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Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 11/29/2006 04:57:00 am ♥
well stress is over.. more thn over.. hahaha.. well at least until it is resurrected again tt is.. now i cant do that constipated face tt i oweis do.. lolx..exams were alrite u kno.. the usual.. stress for good reason ^^ lol.. not realli.. buT yeahh.. i hear birds chirrpin now.. is 5 am.. y i cant slp.. i dunno y.. buT yea.. haha i'll slp soon and toml cuRry puffs at cookz~ lolx.. fun and excited~ hahaha mb tts why i cant slp~ but its goin to kill me when i waake up i think.. hAhahaa well rachael's birthday was at perth foreshore.. it was realli nice actualli.. enjoYed iT~ lOlx.. and Thn tt nite.. wEnt to harbourside.. first clubbin experience ~ the place was.. disappointingli.. small.. hahaa.. n music was unknown to the ears.. =x well.. my ears tt is.. but yea.. danceable~ lolx.. thing is we went bak earli.. so much for stayin up all nite lOlx.. but i think of clubbin more of an exercise thn a normal outing.. hahaha... yeah.. newayy the next nite.. went to metros for my first as well.. now tts a big place u can go dancin at lOlx! errrr dun like it how its packed tho.. i got attacked three times and so i decided to move to an area with no ass grabbin -_-;; .. yeah n tt day.. was kinda made to wear a skirt out.. well tt was my first time wearing a skirt out with fwens as well.. so yea.. was a new experience.... uhuh~ and now im playin games lOlx with buM.. rappelz mostli.. maple with rolz.. well yeah.. gettin ther.. Lolx.. these games are addictiv u kno.. HAha.. OMG TOML CURRY PUFFS.. well TODAYY~!! in another ooooo 7 hours?! we start the shoppin for potatos! do u kno how much potatos cost? cookz was jus wonderin.. lOlx!! made me wander too .. "i dunno wats goin to happen- if i dun hear ur voice..." love, xia0-zhen Saturday, November 18, 2006, 11/18/2006 01:45:00 am ♥
brain dead... goin to slp after this...and so my life goes on... crammin for exams.. man its coming~!~!! examS are coming... some ppl hav oredi finished their exams while i have to sit aimlessly tryin to get all the knowledge i need for the units im takin.. stress.. super duper stress.. n PMS doesnt help.. well at least its over soon~ .. hahaha.. im stresss and depresss.... mum went home.. and i cried to slp the nite b4 and the nite she went home.. felt empty and lonely.. the house doesnt hav the life tt it has when mum's around.. sighyaya~ mum says we goin to goldcoast in feb for holiz and thn goin to SYDNEY~! yipeee~ dunno for how lonG but.. haha! im happi xD first exam 21st HB101... wish mE luck... pls hElp me~! " wish u were here ... " love, xia0-zhen >_<;;
Monday, November 13, 2006, 11/13/2006 01:33:00 am ♥
mb i think too much.. i dunno.. i miss him already..neway.. study isnt goin as planned.. im super dead i guess.. relationships do keep ur head occupied.. i hav to agree.. but still i hav to study well and hard! need as much motivation as i can get! need someone to nag me and tell me the reasons why im studyIn.. to be a doctor! biggest motivation ever.. n i sometimes forget.. does tt mean my determination isnt ther.. tts bad isnt it? man.. i hope i get into medicine.. so i can explore life.. lalala my life.. ur life.. its an adventure i reckon.. last nite.. i had a dream.. my first dream of tai.. we were in singapore.. at first we were still on the phone and yeah somehow i knew wher he was goin to be the next day so i surprised him stood next to him and thn he realised i was next to him.. after tt we walked.. in orchard.. n thn started =P kissin =x could hear the heart racing his heart racing as well.. its like we couldnt stop.. =x hAHhaa sowi for the info.. hope no one reads this.. but yea... i think i fell hard this time.. it hurts.. not bein with him.. i kno some ppl may think.. i onli met him online.. but yea.. i dun fall tt easy.. if not id be googoo with evry guy fwen on my list -_-;; tts not true so blehx! neway im like typin realli softly so my mum doesnt hear me.. so hmm i think i better go slp now.. sweetdreams.. i'll blog toml ^^ "when u fall, it hurts.. but now ther's someone ther to help u up..." love, xia0-zhen glad to be bak
Friday, November 10, 2006, 11/10/2006 04:01:00 pm ♥
been a long time yet again tt i've blog in ages again.. HAhahah does tt make sense? lol newayy im happi to say that i did pass the drivin test despite all the naggin she gave me.. maybe it turned out good in the end.. lol~ thnx for tt~ well.. atm.. its exam period.. and yes.. stress timE again.. evn tho my exam is in a week and a bits time.. i feel liKE i wonT be able to make it thru the journey of stuDyland.. everythin has been goin orite i guess.. except this semester has been quite slack.. cant blame no one but myself..i guess ur beggin me to tell u how my "love" life is goin.? lolx.. hahahaha not realli.. but i'll tell u neway.. i realise when i like someone too much.. i'll kinda avoid him ... so.. i guess this is the stage wheR i m rite now.. i find the simplest thing and make it into a huge one.. hMm not very goOD buT.. tts how i work... its called the petty jasmine stage.. hoPE i dun keep this up... i think im ruNnin away.. again.. i still think he's the one tho.. jus.. i dunno.. my mind is full confoose.. this long distance thing wont work i dun think.. im not tt patient nowadays.. or mb.. i dun kno how to do it nemore.. previousli.. long distance nv worried me much.. i dunno y its botherin me now.. should i jus keep it simple and stay fwens~ atm i think tts the best way i guess.. but i kno he doesnt want to be jus fwens.. tts y.. ther aint a easy way out.. so i want to keep track of wat i get for bday gifts?! lOlx.. 4. cookz - stripey top! ^^ 5. serenez - diamony chocker~ so pwetty! 6. rachaelz - swan necklace~ so cUtex! and so jasmine is gettin older and older each day.. lOlx.. today i drove heaps and heaps.. so far i've onli done 8 hours and a biT.. tts about 35% mark to the finish line of 25 hours~ n thn hazard tesT! anDD woOT! the P plates are on~ mwaha.. apparentli not mani ppl trust my drivin.. well jus my tWo "wonderful" brothers.. i guess tts not too bad.. lOlx.. i've seen worst drivin i guess xD i had a dream tt i was suppose to drive across a bridge tt had a gap in the middle.. n my speed wasnt rite.. so guess wat.. the car - a tarago.. jus fell into the ocean.. as we were fallin.. mum said "freeway oso cannot.. haix~" wat message is this? eeyer.. i think coz i cant control my speed very well.. haha.. oh wells.. n so i have to go get ready soon coz steph is comin to pik me up .. we goin to hav steamboat yet again and sing K at utopia ^^~ fUn fun i gues.. n TOml shouLd be serious studYIn and Thn bREak to woRk.. lol.. i m so not followin my timetable.. well hopefulli i blog more frequent so i can look bak at this in the future and laugh at myself more.. LOlx.. well i'll tty againz sometimez.. lOlx.. takecare and smIle towards another day ^^ xoxoxo the hardest thing to say is "i love you" love, xia0-zhen |
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