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Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 7/29/2008 04:16:00 pm ♥
happy happy happy!!! xD xD xD super duper happy!!! xD xD XD mikey notti monkey!! xD xD xD kekeke~~ neways first day back to school and im... 5 mins late.. i unconsciously slept thru 4 alarms which i had no idea went off. great. irresponsible jasmine nowadays.. gotta buckle up!!! yupsh! ever since the exam i slpt in for.. evrytime i rock up late to class.. it seems that i get a smile or laugh from at least one person as i walk pass to take my seat.. i think i've officially been known as the girl who cant wake up on time.. or so it may more likely be.. the girl who cant make it to class on time... uni was nothin more than the ordinary.. one lecture which oweis lasts for 2 hours.. feels like as knowledge seeps thru ur brain.. the more exhausted you become.. if only the exhaustion we get from books is related to the burning of a higher quality energy - for example, the catabolism of lipids and fats.. i wouldnt be so worried about the excess xD but that's a dream not only i but all girls would hope come true~ michael called last night! havent heard his voice in ages.. and i mistook him for my uncle in singapore =x i would ramble on wat we toked about but to summarise it in one sentence "He makes me happy." xD so happy it has wholeheartedly lasted for 18 hours and more to come.. there is a permanent smile tatooed on and toward the apex of my heart =D hopefulli it stays permanent haha! neways i had work today.. i spilled the sweet n sour sauce on the floor X/ haiyos.. lun zun its called.. in another word, clumsy~ booo! but its orite... i swear never to do that again xD hahha i got the bus home and jumped straight into bed to keep warm.. may i say im still in bed.. hahas.. gym time is soon~ but i'll prob postpone it for later.. havin teh tarik or iceyice tonite xD yay! time to say my ciaos for today~ takecare! love, xia0zhen. Saturday, July 26, 2008, 7/26/2008 02:48:00 am ♥
yes yes its another nite wid jus me n drying hair =D everyone has seem to vanish from my holy list (msn) of friends ~ not vanish but u kno.. go to slp.. i have so much to blog about but my memory seems to fail as i try headachingly to remember.. lol i had work today.. work at centro.. haha wat can i say.. i think im the blurrest and slowest worker ther xD prob due to the lack of slp coz i feel like my eyes are stinging and my face jus drops like a hush puppy.. that's right~ either that or im jus very slow (mo mo, its called in chinese) lol! but u can never get enough of jasmine xD hahas! well on the blue cat to work.. there was a fit old lady who sounded like she was from singapore.. well that's coz she mentioned singapore.. so i assumed she was from singapore.. she reminded me so much of my own grandma.. but something different was that her attempt to communicate in english.. overall K.O my granma's bum =) she was tokin to the bus driver.. goin on and on about somethin even i couldnt understand.. for some reason i felt bad for the bus driver lady.. who had to listen to an old chinese lady tok about things repetitively.. den ther was silence.. and the bus lady actualli initiated conversation wid her.. i was surprised at how the conversation went coz initially i thot the bus lady was annoyed from the responses she gave.. but it after seemed that she actually cared for the elder, she laughed and tried to understand her attentively.. jus gave me a sense of .. i dunno how to describe it.. but it was jus nice.. coz personally i like tokin to old ppl.. evn tho they repeat stuff.. its nice to kno wat they've been up to.. its interesting how they can come up wid nething.. my grand auntie.. she repeats so much evn my granma cant stand it.. when i was lil.. i remembered asking my granma why she toked so much.. but it comes wid old age i guess.. i sit ther and i listen =) its nice.. i m officially a student of two universities now~ lol.. notre and murdoch.. yay yay.. and philosophy.. i was 3 percent from a distinction~ did better den expected i guess xD uni is startin soon!!! sooo not lookin forward to it.. at the same time i am.. haha! oh wells.. nothin can be better den a good nite rest which i'll hav on wednesday probabli~ so nitenite :) love, xia0-zhen. Friday, July 25, 2008, 7/25/2008 03:21:00 am ♥
oki as cold as it seems.. some of u may be in awe at my powderful power of resisting the cold.. im in singlet top and short shorts and do not feel at all cold in any area of my skin.. must be the layer of body lotion i spreaded on~ xD hahahas! yes i put lotion now.. coz.. i bought it mistaking it for body shower.. waste of money i must say.. but oh wells! must use it now.. its cucumber and green tea ~ smells realli nice =D ok.. so enough of the pointless ramble on body lotion.. this week has been busy as hell.. i havent gotten much sleep thanks to the ongoing events of my life.. some i choose to do.. some i feel obliged to do.. and some i avoid but end up doing.. im starting to get frustrated at people i call friends.. though i can blame it on the reoccurring monthly moods we girls seem to get.. den again.. i cant oweis do that unless thers no other explanation.. this time there are many explanations.. but thats a story i'll tell maybe another time.. i promised a blog on my philosophical topic of existentialism.. and here it goes.. u wonder why some people are born with good health some with bad.. some into rich families and some into poor families.. existentialist basically have the belief that humans exist and come into the world as existence and den identifies himself through his actions and decisions.. so who you end up being is who you really make urself to be.. doesnt matter whether ur rich or poor u can succeed in life when u keep urself at it and determined.. my mum is living proof of this.. im sure i've told u the story of my mum and how she was brought up in a poor family.. so bad she wore clothes till it was torn and tattered before she got new ones.. and new ones were made by her mum.. if u work hard u can succeed =) tho u hav to kno how to do it newaysss bak to topic its oso kinda like the show gossip girl.. where the mother tells a daughter that.. she has to reflect on her actions and look at what she's becoming.. when i face this situation by myself.. i find that.. im becoming someone that picks up the bad about certain people.. so much that when they if asked what the good points are.. my mind jus blanks.. tho i kno they hav a good side.. yet i cant find the words to elaborate on the good.. these are of coz onli based on a few people.. was just toking to cookz few hours back about how we can call people friends when behind their backs we really despise them.. lately ive been thinkin about a few 'friends' who i believe if i could i would want nothing to do with.. they go against all my morals and values in life.. i've been wondering why i would dislike them as such.. and all i came up wid is.. mb im angry at myself.. that i could make friends like that.. that i would involve myself with people like that.. coz my friends would reflect on me.. and influence me somehow.. i used to be able to accept people for who they were.. but now.. it seems like i try to accept but deep down the more i try the further i feel the friendship becomes.. feels like neone that i cant decipher their actions from.. gets put into a category near the dis-side of like.. is this normal? or isit jus a phase im goin thru now? i guess i hav other things to worry about :) example.. my weight.. i put on so much these holidays.. when sch starts again.. im goin bak to my normal eating habits.. sheesh.. piak holidays! lols!! hope i hav the will power when my parents are back ~ must control! lols!! okiii by end of aug.. i plan to go bak to normal range! i can do it ^_^ ok im startin to get cold oredi.. hahahas my power is wearing off.. mb its time to slp.. i'll blog soon.. uni is starting on monday.. i've done my enrolment in murdoch and omg thats another story i hav to tell too.. not long.. but i'll mention it nxt time hehe okiiiii!! imma go noww xD sorry bout the blabbers.. lifted some heavy loads off my shoulders =) thankus love, xia0zhen. Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 7/16/2008 05:42:00 pm ♥
farmosa is my new hang out place. i like it ther! its nice to get hooked onto the tv and sit around jus enjoyin a cuppa drink and chat =)went bak to work today at centro.. lucky my amanana was ther if not i probabli cry lol! thanku amaness lols! havent done nethin much ... goin to gymm soon =) loose those extra flabs i put on durin exams hehe! i should start on writin my personal statement for pharmacy soon~ any ideas wat to write? lols ahhh why is it so freezing! headache! =x Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 7/15/2008 05:46:00 pm ♥
bloggy bloggy im bak.. lols.. its officially holidays for me! i decided to replace this gym time for bloggin time.. coz i havent eaten the whole day.. dun realli wanna feel wat i felt the last time i went to gym unnourished hahas! ur sense of balance is off.. eyesight becomes color-muffled.. and yea.. jus not good hahha! havent felt that in a long time.. thot i was unfit =x hahaa but i think its jus not enough energy for the gymwork =) newayss michael sms me yesterday afternoon ^_^ hehe at least he din forget me.. but that prob because he saw a misscall from me.. lols but yea i dunno hahahas i'll jus beliv that he misses me as much as i do.. i realli hope this time i let myself fall i dun regret.. it takes me forever to get over someone i acknowledge havin fully fallen for... so atm i'll make the decision that i havent.. jus to be safe =) lol oh yeahhh yesterday was utopia karaoke competition and i sang it's all coming back to me now by celine dion. it was realli a great experience something i havent done in a while.. lols it was nice to see my friends come support me too~ that was probably the best thing out of the whole experience haha! i like it when we all come together and do something together.. realli you xing fu de gan jue. (feeling of happiness and gratitude?) lols!! but yea i didnt get thru to the next rounds.. tho we kinda took more vote sheets than were allowed.. the votes were outnumbered lol! oh wells hehe! listenin to rain(bi) - move on **Let me be the one to hold you tight Be the one you wait for every night oh and i cleared my room!! lols clothes are bak in place.. lol.. boxes infront of my bed are gone! lols.. and yeahs no more luggage too! hahhas proud of myself xD hehe! i'll get my life bak on track now~ exercise and loose weight by the end of the month! mwahhaha! good work jas xD hahahas lately thers been somethin that has been bothering me.. its the ability for someone to be obsessed over another.. i used to be like that .. but not anymore.. i jus wonder how i changed.. mb i've matured.. but wat i dun get is how ppl let themselves get involved into somethin they know that will end up bad.. guess coz they not chicken like me.. haha.. i jus runaway from danger.. i dun face them.. becoz i kno that i cant handle it.. but wouldnt that be the smart thing to do? =/ its the same addiction to drugs and smoking.. ppl still continue evn tho they know its bad for u.. i guess the pleasure sensation overides the danger sensation.. prob explains why ppl would die for love as well.. personally.. i find it stupid.. but not sayin i wouldnt do it either.. =) love, xia0-zhen Sunday, July 06, 2008, 7/06/2008 06:20:00 pm ♥
ok lol.. so its been 3 weeks and 5 days lols! previous blog was prob jus a phase.. hahahas.. coz im ok now.. din kno id last so long either.. he's not comin bak till end of the month.. boo.. hahas.. buts its ok.. imma jus hav to wait i guess.. lalala.. sooooo im supposed to be doin my presentation at the moment.. but like.. i think i'll blog before i finish it.. coz i realli dun wanna go bak to it.. lol.. den after that i shall go and practise practise *nods* must ! hahahs. yes anyways.. lol.. my presentation is on beauty.. i'll let u kno about it next time.. hahas.. basically saying.. beauty is everywher... =) lols!! oki so i am goin to think of wat to blog about now~ been catchin up wid some fwens and talking alot =D i dunno why nowadayss tok so much.. mb coz i havent toked to them in ages.. but yea.. of coz that'd be silence and that but ehehhe its oki =D still good hehe.. sooooooo nowww hmmmmmmmm ok i got distracted by the hairs on my leg.. i realli should shave.. hahaha =x but yes!!!! newayss unwanted info will stay unwanted xD hahas.. mmm i bought a black jacket yesterday. its very balloony and warm very ^_^ hahaa... i dun think i hav ne jacket thats warmer than that actuali.. dunno why.. but i never expected it to be that warm.. its like i dun hav to wear nethin underneathe it... =/ yea.. so never judge a book by its cover ppls.. OH YEA! thats rite.. karaoke competiton is coming.. and im dead meat.. haha i realli dun wanna memorise the lyrics for that.. lol.. but i guess i can concentrate on that after this presentation.. however, its such a coincidence that the karaoke competition falls on the same day as my philosophy exam.. grr.. i hope i can still do it ~ hehe.. preliminery rounds are out of 10 ppl! wish me luck.. i'd be happy to jus pass the first round.. hehe.. ama, steph n jason are coming to cheer me on xD yay! hope i dun get stage fright as well =x mb i should watch the ones tonite to see wat its like first so i'll be prepared for the day .. dam dam dam lol!!! evy n vic are goin to sydney soon.. and ama's ahcharm is comin down from sydney soon too we're plannin to have a steamboat on the 19th! how exciting! im excited xD hope it becomes a success story ! i mean the steamboat xD hehehe! its been gettin colder n colder in perthh.. my fingers.. tend to freeze up and feel as tho its frost bitten.. evn tho i dun realli kno if i've experienced it before.. but my hands get so cold they hurt.. dunno if thats what u call frost bite.. but meh meh oh wells.. ama n i got the chance to sing karaoke finally one day after exams finished but it was an overdoing of karaoke i think! hahhas.. 5 hours straight.. mainly jus the two of us.. =x hhahahas $40 each! i think we wont go bak for a while unless we hav a huge one.. 5 hours singing kills u sometimes... by the end of it.. when evy n vic came.. we were mostly out of breath and "dieded"~ lols!! neways.. johnny came in and asked me to go out and eat dinner.. so i'll accompany him... i got presentation tho.. zzz wish me luck in finishin it before 10 tonite so i can practise and den go to slp wake up n xD yay! okkkk goin to change now.. he's such an idiot.. wasnt goin to eat tonite.. =/ hahaha OK! missing you. love, xia0zhen |
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