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Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 3/27/2007 08:19:00 pm ♥
The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love language is probablyQuality Time with a secondary love language being Acts of Service. Complete set of results
InformationUnhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.Take the quiz so im bak.. lol
3/27/2007 07:11:00 pm ♥
okiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii WOAHHH alot has happened but nothin that significant.. haha.. well.. i did gamsat.. was a realli realli tiring day... coz i onli had 2-3 hours slp before it.. and while waitin for the test to start... i fell aslp.. omg.. terrible.. LOlx.. newayy i met a fwen.. her name is jaslyn.. haha.. n i was like omg my name is jasmine. HAHAHah!!! isnt tt weird.. lolx ... she shared half her fish burger with me durin our one hour break.. nice girl.. from singapore too ^_^ amazin how much similarities we hav.. lolx..section 2 was a kik in the ass for me.. while everyone was doin 5 pages for each essay i was stuck with 1 and a bit.. gr8 work jas.. haha.. i'll jus tell myself tt until my results come out.. lolx... and yea.. so now.. im suppose to do my palm cards for that presentation i have toml and make a reference list of the articles we all collected.. but.. im too lazy... why oh why.. hahaha.. well i'll prob do it after this blog ^-^ lalala.... wat else has been happenin? serene! my ducki fwen.. hahaha... we've been stayin over at each other's house and my house is makin her eat like cwazyy.. lolx.. =x not my fault.. haha.. we havent been goin to gym at all either.. jus wait.. till i join it.. so i dun get jibbed.. lolx.. hopefulli i'll go when i can ^^ n not waste moneyy ~ hehehe... n thnn i will lose weight! i'll show ya! hahaha i kno i say tt every year.. but i realli wan to lol oki.. well winter has finally come.. and thers tt daylight savings thing tt ended.. so now we are same time as china and singapore and malaysia and well SEA.. lOlx i gotta start gettin fitt!!! omg omg omg.. i wan to show ppl i can actualli control.. but i kinda had so much carbs today.. it was a carb day.. until i felt sick.. lolx not eatin tonite for sure ^^ oki.. i gotta start at least at 9.. its 7.35 now.. x/ OMG OMG OMG ICEY ICE~~!!!! its the best dessert i've had in ages!!!!! gotta try!!! its on william st ahahhaha!! go!!!! if not ask me to take u ther coz OMG Its yUMMm~!!!! it yum beyond imaginaTIon~!!! sooo now i dunno wat to blog but i dun wanna stop bloggin coz tt means i gotta start work .. AhAHa..x.. ssoooo slack.. loLx.. lalalallalalalalalala.. im lonely.... ppl readin this.. come visit me pls.. haha... i need someone to make me study!!!!! lolx... n protect me from my evil brotherS!!~!!!! hahahahhaha im goin crazy... newayy yeahhh i should realli get to tt work.. its onli 7.53.. hahhahaha im like lazing... chatin on msn and bloggin~ hehehe oki thn.. takecare everyone ^^ love, xia0-zhen ^^ Saturday, March 17, 2007, 3/17/2007 04:35:00 pm ♥
oki this is another blog when i find myself not being able to start sTUdyin or doin work lOlx..well.. atm.. im back to normal.. no more weiRd WeiRd wEird feelings.. lOlx.. no matter how much i think he's perfect ther should be other ppl out ther.. tho a small fraction.. haha.. well.. uni has been.. lets see... veri unorganised so far... im not veri hardworkin as i used to be.. gettin lazy-er huh? =x haha.. but oh wells.. still good i guess.. no assessments yet.. but soon.. lolx.. uMm.. so... i've got heaps i gotta do but im so stressed and in denial.. its difficult for me to start.. SighHh... parents jus went bak n im feelin somehow.. a bad daughter.. din realli spend time with thm.. seemed like i chose friends over family.. tho family should be more important.. i miss thm more this time... dearly.. so lets try make a list of things i hav to do... - get bak on track with everything.. - do my group assignment - study for gamsat - wash my car - stopp being distracted one more thing i gotta say... uuuuuuummmmmmmmmm.. i forgot! wat the? hahaha dun think it was tt important but this is weiRd.. ahahaa.. u kno u hate it when u cant remember wat u goin to say.. it bothers u the whole day... i'll jus let it go... oh yeah.. hahahaha i made a decision... not to confess to ppl tt i like thm.. man it always turns out bad.. hahha... man u kno i feel weird now thinkin back.. i dunno who i was then.. HAHAha! kk.. found myself again ^_^ i lOVe me! =x love, xia0-zhen loved and lost?
Friday, March 02, 2007, 3/02/2007 09:28:00 pm ♥
well.. uni has started.. many things hav happened..i told him everything.. every single feeling i held deep down in me.. i told him... i told him how he was perfect.. how i feel like i dun exist... how i sound like a desperate loser all the time... how i fell for him harder every single day... tho he replied with those words of rejection.. its not like i dunno.. i kno.. but i think i've jus fallen too deep... but it was a big load that i lifted of my heart before the uni started.. which had me think.. mb im jus over reacting again? but this time i dont think so.. im really scared of losin him.. he told me he allowed me to interact with other guys.. -__-.. i nv felt like he did... sometimes i jus wan him to admit how he feels about me.. coz.. he prob jus afraid as i m... he brought up our distance.. i mean.. i don wanna hav a long dist too.. but the reason y i told him is not to hav a relationship.. its more like.. tryin to get him to tell me how he feels.. coz i need confirmation... sometimes i wonder.. how fate has led us to meet online.. tho i would never turn bak the hands of time for he has given me more than happiness but security in life.. tt somewher out ther... someone does care... someone shared the same feelings as i did as a child.. someone who might understand me and protect me.. someone who listens... someone who can oweis be ther when in time of need.. after that confession.. i was upset.. more heartbroken than i was.. it felt tiring having to tell him constantly how i felt.. it was just tiring.. i had talks with my close friends and was ready to giv up.. n so the decision was made.. n i really gave up.. i had no urge to call him, no urge to tok to him, no urge to have nethin to do with him... n then i asked myself.. what hav i become? whers the me i kno? i would never giv up like tt.. but i felt like i really did... or mb it was jus the denial.. i denied havin to hav ne feelings other thn fwenship for him.. mb it was my arrogance.. tt onli lasted for 2 days ... i dun think i actually gave up... tho i told him i did.. i dun think he knows how difficult it actually is for me.. to say "i give up..." n mean it.. sometimes we can hate love no matter how great it makes u feel. i love u. xiao-zhen* |
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