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Friday, June 15, 2007, 6/15/2007 09:29:00 pm ♥
okiiii sooooo i havent blogged in a while again... hahaha oh wells.. tough luck! lolx... i dunno.. hahahahaha newayyyyyy its been exam week and yeahhh i'm havin my lil holiday to compensate for winter terms lol... my last exam is next fridayyy still got a week hohoho! plenty of time to study :P:P soooooo i shall tell u abouT my slpless night and headachessss oMG... stresss..... sunday.. i decided to slp at 11 becoz monday was my first exam yea? so yeahhh slp earli wakeup earli n study /crammm and go do exam.. BUT noooo... 11 i tried my hardest to slp.. half feeling hungry and half stressed out... coz i onli had 2 slices of french toast that lasted the whole day... man.. study can do so much to ur hunger stimulator.. sooo i tried gulpin down a milo to help me slp... eventualli i did fall aslp... now... my wonderful brother johnny comes in at 12.45 and goes "GIRL! SERENE SAYS UR SMOKING COCCAINE?!" n i woke up .. the FIRST THING i did was look at the time OMG!!!! it was onli 12.45...... aM.... i thot itd be ready for me to go to sch... -_- sooooo i tried to go bak to bed...... rolling around.. i even did situps... to make meself tired... after tt din work.. i did push ups... n dat din work either.. ok newayyy about the coccaine thing... my internet went bonkus.. sooo i got my friend TAI... to tell my other friend not to worrry to wake me up.... n tai told serenE using my account that "i smoking coccaine"... zzzz he wants to die so bad! lolx... hahahahahaha neway yeah.. dats how it all started... man... i had headaches for ages ... monday was a headachey day... i was rollin around the bed till 4am i decided... if by 4.30 i dun fall aslp.. i wont bother evn sleeping.. and soooooooo i took a shower and started studyin again.. and headed to uni... i was yawnin and havin the biggest headache everrrr for the whoLE dayyy and it didnt recover till the next day.. after that exam i went home and slpt for 4 hours.. got up watched tv and started studyin for the next exammm which was on tuesday.. OMGOMGOMG... headachesss againnnnn.... HhahahAa.. newayyyy after that exam.. i met up with serene at the city library~ found out tt the computers were accesible to internet... now tt everythin is powered by google.. lol... n thnnn we went to tony&guy cozzz serene's friend theresa.. she needed hair models to do her training ~ pretty cool~ we got our hair done curlyyy~ got it washed and treatment and everything! lolx.. pretty cool~ apparentli i din look any different lOlx accordin to adam.. coz my hair was oredi curly to begin with =x oh wells.. it smelt nice and it was more distinctive the curls.. HEhehe!! yeahhh... after tuesdayy i jus relaxed my butt off.. went bak to playin audition hohoho! but gotta start studyin again hei x= lolx... okiiii nowwww for the thoughts tt been pacing in my mindd..... - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - i looked through my blog.. and... i realised.. everytime i "fall out of likiing someone", someone new just pops up to help me through.. and thn i get myself in the me mess all over again... so i decided... to give up on love and concentrate on studies and familyyyy and friendsss... "ther are days i make it thru and nights that never end...." i just wanna ... NVM! hahahahahaha newayyy random.. i feel like eating chocolate for some reason.. noooo whyyyy chocolate cravingss noooooooo!!!!!! this is baddddd... i wanna loose weight!!!!!! why isit so hard to loose weight x/ my baby tommy is in pain on his right side... and adam is pissing me off... he goes "what did u do to tommy?" if its nebody's fault...its him.. he treats tommy like shit.. its evil.. i dunno which part of the planet he comes from or how he was brought up.. he's evil!!!!!! i mean.. its so evil.. i cry when he does it.... my poor baby.. its not like i dun do nethin to help. but when i do.. he snatches him bak -_-... i realli hate him sometimes -_-.. he jus gets on my nerves.... sighhhhhhh........ im realli... grrrr... sighhhhh HAIYAaaaaaaaaa! lala.. hehe
Saturday, June 02, 2007, 6/02/2007 11:12:00 pm ♥
hmm i think its been ages huh.. the first blog for the month.. hehe.. well... ofcoz as life goes on.. many things happen.. lol... let me recall and share with u the wonders in my life.. man tt sounds so weird.. OH WELLS hohoho....hmm today? i cut my lil bro's hair.. well he's not lil.. he's like 17 this yr.. and is bigger and taller than me... so hmmm.. i must say my hairdressin skills can be so called a born talent.. hahaha =x sorry for being thick skinned.. but yea.. it turned out pretty stylishh.. lol.. i gave him a layered fringe.. short back.. side burns.. that were thinned-down.. and spike-able top... lOlx! very asian.. im seriousli thinkin of goin to japan for a hairdressin course... if i dun get into medicine.. hehe.. either dat or cookin course.. im startin to like cookin.. :O maybe the mother characteristics are sinkin in.. i dont know.. i realli dont know... lol! the other day.. a random compliment came out by surprise by my friend aubrey.. we were having our usual walks down from psychology tutorial down to the train station... ran into the train coz it was about to leave in like 1 min!.. lol.. so we sat down and had our usual casual chats about life and stuff... he said "you have compassion.. that's why i think u'd make a good doctor.. compassion is important.." rendering me speechless for a few seconds.. that was sweet of him.. usualli he doesnt open up.. one of those guys dat's too man to show weakness.. after that he toked about his famili.. seems to oweis do.. lol! he's a family kinda guy.. lol.. he studies.. not for the sake of it.. but he finds it interesting.. so occasionally u'll get a ownage from him tellin u off like saying "dont you find this stuff interesting" i mean i do.. but i cant be bothered readin it.. hahah =x he's got a very interestin character.. very proper.. loves sports.. he's built.. but short.. haha.. =x i think im taller thn him :O lol.. he reads newspapers.. and watches documentaries.. he calls us immature mostli.. all the time.. HAHA!!! oh wells.. gotta live life right... he's so proper.. its so difficult to disturb him.. haha.. and when u see him laugh.. its like a big accomplishment.. lol! yeah omg.. a paragraph jus on him.. hahaa.. mb i should just right a whole blog about my uni friends.. coz they're really seriousli interesting people.. sammi, joseph, katrina, richard, april lol.. our lil gang... not forgettin stephanie my lab partner! lol.. not sayin that my high sch friends arnt interesting.. man if i had time i'd rite about everyone i kno in one blog hei.. haha.. everyone is so interesting.. =_= lol i sound so hmm weird.. but yea.. i like observin ppl and their behaviour and responses.. who they are realli... i wanna understand ppl.. not jus how i would see it but how others... yea.. but i think that's just impossible x/ i mean u'll never be able to understand fully what someone feels or think.. tts jus my point of view ^^ what else has happened? well.. exams are comin soon.. i havent started studying.. i hope i get distinctions and hDs... i realli do.. if my gamsat doesnt make it.. my GPA might jus be the key to gettin me into medicine.. coz i realli do wanna be a doctor.. no matter how hard it might sound.. its worth all the stress in the world... i hope i grow up to be more stronger.. emotionally and mentally... coz.. at the moment.. i think that's my weakness... i mean even if i get into med grade wise.. interviews gotta be good too.. this is totally stressin me out heaps n heaps... i should realli giv up internet too.. rather than sittin infront of the computer for hours.. i should read up and study and actualli show that im striving.. determined.. instead of jus saying it.. i should do it... but.. honestli i dont think that will happen.. giving up net is jus... difficult nowadays.. technology got us trapped wher she wants us.. very soon our eyeballs can be unattached and glued onto the computer screen.. hahahaa... interestin thought.. anyway.. after exams.. im taking winter term yet again.. not for ethics this time.. but theology.. how exciting! hehe.. crammin for 2 weEks yippeee ~ hehe.. soo after the EXAM! mwaha.. and thn holiz! one week tho.. but still enough.. ehehe.. i might be goin bak to singapore ^^" that's something to look forward to too! hehE.. goin to meet up with ppls i havent seen in agesss~ hehe cant wait~ mmm n the big singapore sale! woot!! lol.. i gotta loose weight in a month ok startin toml! no more carbs.. more exercise... go me! i can do it! lolx... mmm well.. wat else has been goin on... well.. personally i think i've changed.. in a bad way.. im more critical about things and people now.. i talk about ppl behind their backs.... not usual for me.. but yea.. its badddd!! i dunno wat happened.. mb im influenced too muchhh =x its not like im sayin stuff that arnt true.. jus how i honestly feel about ppl.. that's all.. if someone asked me about it.. i wouldnt worry.. coz its the truth.. shouldnt be afraid of the truth.. honesty is realli important for me.. if i catch u lying... it might ruin the whole reputation i have on u.. haha... i mean like lying in serious matters.. lying to cover up.. is jus.. coward i reckon.. not sayin i've never done tt.. but to me.. its coward.. im a coward at times.. yesss newayy i think i've blogged enough for today.. lol.. im goin to read my previous bloggg.. haha coz im jus bored.. and should be studyin.. i will later... hehe.. but now.. i'll jus rest.. maigosh its oredi 12 am... zzz din notice the alarm went off and i stopped it =_= lol! super blur.. tts wat i m.. hehe.. well.. i'll go now then.. takecare and keep smiling.. =) i mite change my blogskin too.. love, xia0-zhen <3<3 hugs* thers more lovin.. im adding in! hahaha.. an adventuress << is tt a word? lol.. buT yea... it was adventuress ! the trip down to mundaringg! lol with stephanie.. it started off with excitement and lets see.. hahaha ongoing excitement and hunger-y stummy grumbling with anger.. lOlx! it was a smashing half an hour trip! stephanie was the driver and i.. the direction-er.. haha! when we got ther.. it was freeezingggggg... i mean.. it was ... SUPERRRR cold.. lol! shoulda worn more.. but its ok... my muscles were working ^^" lolx it was called "little caesars" we even got a menu as a souvenir.. lol newayyy when we got ther we just wanted to eat everythin on the menu.. seriousli.. they were mouthwatering.. LOl!! ended up orderinggg wedgess mmmm and pisagne (lasagne pizza) and chicken fetuccine pizza~ ... waited like 25 minutes for our food~ oMG.. but it was worth it.. soooooo nice!!!! lolx!!!! we din end up finishin tho.. but yea.. it was yumm.. so we took away the left overs.. we oso ordered an apple strudel pizza dessert.. was nice and interesting~ lolx! but not wat i expected.. LOlx!! thn we happily drove all the way back in our cars singing to songs on the radio~ LOL!!! it was a funn funn day.. lol!!! only with the crazy stephanie who is willing to drive all the way ther that we can experience this kinda satisfaction in our lives.. hahahaha! x= thankyou steph! hehee love, zhennnnn <3 |
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