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i dunno this feeling..
Thursday, December 07, 2006, 12/07/2006 11:34:00 pm ♥
im leavin for singapore in a few hours now...dun think i'll be able to slp tonite... i cried the other nite.. it was after anime.. a touching ending.. and thinking about how its like not to tok to him... i cried myself to slp again.. part of me wants to go to singapore but part of me doesnt.. most part of me doesnt actualli... i feel.. somewhat selfish... how i m actualli willing to leave my friends/family for someone... i seem to be pushin thm aside.. but i dun kno how to stop this feeling... some may think its foolish.. i think tt too sometimes.. i find myself not caring as much for others than i used to... n that's i think.. a bad change.. as for him.. part of me wants to run away and part of me wants to continue this wanderin relationship... i realli... feel lost... i dowan to be broken.. i dowan to continue a relationship that never goin to work.. i dowan to think of this but.. its true... i think im oredi falling too deep and if i continue.. i mite jus lose myself.. and realli realli not care... nemore... more selfishness.. mb he thinks tt way too.. but its so hard to tok about it with him.. isnt tt a bad sign too ? "only person i hate now.. is myself.." thoughts from xia0-zhen .~ |
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