remember the sky were full of stars and thought that this was a very special day
i remember having to say gdbye and wanting to hug you
i remember you goin into the elevator from the corner
i remember closing the door and thought it was jus a dream
i remember wakin up from a dream nv wanted it to stop
i remember u offerin mentos
i remember u playing bball with my brother
i remember tt smile
i remember staring at u thinkin the whole world was u
i remember ur smell, touch n voice
i remember ur hands wrapped around mine
i remember on the phone with ui remember our first hug n kiss
i remember lookin over the city lights at nite with u
i remember choosin couple rings with ui remember taking neocards with u
i remember sharin a tako-arochi n remember u sayin "once u eat sure wan another one one" lol
i remember goin to the airport to see jienni off with u
i remember watchin the plane lift off
i remember u tellin me about the final destination movie
i remember havin dinner with u at swensens
i remember sharing a chicken baked rice
i remember u feedin me but i was too shy
i remember sharing this big icecream with u
i remember we couldnt finish n u were so cute tryin to
i remember the look on ur face when u raise ur eyebrow
i remember being on the mrt with u
i remember sharing a picnic bar in the MRT
i remember u teachin me to be more confident
i remmeber showing u the city lights at nite from the top floor
i remember walking down a path with ur hands in mine
i remember ur warm hugi remember ur kisses when it was time to part
i remember watching u run across the roadsi remember walking home alone
i remember fantasising about u evn in my dreams
i remember reading ur letter on the plane
i remember crying
i remember leaving the place closest to u
most of all ....i remember u

i din realise how long it was.. oh wells.. ok.. i will stop bloggin about my lost love now~ lol.. may my future blogs be filled with excitement n fun fun times.. hehe.. i think i should go slp nowzz.. takecare sweetdreams nitenitee~ ^_^




feeling love`sickk~
Saturday, April 16, 2005, 4/16/2005 01:07:00 am ♥

ther's somethin wrong wif meee... haixx.. mb because im alone at home at the moment~ somehow i want arms around me... someone to love me... ahh... is this like another breakdown of mine?~ i miss tt feeling of warmth~ cant the emotional side of my brain stop pestering me~ teasing me~ mocking me.....

neway.. lets go on to the our fun fun day ~ went to adventure world for my first time! so fun sia~ sat on all the rides and had alot alot of fun~~ din get sunburn which was gd~ hehee.. covered up~ i was all adam today~ his shirt, shorts n sandals.. lol! hehe occassionalli i dress up in adam's clothes.. =x yeshhhh newayyyy i shalll realli emphasise on how fun it was!!!! IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! ther's realli cannot say nethin lor.. lol i'll jus keep this day in my memori~~~ lol i keeping a promise~~~ >.< i got bruises from the rampage~ they're red now.. n sorethroat from screamin so much` =x ohhhh wells.....

alone at home... i wanna slp n yet.. i wanna write a story... im indecisive~~ so useless.. feel stronger yet weaker after tt day.... i shouldnt be so dependent on someone rite? wakeup jas.. haixxx.... actualli i should go to slp.. not enough slp tts y think soo much.. sowii about these few entries.. abit negativ~ hav to stay happi n takecare of yasss k?! heehee.. im goin to slp nows.. ZzZzZzz~~~ >.<




Thursday, April 14, 2005, 4/14/2005 11:56:00 pm ♥


tts kiPpi~ c0ol l0ok~! Posted by Hello




if i was invisible... if hearts were unbreakable..
4/14/2005 11:06:00 pm ♥

bAKzz hehee~ welL my mUm n cOachii went bak to singapore yest.. so fast.... tts goin to be how fast their trips will be i guess... my granma's friend came over yest.. n they were tokin and yea... i started with the tears on the couch.. keepin bak as much as i could.... haixx... sian.. oh yeah.. me got work at home nows.. lol.. like house chores.. gettin paid 12 n hour.. pretty gd~ lol.. takin over danitas work coz she got into a car accident.. get well s0on! yeah.. the day b4.. i was like.. i wanna go bak wid uu.. lol.. but got gd n bad side.. gd side.. i reckon i can study better ther... n bad side.. i'll be late for sch... coz they're comin bak on the 1st... yea... oh wells..

oh yeah.. last nite.. my bak started to react.. i dunno wat happened... soo itchy yet painful... haix.. now im scared of sunburns... i couldnt slp... at around 2+am i called my mum in singapore.. i got adam to put moisturiser on my bak... all din work.. thn i called my mum another time.. she said to take flu medication.. i was like.. huh?wat if it doesnt work? she insisted so i took it.. but it din stop.. so i jus slept ther feelin useless n started cryin... it stopped when i started cryin.. n thn slowli came bak.. thn after a while i think it stopped.. coz i went to slp rite? lol.. medication took its time to respond... -_-" oh wells... mum thot i was weird cryin over somethin like tt... haha.. tts wat i do in primary sch too.... i start cryin when i cant slp... its because i got annoyed with myself how i couldnt do nethin to help myself... tts the feeling... y does my mind/heart work like tt? i dunno.... onli god knows.. he watches over me~ lol i remember my granpa said to me when i was realli lil... god is everywher.. so id oweis imagine god as a invisible object... id look at the tree and say tt god is ther.. n i dunno.. he's evrywher.. like he's surrounded the whole world.. haha.. yeahh... like a layer above watever is god~ hehe.. so weird! okok... god is in heaven kk ^_^ lol

my voice is detioriating... need to train it up.. my range has been decreased.. i sang for my mum the other day.. n it was like.. either too high or too low.. lol.. oh wells.. to be a singer was jus a dream.. lol.. doctor.. oso a dream.. all i hav to do now is jus study hard i guess... i think i put on weight! ok.. must loose weight jas~ if not nobody wan u~ hahahaa.. tts wat my granma used to say.. im doin it for her n myself~ =) kk lol..

so much hw and assignments to do in the holiz.. its crazy! ahhhhh.. bak itchy!!! at least today not pain... onli itchy... toml.. haix.. i hope it wont be bad... yadda yadda... today blog so lil.. haix.. feel like ritin poem but... thn cannot concentrate... u kno wat! im happi coz i think im ready to let go of him.. LET GO~ lol.. baiibaii forever n ever.. haix.. wu liao laah.. if i kno u well enough. i dun think u can "let go" so easili.... stupid girl.... WHY M I TOKIN TO MYSELF! i mean if he let go i should let go rite? no! cannot let go... can lah... but cannot.. ok! i will~ move on.... y isit tt i cant go one day without thinkin of him.... okii dunn thinkkkk.. lol...

takecAreeeee me goin lia0o0o~ sweeett dreaaammssss... zZzZzZzZz




beachhii -_-
Monday, April 11, 2005, 4/11/2005 11:27:00 pm ♥

todayyyyyy...... we went to the Cottlesloe Beach..... -_- evn tho i had fun n all.. i din expect the outcome to be tt bizarre.... my bak n arms are RED!!! n pigments are appearing~!! ahhhh... nitemare.... i realli regret not puttin sunscreen on... haixx.. next time dun go beach liao.. if i go must wear clothes on lahhh.. i bared too much skin.. stupid sun.. i dun like u! stupid me t0o0o0o~!!!! haixx... mum oweis tells me to put... n i forgot!!!!!!! neway.. the day started...

i woke up at 9.. too cold to wake up.. so i woke up at 10.. n thn took a shower.. pack my bag.. n walked to the bus stop.. called jevina to double-check the time.. but thn she was in the shower.. sooo i called jienni.. she was oledi ther.. evryone was late.. tiffi'z tammiz daddi brought us to the beachiii.. so coolll... we played in the water~ drank heapsa sea water which was extremeli saltish... i think my cholesterol lvl is goin to go up~!! hahaa.. n i hav cuts on my thigh.. painful nia! yea.. thn we played volleyball.. thn we built sand castle~ s0o0o fun... we build a sand man.. but a lil boi jumped on it.. lol.. poor mr sand man.. sandy's gone booooohoooo......

yeahh we went bak into the indian ocean~ 0o0o.. u kno tts the indian ocean? haha.. well tts wat i herd.. hehehe.. oh yea.. we went bak ther.. swim n float in the waters.. yupshh.. n more gulpin of water... not on purpose k! jus so u get tt bit clear.. >.< hahhaha~ yeahhhh now im gettin told of how dark i look!!! so bad.. make me feel bad... MUM!!!! haha..

yea.. we spent ages gettin sand off ourselves.. n thn dryin in the sun.. we saw the sunset~ so nice~ thn we saw a bird suspended in the air.. i was like.. mb its fake.. but it wasnt.. it was jus flappin its wings in one position~ >.< haha.. funni bird.. thn i mistaken a log for a emu.. evwybody laughed! oh wells.. hahahaha... errrr... yeahh.. after tt.. go home ler..... thn go out dinner... at foowahs... i think i ate too muchhh... we picked up stephanie for dinner t0o.. yeahh tokin n eatin.. fun! neways..

got bak home.. showered.. realised my bak! n thn started moanin... i was s0o0o0 shocked.. i realli realli dun like it.. so terrible.. mum helped me put moisturizer.. now its burnin... n she made me wear this bare bak thingy.. i feel awkward..ahhhhh.. yesss...

dun get burn pples! takecare n becareful of the sun's evil ways... lol.. takecare baiizz




ehohzzzz~!!!
Sunday, April 10, 2005, 4/10/2005 01:12:00 am ♥

my music gone now.. coz it causes internet errors.. oh wells.. if u wan the song.. jus tag n let me kno yahh hehe.. i'll send it! One last by taufik~

newayyyymy... daddi called yesterday ~ so sweet~ called to checkup on us~ there's tt protectiv side of him tt oweis lingers bak... hehehe.. i remember when i watch an episode of the OC.. when marrissa's dad was leavin.. i was weepin as i ponder upon the memories of my dad leavin me.. i was bareli evn 10 yrs old... a story of a girl.. bags packed.. ready to leave the house while dad was out... she rites a lil letter with the neatest handritin she could possibli write with... tellin her dad somethin like this:

"dear daddy, i dunno why mummy is angry with u.. but now i think we goin to pohpoh's house.. i will miss daddy... i kno daddy didnt do anythin wrong to make mummy angry and daddy loves me n kor kor n yang yang.. we love daddy too... i love you daddy... "

she hid this letter under a gold paper holder n left with a a pink n white mini bags u see kindergarden children carrying... the next day... her dad called on the telephone to ask who taught her to write tt letter.. she jus smiled n didnt say anythin.. n told her dad the new address they were stayin at.. n thn she got scolded by her grandad becoz of tt... they moved twice n evrytime they moved.. the lil girl would pick up the telephone n call her dad.. but her mum never objected to seein her dad.. never once.... her mother had yelled at her dad numerous times during the separation.. n this girl grew up to fear ppl gettin angry.. she values famili... n still loves both her parents... livin without a father wasnt any worri for her.. she had another male figure~ but nv was as close.. she misses her dad veri dearli~

haha.. nice story.. made me cry~ >.< oh wells...

okiiii todayyy !!~ [9.04.05] went out with stephanie to the city~!!! lol.. she say i look like some jap mingxin.. with my sunnies n bureu~ wahh... i wish lor lol.. we took pictures in the city did alot of window shoppin n oso.. ate chinese! lol eat until sooo full.. she ate chicken n egg noodle.. i ate tomyam noodle soup! lol.. thn we had to split... for bus... awwww met christina at the bus port..

after tt... walk to jien~ thn walk together toooo amaz!! lol borrowed vcds! OH i can watch my YAN XING SHU NOW!!! but thn i'll start toml hehehee.. yay!!! todayyyy we went to rachaels~~~~ yay!!! watcheddd tt show.. DOLL MASTER - kkoreannn horrrorrr... eeeeeeee.. i cried... gettin too emotional jas.. okii wells.. we had heapsa fun~~~ hehehee... chocolate n fruit yumMm~~~ played UNO~!!! so long nv play liao.. hehee.. yay~!!! cookers came in late! well.. after tttt evrybody one by one go home lerrr... lol.. we had a pillow fight1!!! wahh reminds me so much of adelaide~!!! jiapeiii i imiss yasss~!!! pillow fight pillow fight!! hehee.. wells yeahhh soo funn.. i got a lift home from jevina's dad~ thnkuxx!! hehee... yupshhh hahaa n now online... crazyy.. hahaha.. okokko.. im goin now!! takecare yahhhh baizzzz heheeee smile!




feElinG L0w-sEy (>.<")
Thursday, April 07, 2005, 4/07/2005 04:00:00 pm ♥

feel so lousey today... woke up... n thn went bak to slp rite? but thn wokeup 8.32... sch start ler.. so yea.. i took my time brushin my teeth.. lol.. thn i couldnt find my sch top so i jus took a white top from my cupboard.. when i went to sch.. classroom was empty so i checked round.. n yay.. i found the class lor~ lol.. thn.. in class.. they were puttin cotton wool on me.. haha so i look like santa claus... ahhhhhhhhhh ii broke a thermometer today.. the mercury all came out... thn i told the teacher.. thn he had to clean it up with these chemicals.. felt soo bad... so stressed.. i thot if i breathe it in i'll die.. lol ama was stressed up too.. lol jess n tiff were calmin me down in english... thn we read the play.. no sugar.. i started tearing :'( becoz someone died.. n becoz someone was gonna take the babi away ( in the play ).. its so sad.. so evil ~ racism exist so much in this world.....

stomach felt pain today.... hurtttful lehhh.. yeah neway... chemistry was stressin oso.. i hav no idea how to do the calculations for the pracs.... goin to do bad in prac test toml... so yeah~ jap~ im degradin... but tts ok.. jus hav to buk-up.....

physics.. i complained to jevina tt i felt lousey.. thn she was ther to cheer me up.. lol.. whole lesson i was teachin her to draw.. she so cute.. n thn we were laughin at neha'z immitation of cher.. lol.. it was somethin u had to be ther to listen.. lol realli sooo funni!! yeahh.. so i realli toked alot... haha... like non stop in class... u kno wat.. i think jasmine is startin to tok heaps nowadays... actualli.. i din tok much today... its jus in tt class.. haha.. such a slack jas! lol.. oh wells.. i din go detention.. so toml hav to remmeber to go~ yupshh..

after sch - - walked jevina up to see angel n heather n emili~ hehe.. n thn walked down.. to oval thn we split when we saw jevina's lil blue car hehe... yupshh walk home.. soo hot.. i got sweat patches..hahahaa.. so yux.. oh wells.. hehehehe... thn i watch my usual channel 7.. now they showin "miss match" ... quite a nice show~ go watch! lol.. yeah.. neway.. i feel lousey today.. concluded! lol...

mb the mercury will take an effect after a certain time.. hahaa.. nahhh dun think like tt jas!!!!! haixxx... haha.. i was tellin tiff n jess my life line on my hand.. so weird.. i think i over reacted.. haha... oh wells.. listenin to machi didi.. hehe.. he so cute~! yeshh... neway i think i better start on work.. dunwanna get distracted by net.. if not i dun think i can finish my work.. unless i finish ler thn i come online! yay!! lol.. okok.. well takecare guys. dun play with mercury! lol... keep smiling ^^




hehehehe hahahaha.. dunno wat subject to put.. 3 testo0z
Tuesday, April 05, 2005, 4/05/2005 10:24:00 pm ♥

todayyyyyyyyyyy wat happen hor isssss horrrr... hahaa.. im draggin coz me thinkin =x ....... lalalalaa.... oh yeahhhhhh 3 test worhhhhh.... haiyo...

mornin got woken up by my brothers alarm clock.. sooo i din hav enough slp~ haixxxx.. hahaa.. i was so annoyed.. woke up thn go to his room.. switch on the light and thn " how come u nv respond de" thn suddenli he jus wokeup.. wahhhhhhhh alarm so loud wake me up.. nv wake him up.......... siannnnnz....

EPW i pass liaooooo hehe.. i think tts the first epw im goin to pass this yr! yes! hahhahaaa... yessss anway.. after epw.. got physics.. haha.. i oweis answer rong answer to teachers questions... oh wells.. hahaha.. u kno my prac test.. my graph.. while i was doin it.. i was like.. "jas.. remember to put a title okkkk!" but thn i forgot!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lost one mark liao lahhh... i was complainin to jevina but i kept on sayin i lost one points.. haha.. she kept on laughin .. i think i play too much games.. =x

after physics was the jap oral.... ahhhh i realli din do well.. coz i used words i thot the meanin was... but they all turned out wrong.. mrs mayes says i gotta stop gigglin coz yea.. affects my speech.... hahaa.. oh wells...

thn after tt humanbio test..... ahhhhhhhhhhh tt one wasnt veri well done as well... im doin so badli ... i got study k... haixxxxx.... oh wellss.... wats done is done... blah blah blah~ oh welllssss.... >.< sowii ama... i was slppin till 6.30 thn i saw ur messages!!!! sowi sowiiiiiiiii

wellLl i gtg nowssss~ takecare **keEp smiliNGzZ** baizizzzzz




Sunday, April 03, 2005, 4/03/2005 11:53:00 pm ♥


walkin away... from you...... Posted by Hello




4/03/2005 09:51:00 pm ♥

y do i oweis get shut off.... makes life so hard to live..............

do u loose all sense of feelin when ur playin a game or somethin? i dun understand him.......

hurt......




LL0nG upddDated blLLOgGz l0lz..
Friday, April 01, 2005, 4/01/2005 07:46:00 pm ♥

oops a long time since i blogged!! hehehe.. well last week was a five day holi!!! heheeee wat i did.. wanna kno?? haha too bad.. im writin it~! well it started with thursday! where did i go arh? hmmmmm cant remember it was either at home or went out somewher.. hehe... oh yea!! on

thursday - me went out with stephanie~ go garden city shop n shop!!!! oh my gosh.. i spend so much im guilty... the puppies at the pet shops were sooooo cute!! haha.. n i saw this puppi eatin poo of another.. i was like eww.. hope no one saw tt.. u mite not hav a home lil one~hehe.. steph n me shop until leg tired liao =x puppies!~! they're so cute~ >.< yea thn when me came home went online till quite late lor.. 3 am suddenli tiff went online.. hahaa.. so funni~ !

friday - me went church with jienni!!! hehe.. was cool~ hee evn tho we had to be at the bak .. couldnt hear nethin but its gd~! dunno y but when i go church .. the atmosphere ther is oweis realli nice.. dunno how to describe bah.. hmm thn we go bak jien de house.. call ppl ~ they cook dinner for me so nice~ ^^ i duno how to react de... haix.. no sense of manners........ oh yeah!! u kno wat my mum did to the bike!!! she got the gears off n put a basket at the bak.. ther goes my butt space.. lol.. the basket so big.. can put tommy n jerry inside.. hehe.. yea.. so i felt quite embarrassed ridin it to jiennis n bak.. lol oh wells.. as long as it takes me to places~ heheee after tt... the house was empty.. thn jevina called so i complained n thn she ask whether i wanted to go to her house.. wah... lol.. so gd sia.. coz they passin by from farmer jacks so yahh go to her house.. angel jevin n rowen~ we played boggle!! and thn pictionary!!!! jevina so cute hahaa... so fun!!! yahh after tt.. we watched tt movie.. wats it called? senority girls~ it was touchin~ n funni~!!!!!!! heeheee... yeahhh.. n thn we ate heapsa junk as well.. chocs, gummis, chips, pop corn.. i felt so fat!! oh yea.. n b4 tt.. i had to eat dinner at jevina's too.. lol i felt so pigginized! hahaa.. nice word! =\ lol.. yeahh fell aslp on the next movie.. cant remember wat isit.. lol i wanted to watch it tho.. but was tired..

saturday - wokeup at jevinas.. elfie sooo notty!!! n cute lah.. hehe.. neway this day alot of ppl go out!!! yay!!!! ama to0o0o!!!! she hardli go out with us~ well we went supre at fremantle n oso the timezone ther~ alot of free games! alot of neoprints t0o0o0o!!!! play alot of games!! hehe now me goin to try n master the hand game.. isit called freak maniac.. or somethin? lol.. well it was fun!! heheee.. so when i go bak singapore im goin to go to white sands n do ddr, para para, ezy2 dance ( which is not easy ) n the hand game.. hahahaa.. yay!!!! there 50 cents er yi.. so pian yi~ had alot alot of fun~! i bought a pink top n 3/4 pants.. hehe.. n thn go home liao~ did my applic maths n thn drew our lil group~ if i scan it i'll blog it in.. (if i remember) yupsh hehe.. thn go to slp~

sunday - so earliiiiiii ~~~ me go out with jevina to down south arh? i cant remember the name... we went to a church.. n it had a ants nest outside.. it was realli fear factor.. i was like.. ahhhhh ants evrywher.. u should hav seen thm.. they were like huge!!!!! yea.. after tt we went to a place with alot of rocks.. lol.. suppose to hav water~ i was still slpi lor.. it was not relli awake yet.. thn we climb up rocks had a lil picnic ther... i hope they dun mind me being ther.. i wanted to bring somethin but thn ther wasnt nethin at home.. so empty.. yea.. we kinda runnin out of water.. n dehydratin.. lol. oh yea.. tiff n tamm n angels familis were ther too with jevinas~ yupshhh so cool ~ hehe.. yea after tt we went to houghton winery~ thn we did grapefruit tastin.. lol.. coz tt day so hot we bought/had icecream ther.. thn we played soccer with the boys.. lol they so fast.. jus like my bros.. i cant tackle the ball off thm.. hahaa.. at first all 5 girls played the goal keeper~ hahaa.. such a cheat.. thn they score 2 goals.. both in betwn me n tiff.. hahah we useless lah!! oh wells.. hehe... after tt we went to a chocolate factory.. yumm yumm they had so much samples.. n we had icecream n we da paoed bak the chocolates.. hahahaha.. yeahh hahahaha.. yupshh after tt we stopped by at a place sellin grapes n melons.. two doggies soooo cute.. a german sheppard n a lil one.. i think its a mixed breed.. lol yups thn after tt went bak to jevina's thn we played boggle till quite late.. i got 20 points!!! yay~~!!! so happi!!! lol thn went online n thn watch movie n fell aslp.. rowen showed me maple story.. now i kno wat km was playin tt day.. chehhh.. its so cute tho! i wanna play~! hehe.. ... oh yea.. mum called me n thn got into trouble for leavin my bro at home alone..... .... n slpin over.....

monday - wokeup at jevina's thn played more boggle.. lol thn go home.. did alot of chemistry.. thn got a call from tiffany~ thn i was feelin realli muddled up.. whether to go or not to go.. whether itd make my mum disappointed or not.. haix.. so i broke down.. adams so cute.. he saw me n called my mum to scold her.. lol.. so i was cryin while he did tt.. n thn i called tiff.. asked her wat to do.. ahhh.. din tok much.. acted blur.. coz i was cryin.. in the end i went.. my mum called b4 i went n gav me a big lecture.. cried ther too.. now tt i think about it.. y did i cry? stupid girl.. i think i kno y.. din wanna upset my mum.. oh wells.. tts the last time mah hehe.. yea.. i brought my work ther too~ we played boggle n pictionary n karaoke!!!! yayy!!! so long nv kahkeh liao`~ so coolllll~ yah thnn i started doin my chem rite.. thn i was like ahhhh i wanna play boggle tooo haha.. so me n tiff din do work liao =x oh wells.. it wasnt evn due!!! its due next week!! see stressed for nothin again.. after boggle thn fall aslp liao.. lol

tuesday - wokeup at tiffs~ hehe.. had meat pie for breakki.. thn played pictionary.. they wanted to go beach~ ahhh i havent been to beach here yet.. isit nice? neway i goto a lift home.. n thn i did work~ thn next day is sch liao

wednesday - listening test

thursday - yesterday!!! GO WATCH "BE COOLL " - - the rock is sooooo cute!!!!!!!! haha n DABOO!!! so cute so cute so cute!!!! hahahahha couldnt stop laughin.. oh yeah we played ddr t0o0o~! hehee..

friday today arh.. rite now arh VERIIII COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! brrrr..

updated liao!!! now i go n do my blog properli.. put archive in n all~ hehe .. oh yea.. mua downloadin maple story.. n usin my comp!! so nice.. hug!! hehe.. takecare evryone~ oh yea.. plz request song for my blog.. im changin it~