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Wednesday, May 31, 2006, 5/31/2006 11:50:00 am ♥
in the school of schools.. hAhaha wow im feeeling boRed in uni.. i should realli use this time for the better~ buttttt i mean i've got a tummyache etc.. mAnn... tt doesnnt help does it? lOlx.. mmMMmx~ so0o i Dunno wat to Do now.. no buDdies to go maccaz with coz they're all not here... and richards gone parked his car somewher else.. LOlx~ yUpshx~ day hasnt passed tt long.. onli 2 hours spent~ s0o0o im Goin To write testimonis to pPl i gUEss~ coz so bored rite? loLx~ hehe.. this bloggggg iShhHhhHhh gettin shitty woki~ lOlx.. s0o0o0o0o i shall change the skin now huh? coz i've actualli got time.. but thn im like sitting in like the first comp.. hope i dun get caught - i mean this could be for academic purposes ~ i'll just tok about sch~ yeahh tt will do the trick Lolx.. nehows.. hope my new skin is g0od! lOlx BLOG skin~ mai.. i dowan to change my skin.. eeewww wearin other ppls skins!! eewww hahahaha oki Thnn.. enjOy the rest of UR dAyy~! loVe, xia0-zheN liFe itsElf
Tuesday, May 30, 2006, 5/30/2006 12:37:00 am ♥
well im bak.. lIFe is getting confoosin every minute and second i live it.. i used to beliv tt thinGx oweis happens for a reason.. i still do.. i dunno waT tt sentence's purpose was... but nehoww... i dunnoooo im jus feeling lost mb? at home it feels like i cant speak to anybody without some mean comment attacking me.. i go check wat they do and jus some random word comes out... i cant remember wat.. prob too used to it.. they too are prob too used to it.. thing is tt i hate it yet i think im learnin from thm.. so my mum now is suffering like me.. well i dunno if she let's it get to her like i do.. but.. i jus feeling like poo now.. changin tho... i dun think im happy atm... n i dunno y... family and friends jus seem to drift further n further away.. cept few exceptions.. hmm this is goin to be a boring bloggy coz im jus typin wat i think straight out.. like i oweis do.. lol.. confoosin sometimes but oh wells =D.. so mb i think too much nonsense? i dunno.. feels like nonsense works out well for me.. see i realli dunno wat im tokin abt atm hei? lol.. jus feels like everythin is collapsin over... sigh.. exams are comin as well.. im atm at my laziest.. so i dunno abt grades nemore.. nah i wont say tt coz i do care abt gettin gd grades.. my motivation is to be a dr n somehow help others like myself feel better about life by makin thm live life healthly... ?? i realli dunno wat im tokin about seriously.. music im hearing are all the slow ones as well.. and all these thoughts are rushin in from everywher.. siGH sigh sigh... tim sent me a picture he drew of me in 2-2-03 last nite... i felt tt weird feeling.. its weirD... was touched i guess.. Hmmx.. i gotta do a timetable for my study soon... well b4 i slp i guess lOlx.. weather gettin COLD! im freezing~ im getin a frost bite rite thru to the bone.. LOlx on the rite fibula.. eEk.! oh welLs.! lOlx.. okiii im realli goin to totally lose it soon~ ahhhh my leg hurts... okok think of another thing..oh man.. i should start with tt timetable.. LOlx see how crAzy this gets.. im goin to change the blog skin soon i hope.. mb not soon but yea ... i wan to~ lOlx okiii im goin noww~ sighh this blog helped me get stuff out of my mind/heart~ thnx! hAHahhahahaha now im tokin to myselF kk LOlx!! takECAre ppls~ igNORE this blOg if u reaD It.. its realli pointless blabber in my mind.. .. sometimes i think im living a lie.. this is how i really think i gues... tts wat it looks like in my head~ somEone show me u lOve me pLease! ( mainly aimed at mY meaN sibLInGz.. ) sigh... like sammi would say.. those bitchass brothers! hahHAhha i dunno would she? HAhaha nah i dun think so.. she's so cute! okok well takecare ntienite lOve - xia0-zhen Tuesday, May 16, 2006, 5/16/2006 12:29:00 am ♥
well glad to say tt my exercise has been on goingg.. lolx its either body combat or walking with cookers for an hourr >.< ... nowadays the day's gettin darker earlier.. so every monday i walk home in the dark.. dangerous?! nahh not realli i got voice can scream if nethin happens.. if nethin does happen well tough luck.. HhahAHa.. im jk.. loldiSsected a RAT today.. siGhhhh... had to cover the head.. n thn the michael came to help me n thn he kinda moved the tissue.. Arhhhh.. i like jumped whenever the tissue flew.. he turned on the airconditionin.. n the tissue flew again.. n i kinda jumped.. n gav this weird reaction.. ppl were staring.. hahahahaha... michael and dylan are the tutors btw.. yeah.. it was hUge!!! eeeeee... okok newayy... april sat at the end of the other desk i was like.. april... can u sit next to me pls... lolx.. i was scared... RATS!!!!! why rats... ok nvm.. lolx.. april's rat was so bloody.. i think she kinda butchered it.. woahh u shoulda seen her handle her rat's internals.. i kinda hesitated coz.. first its RATS.. n second i kno wat happens if u touch the intestines... PEEEEUUUU... sTInkx! well it stank neway whether or not i touched it or not.. eeewwww... yes neway tt was my rat dissection !!! not adventure.. i wrote adventure.. Rat adventure.. oMG.. Eeew.. okokokk.... camE homE with apRIl.. 5.30 reached the bullcreek buSstop.. n thn walked bak n thn april went to her friends house which is like 10 houses down mine.. n yeah.. so dark alreadyy.. at 6 reached home.. woAhhh yeah n thn ate abit.. thn went to boDy comBat.. thnn.. home n ate again.. so dark.. shower n thn ate online desperate housewives and thn bak online.. till now... did u kno tt i woke up at 6 today it was so dark i double check the time to make sure.. n thn i went bak to slp while checkin n i forgot to wakeup.. so missed the first lecture.. sigGHhhh... cRaZy i saAY.. oh Wells... >.< LOLX!!! i jus chat to kell kell.. he's so cute!!!!.. makes me happy so easily... tell u he stresses so much like me.. lolx.. n he asks the randomness things.. lolX.. best way is to jus giv him a random answer! lolx.. soo soo cuTe! n good to look at too0o0o!!! hHAhahhaha HohOhohoho! im goin crazy~ nEwayYy im Goin to SLp nOWw.. lolx.. sharp pain in my head... *`thAnku eva and adrian for listenin and tokin to me about my xin shi (heart-related problems.)thnx eva especially tho! random: i need to cut my nails.. lolx... mum's comin bak on tuesday nite, wednesday mornin.. really need a hug from her.. hAPpy mother's day.. i miss my dad too.. he smsed me sunday.. we sms chatted.. so cool huh? lol.. yea missing them to bits.. daddy mummy i love you.. To DAdi n mAmi, ][loving you is like the last teardrop falling from my face. ][oweis sweet, oweis there, oweis ends with a smile :) ][missing you. - - - > ur lil girl oweis. bAk to the Feelings..
Thursday, May 11, 2006, 5/11/2006 10:51:00 pm ♥
well bak to the life of mE.. toDAyy thUrsdayyy me had ST102 tutorials rite.. n thnn it was dylan gav us a like practical.. we had to do impromptu toks where u gotta get up and pick a no. for ur topic and tok for one minute.. well ppl had.. what's ur favourite food, what's ur hobby, (wat else...) what's the meaning of life.... buT guess what i had to tok about.. u think sex education should be taught? ... HAHahhaa i was like..sTREsssed.. n u kno me.. im nervous when it comes to speeches... well i said.. "Umm.. SEX education should be taught but not to primary sch students coz then they'll be running around saying sex sex sex.. (everybody laughed) and yea.. but its good for like teenagers to know coz thn u kno in the future.. yea... and yea.." << that was my tok.. hAHhahaa... sEe lah.. so unlucki topic.. LOlx.. yeah.. yeah.. newayyx life at uni has been ok.. other thn the assignments and stuff.. life becoming lonelyy... at home.. nothing much to do.. i want to lose weight. but i think the stress has overtaken me n been gulging on omost nethin i see... bad.. but true... soo i decided to start on a diet like 2 weeks ago.. nv worked... this time im goin to do it for sure.. exercise and diet.. hopefulli i'll lose wEigHt.. i wanna lose weight as in u can see the difference not jus weight.. inches! lolx.. siGhhhh hoPE one dayy i can.... my goaL is .. 55kg! lolx think i can do it? well i havent been tt light in like 8 yrs... mb 10? i GoTTa tRyyy harDerr~!! iT'll make me moRE confidEnt i reckon.. i duNno.. self esteem is quite low.. used to be high.. i dunno wat happened... wiSH me luCk on my quEst.. hopefulli one day i'll bloG.. "im 55!!! years old.. HAhahaha jkjkk 55kg!!!" lOlx it'll be happy time for mee.. LOlx!! wow imagine me bloggin at 55.. okkk lolx.. im goin to go NOw... takEcare PPls... nietnite sweETdREAmmx... guEss wat.. im bak to the same feelings foR kEll kEll.. is this on off feeling normal? so weirD.. ok thnnn.. i better go.. LOlx!!!! takECAreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. muaXmuAxx0o0 THE CHOSEN ONE
Saturday, May 06, 2006, 5/06/2006 10:17:00 pm ♥
i was using jien's account to tok to eVA! yess this is the story of THE CHOSEN ONE!EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: what u guys doin/ ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: ohhhh ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: im goin to blog and thn we watchin movies ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: lolx EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: umm ok EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: random EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: blog? ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: yeah!!! ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: about my chosen one ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: LOLx ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: cozzz ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: after karaoke EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: buffy? ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: N0o0o0o0 EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: hahahaha ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: ok ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: neway ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: it a guy we met at the bus port ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: me n him ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: we had eye contact.. we like turned to look at each other and stared.. but he was drinkin water.. thn.. after tt.. we turn to look away at the same time ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: and thn we took the same bus ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: but he didnt come down at bullcreek.. EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: hahaha woah spooky man ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: so.. i concluded that he is not the chosen one... EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: no...i dun think so too ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: n oso i concluded that there are many chosen ones out ther... ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: hAHHAhHAhaa EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: so chosen manys? ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: wat u mean EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: chosen polys EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: well one means like..one ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: u dun get wat i mean do u ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: oh yeahhh ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: i c ic EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: yeahh EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: hahahha ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: chosen one>S< ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: ones ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: lOlx EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: hahah tru tru EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: was he cute? ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: super! haha not realli. ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: but yea ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: we had magic! for a while~ ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: and thn at the bus.. we sat like so close... with the isle in the middle.. ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: yup ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: i din evn kno until jennie told me ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: "i think it was fate!" ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: HAHAHHAHAHa EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: whahaha! he probly does stop at bullcreek but missed it cuz he was daydreaming abt u EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: whahahah ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: wait wait ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: he got up but he nv got off the bus.. ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: prob wanted to like stop me or somethin but thn somethin pulled him bak.. ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: sighh ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: he should hav made a move man ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: hahahahaa EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: well u were around ur frends EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: thats intimidating ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: only jienni EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: yeah EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: still ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: but who would think that jennie is intimidating ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: mb i was wrong to start with EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: no...jennies got copper hair EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: thats intimidating ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: 0o0o0 ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: mb mb ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: heiii i got red ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: RED ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: more intimidating~ ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: ! EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: tru EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: and with the colours combined EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: omg EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: thats scary ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: i m captain colour! ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: captain color he's our hero ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: gonna take polution down to zero~! EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: aye aye mon capiton ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: wats tt EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: u got it my captain ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: cookers.. can i copy n paste this convo in my blog ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: coz i cant be bothered bloggin it again ~::][ ĴěŅ =( ŜīĿŁү Gá£][ ::~ wow im Dr Jen.. says: >.< EvAaAaAaAaAaA! - boo! says: hahaha sure thing hope i see him again~ hahahahhahahaha stressified!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006, 5/03/2006 11:41:00 pm ♥
its been intense assignment and jus uni work for two weeks now and counting... goin to have a mental breakdown after i finish an assignment tonite.. i hope i finish it.. sigh.. havent been online chat for ages.. breaking down ne moment... |
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