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hHAHAHAHAH my first video blog.. i think i was tryin too hard to speak properly.. soo the nervous la... and check out tt accent! hahahahs sorry guys.. im such a tryhard - kevjumba/nigahiga wannabe but im sure this was very entertaining tho... ahhahas mb one day i'll be able to tok to the laptop with greater confidence n be myself.. but for now.. i shall look gay xD

first day of uni. had pathology. prof greg took it. was not a bad lecture. tho fell aslp when the airconditioning was turned off. at first it was super cold but den i realised that that was what kept me awake the whole time. and i was thinking how good i was being able to keep myself awake after onli 5 -6 hours of sleep.

oh yes. my msn days hav temporarily ceased. only fridays, saturdays and sundays - msn! so if u wan to checkup on me.. i guess u'll hav to be reading this. or feel free to call me anytime =) i'd be happy to hear from you.

so after lecture and tute - pathology. i met up with jien and we had lunch at pink rice. she was having a lunch break. finally met jojo. wasnt the look i was expecting but suits it - i guess. lol. after gettin on the sushi train we hopped off and went our separate ways at the traffic lights. jien went bak to work and i went to the library and finished off the last bit of my report, printed it and handed it in to greg. im glad that's over and done with. took me ages. and to be honest, i dun think i tried very hard on it. took the bus home. mum picked me up from commonwealth bank. guys i remembered my pin number. must be some trigger of memory goin to the bank. n yea went to bunnings get more clothes hangers, den see beds at the bedshed. lol! got home. fell aslp on the bed =x was late for dinner with serene, colin n alan. still good. and yea.. home toked to mum on the bed till i got a fone call from wei. toked for some time den slpt.

wokeup took the bus to uni. human genetics. we had, what it sounds from the accent, an indian lecturer but better english than vankat. his name is adil vakil. he's quite good. after lec and tute. went to buy books for uni. pfft they were thickasses! lol neways took the bus home. today was terribly hot. oh and yea did i tell u i took up reading. at the moment im reading Vanishing acts by Jodi Picoult. its quite interesting. about a girl that was taken away from the mother by her dad and reuniting again. the love story. reuniting after 28 yrs. hidden reasons. its quite interesting! im omost half way thru the novel. borrowed it from jien.

i was at the newsagency and i bought another book for after i finish the present one. its called A Man Named Dave by Dave Pelzer. he's the author of " a child called 'it'" a novel i read during highschool about a child who was mistreated and just... sad.. i cried reading it... it was really worth the read.

i was jus lookin thru my past books that we used to share and write in all the time. i wish we still do that. tell me anyone if u wanna share a book and rite to each other like we used to in highschool. its so nice to read back at it. i used to be so.. apologising and cry-ey.. and so in love too.. omg.. those days were so care-free... compared to now of coz.. lol.. ok well.. mite update toml... miss you guys already=)

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Friday, February 29, 2008, 2/29/2008 09:03:00 pm ♥ hHAHAHAHAH my first video blog.. i think i was tryin too hard to speak properly.. soo the nervous la... and check out tt accent! hahahahs sorry guys.. im such a tryhard - kevjumba/nigahiga wannabe but im sure this was very entertaining tho... ahhahas mb one day i'll be able to tok to the laptop with greater confidence n be myself.. but for now.. i shall look gay xD love yas all! hahahs xoxo 2/29/2008 12:00:00 am ♥ ah.. to tell you the truth... this no internet thing doesnt make a difference when parents are bak.. coz they - mostly mum seem to come up with somethin i hav to do.. so this week i havent had any so called study done.. plan to toml so this friday i wont be online. been having dreams of guys lately. i wonder if its a sign. do i realli have the desire for a companion. or isit jus dreams being gay n mucking wid my feelings. coz the last time i slept before i wanted to study and go badminton. i dreamt of daniel. apparently i was visiting tai's place and daniel was home stay. and my parents were over for reunion wid dem o_0 yes veri mixed. lol neways danni n me were jus about to go out to get food with paros and dennnn "baby i love u n i'll never let u go" - my ringtone rang.. so booooo the story never continued.. but it rang right at the time when im supposed to wakeup and head off to badminton. so yea. was too tired to study anymore and slpt =x for some reason my butt ached. this yr my tradition precedes as i found it superly difficult to get out of bed. thers always somethin about thursdays - i can never get up. ever since highsch. ther must be some weird explanation to this natural phenomena. someone must be doin some voodoo magic on me. and yea.. so last night i dreamt of being in love again. the dream started of with quite a climax. this guy was actualli sent to kill us. but for some reason i kept running around the house and he oweis hesitated layin a finger on me. so yeah it was a wild goose chase up and down stairs. soon the house was surrounded by police and he grabbed my hand and we ran out of the building. for some reason i knew how the story went. a car was meant to stop the two and so the girl escape but the guy got caught. low and behold, while we were crossing the road. a car came out of no wher and we got separated. at first i thot that guy had been hit by the car and died. and so the sad feelings gushed out like how the air splurts out when a balloon is let loose. but thn i saw him captured by two men wearing suits. he told me to run and meet him at a hotel room. and so i escaped. i never knew how he'd escape but we met in the room. kinda got realli close but noo nothin happened! hahas! this is only a PG dream dun worry. but yea. some bits are abit blurry to me atm but we separated and den i think it was the next day. he smsed me. i remembered being the happy. he asked me out on a date, for some reason i knew he liked me that way. so we met somewher on top of a white verandah.. looked into each others eyes and omost kissed =x it was that close... tho holding hands were involved.. xD ahh n den i think i got woken up by my alarm.. he had spikey hair, tall, he wore black, had muscalsss lol n yeah cute too.. he was different to the other guy i dreamt of... ahhhh... dream guys =/ mb that guy's dreamin of the same thing =x ahhahas ok. better not let my mind wander too much. oh yeah. had intro to behavourial science today. lecture was realli good.. she finished in only one hour.. jus coz she thot we looked slpy.. how nice. its a realli interesting unit! i never regret taking it hei~ also went to ikea. first i wanna say tt the salmon ther is the best! omg i finally satisfied my million years cravings for it. wasnt as good as the one in singapore but it was YUMM still. IKEA salmon mmmmm.... so nice i can taste it now! newaysss my furniture is done. i got a mirror, shelfings.. the one similar to amanda's except smaller lol and wat else. we bought that futon bed. my furnishing is done. and now need to decorate and stuff. i cleared some boxes =) might continue toml or next time. i realli should dedicate to study for toml. ok well.. i think i'll go read and slp soon.. its 1.30.. but still hurts and i wanna get up on time toml. gotta study toml! i must.. ! mb i'll come online realli late ba =x takecare everyone xD love, zhen uni 2008 Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 2/27/2008 02:00:00 pm ♥ hey faithful blog readers and friends of course =D lol.. well uni has started and its the second day. i had the nicest dream sunday night. i had a boyfriend. he was a tall, strong, recently fair, and had the cutest smile. he was lying down on a chair. I put my arms to the sides and around his waist, my right cheek pressed against his chest and hugged him loosely. After what it felt like 2 seconds, he put his arms around me and hugged me back tightly. At that moment, dreamtime froze for about 2 mins. In his arms, i felt so secure, so warm and was what i thought felt like utopia (a perfect place to be in) - felt so real, i wanted it to last forever. wokeup and my dream ended. sometimes i wonder why god gave us dreams. good dreams and bad. dreams that feel so good u want them to come true. n the bad ones you find urself running away from. wonder if dreams do predict ur future. or mb.. they jus remnants of ur past randomly placed together to form a moving picture while the mind is at rest. i dun really kno wat im rambling on about xD ************ first day of uni. had pathology. prof greg took it. was not a bad lecture. tho fell aslp when the airconditioning was turned off. at first it was super cold but den i realised that that was what kept me awake the whole time. and i was thinking how good i was being able to keep myself awake after onli 5 -6 hours of sleep. oh yes. my msn days hav temporarily ceased. only fridays, saturdays and sundays - msn! so if u wan to checkup on me.. i guess u'll hav to be reading this. or feel free to call me anytime =) i'd be happy to hear from you. so after lecture and tute - pathology. i met up with jien and we had lunch at pink rice. she was having a lunch break. finally met jojo. wasnt the look i was expecting but suits it - i guess. lol. after gettin on the sushi train we hopped off and went our separate ways at the traffic lights. jien went bak to work and i went to the library and finished off the last bit of my report, printed it and handed it in to greg. im glad that's over and done with. took me ages. and to be honest, i dun think i tried very hard on it. took the bus home. mum picked me up from commonwealth bank. guys i remembered my pin number. must be some trigger of memory goin to the bank. n yea went to bunnings get more clothes hangers, den see beds at the bedshed. lol! got home. fell aslp on the bed =x was late for dinner with serene, colin n alan. still good. and yea.. home toked to mum on the bed till i got a fone call from wei. toked for some time den slpt. wokeup took the bus to uni. human genetics. we had, what it sounds from the accent, an indian lecturer but better english than vankat. his name is adil vakil. he's quite good. after lec and tute. went to buy books for uni. pfft they were thickasses! lol neways took the bus home. today was terribly hot. oh and yea did i tell u i took up reading. at the moment im reading Vanishing acts by Jodi Picoult. its quite interesting. about a girl that was taken away from the mother by her dad and reuniting again. the love story. reuniting after 28 yrs. hidden reasons. its quite interesting! im omost half way thru the novel. borrowed it from jien. i was at the newsagency and i bought another book for after i finish the present one. its called A Man Named Dave by Dave Pelzer. he's the author of " a child called 'it'" a novel i read during highschool about a child who was mistreated and just... sad.. i cried reading it... it was really worth the read. really tired at the moment. maybe i should take a rest before i start studying. got badminton tonight. 7.30. hope im not too tired for that. ahh i wish im holidayin in eastern states like jellyson! oh wells. study hard jas. u can do it! ******************* i was jus lookin thru my past books that we used to share and write in all the time. i wish we still do that. tell me anyone if u wanna share a book and rite to each other like we used to in highschool. its so nice to read back at it. i used to be so.. apologising and cry-ey.. and so in love too.. omg.. those days were so care-free... compared to now of coz.. lol.. ok well.. mite update toml... miss you guys already=) love, zhen Thursday, February 14, 2008, 2/14/2008 11:41:00 am ♥ lol happy v day everyone xD anddd happy single awareness day too for the singles.. hahas dun worry your not alone.. for i, err the un-notti girl, is sittin here alone too spreadin the love muacks.. ahhahaha... neways.. yea.. its valentine's day.. danni taught me how valentine's day actualli work... he said.. on the 14th feb.. its the girl who gives the present.. and den on the 14th of march.. if the guy accepts her.. he gives her a present.. never knew tt huh? and wher did he get this wonderful reliable information from... why its no other den our trusty WikipEdiaa coZ its WIKID! lols.. so parents are over... but they goin bak today... its not the first time they goin bak on v-day.. last time they did.... mummy left me a rose and vday card on my bed.. when i came bak from highsch.. it was ther.. so nice.. love my mummy hahas! so yea.. tt was my last valentine gift =D tonite.. we having a karaoke with some fwens yupsh should be fun fun xD had one on tuesday... it was quite the interesting nite.. never seen eva drunk.. eva + alchy + bbt = puke x 3 hahahahs... onli sober ones were the lees... picking up half-chewed jelly was well.. sticky... but sweet smelling.. at least no stinky unchewed food came out lols! coz tt would stain and yea we'll end up poorer than we expect to be $100 fine... gotta be careful.. lol neways.. oh yeah jason was ther too! hope he had fun and wasnt too scared.. lols! i wan those colored contact lenses! so nice... hokidoki~ one last wish! ♥HAPpY VALeNTiNE's DaYyY♥ ♥ Jasmine Saturday, February 02, 2008, 2/02/2008 11:57:00 am ♥ february february~ today is the 2nd day of the 2nd month of the 2nd decade to be - that i've been dwadling on this planet so called earth lOls! oh! i hear the icecream truck! lols! i never knew how those work.. do we realli hav to run after them like we desperately need icecream?! lols! yes yes i think tts how it works.. hahas! hmm neways.. this blog is probabli becoz i cant start studying again.. february was the month i was suppose to concentrate on studyin for gamsat.. yet nothing has happened.. i wrote an email to a gamsat tutor tho.. hopefulli she replies soon~ and im not too late to start tutoring. hehe.. many things hav happened since the last time i blogged.. been sleeping over heaps at amanda's.. its omost like my second home ~ =D thanks ama n famili for havin me all the time hehe! mm den wat else.. parties parties ~ alvin's bday party at utopia.. aus day barely watched the fireworks from amanda's house onli for prob less den a minute but i'll hav another chance i guess lol! den movie nights at eva's.. iceskating! lol hmm and tonite nish's toml wei's .. busy busy xD well its better den stayin home doin nothin yea ^_^ oh yeah! we got new buzzers at work today.. no more calling out numbers and gettin confused! hehes! yay! last day on monday x/ might miss it actuallly.. but parents are bak.. and i need to concentrate on my studies while they bak.. =) i should make myself a timetable hehe! oh yeah... roy walkies! hehes.. he's still being agro to other dogs.. -_- why! i mean he starts biting.. and the biting sounds are so scary... reminds me of the time amanda tried to eat me.. aaarghh! lols! evy went to singapore/m'sia/ thailand yesterday.. felt so empty =/ .. but only for a month i guess... oMG one month!!!!!! one month! i promised her i'll study hard! and so i will! hehes yupshh hehes... i finish watchin "smiling pasta" yesterday.. so nice~ lol.. sighs sighss.. listenin to the two songs now.. by nicholas teo... bei ji xing de yan lei <<< i recommend! thers so much feeling in the music ... i tear everytime it comes on scenes.. curtains are comin on friday! no more being woken up by hot sun burnin my skin! lols.. reminds me of highsch when we sit under the shade but the sun still burnin our heads.. and u can see.. the shadow of heat waves comin off my head =/ no wonder my hair is so weak.. bleh.. ther was once after gym... i went out in the cold air to do some crunches.. i saw heat waves comin off my arm too.. shivers quite interesting~ hahas.. ok im blabbering about stuff now.. hahas better go! 2.30 study time 3.30 walk dog time 4.30 more exercise time 5.30 get ready 6.15 meet eva at gelare's nb 6.30 in nb 7.oo dinnerr xD -----> bleh! love, xiao-zhen =)