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booboo~ sadz :(
Wednesday, April 19, 2006, 4/19/2006 10:43:00 am ♥
depressed againnz >.< goin to break up with someone.. i mean its a good thing rite? to be honest etc... sigh... im goin to feel so bad.. i found out he liked me since yr 11.. which is quite a long time... and i shouldnt have said yes in the first place.. sighH.. next time must be careful orhx... i knew this would happen... read my previous blogs.. i was confoose.. buT see wat hapPens.. siGhh.. on thursday in the ASIA red and black function >.< goin to be so awkward.. i feel like gettin it over and done with.. siGhh.. u kno wat.. i think i'll stay single for a while now.. likE 3 years moRE la.. tryin to avoid this emptiness sinkin feeling that i get.. its worst thn aloT of other usual feelings that come along... i meann.. s0o weiRd.. rite? but im learnin alOT tho.. in relationship sense.. coz.. my last relationship.. when i din hav feeling.. i waiteD for the other party to tell me instead of telling him myself.. which was quite dumb i guess.. but hmm it wasnt the breakup i expected.. but s0o im goin to feeeeeel damn bad lahx... siGHh... hope no one reads this and makes it into a big deal... sheesh if u do.. tts goin to be mean.. haha.. tts all i can sAyy... nExt time.. shoulD puT "becaREful of this girl.. dangerous love carrier.." im not makin sense nemore.. which is BADDD!!! siGHh.. ok... its the one week break atm.. and i've been out omost everynite... thursday.. was the rivercruise... dance dance alOTx.. thNn fRidayy wenT to serenE's HOUse and wATchEd moVieee.. LOlx.. satuRdayyy lAUren's paRty.... drink drink >.< not alot lah.. became red and dizzy onli.. jen threw herself into the pool =x hahahaa she's goin to kill me for sayin this.. nah.. she wont.. too nice.. HAhaa! but yea.. jien was drunk and sad.. poor girl... sunDAyy was the NITe i dIN go OUt lOrr lOlx.. mondayyy go uwa study with jodie and johnny.. at the E-lABs.. lol! n thn yesterdaYyy hMMx.. went to library.. din do muchhh.. n thnnn wat i do OH yeahh serene called to ask if wan to go out to karaoke.. soo i mean who could resist to karAoke? HAhahhaa.. yeahhh so i weNT out.. thnn first we go eat dinner.. eat until So00o0o0 fuLLll.. n thNnn we go timezonE plAY games.. takE a neoPrint~ afTEr tt UTOPIA singsing.... thn took bus, go to xtina's thn BAk to eVAs.. cut neoprint and thn her mummy brought us home.. it was freezin i tell yas.. bRrrRrbRrRrr yUPShx.. tt cOLD~! anD yeahh.. couldnT slp last nite.. that sinkin feeling progresseD.. sucKs ya kno.. siGHh... NEwAyyx.. wat i can BOast aboUT iS. i can dRive.. hahhaa.. but not tt gREat.. i mean thers the reversing into ppls lawn.. and drvin over curbs buT still manageable! hahaaa.. yeahH.. nEwaYz i goTTa go noWw i guEss...LAllaa... [[im sorry for feeling different... ]] |
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