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Saturday, December 27, 2008, 12/27/2008 09:05:00 pm ♥



nice song =D




12/27/2008 03:05:00 pm ♥

neways the day before xmas eve~ it was jeral's bday! yay! happy birthday jeral! lols.. i spent the whole day online chatting to jien on msn =D lol! and denn cookz n i were invited her birthday dinner hhe~ so we met up for dinner.. went to cookz house and she showed me her gingerbread house kit~ lol! it was realli cute lol~ not long after jeral n jien came to pick us up~ we gav her the pressie n off we went to ohnamiya jap restoran.. however, it was closed and so we made our way to nishi~ i got xmas bonbons to celebrate the day yay! it was funnn~ after food we ended up in party crowns =D haha~ jeral treated us for spendin her special day wid her! so nice! thankyouuus~ hehe after that went to cookz to play rockband~ LOL! it was different on the ps3.. the guitars seem easier for the right hand strumming =D so much better lol!! it was funn!! umms after that jeral n jen left coz jeral gotta get up for work the next day~ so we continued playin cookz n i and oso played wid guitar hero and practised on the hard difficulty... my fingers are unco =x LOL! but cookz was pro~ wei stopped by for a while.. n cookz showed us the period scene of dirty love ... funny stuff!!! lols.. after wei went bak to poo.. we continued wid guitar hero for a while n den went to watch FOXTEL in her room! wowwww!! lols so gooddd~ n den i started to get tired soo i jus went home to slp hehe

xmas day spent it wid family. nothing was open~ except uncle billy's so we had a xmas dinner ther =D we keep going ther i think im goin to get sick of that place if we continue haha x= ama called to wish me merry xmas.. well at first it was some indian soundin guy that claim to be from dominos.. so as i got up to ask adam if he'd ordered nethin.. the voice changed to ama.. stupid indian! (ah charm) lol they're in hongkong now!!! enjoyinn themselves! hehehee in the background i can hear ama's mum say "u should hav come!" LOL!!!! u notti ppls uuuuu LOL!! hahaa but thanks for callingggg oooo merry xmas to u tooo and alll =D MErRy cHriStmasss eveRyoNee!! =D

boxing day~ nothin much again.. lols movies movies watched a few korean movies on crunchyroll hmmm n den nick came after work so we went to city to get a drink.. utopia had a huge line.. so we decided iceyice~ after that.. we headed down to garden city to meet wid jen n jeral to catch a movie "the day the earth stood still" but den we were like an hour earli.. so we got another drink at utopia myaree~ and also found a princess peach in her kart (toy) lol~ after tt made our way to theatres and played mariokart racing game thing and j-sisters came ~ sooo we got popcorn n drinks n went to watch that movie... jien got the coke and nick got the popcorn~ hehe thankyou guys~ the trailers seemed longer den the film.. =x but overall it was an orite film~ lol teaches us to save the world from ourselves~ lol! anyway.. ther were lots of popcorn left over.. nick took me home.. should hav drove.. its so out of the way... but thankuu... lol yeaa the popcorn ended up in my mum's tummy~ lol

got home we watched slumpdog millionaire <<< i recommend this movie!! realli realli good! and watched goodluck chuck again coz mum wanted to watch~ lol! but yea that was my day yesterday.. today its jus went out grocery shoppin .. bought a book tts based on that series dexter lol! i'll read it after i finish wid "man called dave" ~ yes.. i've started readin again~ aha! man i should realli do some of wat i have on my to do list =D lol will do.. soon... LOL

love, jaz




Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12/24/2008 11:38:00 am ♥

It's X'mas Eve!

I got woken up by an unknown number... in my sleepy voice i said hello..

It was from Australia Post and they were outside my gate. no one answered coz we all aslp =x n i dun think my doorbell works.. haha i was like ohhh i'm comin out now ok.. n he was like oh? ur inside?! haha! I had received a parcel andd it was from bweibiii monkey!!!! LOL!! Have a guess at what it is! :P


It was huge and had alot of stamps which had a face of an unknown lady.
LOL!


I found out it was from MONKEY!! hehe!! xoxo



I unwrapped it and found a MONKEY!!!
LOL!!


MONKEY SENT A MONKEY!!
hehehehe!
and the same monkey i wanted to save!!!!! lol!!!!


I S2 MONKEY!!!

lol silly monkey sooo notttiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! the monkeyyyyyy soooooo cute!!! awwwwww CUTEE!!!!! lol i onli showed him the picture of it.. Awwww!!!! muacks! miss you!! feels like im hugging you already :D miss you and takecare up thereee.. wish u were here.. buttt hope ur enjoying ur xmas!! :)
misssssssssssssah uuuuuuuuuuuuu! smuacks!

xoxo




Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 12/23/2008 01:03:00 pm ♥

wooha! refresh!

dunno why but i am... no more heavy eyes! past few days ive been struggling to keep myself awake so.. afternoon naps became a routine for me.. =/ which is bad.. coz i slp like three times a day ~ hahah! oh wells~ must hav been the busy life =D hahaha not.. well wat hav i been doin.. movies movies and more movies =D

i'm goin to try download dexter season 2.. with my brothers computer.. oooo risky business haha gosh.. johnny had a potluck and rockband nite.. on saturday.. he left the kitchen n dining area.. in a mess.. hais so inconsiderate.. sometimes i think he thinks he's the onli one livin in this house.. ther were practicalli nothin left for us to use without havin to clean the bowls and utensils (we feel bad for the cleaner, evn tho we dun do nethin about it.. omg.. it reeks! he leaves it ther for days.. i think adam n me jus tries avoid it =x haha oh wells..).. neways he stilll sings at 3 or 4 in the middle of the nite.. he leaves the garage door open n gates open n front doors open ahh... he wants us killed! sometimes i think he needs to wakeup.. not grow up.. but wakeup.. oh maybe grow up too.. tho potluck food was yumm =D hahahah! lots of left overs hehe yummersss

neways lets start from saturday
stayed home.. got up at 12ish i think n den stayed online to chat wid nick not long tho.. n den wat did i do.. i washed the tarago coz it was realli realli dirty n it was required for some luggage transporting =D i did a good job.. neway off to katrina's house in east perth.. lookin for parkin for the tarago was a toilet bowl.. i thot to myself many times.. my zaris is the best.. lols neways parallel parked my big buffalo successfully =D newaysss it was a nice cosy apartment =D i liked it.. ther was also a karaoke program i fell in love wid.. lols.. i want one! hahahas.. n den sammi came wid her korean snacks~ lol!! lol we sat and chatted.. met a new fren sarah~ lols she's quite fun to hang around wid haha~ she's egyptian~ hhahaha sammi n i were in shock.. it was the first time we've met one and had no clue how eqyptians look like hahahaha but yea it was funny ~ neway not long after sammi arrived i had to leave~ lol went to take the notti girl wid her notti mum to the airport~ lols! 4 luggages.. n off to airport.. lol after that jus dropped dem ther, hughug sent them off ~ and byebye ama n amama~ miss dat notti girl~ lol! n den after tt.. i went bak to katrina's apartment coz the party was still goin =D hahaas more ppl came n i heard stories of how excited sammi was when she plays the wii.. hahahahaa gosh she makes us laugh so much ~ she doesnt hav a clue why! tts the funny bit =x neways april n her bf came along.. hahahah after they left.. we went into gossip mode about her =x oops! hahahahaha so bad.. oh wells april is a strange one neways.. actualli all the aprils i kno are strange.. strange strange ppl... ok after sammi left.. sarah n katrina got ready to go nb.. so i dropped dem ther after n headed home.. said hi n bye to andrew ly who was over for potluck hahaa~ he made good lambshanks~ yumm n yeah~ jus stayed at home haha! didnt end up meetin kat n sarah at nb coz.. sooo tired =x

sundayyy
i think i spent the whole day in bed actualli.. movies n movies n movies.. haha! n chatting of coz.. lols.. den at nite went to makan makan to meet up wid chong n co. there was chong, jason, molly, alan n cindy. met new person cindy haha! she's very simple and interestin girl =) n gettin married!!! woww so exciting ~ lols but yea teh tarik was goodah =D alan.. is so blur n funny.. he's one of those look at him n laugh kinda ppl hahahaha =x i asked him why he wanted to do engineer.. he said.. coz i followed chong after highsch.. so if i had ne trouble i jus go ask him.. OMG ahahahhaha! hilarious! funny thing was that sounded like his true reason. LOL jason n molly left not long after i arrived n yea we jus talked about movies and random stuff n den got kicked out of makan makan so we moved our talks to chong's house.. lols watched various concerts n music n yea.. after tt cindy n alan left.. so i stayed wid chong n had some DMTs.. lol im glad we did =) left his place at 3ish o_0 din kno time passes so fast haha~ adam got worried coz i wasnt home wid his roti.. so i left =x

monday
went out wid pootpoot~ n ate sooooo much today! omg.. death to the digesting tools of my body... lols! we parked at "quarter pi!" around kings st n went window shopping.. well i wasnt goin to buy nethin but we went to the reject shop... n i bought a hand sanitizer, a frame for my award, bottle of water n tts it from ther.. poot couldnt find his hair fudge~ oh wells lOL! den we went to jayjays .. i bought two tops and poot bought an elmo belt~ lol! to match wid his boxers.. hehe neways after tt we walked down murray n went to myers .. den crazy clarke's after we visited my cute baby monkey =D he bought tetley tea. n den we went to visit jien after gettin some taka's sushi.. coz my stomache was screamin for food =x lols! chatted wid jienn for a bit about her chuckness =D lol n den we headed down to 大碗面 big bowl noodle! lol! ate so muchhhhhhhhh we had like 4 bowls to share among ourselves.. n around us we see a family of 5 sharing jus two ... gosh i think we ate till we felt like vomittin in the end =x hahahhahaaha~ n den we walked to joy tour coz he wanted to ask how much it was to go penang.. n den after tt iceyice! lols =x omg too much... n den sat ther read some magz.. n den after.. went to harbour town.. walked around it.. poot bought dressy pants.. o_0 din evn need to try it.. =/ guys... hmm den after we finish walking.. HOME TIME!!!! lol.. thanks for takin me out poots.. havent been driven in ages too! such a nice feeling =D hehe n den i fell aslp when i got home =x hahaha.. woke up watched two movies.. first one was called daddy long legs.. very nice movie and the other one called madeleine ~ also nice =) hehe! n denn EAT AGAIN! adam was hungry n started bitin me! grr! so we went to uncle billy's... i ate a whole plate of kailan all by myself.. wow! lols n we shared japanese tofu and honey chickn ~ together wid rice.. yupshhh n den got home.. did some chattin n den slpt.. told u been slpin too much too =x LOL!

n today... well jus chattin n bloggin.. lols! and ate.. nothin much.. i plan to.. hmmm mb wash my car.. go to gym today~ n yea.. walk the dog =D lol~ wardrobe can wait =D lol! parents are comin bak toml =) hehe!
i feel like i've recovered but today i coughed a bubble of phlegm.. wow.. i did the impossible =D HAHA!

love, xia0zhen =D




Saturday, December 20, 2008, 12/20/2008 01:33:00 pm ♥

havin egg yolk mask on now.. 3 more min to wash it off!

johnny's makin somethin again.. must not let yolk go to waste..

if u happen to wonder wher i got the idea from go to
http://www.xanga.com/RiceBunny/594800722/egg-mask.html

hahahaas

Egg White - close pores and somethin.. LOL
Egg Yolk - for complexion n dry skin
- apply and leave for 20 min haha

it stinks at first~

ok time to wash it off~




Friday, December 19, 2008, 12/19/2008 01:47:00 am ♥

What i feel partly.. LOL

and i like this song =)



Are you worth the wait?
I hope so...
xoxo




Thursday, December 18, 2008, 12/18/2008 01:36:00 pm ♥

ahhh sai tei!!! throat is dry, sinuses are congested, mucus is not yellow yet, stomach is eating itself, and period cramps!

adam jus brought bak some porridge from springy noodles for me yay! no need to get out of house.. i tried.. jus by standin outside the door.. i had goosebumps all over... my immunity sucks ~

ok porridge finish, im gettin hot flushes~ hmms.. i was plannin on doin things today... like go out.. n wash my car.. but i dun think i can use much of this porridge energy ~ besides i might catch more of a cold gettin wet from car wash~

neways jus like to say this is the most times i've seen so many buttefly booger art ~ gettin abit crazy now~ lols!! ppl do go crazy under low systems~ lol!

this blog is random~ im so random now.. woo haaa weeee blehhhhs

need somebody to take care of me.. recovered in one day when pohpoh was over the last time ~ she works magic i tell ya =D lols! neways better go~ i mite go slp actualli.. but oh so bright... sighs~ naps**

missing notti boi.




Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 12/17/2008 06:54:00 pm ♥

much to catchup on my exciting life.. lols.. Results came out on the 5th ~ I was confirmed graduating! so exciting =D 5th was also the night of CHong's birthday party~ it had an emo theme.. tho not mani ppl look emo... i for one did try to be.. i was dressed in black from collar to wrist down to the toe =) omost got lost findin his house but i managed to recognise it behind the "newly" built fence.. LOL! the party was fun~ we watched a japanese movie called Heavenly forest. The story was about a girl and a guy.. how they met.. how she left and wanted to meet but couldnt.. it was a very touching movie.. i'd recommend it.. but thanks for the party chong

6th was katrina's birthday at manila restaurant. philipino food kinda taste like.. chinese.. i dun see the difference.. lols there were many ppl.. i liked the atmospher ther.. cozy warm and full of noise.. kinda like the chinese culture.. u kno they say.. put a bunch of chinese in the room.. hmm silence seems unlikely... hehehe neways i remember sammi took a plate full of spring rolls jus for the two of us to share... lol! she's so funny! obviousli we couldnt finish.. i sat ther laughin jus watchin her tryin to finish it~ LOL! we took heaps of photos.. after dinner .. ther was karaoke infront wher the stage was.. katrina sang "especially for you" .. such a good singer! if onli.. LOL~ it came to my turn.. n it was the first experience i got infront of the stage infront of everyone plus outsiders.. i sang "whenever wherever" and also achieved in luring people onto the dance floor for some crazy dancing LOL! it was realli realli great to see that~ lols! i think i started dancing on the stage first ... too much wine o_0... wouldnt mind being an entertainer for part time actualli :P gotta work on those nerves. neways after that i headed home got changed n put some heels on.. headed to eurobar to meet up wid them.. lols showed sammi some dance moves and we pro danced the nite thru with laughter and joy.. AHHA! tt was the end of tt day :P

7th sunday... went utopia wid the notti girls~ lols! gossiped and talked... utopia was the place wher evy showed us magic trick that not one of us who tried could do it... it was amazing... somehow the plastic leaf of a fake bush was able to stick to her lil finger and yes.. it was entertaining :P hahahas! this was after the small utopia party we had wid pizza and KFC woot! hehe~ (coming up)

parents came bak on the 8th so i picked them up.. ate snow crabs at nb chinese restoran =x lols 9th had work, visited jien for a while n headed home.. mum picked me up from caltex and told me adam had opened my letter which had an invitation to do honours.. stressful decision... neways it was my student awards night~ exciting stuff~ i was awarded the Professor Greg Tan Award for consistent excellent grades throughout the course and gettin the highest achievement in the unit and also $100 cheque.. which i forgot i should hav banked in before my parents left.. doh! but oh wells.. i can do that later.. do i evn hav a bank account? o_0 anyways we all collected our graduation pins.. and took pics wid my professors =D sammi was not happy that day.. she grumpy .. she was also late and did not collect her pin wid us T_T but its ok.. she got it on graduation day =D thankyou mummy, coachy and yangon for sharing this day wid me~ ^_^ hope ur proud of ur lil girl~ eva, malcolm, wen and tim came over to play rockband tonite as well.... this was i think after they had gelare's in northbridge~ hehehe~ it was fun.. and i was realli amazed how tim got bullied so easily and i must say.. blurly... AHHA! entertaining!




10th had work visited jienn i remember being very tired LOL ~ watched movies wid mummy at home~ alot of movies.. lols.. the incredible hulk, hellboy, and NArNIa prince caspian lols! yeahh nothin much happened today~ prob went out to eat again... ate so much when they were over.. lols.. neways 11th thursday.. drove to notredame to collect tickets and regalia.. n den to the immigration place in city wid mummy.. we're thinkin of studyin to be citizens.. more benifitss.. n everythin costs so much cheaper.. should be better >_<; this was the day i fell in love wid this monkey across crazy clarkes.. soooo super cute.. but $150 which was sale price T_T sad.. i wanna hug it ~ tho i did take a photo of it while my mum went next door to look at shoes..




lol we ended up buyin 3 pairs.. =x one which i found out.. gives me blisters when i wear it for too long.. but hopefulli it'll stretch.. lol~ after tt we tried that korean place next door.. it was yumm.. im goin to go ther to get food again before i leave for singapore =D hehee~ yummilicious :P n den back home~ prob went out to eat again.. LOL wid reg n his wife.. lols~ same place.. we had pigeons.... i did not consume ne tho.. but this is wat they looked like in the end.. lols



the left one looked like it was screaming ... =x in pain?

neways.. 12th.. utopia night with notti girls and bois.. lols picked up jien from caltex and we went to get kfc at subi.. lol on the way bak i thot id be smart to take a short cut.. but.. ahahahahahhaa i think mb next time i shouldnt coz they all end up being long way round~ i think we ended up in shenton park n bak down again.. LOL oh wells.. newaysss singing and pizza and kfc at utopia~ it was funnn and we ate so much.. lol ktv is oweis fun =x HAhahahhas! we had room 8?or was it 9? and the window was directli wher ppl passed up n down the corridor to go to the toilet.. din kno why they din hav a curtain or somethin covering it.. cozzzz hahahaa i think it was ama.. she got a fright becoz she thot i was at the window but i was sittin next to her.. n she screamed so i looked to see wat was rong and i screamed coz i saw a guy jus lookin into the room~ in his dark wondering eyes... hhahaha and evyyy got a shock too so shee screamed.. n eventualli jenn oso screamed... it was an amplification of screams.. i think.. did vic screamed too o_0 hahahah manly scream! =x LOLS~! it was a funn funny nite ~ hope everyone had fun hehee oh after utopia.. went to wei's to play wid bui and work out my triceps... next day .. it killed =S

13th saturday went furniture shoppin wit mummy for outdoor stuff and theatre sofas =D ther are some fancy ones id like to hav.. but prob wouldnt suit the house.. hehe but it was funnn we made fwens wid an interior designer that came on monday to look at the theatre to giv us her insight on wat we should do wid it~ she's realli funni.. lol! after that home.. bala and darrius came over.. hehe.. darrius and his pokemon.. so nostalgic... i struggled to travel thru the pokemon world in the gameboy and all i could tell darrius was walk in those lil grassy patches and u'll find monsters to fight! hahaha after that he got sick of it and told me he wants to play the reallll pokemon.. i was out of ideas.. so i jus sat him to watch pokemon episodes on youtube.. which he claimed to oredi hav watched on tv... but he still watched it attentiveli neways hehee~ i escaped his nottiness for a while.. n den he got hungry n den later he wanted to go home.. lols neway sat nite.. had metros it was xmas theme .. had a round of pancakes n denn walked around until the place was a lil more crowded and den headed to the dancefloor while jen n chucki wanted to be left alone somewher.. well so it seems? hahahha! :P but yea we tried to look for them but couldnt~ serene somehow managed to find us =D lol! oh wells the night was filled wid dancing, hmmm half naked ppll o_0 wat has metros become =S ..... OK.. neways... n alot of water to keep ourselves from dehydrating =D hehehe! pictures were also taken hehe :P thanks for tonite

Graduation day =D i wokeup earli to take pics in my gown =x coz it was onli for hire.. it'll be gone after T_T LOL!!!! so yeahh after that.. i drove to uni n met up wid everyone.. ppl were gettin their regalia put on properli.. and met sarah hoskin ther too lol! took pics wid everyone includin some of the teachers i havent taken pics wid lols~ dun wanna forget them... hmm n yea soonn it was time to walk to the assembly area in drill hall.. LOL... jen evy n ama notti girls were sittin outside in the hot sun .. n YES IT WAS HOT!!!! 37 degrees!!! parents and brothers were late LOL coz silly mummy forgot the tickets so they had to drive bak to get it.. hehee but all of them were outside veri near to wear i sat =P .. at least ther was shade.. hehee~ the walkin and takin pics was realli fast.. n den we sat until all the names were called out... pretty boring i must say.. hahaha so thanks for those i mentioned for sharin this day wid me n oso endurin the weather n long long name list haha! after tt went to get beverages and den off the notti girls went to dome to sit and gossip lol whilst my famili n i went to get some pro pics taken =D lOLS! the photographer was so precised.. he put everythin in place, everyone's hand and their positioning oh! includin wher my hair went etc lol! funny guy... but tts realli good =) after that i met up wid the notti girls in the middle of their gossiping n joined in.. lols n den we headed our separate ways after.. jien got a parkin fine~ unlucky! i treated her bbt to make up for it~ omost forgot about work dinner so i had to turn down snowcrabs dinner tt mummy wanted to hav LOL! but i think i've had enough of snow crabs for the yr... lols! so went home showered got ready picked up aunty hu and went to taurus bbq.. soon ama came ~ n guess who sat next to her.. her best fwen =D ahahaha the dinner was soo yummy we had shark fins souppp so long havent had tt ! n all the food was yummy~ thanks for dinner!!

15th - mum came into the room n asked me if im takin them to the airport.. n yes.. i woke up changed n left for airport half awake.. LOl~ got home cleaned my room, vacuumed the dinin area and my room and yay! was goin to wash the car and walk the dog and also go to the gym but was interuppted by someone who claimed to hav lost every reason to live because he couldnt stand his ex not wantin to be friends... they should realli think of themselves.. -_- argh.. neways after that.. michael called =D tt notti monkey made contact~ lols~ he said somethin about him already thinkin into the future :O n den brushed it off n said nothin when i asked.. hmmmm i dunno wat tt monkey is thinking lOL! but i guess its good if he thinks we hav a future together? HAHAHHA! neways he makes me laugh lol! talked until it was 730ish when ppl started comin in ~ hehee~ n ROCKBAND plus PICTIONARY NITE it was!!! hehehee started off wid rockbanddd and denn we all played pictionary... hahahaha it was funny all the pictures that came up~ lols!!! we realised that guys draw realli small whereas the girls stress n draw real big~ lols!!! WE WON! LOLS! tho we were given handicap and also never start the game the right way.. ahhahahahaa but still it was fun.. everyone managed to get to the last box n it was a battle of ALL PLAY~ hrhrhrhr~ fun fun~ after that everyone kinda went lols it was jus cookz tims and meh~ we went to uncle billy's to get some food~ we had conversations on smell, taste, and sounds! lols smell convo was led from cho in the car towards nb, taste was at the restaurant and sounds was in the car bak to the house.. lols so wat sound does the ambulance make? we had a mini arguement whether its neenaw or yeeyaww or wooooooo ... yummmm n den got dropped home and we went our separate ways~ (michael jus called.. he's leaving again T_T realli miss him!)

n im sick T_T oh wells ~ recoverin i hope... tuesday had work, was kinda busy coz they din kno amanda wasnt comin in.. i hope i wasnt supposed to tell them that she wasnt.. =x so we were short one person outside.. neways after work went to jen's we watched some horror film wid 3 stories thai, jap, hongkong.. quite umm interesting? i think i went home and had a continuation dream based on that film... it wasnt scary tho.. jus explainin the stories in more details.. after that.. i woke up... around 9.. chat for a bit.. went to make some microwave soup n den showered... wei called after i got out of shower n came to visit~ he was worried coz i dun eat at the right times... kinda felt weird coz he cared so much =/ i've been eatin like that for ages... aww sucha nice fella~ neways he stayed till my slpin time at 2ish... we jus talked heaps and go on facebook again to stalk on ppl's profiles! bwahaha! n den he went home n i tried to slp but... i kept hearing a zzzzz sound at my ear... i think it was an insect flyin around... i waved in the darknesss.. n it disappears but not long.. it comes bak... boo... i couldnt slp due to that annoyin sound T_T but it eventualli went away at 4am.... tts when i fell aslp ... had to wake up for work the next day which is today... n den went to work.. after work go to jen's =D hahaha im a loyal visitor :P neways today jien had 3 extra visitors - shirley (whom i didnt see) evy and christina~ lOLS they were gossiping about mm mm n mmm =D LOL! after tt we jus continued gossipin while i ate my lunch ther hehe~ after tt the two notti girls left n i watched gossip girl wid jien lols! time passes so fast!!! n it was time to go home... when i got home.. watched the transporter movie wid johnny on his computer.. after that came up here n did some chattin and bloggin.. this blog actualli took a few hours.. ahhaha =x nn notti monkey called =) it gets harder to put down the fone each time.. hmmms somethings gotten into me.. either that or... it's the effect of tt time of the month =P hahaha! neways... now truely lonely.. no one's online to tok to .. oh wait lemme check.. its been awhile~ OH pANDEE! hehehehe okiiiii goin now :P takecare ppls~ tts all i hav to blog hehehe
muahsss =D
*huggies*

love, xiaozhen

p.s. couldnt upload pics of grad n award nights coz they on coachy's camera.. but realli thanks for coming! all of yoos hehe! love ya! muax!




Thursday, December 04, 2008, 12/04/2008 08:44:00 pm ♥


the notti monkey who never fails to make me laugh

haha!
misS you : muacks xoxo




12/04/2008 08:14:00 pm ♥

had work yesterday with ama. den went to jien's talked. she was scared of a moth in the shop lol! according to some people.. large moths represent relatives comin to visit.. so don't kill them. lol! den steph came. so we stayed in the shop till 5 accompany jen coz she was all alone. lol! den so steph went home wid me. n we headed off to nb for dinner. dinner was HANA BBQ at northbridge. was not bad but not worth the price i dun think. lol! michael called at the end of dinner. yay! but he's goin away for 1 week so he says but his 1 week usually means 2 weeks. meh! i'll try to keep myself busy.. daddy called yesterday too.. askin about my grad coz i smsed him to let him kno his daughter is graduating.. lol.. but yea.. today he called again.. he said that the travel agencies say that thers no flight up coz they all fully book and we havin alot of expos? hmms n he forgot what i was studying.. guess cant blame him.. old age..? lol! will be seein him end of the yr =) i told him i'll be graduatin again neway so he can come again another time if he wanted. itd be nice if he could.

sometimes i wonder wat itd be like if we were family again. i guess i shouldnt be thinkin about those stuff.. but yea... i think im emo again.. lol! i remember for 3 yrs or so i wished for that on my birthdays.. never happened so i gav up.. i remember when we left the house without tellin him.. i wrote a note to him.. it went something like that "dear daddy, i dunno why mummy is angry with u. i dunno why we hav to go but take care of urself. i love you forever daddy. love, girlgirl." lol i remember he called once and asked me who taught me to write like that. i was proud no one did. it was good that mummy still allowed us to go out with him. afterall he is our dad. but ther was once we were out so late i remember johnny didnt do his homework. mummy was scolding daddy for bringing us out so late. n throwing sheets of paper at him. tellin him to teach his son. i think it was mathematics. to tell u the truth. i din get why my mummy was so angry. i remember being ther n i felt realli scared. probably cried too. lol.. i like it how even now.. when we go out wid daddy. he'd make us call him when we got upstairs. to make sure we're safe. lol it kinda makes me feel like we're still his lil babies despite how old we might be. but guess now i kno the story between them tho itd be nice if i could talk about it with dad.. so i kno both sides.. but if we were family again. i guess id hav a totally different life. different friends. different ambitions. different me.

neways yea enough of that. lol! im been pooin black wid lil bit of blood... tts twice now. gettin abit worried. i looked it up. it says that might be related to internal bleedin of the GI tract. but den again it might be the cause of green veges or chocolate too. i guess if symptoms do persist.. i should see a doctor.. gotta get my finger burnt at the same time.. lol!

results are comin outttt in like 2 hours!!! quite exciting =D and im graduatin soon! migosh! the yrs do pass by so fast... hehes~ oki doki =) tts it for today =D

love, xia0zhen




Tuesday, December 02, 2008, 12/02/2008 12:35:00 pm ♥

Thankyou to my wonderful friends for so much help wid my interview.
it was a very casual one.. not formal at all.. so i guess all that practise was realli.. for any future interviews.. lol but i would like to thank..

irene, jen, wei, lili, evy, ama, alex for practising wid me in person, on fone, on msn. (alot of effort) lol!

mummy, irene, jen, wei, ama, evy, monkey, edwin, danni, alex, eva for wonderful advise and support =D

pls imagine the sound of audience clapping and cheering. ahahha!

went to jen's on wednesday nite to do some interview questions lol we watched eye 10.. it was funny but so sad :( n den i didnt leave till 340 =x oops lol thanks for all the help wid interview questions jien hehe~ next nite i went to ama's house.. sat ther and chatted for ages lookin at pics until fallin aslp liao but i din realli wanna go home too coz go home stress nia.. lol so i stayed till quite late around the same time as jien's.. hahahas sorry for keeping both of u awake.. its ok.. one nite onli :P

soooooo wat else been happening - went to yuli's end of yr celebration. it was very different karaoke nite at myaree.. but still fun funn~ apart from singing... it was the first time in a long time that i became red from alcohol.. oh wait i did in halloween =x hahaha! oh wells~ but yea.. it was fun ~ we also played wid evy's nintendo DS who wants to be a millionaire and cooking mama! hehehes.. i like that cooking mama game.. coz thers no way i'd be a millionaire in the other game. LOL! hahahahas cookin mama was fun and cooperative ~ lol i slpt over at jen's that nite.. been visitin jen alot too =D hehehe caused them to be late =x but i got ready veri quik =)

so went home and bought kfc home wid me for my brother dears.. lol johnny picked me up from the caltex near the busstop.. n denn eat kfc.. hehehe did some research on uwa vs murdoch n den evyy camee ~ we played rockbanddd hhehehe n den not long ama cameee lol! n dennn we played for a while hahaha.. ama wonderful singing made us laugh non stop~ which was fun fun hahaha funny! hahhaa! newayss after that we went to supermarket.. n bought the ingredients for a reall cook up! hahhaa we ended up wid tomato mince n mushroom pasta, garlic bread, mushroom omellete, salad and oreo sticks to finish it off... of coz we dun eat in silence.. we toked about the lil one again.. LOL! n vic came to steal my baby pandee... but stayed for abit.. hha! he brought bbt for us! so nice =D osoo osooo sorry about the scratching under the car.. his new car got bullied by my steep driveway.. 4 times >_<; coming in.. going out.. coming in again and going out... mb next time.. park behind... wher the tennis courts are.. its not a long walk hehe~ newayss we playedddd rockband n listen to ama's wonderful singing again.. n evy's pro guitar skills lols! n den after ama left n den someone manage to steal my pandee away.. lol! but no fear.. pandee went online when she got home =D at nite wei practised wid me over the fone.. we also chatted about some other stuff.. found out that we're quite similar in certain ways.. neways kept him up for some time too =x but i did tell him to slp.. that one not my fault.. haha =D

on sundayyy my last preparation~ went to irene's house again for practise.. it was fun we ended up watchin ugly betty as well.. lol! n den got home and practised wid ppl online.. hehe.. evy and alex on msn.. n lili as well with call function on msn.. hehe~

monday morning interview day.. michael smsed.. lol! so he gav me advise lol! his advise was so cute.. he said he normally go wid.. situation, task, action, result... structured approach.. lol! i was like so how m i suppose to remember this... S.T.A.R. hahaha its a star approach =x LOL! sorry i get amused easily =x neways i had my interview short n funny... becoz i asked if ther was nethin i said to jeopardised my chances.. n yea.. they laughed.. but evy said i left an impression lol n monkey said its good to be not normal.. ahhaha! oh wells.. hehee after interview i went home n got ready to take bus to city n meet up wid pandee to buy someone's birthday pressie.. hehe.. we ended up buyin her a makeup set.. it was very nice actually... ther were so many things we could get.. hehee.. but yea~ n den we walked around city to shop around ~ yupsh =D yay! hehehe! n den we visited jennn oh wait we oso had mr samurai n easyway bbt.. yummers =D den yeaah we talked about the "bigone" oppose to the "lilone" n entertained ourselves till 5ish when we started to head bak home =D played rockband.. n den i went to slp coz i was realli tired coz was woken up by terrible singing at 5am in the morning.. was soooo angry..... i slammed all the doors from computer to my room.. a total of 4 doors =D but it was still not enough.. hais.. oh wells..
anywayyyy michael called last nite =D when i was slpin.. coz i slpt earli.. he tried to sound like my dad but his disguise failed by soundin more like a cheena grandpa! lol! we talked for about 1 n half hours and den adam started hollering me.. so we called it a night.. hehe wonder why he always asks me whether im happy... lol but i say im not hahaha! but really i am happy happy when he calls that is~ lol miss miss him :D muacks!

todayyyyys~~ wokeup this time by an sms and the second time by a call.. i got nominated to get an award for university.. so he told me to go to awards night in smart clothing.. which i oredi was goin to go neways~ who doesnt want a graduation pin =P LOL! i wonder wat kinda award it is.. lol! so today i planned to wash my car n clear my wardrobe but i think i'll leave that to another day.. i'll jus go combat today and also walk the dog =D siaofui's part is tonite and also jen's gelare and dinner nite =)

hehe~ thats all for today =D
love, xia0zhen.