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Saturday, September 24, 2005, 9/24/2005 04:50:00 pm ♥

hmm interestin topic ? lolx.. yea.. im goin to be serious after this wonderful introduction.. wells.. something has been bothering me for quite some time but yea.. jus writin it out.. im actualli in the middle of the holidays.. studyin for exams.. but been slacking so mite as well tok about somethin in this blog.. lolx.. yea.. friends... wat does the word mean to you? sharing, caring, enjoyin times together, teaching and learnin from each other.. the question is.. who not wat... who do you think would be ur friend? well.. everybody rite? without knowing.. we are sharing the same world, carin for and teachin the same values - famili, food, warmth etc, learnin in the same world that surrounds us..

hmm how can we befriend someone and thn leave them alone at the end? answer mite be easy as.. coz i dun like him/her.. we let ppl's responses and reactions annoy us and build negativity in ourselvs.. i beliv friends... are forever no matter wat they do or say... my motto in primary sch was: "friends are forever no matter gd or bad.." but onli to the extreme extent this statement wouldnt be true... hav u experienced havin ppl u trust and love do or say things that u dun like? i hav... u get confused and you find you hav no one to trust.. no one to go to... and breakdown.. and you ask y? did i do anythin wrong, was it any of their business? y isit that the friend u once loved to be around with could be an enemy jus becoz of some conflict u refuse to forget... y is tt u once called him/her a friend but now.. asif those happy moments were never spent? didnt they make us happy in our lives once? didnt they spend their lives with urs and no one elses? i remember it like a video clip muted.. from playgrounds to shopping malls... from the smiles to the tears....

friends to me... are forever.. evn if u or they dun tok to each other.. it doesnt mean theyre not ur friend... coz u kno if they needed anythin u would do it for thm neway... yea... ofcoz these onli applies to my thoughts.. im not one to say.. coz personally, i still carry bad memories of my friends.. which i dun think i should be.. but cant be help... brain is not a robot.. switchin stuff on n off.. sometimes u see someone acting but inside he/she's not tt person.. n thn u feel like.. he/she's not being him/herself.. but wat do u kno about tt person~?! do u kno how he/she feels and wat he/she thinks wat he/she does everyday? no... we dun hav the rite to judge ppl's characters on how they show.. we can onli assume.. i mean.. i dun evn kno my brothers tt well.. livin in the same house for so mani years.. u experiment and find that when u do somethin repeatedli.. reactions are different.. humans are funni mammals which are unpredictable.. becoz of tt highly developed brain.. such irony.. the brain is pretty powerful huh? do u see animals engaged into war and posessin epidemic issues.. so far i havent...

wat we do is wat we are? yea its part of us.. but not all... haixx. i dunno y im writin this topic today.. lolx~ yea.. some of my useless thoughts again.. hahha.. takecare ppls.. must do so k.. hmMx.. huGx

p.s nowadays love sick.. so sian...
this is true for friends too norh.. (>,'')^




Friday, September 16, 2005, 9/16/2005 11:31:00 pm ♥


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hMmxz haha im bAkx~
9/16/2005 10:49:00 pm ♥

this is for c0okx~ hahaa i realli dunno wat to rite tho.. well exams are comin in like another second of time... so fast huhh??!~ well im degradin... but u kno wat.. evrytime i do.. i tell myself to do better in the next.. but guess wat.. i dun.. haha.. oh wells.. i jus hope i get into med somehow.. dun care whether i go UK no more..

yea.. neways.. today.. we were tokin about the special ppl in our sch.. well ive been thinkin of thm lateli.. since buyin milkshake... oweis wondered how it felt like to be like one of them.. they seem to be care-free and like in their own world some how... i mean im sure they hav their frustrations as well.. but jus seems like they hav less to worry.. wat would it be like to live a day in their shoes? i wonder... i nv knew there were so many at our sch... n evrytime i pass one.. we can tell from the start.. from their appearance, behaviour.. but y.. we are all in the same sch yet.. looked upon differentli.. do we look different to them i wonder.. do they kno tt they hav a disability.. if they do how would u live with it.. i dunno realli.. however they live normal lives havin friends famili n relationships too.. i dunno wat im tokin about but yea.. i wanna live a day to experience their lives..

oh yea i was oso goin to write about charity volunteers.. its been twice ive had no money to donate to the people outside farmer jacks... mum doesnt care.. n so i felt bad.. n thn i waited in the car.. starin at the guy... its surprising how many ppl jus ignore him... n i jus stood ther n watch.. onli a few actualli donated~ shows how mani ppl are willin to donate to help save our environment? haha... greenhouse effect gonna fry us in the veri late future n yea.. who cares ? haha.. yes.. im blabbering...

todayyy me watched the year 12 monologues.. lol~! they were all realli realli go0od~! i had two cups of coffee~ such a scab.. haha.. yea.. it was realli realli gd.. i wonder if they all become famous actors/actresses in the future~ coz yea.. ttd be cool.. you'll be like.. heiii i went to his/her sch b4.. haha~! yea..

wat else to write about.. im alone at home againx... feels like every saturday is like tt... y y y ?~! oh wells.. i'll get used to it i guess.. >.< hMmx.. welL.. mB i should do a quiz huh? haha.. im boredd... i find myself heaps boring nowadays.. oso.. oweis in conflict n feelin irritable.. i dunno y... isit my PPPP? haha i dunno oso... oh wells.. i shouldnt think so much anyhows.. haha quixx timee~~

YOUR
. Full name: jasmine lee zhen ying
. Current Clothings: jumper, singlet n shorts..
. Current Hair Color: brown, bronze? streaks..
. Birthday: 01101988
. Current Eye Color: not brown not black.. i dunno.. haha
. No.of Siblings: 2 more..

FAVORITES
. Sports: ehto.. volleyballx.
. Food: jApaneEsee
. Drink: bUBblE teAa
. Movie: A walk to remember~ Advent Children..
. Shopping Place: waHhx hEAps.. haha..
. Number: 2
. Songs: lots lots
. Subject: jap? haha
. Months: dec
. Day of The Year: saturdayx
. Board Game: dunno madgab? haha
. Countries: hoho japan n singapore

WHAT(S)
. Last 4 Digits of your Handphone No: 6037
. Listening To Right Now: True love waits
. Last Thing You Ate: cheese vegetables..
. Color, if You were a Crayon: pink, blk, red
. Weather right now: coldd
. First Thing you Notice about the Opposite Sex: dunno.. face?
. You are Feeling: lazy n bored..
. First Thing you Think about when you Wake Up: " m i late!? "

ARE YOU
. Understanding: sometimes..
. Open-minded: sometimes..
. Insecure: yea.. unfortunatli
. Interesting: no boring as.. haha..
. Random: at times..
. Hungry: when stress~
. Friendly:depends on my mood on the day.. haha
. Smart: not realli.. avg?
. Moody: yupshh..
. Independent: sorta?
. Organized: errr haha not so currentli.
. Short-tempered: sometimes

HAVE YOU EVER
. Been kissed: haha.. could say so.. hasnt everyone?
. How many times: dun count..
. Hugs or Kisses: boths?
. Scary or Happy movie endings: boths?
. Summer or Winter: winterr
. Chocolate or Vannila: chocoo
. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: n0pes
. Been on stage: yahZ
. Hanging Out or Chilling: hmm hanging~
. Sunset or Sunrise: sunsett
. Dumped Someone: nope im the dumpee..
. Been in a car accident: no
. Been in love: yea mani times.. haha.
. Been Cheated: hope not.. haha.. i wouldnt kno oso.. trust ppl too much..
. Coffee or hot chocolate: hmm choco
. Xbox or Playstation: bothh?
. Sony or panasonic: bothhx? sony sounds more pro tho..
. Mexx or Banana republic: ooo banana? haha mexican? i dunno
. Guess or Gap: guess~~~
. Jeans or cords: jeansss
. Sweater or hoodie: h0odiess.. baggy oNess~
. T-shirt or long sleeve: shirt actualli.. but i wear long sleeve coz i hav fat arms.. haha..=xx
. Wool or cotton: hMm.. cotton wool itches..
. Rose or Lily: r0see
. Rock or Pop: p0p
. Do you have a Girlfriend: yeahh hahaa maniii =x
. Do you have a Boyfriend : haha nopes..
. Do you have a boy bestfriend: nopess.. .
. Do you have a girl bestfriend: yupShx
. Do you have a bestfriend: yeahxx

hahaaa i think tt will be it for my blogg todAyy.. yay.. hmm quite boring huh?? lolx.. well i'll put in the mp3 player im desirin at the mmoment .. if i can find it tt is.. well neways.. takecare pps.. jien get well soon.. n whoever tt is sick~ hehe yupshh baixx ^^