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Thursday, September 18, 2008, 9/18/2008 11:57:00 pm ♥
omg! i havent blogged since my diet~ lols im proud to say i did lose 3 kg after that diet.. lols not 2! lols but well.. its all bak on again i guess.. hhehee.. apparentli thr 4-6 kg onli works for those ppl who are superly overweight.. that's why i din manage to lose that much ~ oh wells.. when i get to that stage.. pray to god i dun.. i'll start the cabbage soup again hahah =Dnewayysss alot has happened.. i had my first assessment which i can proudly say i passed wid flyin colors xD haha! so my grades are bak up again.. last semester was horrid.. lols! but anyways.. so the next few weeks are goin to be busy busy busy.. i've marked many functions that im attending in my diary for the next few months.. n im hoping i wont stress too much coz guess wat! more pimples are comin out.. i think i shall not blame stress but for my very own habit of being wat they call "itchy hand" lols! im amazed at how much i touch my face unconsciously.. so vain =x .. so it made me think.. do i touch my face becoz i feel an itch or do i touch it like every few minutes to check for lumps ... lols! best i find out so i can willingly stop myself from causing myself more grief.. anyway back to wat inspired me to rite a blog on this very day... i watched all 10 episodes of "how i met your mother" today and came across an episode where they toked about how ppl who love you dont realise ur negative sides or what they call "buts" until when pointed out... like.. "he's hot but... / she's nice and all but..." n even so.. when they kno it they still put that aside n dont mind it at all.. i guess despite all my bitching about the people i find annoying.. n yes i do bitch about ppl (recentli).. sad to say but yes.. i find everythin bad about a person and blow it up poster size! neways despite tt i could never find the heart to break them.. as in emotional-literally.. coz infront of them u jus think of all the things u've been thru never considering the "buts".. n those days would jus be normal without anguish and anger firing up inside that u wan so desperateli to put out so everythin remains untangled.. but when ur wid thm.. one trigger jus one.. would make ur day a pretender.. its suffocating really.. very suffocating.. its like leavin wid no air.. haha! im still in love wid that song.. i made it my ringtone! lol! no air air! neway yea.. i realise the people i find the bad in and openly express it.. in the way that i have been.. goin on n on... are realli the people that i'm on the brink of holding onto.. coz everybody has "buts".. i can point out the "buts" in everyone i kno.. no one's perfect.. mb its jus the value/amplitude of the things we take into consideration that really takes the toll.. one day i'll stop complainin whn i find the guts to ask thm straight in the face.. why they seem to be so blinded of wats infront of thm aka their own reflection.. moody. ranting. sleep. =D Sunday, September 07, 2008, 9/07/2008 08:00:00 pm ♥
ok update!Day 5 Fish and Tomatoes day protein shake, fish (lemon and pepper) and 4 tomatoes, soup had my last appointment for treatment so its all straight again ^_^ Day 6 Beef and Vegetables protein shake, salad n 2 minute pepper steaks, soup , cheated and had a lil bit of nuts and raisins IGA - bought my beef n salad, went to the clothes shop in broadway to try out stuff.. she said that i looked like a size small! which was great to hear.. but im actualli a M in that dress.. lol! still good =D but realli i do feel smaller which is good =) brought adam to todd's house went to amanda's to study i finished michael's present! took 9 hours apparentli xD stayed up to 5.30 this mornin.. Day 7 Brown rice and vege and fruit juices failed at microwave rice again! i gave it to the dogs.. at least they loved it lols hmm stayed at home watched movies (wild child and another cinderella story) and series whole day.. cleaned my room from the mess i made last nite... had several apples, grapefruit juice , tomatoes. hav yet to drink my soup. chuckin it out toml! =x i only weigh 64.5 kg... for these 7 days of suffering.. onli about 2 kgs have been lost.. which i could do myself easily .. sighs its either that or im full of water.. what i got out in this diet tho is that my appetite is smaller. i think my stomach probably shrank. which is good =) if i continue eating healthily im sure i'll get to my goal weight in no time. n i do feel smaller which is great! =D toml im goin to weigh myself again.. but i doubt there'd be any change wish me luck! Friday, September 05, 2008, 9/05/2008 01:11:00 am ♥
DAY fourbanana and skim milk day total consumption: 6 bananas and hilo milk and 2 bowls of soup~ Hope thot i died from the diet coz i was late for class. LOL! She's hilarious! Paid for full day parking. apparentli they moved tutorial into the second half of the lecture so that everyone can go home earli.. oh wells i stayed in library for 3 hours to study. finished a lecture so that was good. 2 bananas at sch. drove to eva's house to show her the shawls. she's still sick :( hope she gets better toml! 2 bananas at eva's. den murdoch to get my long awaited lab manual. yay. home. watched one n half episode of series. 1 or 2 bananas and 2 bowls of soup. tummyache n den went to kfc wid adam. drive thru.. den home.. took a nap.. woke up wid terrible pain in stomach. boo! so much wind this diet.. neways yeah. slp time! haha Wednesday, September 03, 2008, 9/03/2008 11:39:00 pm ♥
DAY 2 and DAY 3DAY two. it was soup and vegetable day. i had my secret ingredient and v8 juice. den set off for work in the afternoon, almost missed the bus.. the door closed on me but he let me in thankus mr. busdriver.. lol.. neways so i ate cooked vegetables and miso soup after work. super full. i hope the miso soup din stuff up nething. lols den ama n me set off to visit jien at work. stayed ther for a while and den i took the train and bus home. watched one episode of romantic princess and den studied. i drank v8 juice after that n i think i had 1 bowl of soup for dinner/supper. soup wid pepper is nice =D DAY three. its fruit and vege and soup day! i woke up drank protein shake and secret ingredient and watched 1 and half episode of romantic princess. and then called external studies in murdoch to check on my lab manual. apparentli they already sent it so im guessing it got lost in the mail. printed out all the pharmacies in nedlands so i'll be ringing them up to see if there are any jobs open atm - jus for experience i'll ring them up prob friday. better get a feel of wat workin in a pharmacy is like before i apply for a masters of it. neways after that i went to willeton's textile traders to get the materials ready for the project for michael im on xD i'll start that on.. sunday - hopefulli finish it den too ~ umm after that i drove to adrian's place. and den to carousel went shopping and bought my bananas for the next day wat else oh i ate 2 apples. my knees felt weak. i watched him eat nandos and for some reason i wasnt hungry. which was strange. however, my eyes were extra small today - its either i overslpt or im weak and tired. lols! neways after that took him home and skip-watched "Never Back Down" - pretty cool movie.. tho its fighting. good bodies ther hahahas eight packs o_0 wow! n Djimon Hounsou is in ther! lols he's cool! hehe.. neways after that i drove home using roe hwy the turnin into kwinana looks realli nice. i never knew that.. but it was cool. hehe. i dun mind goin ther again. hehe. ok.. after that.. i got home.. ate the whole punnet of strawberries and went to badminton ~ played quite abit lol! no signs of fainting so this means i can go to gym toml =D yay! oh yeah and i won a buy one get one free ticket to le premieres hehe.. it was a lucky draw. i've won 3 lucky draws at badminton oredi.. i think i feel like a lucky charm.. lols oki so after that home one apple and one bowl of soup~couldnt eat pizza at baddy that was free.. sighs.. oh wells i hope they hav another one when i finish my diet hehee~ nnnn yeahhh so after soup and apple i flossed my teeth and yeah washed up n get ready for bed and now. =) my hairdresser Lee called durin my dinner and i changed my hair appointment for toml to friday so i can go together wid sammi =). jasmine is goin to be straight haired for 2 days again~ lols.. so thats the end of my two days.. hehe.. well jus let u guys kno im not goin to do the weigh in till day 8 morning. coz there might be some psychological effect if i keep checkin on my weight. theres no change atm so im not goin to check my weight till day 8. yups i'll be as surprised as u. - itd be sad if i did all this for nothing. lol!!!!! very sad actualli lOLSs!! okiii thats it for today. xia0zhen peacing out. heehee Monday, September 01, 2008, 9/01/2008 11:03:00 pm ♥
DAY ONENight before i did 100 crunches for tummytone, 100 leglifts for bottom abs, 10 pushups (cant do them.. gave up), and 100 seconds of repeated simultaneous punchin of the air for tricep toning. sleep! Weight in the morning: 66.8kg (ate a heavy dinner the nite before.. damn =/ haha oh wells still good) so day one started off wid a protein soy shake n secret ingredient.. in sch felt sick jus kept drinkin water and goin to toilet.. hahahas ALOT!!! too much water in me! hope this doesnt happen at work toml! home.. ONE BIG BOWL OF SOUP fell aslp coz i din get much slp last nite.. 4 hour nap! hehes woke up had an APPLE! dinner time : 2 bowls of soup and 3 oranges. Weight at night: 65.7 kg Weight loss in one day - 1.1 kg. |
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