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when im lost..
Sunday, April 29, 2007, 4/29/2007 10:09:00 pm ♥

"when i'm lost... in the rain... in my heart i kno i'll find the light to light my wayyy... "

im stayin strong... its been about 4 days.. and counting... im tryin to stay strong without him.. tryin to be independent.. tryin not to live only becoz of one person... im tryin to live for.. myself... y cant i go bak to the way life wasnt filled with love and caress.. sometimes i wonder if i ever shoulda gotten in a relationship at a young age.. thn i wouldnt kno wat itd be like to hav someone next to u , supporting u, caring for u, being ther for u when ur in need... sometimes.. i wonder... if i never had tt someone... i wouldnt feel like this right now.. i wouldnt know how it feels to hav someone special ther.. n so i wouldnt want to have someone.. n i wouldnt miss that feeling of love and being cared... sometimes im jus lonely...

its not jus neone... its tt one person... tt makes ur heart crumble to lil pieces over 2pid lil things... everythin he/she says gives new meaning to ur thoughts and usual mindset... everythin changes.. how u respond how u behave how u fweekin do nethin n/or evwythin.. its annoying...

sighhhhh... i think tommy is havin a nightmare.. he's snoring n makin noises of sufferin!! =x should i wake him up? sighhh

"why dun u go ur way.. n i'll go mine... live ur life.. n i'll live mine... baby u'll do well.. and i'll be fine.. coz we're better off.. separated.. " (sighh...)

"i'll walk away so u dun see me cry "...

stayin strong... tho my heart aches everytime someone leaves me alone... depression close to its highest....

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If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

-usher, separated

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ther was never love betwn us neway... it was jus me..

i dun wan to love again.. dun giv me signs.. leave me alone~
my heaRT is not meant for this..
>> xia0-zhen




Tuesday, April 03, 2007, 4/03/2007 10:54:00 pm ♥

Everybody needs
Somebody who'll be there
Someone to wipe the tears and make you smile
So if you need someone
That will not judge you when you fall
No matter what you've done
My love will answer when you call

So after your heart's been torn in two
And you just don't know what to do
After the rain has come and gone
And the sun still won't shine
After your friends have walked away
And you've run out of words to say
After you've tried everything else
Then try me.

Life can make you cry
And hurt you deep inside
I promise you I know the pain you feel
So if you let me love you
I can take those clouds away
I'll fill you up with joy
And all your wrong, I will erase.

So after your heart's been torn in two
And you just don't know what to do
After the rain has come and gone
And the sun still won't shine
After your friends have walked away
And you've run out of words to say
After you've tried everything else
Then try me.

Even though you hurt me
And sometimes forget my name
My love is unconditional
That means that it will never ever change

So after your heart's been torn in two

And you just don't know what to do
After the friends has come and gone
Still won't shine
After your friends have walked away
Run out of words to say
Tried everything else
Tried everything else
Tried everything else
Said you can, you can try me
Try Me
Try me
Try me
Try me
Call me
Try me
So whatever you need
You can try me
Oh