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Monday, February 23, 2009, 2/23/2009 08:08:00 pm ♥
so what hav i been doin the past few days~well ama's ah charm arrived on the 20th so we had bbt and also watched My bloody valentine. - it was exciting.. and oso.. quite goryyy hmm i dun think i saw much of it.. 3D would hav been cool LOL saturday nite. did not end up goin to nish's party or metros. steph said she was lazy at the end of the day. so yea. not blaming her i guess. ended up goin to ama's n we headed to utopia for an hour of karaoke. we tried to update ourselves on the ktv ther. lol! n cookz.. broken strings aint out :( lol! slpt over at ama's and wokeup in the mornin for badminton funness~ the champion was eva! no surpriseee haha but it was good work out for all of us.. =D dropped eva home after and we headed to yummy bbq for lunch after intense jumpin n smashin of shuttle cocks lol! was yummy! tt reminds me i owe money! that nite.. i slpt over again.. we painted ama's front living room.. which was quite fun! lols it looks cool now =D more cosy hehehe! n ama's mummy treated us dinner at bamboo (previousli known as taurus BBQ) thanku auntie n ama for everythin! we ate so muchh ~ =x lucky i didnt put bak too much weight.. if not i'll be depressed.. LOL we oso watched HOTSHOT which was a basketball taiwan series.. untill slpy this mornin~ wokeup.. had brekky cai dao kuei tt ama's mum made n instant teh tarik.. lol thanks again~ brought charm to ama at uni n den dropped dem off at city n den went home.. brought adam to uni.. tried to organise myself.. watched tv alot.. got adam home.. OMG i feel so unproductiv.. watched heroes and how i met your mother on adam's computer.. n now its oredi 9.19pm... im feeling guilty and lonely.. u kno that sinkin feeling.. man havent felt like this since.. exams - when i wanted to get stuff done but instead i watched series... mb im puttin too much pressure on myself... toml uni starts.. i feel.. scared.. i dunno wats expected off me.. they think i study real hard and hav the creativity which is best suited for this course.. ah! i cant get myself to study today.. guilty because... #1 going out alot #2 left my responsibilities #3 went bak on my words #4 not doin wat i set myself to do #5 i don't know what i'm doing. lonely because.... #1 the obvious #2 i miss johnny's spontaneous late nite outings.. #3 adam is sleeping now.. thers no one at home i can tok to.. #4 i miss singapore (the ppl ther)... #5 i want a hug. aHhHhh im gettin emo. but im good. :) mb i should run it off =D blehhhhhh uni tomll~ now i kno part of how ama felt yesterday~~~~ booooooooooooooooooooo run run run run run .. sigh i need to unpack my luggage.. n im not happy wid the wardrobe arrangements.. so hard to find my stuff.. i think im takin over johnny's wardrobe... its onli for the better =D lols! shall do that in the weekends ! but first i gotta ask permission. omg jevina called today. can u beliv it :P hahah! meetin her on thurs for lunch~ called jessicaca along too! yay! catchups xD get urself together jas. u can do it! xD Thursday, February 19, 2009, 2/19/2009 11:20:00 pm ♥
okiii now for the flight bound to perthole! lols!before i got on the plane.. i'd do my usual ritual of calling pohpoh wid free local calls and chattin to her until omost everyone's boarded the plane and so i go in when ther's less ppl queing up.. however this time, i got off the fone abit earlier n sat down to wait for the que to go down.. lil did i kno that my fone had dropped out of my pocket.. on board the airplane.. i sat beside two china girls.. who were.. pretty snob lookin =x haha! but friendly to say the least.. anyway the seat belt sign came on and the plane began to move... phones were asked to be switched off on flight. i panicked for i couldnt find my fone. all i could think of is... " whers my fone? i cant switch it off. dun fly!!!!" LOL! but yea.. i couldnt find it.. n so i told the steward about it n he told me to take my seat.. -_- so i had to wait till we were up in the air before nethin could be done.. i guess they wouldnt stop the plane jus becoz i left my fone behind.. so i gav them the details of the fone n my contact numbers.. thru out the flight.. i occupied myself wid two movies. high sch musical 3 and a korean movie about an ugly girl.. she was very strange too. but yea... neways when i arrived... declared my granma's chickn essence and wooden art pieces n went to the arrival hall.. lol~ i called jien.. n so wei n jienni soon came to pick me up at the airport.. i was happy to see them but gloomy bout my phone.. lOL! we headed to uncle billy's to eat porridge =D yumm! n den went home .. i msged my mum bout the fone.. n evn called the fone.. the fone was switched off n i thot tt was the end of it... thankyou wei and jen for pickin me up xD so nice! the next mornin.. i received a txt from mum sayin they found it! delighted, i got out of bed and my day in perth started.. did not progress veri well .. n so i sent out a mass txt for bbt at myaree~ brought the giant chocky's n lil gifts for everyone =) the next daay 12th.. i cant remember wat happened.. i think we went shopping for v-day pressies.. lOLS! n den bbt at nite again was it? cant rememberrr on v-day eve night.. i spent the nite wid weiwei chattin n lookin at fotos... when it was bedtime for him.. went to spend some funnfunn wid eva n her brother n cousin.. playin boardgames till weeee hours ~ i think i left the place at 6.... malcolm oso drove us to maccaz to get takeaway brekky~ YUMM! lols CLUEDO and HOTELS were the games LOL! i won hotels! hehe.. kinda monopolised the board :P i suck at cluedo.. HAHah too much thinking T_T thanks for lettin me over cookz! V-day! lols~ went to meet up wid uni fwens for lunch at joy gardens.. kinda ate their left overs.. coz i was late.. ahha! but doesnt matter... den we headed to iceyice for dessert.. they now hav lychee flavor! cool huh :P LOL! after that hope went to babysit and so kaye n me went to ace subi to watch He's just not that into you. Ben affleck.. havent seen him in a while.. ahhaha! cute! anywayss~ it was basically about the dating game, commitments, norms, and "exceptions". it was nice.. n oso made me think alot about me... happiness is all that matters.. i heard on radio too "isnt happiness worth more than a gold diamond ring" - i guess it is.. i wouldnt mind not gettin married my whole life if we're happy, dun hav to follow everyone, be an individual, live the way u wan, love the way u wan... n no im not thinkin about marriage.. lols! jus happy wher i am.. shouldnt realli care about the lil troubled things too much and accept what life has to offer =D the events that happened or didnt happened on this day got me to think so much.. trust.. something i hope im doing right.. i've oweis thot i kno how to read ppl.. how they tok and their reactions.. i beliv i can so that's wat i'll do for now.. sorry if i havent been myself lately.. i think i let myself in too deep.. i started to expect something, when my expectations werent met. i guess i broke down. safe to say i'll be bak on track in no time. jus wish these dreams would stop. on the 15th we had a bbq party at jen's, it was a very happy occasion, everyone brought something yummy =) ama had chickns, evy n vic did a yummylicious potato bake, they brought drinks and onions too, eva brought patties n buns, jen n co. brought sausages n buns, serene brought icecream, later on wei brought his chocolate mousse tarts. we played pictionary~ lol we won =D it was the usual underdog story.. neways after that we played cards =D i taught the same game felicia taught in singapore =D was fun xD on the 16th. went to uni to see if prof was ther. he was sick. michael called, i stayed in the car and we talked for hours. he called again at night. cried. really didnt want to hang up. 17th he called in the mornin. i had this terrible nightmare. so i cried again. he had to go to china. i dun think i've ever cried so much for him or any guy (if i may add). i blame PMS and myself. i learnt over the past few relationships never to let myself fall too close to someone unless i was sure, tts why i'd oweis put up a wall, to defend myself because once i made the decision that i was sure. ther was no turnin bak.. n i think i fell. that night we had gelare's, nick decided to come stalk n left, tim n eva had pool to go to.. turns out they din end up doin it. neway we den headed over to jen's for movie night. rented two dvds which were crap. LOL boo and broken. two movies i'll prob never forget and will forget at the same time. lol. it was fun neways! 18th was hungry n felt like spencer. jen helped made my wishes come true n mass txt everyone. lol! thanks jen! spencer was nice. after tt.. steph smsed so taurus or spencer was wat i felt the whole day. so i decided to go meet her at taurus for dinner. lol. we caught up chatted =D n den met everyone else at bowling. i think steph, eva and tim were the pros that night. lol! good game guys =D after bowling we headed to jen's house to hav floaties/ spiders and played that card game.. except wid two deck of cards.. lol! took ages! but it was fun =D 19th jen left for singapore. we'll miss her~! lol when i think of her, its oweis of her broken laughter with intervals of her clearing her throat. funny jienni lol neways i met my 2 profs at 10am. which meant i woke up earli today. i woke up at 8,830,845 wid 3 min snooze intervals between 830 n 845.. lol our gate is fixed now. adam dropped me off the busstop n so yea took the bus to freo. after tt met wid dem n discussed for 2 hours the enrolment n wat the research involved. i must admit i was zoomin off at certain points. my mind jus isnt at optimum in the day time. after that.. i took the bus home.. walked bak from stirling, went to broadway n bought a pretty diary for the year 2009. i love it! lol dunno why. =x neways after tt walked home dancing. im goin to learn how to walk n dance! i dun care.. if chris brown can do it.. i can! lol.. i think i can do the basic bop-walk LOL! neways chatted for abit online.. n den serene wanted to go city n walk walk so i met her ther.. wasnt supposed to buy nethin.. -_- but i did.. must save. hehe! after that jus went home ate my lohbak rolls and oh i watched a movie. Memento. very interestin movie about memory loss and reason to live. n now jus chattin =D should shower soon coz i feel im goin to slp soon. (another long one - this took omost the whole day to rite) 2/19/2009 02:42:00 am ♥
LONG BLOG AHEAD !!!!!!!!! 2/19/2009 02:33:00 am ♥
at long last.. i have the time to blog~ i'll start from wher i left off =D and also written according to the ppl i spent time wid~ jus a warnin this blog is goin to be long soo the onli soul purpose of this is for me or neone? to read bak on it when im bored further down in the future.. HAHA! newayyyy as we all know.. i had my holidays in home sweet home - singapore...My Singapore Trip the EVAC were in singapore before me so first thing i did was meet up wid dem for karaoke.. was funn~ steph came wid lee~ she oso met me at the airport to collect some wine n cheese... hope the cheese didnt stink on its way up to singapore.. but yea.. after karaoke.. it was a last min decision to slp over at their hotel.. becoz we were watchin incredible tales series.. ther were some scary stuff ok! lol! =/ didnt realli slp well coz i was in the hole and the blankets didnt seem to be able to cover well but oh wells~ haha! i manage to find a comfy spot earli morning~ met up wid mummy and did a couple of laser on my face .. i did it for a few days actualli.. lol neways days with EVAC/E.V.A consisted of... CLINIC - where we had the experience of drinking shots from syringes and spirits from blood bags~ the shots were yumm.. tho.. i think it would onli be a one off thing for anyone.. it costs $50 each.. plus service charge plus GST tsk tsk FUNAN/ ESPLANADE - taking funny fotos and walking around eating old chang kee EAT EAT EAT - singapore's hawkers food - one delight involving the savaged of two black pepper crabs at newton.. tried Pepper Lunch - which was not bad... alot of beansprouts.. lol! oh n roti john - recommended by asile.. the after midnite kfc n maccaz delivery! LOL! NIGHT SAFARI - the bus ride ther n bak - ama slps with her mouth open newher =) lol oh! n the performance of cute animals in the creature show~ walking the leopard trail which led to many other trails ~ OH n BEN & JERRY's icecream! VIC's family - his cousin's birthday~ long MRT ride ther~ lol! oh and KATONG laksa! SHOPPING - mainly this fashion... we didnt realli shop much.. lol oh! and bought perfume at LUckY PlazA~! Memories - evy's crazy dance - ama's mouth open - ah charms fart - evy falls on her butt (we didnt check the washing machine) - i ripped my old boxers falling down - evic's tension =x lol, ama cries =x - squish torto - ZOUK-PHUTURE; evic vomits, ama n me tipsy - asile neutral. FAMILY saw my daddy twice onli.. first for cny reunion dinner - auntie cooked.. she oso gave me a veri nice top.. coz apparentli im sexy ahhaHAha! if onli tt were true.. neways.. i couldnt fit into ne of her other clothes coz seriousli i think she's ano now... heard she's veri sick now becoz she dieting alot.. she should realli eat more.. lol! went to temple after midnite too.. did alot of traditional CNY stuff =D hehe! was quite fun n interesting =P second time daddy brought us for lunch n shoppping.. kenny rogers and G2000 (johnny's work clothes) - kinda miss him.. newayyy WE ATE SO MUCH FOR CNY!!!!!! i think we had 4 lo heis.. or more... mum loves that stuff.. lol!!! din realli spend much time wid mumm~ but on the last day had brekki wid her n coach n den had some DnMs, she also brought me to hav a full body massage wich killed my shoulders.. oh no! my body exposed to a total stranger.. was a weird experience.. hahah! i was.. shy =x at first i left my bra and shorts on.. n den she told me to take off everything.. n change into the disposable underwear... so i took off bra... change to disposable.. left my shorts on top =x hahaha! n laid down.. but den.. she's like.. oh ur mum say FULL BODY not BACK.. so u hav to take off everything "dun be shame".. n so.. i took her advice and.. NO SHAME! neway the massage was full of cracks and knots.. oh and alot of laughter... michael's right... im ticklish omost everywher LOL! n was commented on my stuffed up body muscles and pretty face... hahah! self-esteem up! :P my butt dun seem to want to relax.. i was trained to oweis tense it tts why is so stiff =x hahaha oh wells.. neways the last massage i had in syd (back massage).. had the same prob too.. knots... :( they say that one day cant get rid of it.. i think im addicted.. had a checkup on the prices on massages in perth... SO EXPENSIVE.. it was onli 50 ther.. compared to 100+ -_- went to pohpoh's house wid kor alOT!! to eat lunch/ dinner~ her food is the best =D hehe! liao tian alot.. and oso we went during CNY to collect ang baos =D muacks pops! spent alot of time wid johnny too.. i find him weird.. HAHA =x guess it jus runs in the family.. FELISH, SHERMS, SAM i can say i spent my singapore fun wid one of my long lost primary school friend of 8 yrs! LOL! long time!! n had a wonderful lots of FUN time wid her!! (FeliciaAAAaa) hahaha like she said in her own blog (u can check out our pics on facebook or her blog link =D )- : we did alot of MEET UP, VERY HUNGRY, EAT, VERY FULL! LOLS!!!! First day - felish n i ate at YUKI NO YAKI! OMG!!! bbq n steamboat BUFFET!!! MAKE OWN ICECREAM TOO!! LOL!! we ate.. till.. i think.. very FULL! it was very yummy too! lOLS!! after that.. we went shoppin in marina square.. she was lookin for a sports jacket for her friend's farewell present.. ended up gettin a puma one~ lol... i remember that i was amazed wid the soccer shoes ther... SPIKEY! lols!! second day out - shermeen n i had breakfast at macdonald's in tpy and den after that we went to orchard to do some shoppin~ had tea at starbucks~ n den went our separate ways.. she had uni.. so veri busy nia.. thirD day out - we met up at vivo, felish was late.. coz she forgot the time hahaha! oh wells doesnt matter~ met up wid samm~ both of us havent ate nethin the whole day so veriii hungryyyy ~ so walk around until felish cameee den we had ASIAN RESTAURANT ther. cant realli remember the name.. but den YEa! VERY YUMM ~ the souppp delish!! lOLS~ hehe n denn we watched BRIDE WARS.. was a nice movie about fwenship and love and also bout being urself :P i realli liked it! hehe n den we ended up in starbucks~ tts when we parted :( fourth day out - omg.. felish accompanied me to meet ROBIN.. lol~ we had american lunch... which was very filling and yes.. sooo super full again.. lols.. didnt realli kno wat to tok to robin about but it was an interestin meeting lol! we played arcade till our movie started.. we watched Changeling~ nice movie =) abit draggy but the storyline was good. n dennn we headed to zara widout robin.. n got two dresses for felisha =D veri nice =P we oso had SAKAE SUSHI for dinner =D YUM! again veri full again lol! took alot of story snap shots.. lol which u can check out in facebook againnn :P 5th dayy - met up wid felishhh at the bukit batok mRT ! lol! we planned to exercise.. n we did! ahhahaha we walked alot which was good.. she brought me to her neighbourhood park, BUKIT BATOK NATURE PARK. it was the first time i've seen so many monkeys acting like humans and playing wid the playground... i was amused and excited to see them slide down the slides and jump on each other... SOOOOO CUTE!!! sadly.. we werent able to take veri clear pictures.. but one monkey wasnt scared of us.. it literally walked pass us! right infront of me! SO CLOSE! i had the urge to grab it! LOL might hav been a beautiful disaster tho.. jus imagine the possibilities... Ah.. ok... imagination running... =x neways we took alot of fotos.. at the ummm HILL? lol i think that's wat we ended up calling it~ it was a rare sight in singapore.. as if we were in another part of the world. it was pleasant. after that we walked to felicia's house and played wid karaokeparty n stole some series off her.. TUDORS! and other movies... TUDORS IS GOOD... "apart from all the sex scenes" LOL! n we den fell aslp for an hour... woke up.. took the bus to orchard and we parted our ways as felicia had dinner plans wid some other fwens =).. i remember having dinner alone that night.. but i had evy as company online~ thankyou pandee =D johnny ditched me for his fwens... i guess that would be normal... sixth day - FELIciA's BIrthday! hehe! We went to WET WET WILD!! my first time ther.. we had alot of fun!!! they had the BUCket dip! we did it twice! it was omost like having a water massage wasnt it? LOL! alot of slides! lols!! i think our singlet n top stopped us from high speed sliding coz.. i was in the dark tunnel one.. n i thot i was goin to die from not movin coz my top accumulated at the top n did not move me.. haHAhahas.. we hear of such stories in singapore when young.. =x oh n the cycling one!!! LOL both of us were scared of heights.. OMG.. HAhaha we were the onli ones screaming all the way coz we din wanna fall.. =x hahahhas she's so funny.. it was more like lAugh and SCReamm and Laugh anD scream.. i think our voice boxes became abit strained after... near the end of the trip.. the guy laughed at us too =x oh gosh.. i think it'd be quite embarrasing to watch again =x LOL! FUN THO! we missed out a ride coz it was so scary lookin.. sO STEEP! n felish had to go home n eat dinner wid family so we leftt eatin popcorn chickn~ pictures are in her blog =D Seventh dayy! - met felish at pAn pacific to check into the hotel room! it was a veri nice n cute room!! we went shoppin at marina square for a purse~ was a nice big purse =D walked for abit.. n den met up wid liz and shermeen at raffles~ walked to Chimes to hav a look at wher we were goin to eat.. n den walked back to the hotel to get ready.. (again the pics are up on FB) lol! after everybody looked glamm~ we walked bak to chimes.. haha! lots of walking again~ met up wid some other friends of felicia's.. it was divided by pri, secondary, and poly friends~ pretty much a timeline of her life from since she was young to now 21! lols! =D i would love to spend my birthday wid everyone i knew from childhood to now =D LOL! guess i can do that in future future maybe LOL! well so we met up wid cheryl, vanessa, and and and ( i cant remember her name oh no sorry!) finger-thumb girl =x LOL! we had dinner at Harry's .. interestin food.. LOL! sherms had to go home n do her hw.. so tt was the last i saw her~ (miss you!) mmmm n den we all fitted in a beetle VW n went to dempsie hill~ for BEn & Jerry's! lOLS omg.. we were oredi veri full.. but yea.. enjoyable.. n den we played this game.. the loser had to drink a concuction(how do u spell this) of icecream leftovers wid water added to it... yes... i dun like number games.. coz i suck at numbers.. so.. i had to do it twice... which was orite since others had to do it twice too LOL! okkk so after ben & jerry's! we squished ourselves in and headed bak to the hotel... we played cardgames... which i sucked at too.. coz it was memory.. AHHA! oh wells.. lost twice.. had to eat.. these arnotts tarts twice.. they were yummy but mb too much for a bloated tummy~ LOL! neways .. slowly.. her fwens went home one by one.. n ther was jus the two... we watched tv till we fell aslp~ the bed was comfyyy :D 8th Dayy - woke up.. the blinds were all down.. soo it was dark.. we had to wake up earli becoz the checkout was 12pm.. lol.. woke up at 11.. well ok.. tts not earli but yea.. i take some time to get ready AHhaa! we checked out together n den walked to marina square once again n parted.. tt was the last i saw of felishhhaaaa :( misss you veri the much too!!! i dropped my sleepover stuff at mum's place (skinclub).. n den met up wid reuben and andre where the giant xmas tree never failed to be everytime xmas was near.. but yea it wasnt ther.. u kno that spot im tokin about neways.. met wid dem.. n jus started catchin upp~ i was slpy due to the lack of slp.. LOL n accordin to them, it wasnt hard to listen to the "tiredness" in my voice... neways we had lunch at spaghettis in promenade, steaks, lobsters, n fisherman's basket~ reu treated =D how nice! ehhee! so i decided to treat movies~ we headed to cine after to watch Love Matters~ it was the simple singaporean movie.. i liked its morals.. but it was abit draggy at some bits but overall good! lols.. becoz we had some time to spare before the movie, we spent our time at the arcade shooting basketballs.. played some other games n den went to movie. after movie, andre had to go bak to camp.. n oso had to make some last min shoppin.. so he took the taxi bak~ so reuben followed me bak to the clinic to grab my stuff n we planned to go play pool.. but judgin by the likeliness that the bus would come.. lol.. it was prob best we went home.. so we took the bus to toapayoh BI n we talked while we waited for his bus to come.. we toked about lots of stuff.. like what 21 means to him.. n how it feels like when u hit 21.. everythin changes.. for me.. i dun see the diff =x LOL! but yea~ i think i convinced him tt its onli 25 that everythin should begin to change.. LOL! he should jus live life now well wid NS =D [ and yes.. will let u kno earlier when im bak next time :P haha ] .. man i think i had a short crush on him last time.. =x nobody else sends me presents n cards from singapore besides weikang at that time.. LOL! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - i think i get crushes too easily.. -_- n they're realli short crushes too~ i can like someone for jus a day or a short time and forget about dem.... dun think tts good... or mb it is? LoL tho i think when we're lil we prob do that alot... =/ rite ? Record of my crushes. Nanyang primary sch- benjamin lee - someone gave me a star and told me it was from him (but i oweis thot ther was a possibility it wasnt.. since i get bullied so much..) - gary goh - gangsta of the sch... bad boy... he played games wid me during class.. we got into trouble together =/ (he oso hit me in the face durin assembly for no reason once.. i prob told this story before.. i cried..) st andrew's yr 6 - omkar nagesh - he asked me to dance in ballroom dancing classes.. oso did the tea ceremony wid him for jap presentation.. (i think he liked me too.. we were always teased ) Pembroke yr 8 - jimmy khoo - he used to call me alot.. for no reason... we'd talked about him being stupid.. he oweis liked following me in china.. he oweis wanted to sit next to me but i wouldnt let him! hahaha n den he complaint to the teacher.. LOL! funny guy =x he drew a picture for me n slipped it under the hotel room door.. LOL! (omg such silly things!) he oso told my friend that i needed to eat more coz i was skinny -_- which obviousli wasnt true.. been chubs all my life.. - thomas chung - he asked me to be his gf via email o_0 Leeming yr 12 - russell brown - we were lab partners all the time... and yea.. i had a few more crushes after tt too.. ah... oh no! im tokin to myself again!!! ignore this last section.. i dunno why i wrote it, oh tts rite.. mini crush on reu ahaha! funny!.. neway should realli go sooo nitenites .. i think i should slpp n not think... ~ lol at least now all i kno for sure is.. i more den a crush my baby munchi munki <3 ( i really din expect another long dist - guess tts wat i do best xD HAhah! ) realli misshh uu much n much n muchess! xoxo zhen. p.s. will blog about perth next time, kinda went side-tracked.. jen goin bak to singapore toml~ goin to miss her! *hugshugs** Sunday, February 15, 2009, 2/15/2009 02:37:00 am ♥
jus posting to say i have a draft.. jus cant finish it today LOL! =P =xHAppy Valentine's Day Everyone :P xoxoxo |
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