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Tuesday, July 31, 2007, 7/31/2007 04:33:00 pm ♥

second day of uni.. LOLx.. it was orite.. lol.. kinda fell aslp at the end.. coz din slp as earli yesterday.. x/ lOlx.. oh wells.. hehe.. hmm.. newayyy.. i onli had one lecture ^^ ehehhehe XD anatomy and physiology.. eric miles.. the lecturer.. i had him for tute in first yr first sem for anatomy.. lol.. his tone.. can realli fall aslp.. lOlx..

anywayyy afterrr lecture.. i took the train to city to meet with evy pandyy LOL we looked at dresses.. n den got lost for a while while tryin to find the bus stop HAhA! anwayy we ran to the bus.. door closed on us but driver was kind enough to open it for us.. he goes "LUCKY luckyy" LOLx!!

UWA met up with CHONG JIAN YANG lol.. under the "bell tower" its.. actualli a clock towwer... dunno wher we got bell from LOL! newayy.. after tt.. followed him to his club thing.. it was expo day apparentli.. lolx.. den had wedges.. coz we were hungry.. after tt.. met up with ama.. serene appeared too and michelle o_0 lol! thx serene for gettin my asia and msu card LOL.. amanda was helpin me find mine but.. couldnt coz serene got it xD tho ama found jodies.. lol

newayyy.. after tt we went to sf's to get ama's hair straightener.. lOL! den chat chat to sf a while.. n thn evy ama n me went to easy way get bbt and thn go to saigon and shared lunch lol! thx thm both for treatin me T_T lol hehe xD

after that.. home lor.. but it started raining lOlx.. so sad.. X/ den adam called so i go pick him up.. den .. home lor.. like tt.. tts all.. dull dull day.. lol.. xD i mite go gym soon.. 5 oclock soon.. haha! free parkin! hoho! lolx lalalallalalalala..

im goin to be either depress or happy nxt week.. WISH ME LUCKK lOlx!!
love, xia0-zhenn o.o.




omg outdated!
Monday, July 30, 2007, 7/30/2007 02:29:00 pm ♥

oki.. i never noticed how outdated i was.. HAHa... no wonder ama keep sayin update.. it only felt like a few days since i last blogged! hoho! sooooo i'll start from today baK ba? lOlx... well......... ama.. my life is like this... AHHAHHAHA

today was the first day of second semester... it rained.. again... T_T do u get emo when u walk in the rain alone.. yes yes i do.. shoosh.. HAaha! ok.. first day i had biochemistry.. walked from the train station to the nursing sch.. wher our lecture was being held... wind was actualli pushing me as i walk la.. so like no need energy.. jus wheee go.. lol.. faster thn my running speed! ahhahaa.. i had the same treatment walking bak to the trainstation too.. except it was heavier rain pouring down on me..

biochemistry lecture.. quite happy la.. get to meet all my friends again.. LOL.. no one changed.. which is good.. lolx.. all still blur blur, sian sian.. but they never seem to die off picking on me.. i went into the biochem lecture.. we got this asian lecturer called Hahn LY.. harnly ^^ lol.. she's nice.. but she got a realli strong accent.. but i can understand her at least o_0. i didnt fall aslp! n i woke up bright and earli too.. well not tt earli.. but i wasnt tempted to slp in for another 5 minutes.. lOlx! take that evil BEd! lolx

straight after lec.. got tutorials.. had this "test" pretty simple stuff.. like conversions.. and mole calculations.. blah blah.. quite orite worth onli 2% so not too worried about tt.. mmm first day and a test.. kinda surprised.. i din evn kno we had tutorials on the first week... neway... after tt.. had lunch with sammi and katrina.. den.. went to see prof greg.. but.. chris and aubrey both said.. he was busy.. so... i jus stayed and chatted with aubrey till he had to go to his tutorials.. den went home.. jus like i said before.. the wind helped me walk.. LOL.. n den ran to the bus.. the door closed on me T_T but lucki the driver saw me.. tho he gav me this annoyed look when i came in.. i was stunned.. =x was goin to say thanku but pfft forgot.. lol...

i MISSED my stop AGAIN!!!! the bus was so fogged up.. couldnt see a thing outside.. and when it stopped at my stop and the door close i wiped the glass and was like OH SHii...aHHhT!.. so i got off the next stop and walked in the rain.. lucki i wore hoody today :P lolx.. yupshx.. now im at home.. infront of comp.. drinkin water.. LOlx..

soo lets go on with nethin tt happened the week before today... well.. pretty much friday and sunday were slack days spent at home..

saturday.. sf called to go harbour town to go shoppin.. but thn yea.. i oredi went on wednesday.. and sf goin with ady's friend.. whom i dunno who is.. LOL.. neayyyy i had lunch with johnny at broadway.. and den.. serene called to hav movie night.. so yay.. movie nite.. first i went to ama's house and den we both drove down to serenes.. took some pics.. =x haha.. n den.. chat chat and gossip be crazy.. haha.. n den.. we went to gelare's to get icecream with waffles... after tt.. ama dropped us at serenes and den we went to get dominos.. yes we had dominos for dinner. yumm.. went farmers to get stuff too.. i got papadums :P:P hahhaa... newayyy went bak to serene's.. eva arrived.. sooo we watched 300.. lol.. serene fell aslp a couple of times.. i jus watched and kept screaming hahahahaha saturday was a crazy day for me.. i was realli noisey... 2 reasons to explain that.. its either.. i slpt too much! or.. i din tok to tai for one day T_T ... id like to think its the slpin too much =) lol.. jien couldnt come coz she sick in bed.. at least she got a chance to rest ^^.. get well soon jien! lol after tt.. eva had to go home.. so i dropped her home and drove home... drivin at nite is extra lonely T_T

btw.. ama's fringe is cute haha! makes her look like a lil girl! hahahahaha ama dun scold me la.. its cute laaa... LOL

thursdayyy went to watch SIMPSONS mOvie with katrina.. LOlx! it was funny but was kinda normal.. i paid 12 bux.. to watch tt.. din seem veri worth it =x lol.. i rather rent out the dvd.. coz it was jus like a normal episode.. lolx! i guess wat homer said at the start was rite! lOLX!! but it was good LOL

wednesdayyy... gymed with serene in the mornin.. omost died.. haha jk.. newayy KFC for lunch.. we met up with jien n eva.. i tried the twister.. NOT BAD lol.. off to harbour town... i controlled myself :P instead of buyin things for myself.. i shopped for adam xD hehee.. well i did shop for myself.. but not much.. i bought a beanie to keep my head warm, cheap comfy colorful undies =x lolx! hahahhaa omg CCC..U, black hip band n dats it! bought adam 2 tops, a vest and a jumper! lolx.. :P im slowly changin his style hoho! sisters out ther.. hahaa.. if u hav a relatively ok relationship with ur bro.. they'd wear nethin u buy jus to show appreciation! hahahahhaa.. IM EVIL! hahaha.. not like my style is bad la.. gotta gimme credit.. LOL

newayy.. the rest of the days.. i cant realli remember wat happend.. lOlx.. i remember one day i decided to go spencer village for lunch.. i dunno when tt is.. lOl... but i picked up evyy and den we went to spencer village and met evy's victorr ther.. we ate.. murtabak.. hahhaa! tho.. we couldnt finish it.. so da bao home lor.. lol.. den i went to evy's to bum abit.. lol looked thru pictures.. and magazines and chatted.. mmmm i made friends with her naughty dog coco.. lol.. she loved me towards the end of the day.. no more barking jus.. bitin my toes and waggin her tail.. HAHha! but she prob cant remember me nemore.. lOLX...

i oso went to nishi with eva, rach and michelle.. for dinner.. lolx.... if i havent mentioned tt in my previous blog.. lolx.. lotsa catching up.. and.. hmmm new bubble tea flavor tried... TARO.. meant to be yam.. i think it was too milky.. XD din realli like it.. made me feel kinda sick =x lOl... well.. n tts all i can remember.. lol

started playin RO (ragnarok).. lol.. im lv.. 82 atm.. dunno if i still wanna continue.. =x... uni started and all too .. x/ sighs... dunno dunno..

neway ama sure wan update on tai ya? lol... i couldnt slp last nite.. called tai.. but he was slpin.. i woke him up =x he said "just lie down like an idiot..." ahhahaha.. 2pid boi -_-.. den reception cut us off.. n i jus went to slp din call him bak =x mb i jus wanted to hear his voice.. zzz i realli should stop callin him.. sighs.. i dunno... one more week.. im scared.. sighs.. oh wells.. cannot think so much cannot cannot cannot!

newayy my friend jus past his drivin test in singapore congrats to lili kor! lolx.. ok la... i shall stop here ler ^^ this blog veri long =x hahaha.. okok..

takecaree
love, xiao-zhen




Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 7/10/2007 10:13:00 pm ♥

woah ok! i have lots to say.. like my one week holiday and my stressing uni life in winter term lOL.. x/ and the feelings of heartbreak and sorrow (EMO) HAhahaa!!!

it was a full busy non stop week.. well it did stop during the weekends i think LOlx!! mONdayy went shoppin spree with cookS, bought heaps.. mm n i told myself not to do this ever again and let at least a few months past but yea.. i ended up shoppin spreeing last saturday x/ yeahhh we bought heaps xd about 200 bux each.. omg.. havent shopped so much since ever! LOLx!! sighh.. okii sooo went home slp next night

woke up tuesdayyy super earli coz had to be at michelle's by 9.30? lolx~! we went iceskatinggg!! lol the ring.. was quite empty compared to the usual night ones.. and music were all old too xd half of which we had no idea wher it came from.. mostli love songs~ so after much dispute of wher to eat.. final decision was hungry jacks ~ lol.. after tt.. we went our separate ways.. but also kinda met up at carousel to watch mmm wat was it? ohh thnx cooks.. fantastic 4~ lol.. me n sammi had popcorn chicken instead of popcorn xD lol! guess who's idea it was hohohho! chickn is the best ! newayy.. yea met michelle and her gang infront of the cinema.. lol!! they ended up watchin it too ~ hehe.. xD one thing about sammi.. she asks alot of questions during the show~~ hahahaa actualli she asks alot of questions generally... lOlx!! sometimes its hard to explain X/ oh yeah.. i was half watchin and half worryin.. coz i couldnt find my fone.. but den found it in my car.. x/ lol.. neway.. after sammi.. went to amanda's to slp over coz her darling ahcharm is comin the mornin after.. lolx.. it was nice.. we chattEd, laughed and watched JIRO! lol and played game (audition) lol... fun ^^ .. oso soup was being rid of so i took it! lolx..

wednesday morning... i swear we had 5 alarms going off.. xd as per usual im the last to get out of bed.. at least we werent late or nething... lol evy came to ama's house too ~ hehe.. n den we madE our way to the airport.. DOMESTIC.. lolx.. ended up being ONE HOUR earli.. xD sighs.. had to drive around n around.. petrol decreasing soo fast that week x/ oh wells.. i think i spent alot of money tts why im feelin realli guilty now.. X/ sighs.. okk.. newayy.. soo ahchaRm in perth.. interesting i guess lolx! amanda was happy =P hehe.. dennn we went to his hotel room.. ahpu nehneh owns it de.. the... room was.. hmmm stayable but scary.. the elevator was prob the most "die die" feeling in tt hotel.. lol.. ok sooo we set out to look for fooD~ taka's it was.. after that... hmm i dunno.. im gettin lazy to blog noww.. oh oh.. LOlx.. i'll jus skim thru la.. spent the night at amanda's again lolx.. made a beautiful map for her jus incase she got lost in the city.. hehe..

thursdayyy.. got up but kept slpin and sayin "2 mins!" lolx.. xD n denn.. set out to the cityy~ and dropped her to ahcharm.. den go home ... i think dat they i spent it online.. and thn at nite.. hmm brought parents to eat at northbridge.. we had italian.. and then iceyice.. lolx..

friday.. i dun think i did much today.. was meant to go out with cooks and michelle but thn din end up.. so.. hmm i dunno wat happened i prob jus spent it with fam lolx.. or mb went to get my laptop fixed.. hmm dun think so tho.. i dunno hehe and den yeahhh ~ xD at night i brought my parents to kimchee korean restaurant.. heehee they loved it~ like obsessed now.. keep on wantin to go ther lol..

saturdayy... went to eat with parents lolx! at broadway and did the grocery shoppin hehee.. dennn picked up yang from garden city coz he went to watchh transformers.. lol!! thn xun pian go pick up amanda n sf from ama house den go home~ lol got stuff dropped adam and den go sf house.. at northbridge.. her house nice oo apartment lai de.. lol.. den we play jenga =x ama n me crazy jenga players.. lol i miss it hahaha.. newayyy after tt ama go eat din with her darling lol den help siaofui pack some stuff coz she jus moved in ma.. lol den ya.. later on.. we all played jenga again.. n den.. mmm.. go to utopia to meet evy n her darling vic lol! n dennn had bubble tea.. den dunno wat to do.. after much time of another dispute.. lol.. we ended up goin to timezone and thn to potblack play pool.. after that.. farmosa den go hitz got a small room n sang our hearts out~ lolx xD lolx.. dennn we had maccaz for supper~ =x mcnuggets mcnuggets mcnuggets.. u kno the best thing about mcnuggets? lol.. its chickn! lolx

sundayy... lamppost la me.. we went to emma's seafood blah blah restaurant.. dunno wat its called.. but the best dimsum is ther la.. not onli tt.. got shuai ges work ther too hahaha! =x not realli.. but jus wanna say~ hahhaa... stylish ppl dere kk.. hehe.. eat alot ~ lolx.. den after that.. drop thm in city den i go home ler lo? lolx spent the rest of the day with mummy mb got my tyre replaced and laptop to repairs.. and yea.. dennnnn at night we went to eat i dunno.. lolx somethin la.. i brought thm sum wher i think~ lolx..

then.. the monday followin was the beginnin of winter term start oredi.. x/ stress.. coz im doin this internship too.. and im realli scared coz prof greg knows i wanna be doctor.. but my work is full slack work =x so yea.. im scared im not up to his expectations.. neway this mondayy.. adrian was random and asked wat i was doing on sms... we ended up meeting up for luncH and went to watch transformers.. lol! met ama and acha ther.. Lolx.. we were the movie after! TRANSFORMERS WAS GREAT! lOlx.. hehee i got paranoid after tho.. the cars!! they goin to transform! lOlx.. =x =x hahaha.. oh wells.. den homes.. hw hw hw..

sighh.. its been a test a week and one exam comin next monday~ lol.. but i find theology quite interesting. i'll prob get better for this den ethics.. lolx.. over confidence again =x lOlx! oh wells.. still good.. =x lalala.. had a breakdown yesterday... cried =_= too much stresS... i think its everythin built together i guess.. sch fees, test, internship, & house... zzz it was scary.. i was hyperventilating.. tho this isnt the first time i've done it.. x/ last time was.. i think.. becoz of a guy.. but yea.. its scary when i do tt.. tho i tell myself to control.. i cant bring myself to doin it.. =x.. i think i became dependent on ppl.. to help me get thru ~ i would like to do it myself.. but i dunno.. gotta learn how to...

i realised how much ppl cared for me.. tell u the truth i dun think i appreciate it much.. i oweis think im alone.. and no ones ther.. but truth is.. i prob too self-absorbed to admit tt ppl are ther... sorry for taking u guys for granted.. sighs.. but u kno i realli appreciate it.. i jus "like" feeling emo.. hahaa.. to mb get attention ahahahhaa!!! i dunno jkjk.. dunno la.. i dun understand me much.. neway my uni friend joseph was quite sweet when i told him of stress n problems.. he said i shouda called him to tok.. i didnt.. but still sweet.. but not long he went to go play games.. lOlx!! bois and games... yes neway i had a test today.. so last nite i needed someone to tell me to go study.. went to slp for an hour n called someone, no ans.. den called jien den immediateli went to study.. lol thanku jien *hugs* she been helpin me with both tests.. lolx.. got a D for the first.. not bad :P lolx.. neway i cant wait till these "holiz" are over.. second sem seems better ~ xD lolx.. okiii well im goin to go online n be the chat monster tt i am~ hhahaa... long blog everyone.. sorry .. i kno its hard to read the small font my blog presents... but couldnt find a blogskin...

anyway today.. lolx.. i saw my "crush" in the gym.. fate? lOlx!! why is he all the way in uwa gym? mb he stays near me? hahaha! i wan a gym buddy.. he looked so blur.. like playin around with the equipment.. din look like he knew wat he was doin.. except on the exercise ball.. LOL! was goin to call aubrey n go! hei! i see ur friend wanna tok to him! hhahaaa but im too chicken :P haha.. next time i see him.. i shall approach.. tho i reckon we were lookin at each other and pretending not to.. AHhaa!! or mb jus my imagination.. we do tt in uni too xD

oMG and i jus found out on friday.. all these months.. aubrey doesnt know my name!!!! he called me jasminda?!?!! wat kinda name is tt.. lolx we had a lil fight infront of the library reception.. xD hahaa... the librarian was laughing.. "whAT did u call me???!!!!" "jas.. minda..." HAHAHHAhaa "nooooooo its jasmine!! JASMINE!!!" -_- he says "hahAHahha (pushin me n hittin me, which was weird.. haha)jasminda will be the name that i call u.." n we laughed, silence and den ran off.. to find sammi in the toilets.. but serious.? wat kinda name is tt? sounds indian!! lolx do i look indian?~! such a bum....

went lunch and grocery shoppin with jien and cookz ~ lol.. had tomyum noodle soup.. lol groceries were tiring carrying thm to the carpark.. i was like.. if my granma can do this everyday in singapore.. i can do it too! hahaa n i made it.. lol.. called popo today .. she so cute.. i miss her.. sighs.. lolx!!!

okii well.. tts my life.. till the current lOlx!!
ok la.. takecare ppls.. enjoy life ^^

love, xia0-zhen