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Sunday, May 31, 2009, 5/31/2009 02:06:00 pm ♥

seeing that i had jus farted~ let's tok about farts! hahahhaa! they're like ppl i guess... either stinky or not stinky.. loud or silent.. or sometimes.. initially silent and den comes the loudness... sometimes its a sudden explosion and also uncontrollable! and also when sick.. sometimes they follow thru too... (eew!) ok.. tts jus some random stuff before i start my not-so-interesting blog.. LOL!!! so wat kinda fart are u? LOL

saturday was a lazy day.. i woke up at 2! i stayed at home "studying" tho i wouldnt call it that.. it was more like "stop n stare!" but yea.. so today i'll try to get more things done.. paros had dinner at a friend's house.. so adam n i were home eatin instant noodles.. lol! but they were yummy instant noodles~ hehee.. beef vermicelli one! but yea n dennn evy smsed for some chilli mussels at conca's for supper!!! it was my first time n with no disappointment - they were yumm!!! we went thru the PCD mega book that they bought from the concert (lady gaga is weird apparentli.. lol but good at wat she does) n we had a lil gossip session~ lols!! n thn it was close to 1.. so we went our separate ways home.. i spent the night watchin tudors.. grr..

today.. i woke up at 1... nothin but the usual.. paros prob went to ikea again... i swear they go everyday.. had a bigbreakfast pie which i took out the bacon fats.. eew u should see how thick it is...

hmm the weather looks like its goin to pour.. i can smell the rain thru the glass window.. might be rong.. but yea... lol well now i feel like.. watchin some how i met ur mother n mentalist.. adam told me he dled! yay!

my list of improvements will only be effective after exams or mb once my paros leave... i should appreciate wat i have left of lazy days LOL! abshaper been good. evn tho i've gained weight.. tummy doesnt bulge out like it should.. so yup! guys do situps every night or mornin.. works wonders~ n tts all for now..

have a good day.. n goodluck with exams those who start on monday~ :)

jasmine.




Saturday, May 30, 2009, 5/30/2009 02:22:00 am ♥

wednesday
it was a free day.. n i omost forgot that munki was callin so sad.. we only had 30 min coz i left my fone downstairs while i was watchin movies upstairs.. lucky i remembered half way n he din leave for china yet.. nothin much happened that day... we had dinner at kimchee house - steamboat bulgohgi dungo? LOL! yumm!!! love the soup~ wei called to tell me bout his bangkok trip, sounds so funn!!

thursday
met with eva at 12.30.. well supposed to be 12.. but i woke up late =x didnt mean to! but yea.. we had subway for lunch.. 1 foot!! it was realli my second time eatin a foot long subway roll.. lols we were so full after that.. n den eva drove us to murdoch lib.. wher we did some study.. till 430ish? den went bak to her place.. and walked up to jien's house.. but she wasnt home.. but den jeral came home.. so we stayed at her house n chatted for abit.. n den.. it was reali dark at 6ish... we walked bak to eva's and i ended up eatin dinner ther~ thank you for that eva n family.. was yummy! i think it was my first time eatin so much garlic. yum! wanted to organise a bbt.. but everyone was busy so.. den i got home.. ate somemore.. lOL korean noodles =x i share wid mummy .. coz she not full from ikea food.. she had fish n chips.. n den i became guinea pig for her creams again at night.. was quite good tho.. the cream.. it melted n got absorbed into the skin realli well.. lol

friday
woke up.. went to uni to do some studying.. nothin else happened.. had dinner at good fortune ducky! yumm yum!! hehee watched tv.. n fallin aslpp..

there are several things i wan to start doing so that i get used to the hours when my real honours program starts.. n so im goin to make a list..
  1. reduce msn
  2. exercise
  3. drink plenty of water
  4. take ur vitamins
  5. no more junk food and chocolates (gettin sick of it anyways)
  6. cook at home more... stop goin out to eat.. prepare own food
  7. find a casual job..
  8. sleep early
  9. wake up early
  10. control urges/ cravings..
wish me luck.... u kno the msn one is goin to be tough grr!

slp time....zZz




Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 5/27/2009 02:41:00 am ♥

i woke up again with the thot of him.. no idea why these dreams keep coming in.. it felt like he was right there... this time he was sleepin next to me but i woke up to the sound of my alarm.. and couldnt get out of bed coz it was icey freezing! (pains in my knuckle joints as we speak)

practiced my speech once again.. everythin was so last min.. lecturer wanted to see me about my slides.. she helped me out abit.. my data analysis slide was a total fail slide.. had to change it.. i was stressin coz i definitely did not have enough time to practice that.. but as usual.. i kept myself calm n told myself.. i oweis end up fine.. no point stressing.. (that's how i usually work) coz when i start sayin to ppl that im stress.. i really become stress and yes.. pathology speech - we remember wat happened that time -> (flashbak) audience:"what is she doin?"... (my first ever stuffed up in an oral presentation and the cause was.. i was munki-smsing.. bak then we werent together yet.. i had not practice enough.. and what i learnt from this is.. never not practice and also never be too confident and also! concentrate on studies la! lol)

thankfully, i did not replay that could-have-not-happened-scene.. i had good feedback from my profs.. apparentli the presentation was presented very well.. it was a bonus that not many ppl knew wat i was tokin about coz not many questions were asked.. more were jus clarifications mainly.. but i tried my hardest to reply... overall.. i would say i've done my usual:
  • audience involvement (tick)
  • stuttering (tick)
  • lots of smiles (tick)
  • slides were entertaining (tick)
  • umms... (tick)
  • eye contact (moderate tick)
  • reading off notes/palmcards (tick)
  • lost in speech (tick)
i would hav done better if i work on my verbal expression more - "improve urself jas!"... grr.. for some reason i find it hard to explain things out of my mouth (especialli if im too excited, shows how much i think more than i talk).. we'll see wat happens on my next presentation - would prob b the conference one! woo scary!.....so neway glad that's over..

i have a new buddy at home now - the "ab shaper - as seen on tv".. apparentli my stepdad bought it ages ago n never opened it.. (we jus had some furniture come in) so that will be my new gym buddy for some time LOL! - flat, toned abs here i come! (yea right..)

had dinner wid the paros at viet hoa today den went to iceyice.. watched adam n mum had softboiled egg competitions .. mum was tryin to make yakun eggs.. she had previously accomplish it.. but wasn't able to reproduce the same result consistently.. (better luck next time moomster dear lol)

the house is so much more lively when they're around.. hehe!

man i realli need to go lala now.. more about my explicit life and random, weird thoughts some other time..

love, jasmine.
(ooh! i jus plucked an eyebrow wid my finger nails!
- success can be felt in so many different ways... lol)




Monday, May 25, 2009, 5/25/2009 05:02:00 pm ♥








clearly, my heart still skips a beat for you.








5/25/2009 01:57:00 pm ♥

wat have i been doing? first of all, it's been freezing.. accordin to berfie, autumn didnt come properly...

saturday - adrian came, we watched american idol on foxtel and headed to yuki, we met evic infront of the restaurant, to surprise the notti girls for dinner! we werent greeted upon entry.. which was sad.. jennie was stuck inside so we never realli got to see her much.. the food was yummy!~ we had sashimi for entree, evy had beef tepanyaki, vic prawn tepanyaki?, adrian chickn katsu bento, n i had salmon teriyaki bento (too much salmon for me!) lols ama was floating from table to table and table to kitchen aimlessly wandering around like a notti zombie spotting out empty plates and dishes, with the occassional try-to-hold-in-smiles as she walked past us..but yea.. i remember taurus days.. smiles were only made when it was interacting with customers.. if not.. in the kitchen or else where.. steven (the cook) would always have to tell me to smile.. happy working guys~ hehee thanks for the mega icecream scoops!

we all met up at utopia after.. n also had a lil encounter wid x'tina~ i did a mini bomb at the toilets ther... i think my stomach seems to hav a bad reaction with honey green tea.. coz remember the episode of the hiroshima bomb.. i had the same drink onli with additional LEMON honey green tea.. and u kno the result of that.. after tt went home and adrian stayed for a bit before leaving.. n i stayed up doin palm cards for my speech - which i decided not to use.. LOL!

Sunday ... i did alot of uni work..but probably not prepared yet.. munki smsed to tell me he cant call today so he callin on wed.. (thanks for lettin me kno hehe! i've trained him well LOL!) went to berfie's to print my slides since the printer at home died on us.. n den went home .. did some work.. n den dinner time went to pick up berfie and we headed to uncle billy's for dinner.. but when we got ther.. i changed my mind and we ended up eatin at tea cafe.. YUM! we had squid tentacles as entree and he had black pepper steak wid rice n hot lemon tea, i had creamy sliced chicken baked rice (yum!) n hot milk tea.. and that wasnt enough! lols we had custard bun wid fresh butter too! hehehe! we had an interestin conversation about woman in power, capitalism, religion, and history. he believed that the western ppl enforced alot of beliefs into people around the world.

In regards to religion, they went around telling people instead of people coming to them.. hinduism and buddhism had been dated way before christianity.. and in a way.. all religion share very similar values.. so it is thought that each religion is tryin to copy one another..

in india, women were treated like gods, so the men usually did all the work. In china, the empress was the highest in the hierachy.. she had all the power.. in asia female presidents were seen to be a normal thing. but in western countries women were seen to be inferior? i asked wat about queen elizabeth? n found out she only became queen becoz her brother had passed away and that she was the only heir entitled to the throne.

the spanish invaded south america and were the ones who thought of using gold as currency.. n that spreaded into china and everywhere... the british were the ones who invaded australia and made the land theirs when the rightful owners were the aboriginals.. there is also a discussion that christopher columbus werent the first ppl who found the united states rather they were the developers but it may be argued that the chinese were ther before them.. a well known chinese explorer known as Zhanghe had the largest ship more superior than others..

india was the country where all knowledge originated from.. maths, science, law.. islamic and muslims were very righteous people.. they said way bak in the past the islamic areas were the most flourished, well developed in comparison to the rest.. this i know.. because i was told by a friend (faiz) during his fasting.. that it was more of a self-discipline.. they cant drink alcohol, cant eat pork, cant do a number of things.. it was something i'd look up to a person and gv them my respect!

I would probably never think i'd say this but i think berfie is so knowledgable.. i guess it makes sense since he was once a relief teacher as well as a tutor in singapore...
( i noticed ppl i get annoyed wid are not a problem anymore! way2go jas!)

after dinner i went to his house and got a list of songs from his files~ (the reason why i had so many songs prepared today) lol! n at 1240 adam n i picked parents up from airport~

i had also found out from eva that malcolm's net fwen had passed away due a car accident n he found out from her cousin whom had used her account .. got me thinking if nethin were to happen to me.. who would be the one to tell and contact the ppl around me.. i decided to email all my password details n contact numbers to eva since she's online most of the time~ most of u reading this i would already told and trusted wid my passwords at least once neway.. so yeah.. if anythin should happen.. go to eva! LOL! no secrets rite? :P

n yupsh yupsh~ now i should go practice my speech.. wish me luck guys =D!

love, jas-jas.




5/25/2009 01:24:00 pm ♥

today is monday ~ it'd be my usual routine of waking up, practising songs, and heading off to karinyup for some singing. For some reason, I was particularly excited to go today as i had prepared 14 new songs - alot more compared to what i normally prepare.. only to find myself infront of the entrance staring at the gass sliding door with signs of ATTENTION VISITORS!

The place was infected with gastroentritis and to minimise the spread.. visitors were advised not to come in.. i went in anyway! i was so ready to sing.. and now i feel.. empty? i wan to sing to them!!! apparentli someone told the receptionist that i wont be comin in today.. but no one notified me.. so unappreciated T_T.. oh wells.. i'll keep the songs for next week.. hope the ppl there are ok...

of coz when i got home.. i went straight onto the internet to research a little on this infectious disease.. many have died from it.. millions! and wat causes this? bacteria and viruses from contaminated food or not well prepared food, unheated food... and irony of all this is that this mainly happens in third world countries! ahh! i got furious at the cooks/ food preparers (evn tho i din kno them) at amana living while reading this.. n i had said before when bert had complaint about the food being sour and everything ages ago.. they really should get the fresher cleaner food that they deserve.. AHH freaking hell... when i grow up im goin to own a nursing home.. if i own a nursing home.. i dunno how jus yet but i will! and i swear to god this will never happen where i'm at! grrr!! what were they thinking!!! (ok mb i over reacted but seriousli.....)




Friday, May 22, 2009, 5/22/2009 10:52:00 pm ♥

again i crave for kitkat... if only i had some hello pandas now to keep me sane..

i didnt end up bloggin last nite.. was super tired.. neway no mood to blog about those topics now.. they were interesting tho =D hmm weiwei's gone.. so sad.. din evn get to say hav a nice trip coz i forgot to put alarm to wake up in time to..

today was another day of no study ~ boo! planned to go uni n practise on my SPSS.. fail..

woke up today to meet eva at the city at 12.. but she was still at home n jus woke up.. lol so i shopped while waitin for her.. we had met coz eva had to collect her passport at the exchange plaza.. n we managed to find its location.. lol n we headed to mr samurai for lunch after.. but it was close this week.. ther goes our SAMURAI CHICKEN CRAVINGS! but we went to eat korean upstairs.. so sad iceyice in city is gone :( taken over by some kebab lookin place called oh my gooz! or somethin like tt lol.. neways i had bimbimbapp and cookz had crispy chickn. yum! hehe! we ended up shoppin.. well i did quite alot of spending and the day before i was tellin evy dat i dun hav the drive to shop nemore.. i think it all came bak jus for today.. tho i must say the shoppin today was jus gettin ready for winter =) more long sleeve tops and long sleeve overcoats =) jus to keep myself warmm hehe! i oso bought a t-shirt... i notice eva likes to say "yea get it!" and its soooo encouragin! eva! LOL! oh wells doesnt matter haha! not shoppin for a while neways~

n yea got home did some editing, emailed lecturer and den... on the bed chattin..

lol prior to waking up.. i had a dream that eva told me 1230 n that she called n smsed and double checked wid me that it was 12.. n i was late in the dream.. but in reality she was late.. i had a gut feeling that this would happen! LOL oh wells x= hehe! n prior to that dream.. i had separate dream bout munki (happy happy)

OMG yay!! weiwei jus called!! reason he called was coz he got reminded of me when he was given a kitkat chunky for dessert on the plane LOL anywayyy he safely arrived in penang n oredi ate so muchhh (: (grrr.. so jealous) so everyone dun worry LOL! he's safe n sound.. :)


ok thats it for today :)
"xoxo gossip girl"




Thursday, May 21, 2009, 5/21/2009 07:14:00 pm ♥

i am starving! adam ate my hello panda tin :( the whole tin! i onli let him hav it so that he wouldnt disturb me while i was doing my presentation last night.. BUT to my horror this morning when i came bak from uni... it was empty... i even opened it n looked deep into it to double check! "i cant beliv it" oh wels.. i guess i can get another tin some other day...

last night eva called for dinner coz she n tim had to get some meds from charles gardner hospital.. so they were in my area yay! hehe i met up wid them at northbridge and we decided to have tea cafe! yumm yumm eva had her usual creamy sliced chickn baked rice.. tim had fish fillet n sweetcorn fried rice.. n i had black pepper steak spaghetti for the 2nd time~ LOL felt like somethin peppery~ anyway! we were discussin over our usual schemeee (secret ;P ) and maybe who knows guys.. a spontaneous 'movie night' might happen~! (we laughed alot as we imagine cuttin the ties - yea ok u had to be ther to understand) neways after our lil chat~ we walked to oriental store on william to buy some tidbits! lol! tts wher my hello panda came from.. n eva bought icecream! hehe thankyouu! n we ate n walked to her car.. while they dropped me off at my car.. n tt was the end of the night realli.. jus went bak n did more editing on my presentation.. slpt at 4.. couldnt realli go to bed.. wei smsed at 6 somethin @_@ n den i ended up waking up at 8 to practise my presentation coz was goin to present to profs at 9.. i told dem i goin to be late.. arrived at 930 instead..

on the way home i bought vitamin C to keep my immune system up n oso coz munki told me to get some but i oweis forgot.. when we were in singapore.. munki would oweis put a vit C chewtab in my mouth every morning~ lol! healthy healthy~! going to try and have 2 a day from today onwards~

brr its veri cold now.. n im leavin to myaree utopia soon a temp-farewell to wei as he leaves perth to malaysia~ how fun!

i will continue this blog when i come home with my thoughts on hard life, prisons, guards, and inmates. (watched tv the rest of the day .. the movie "Freedom Writers" - i would recommend.. and also i realised i like watching documentaries on prison life - tho its very sad to watch and hear.. gain/learn alot of different perspectives from it..)

hope i dun slp on the wheel.. cold and hungry.. brr!




Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 5/20/2009 02:26:00 pm ♥

BORED!
i caught myself staring at restaurant city once again..
quick jas!! stop stone-ing! grr!
i'm hungry T_T
OOH! KITKAT!
(lucky i saved some for today huh :P)
oki.. LALALA.. this is bored-post.. let's title this bloG..
yay~ toood-tood-tood-da-loo!
x_X bleh~




5/20/2009 12:54:00 am ♥

wat can i say.. my short trips to karinyup have been interesting.. i think they've grown to like me =) whenever i walk into the room, i see their faces glow.. "you're here!" "it's nice of her to come and sing for us" "she's got a lovely voice" and whenever i scrunch my face from short of breath, a croaky throat or can't reach a note.. LOL they jus give me bigger smiles~ it's really a different kind of happy feeling whenever i go there..

last monday... elle (i think tt was wat they called her).. she was walking to her chair when she fell :( i really didn't know what to do.. we waited for the girls to get her to the nurse.. i hope she's alright.. hav to ask her next time i see her.. i talk to her time to time when she waits for her husband out the front.. she has the kindest smile.. and the bluest eyes, always dresses up nicely.. high class look but really when u hear her voice.. she's soft, calm and sweet.. wish her well.. n bert was cheeky enough to make a joke about my voice being too strong it swept her off her feet..lol -_- so notti!

wat else happened on monday .. went to check out bamboo in subiaco wid adam.. it was closed again! janet was like sorry jasmineeee the cook went home n i dunno how to cook! lol! so funny.. its ok.. neways so we tried out the japanese takeaway around the corner next to chutney marys.. was not bad i guess.. wei called while we were waitin for takeaway.. coz he wanted to slp durin his lunch break.. so we got a snack box for him .. lol.. i think adam doesnt mind wei around nemore LOL! before he was like.. "girl notti bringing guys home.." -_- but i think he got used to wei.. haha! he even played rockband wid us one time.. lol how friendly of adam LOL.. he was also ok wid him slpin over.. tts rite i asked my brother first LOL! (michael was not too happy tho.. lol he was jealous!) neways wei had to get his plane ticket sorted and yay success! he didnt manage to get any slp tho.. i think restaurant city was partli at fault =x LOL! (yes blame RC).. n so he left .. n i did my presentation =).. way over the time limit but yea~ gettin ther guys gettin ther =)

had d&M wid adrian not long.. lol~ i guess he's gettin better which is good.. we also had a conversation on ppl being bothered to make effort travelling to see their friends.. it turns out.. we hav the same problem LOL! only thing is in my defense.. when he asked me to go visit him.. i say im lazy.. im the girl..n ur the guy.. guys usualli make the effort.. n its true judging from my experience.. majority of the time .. only the guy friends make the effort to travel up to visit me, not becoz i ask them to becoz they wan to.. n i feel.. im usually a "guy"... sad... wher's my personal guy!!!!!?..... off in china watchin his flabs wobble infront of the mirror! (true story.. =x haha u make me laugh)

boo... i'd really rather hug a real munki every night and listen to you sing "only you" to me while i pinch ur elastic cheeks along wid me to lala land... hehe!

zzzzz.... im tired... nightsss~




Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 5/19/2009 03:34:00 am ♥

actually.. no.. i'll blog toml...

nites everyone!

sweetdreams... xoxo




Sunday, May 17, 2009, 5/17/2009 11:03:00 pm ♥

ahhh my ppp (private personal problem) is here!!! no wonder i missed tt boi so much this week ( i swear i smsed i-miss-u-sms more than i usually do - close to never =x ahhaha!)~! god is great! hahahaha! i had a near car accident today.. some car reversed realli quickly n omost hit the side of my car.. luckilyy i speeded ahead so the timing was great.. and again i must say god is great to me! n i kno u guys are lookin over me hehe (thankyou ahma, gonggong & cyrus!) i better not jinx myself..

anywayss - i've been a good girl today~ did my presentation work.. n den munki called yay! so chatted for a while.. munki:"we're gettin stronger" munki's_bby:"realli?" - but realli i think so too :P hehe! after the call went bak to doin presentation, munki did his hw so fast (love e-letter received! lol!) good boi! .. i was complainin tt he doesnt rite to me nemore teeeheee! muacks! neways after presentation i got hungryy so called irene out for dinner but she oredi ate.. so i called berfie out.. we went to bamboo at subi but it was close - at least i kno wher it is now.. hehe.. so we went to nb to hav some vegetarian food at utopia~ yumyum! i had curry chickn rice wid cripsy chickn! hehe! n berfie had tofu vegetable rice wid crispy chickn.. yummm plus $2 bbt tt came with a meal~ sooo worth it.. dabao for adam n den pumped petrol den went home.. lol~ thanks for the fuel discount receipt berfie haha! i got 6c off! yay!

sooo update on friday!

JESSICAS 21st!!!! BOLLYWOOD PARTY!! this was our look LOL! met up at eva's and her daddy drove us to the venue.. hehe got kinda lost for a moment but we managed to find our way ther! yay!



It started off with snacks and socialisingg ~ i'll prob upload the pics of the venue later ~ it was cool.. there was a speech - her dad was holdin bak tears.. it was so sweet his speech.. man speeches make me cry T_T... i was holdin bak tears too~ n denn there was a dj n a marshmallow chocolate fondue fountain! yUm!! nnnnn jessica's daddy made CURRY CURRY BRYANI DAHL TANDOORI PAPADUMMMS!!! dinner was sooooo yumm! so filling too =x dancinggg and disco lights~ it was omost like a lil night club in ther~ JAIHO CAME ON! so i danced wat i could remember hahaha~ which wasnt muchh lols~~ after a while ama n jien came during dinner lol tho it was oredi our second round of food =x hahaha!!! it was a very nice friendly crowd! we all came in indian clothing~ was veryyy FUN! toward the end CAKE! and some ppl tried to crash the party n ther were police n ambulance involved~ so ther was some other feelings of fear n excitement from all that.. overall it was a night to remember! hehe thanks jessica for havin us~ u looked amazing - definitely the centre of attention! hehe i loved the jewellery n hair n everythin!!! love u :P hehe! hope u had a great time!

saturday - din end up doin ne uni work.. played omgpop games (evy introduced - its fun guys go join! hehe) n at the end of the nite ended up ringing jevina.. coz tts wat i do when i cant start my uni work.. lol n got con into goin to her house.. she oweis does that! "im goin to be waitin outside at 12 n if u dun turn up i'm goin to freeze to death" - apparentli she was waitin at 12.. but i was late.. so i told her to go bak in.. still the same stubborn jevina LOL had more bryani chickn dahl acha - indian food! yumm!! hehehe.. we caught up, gossiped bout rowen n his gf LOL played 2 games of boggle n watched tv the rest of the nite tudors was on!.. doin alot of catching up this week i guess.. i evn toked to ppl online who i havent tok to in a while.. alex, nicholas.didi, timothy, reuben, yong zheng.. lols! wow! hahas! (u kno those times when u jus feel like nudgin everyone lol! yea tt was my time! lols)

thers a penang road trip/ langkawi boattrip im lookin forward to~ jien and reu n co! reu takin care of accomodation! we're taking care of food! n his sergeant is taking care of transport! awesome! (now all we hav to do is.. tell him when.. ahha! - prob end of yr)

mbbbbb i'll be havin alot of lil trips end of this year! still gotta hav one wid felicia and shermeen! let's see how this goes :P hehe!

professor is planning a conference at the end of the year in either singapore, taiwan, hongkong or china~ (PAID!) - thats exciting too! (not the conference part but i should be familiar wid my research by then =D ) hehe! sooo yea! so many excitin stuff might be happenin end of the year~ (shouldnt realli think of all this right now (conc on studies!!!)- but! OMG! FUNFUN!! )

okii bak to presentation for a while n den gotta get ready some songs for singing wid the cute-crew toml =) yay hehe!

love love, zhennzhennn.




Saturday, May 16, 2009, 5/16/2009 06:12:00 pm ♥

I woke up thinking about you...

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They say a picture can tell a million stories...




I'd hope to make a lifetime of them with you..




If your heart is where you said it to be..

Love, Jasmine.




Thursday, May 14, 2009, 5/14/2009 12:56:00 pm ♥

i've been farting heaps ( i kno i kno its not very exciting news (been ther, done that)) - but these few times it tends to come wid a certain 'aroma' that i would say is not very pleasing to the lil chemoreceptors in my nostril.. sorta like smelling bore water everytime you let out gas from the rear end.. i should really do some detoxing~ LOLS!

anyway apart from farts .. i really have nothing more interesting to say... hmm but ive been thinkin after doin tracey's quiz.. that mb i hav some kinda psych problems.. so i did a few quizzes from Psych Central [link]. - jus copied n paste those that resulted in border or suggestive of the disorder. but so far nothing too severe.. which is good.. LOL!
however, i do realise i have an obsession of figuring how and why things are the way they are or how n why things work.. kinda like Sylar from Heroes - except he's knows how to figure it out stuff whilst i go round in circles. oh wells.. (here are some of the test results to take up space)

ADHD test results
You appear to experiencing some type of attention and concentration problems which are often common amongst the general population, but border on the possibility of being more severe.

Bipolar/ Depressive Test Results
You appear to be experiencing some type of mild bipolar disorder (such as a Bipolar II Disorder, the less serious type) or depressive symptoms which are often common amongst the general population, but border on the possibility of a depressive episode.

Mania test
You appear to suffer from mild to moderate mania from your responses to this self-report questionnaire.

Depressive test
Based upon your responses to this depression quiz, you appear to be suffering from a mild to moderate depressive disorder.

note: It is unclear as to whether you suffer these problems severely enough to need to seek further diagnosis and treatment of them. You should not take your responses to this self-report questionnaire as a diagnosis or recommendation for treatment of any sort. Consult with a trained mental health professional if you are experiencing difficulties in your daily functioning that you are worried about.

oki if u're bored like me n wanna try it.. it's one click away from the PsychCentral link stated before - im bored and tired now. couch potato time! xD
xoxo




Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 5/13/2009 09:10:00 pm ♥

really should be doin my presentation but i realli restless atm..

slept over at jen's last night. thankyou jien~ did some of my slides last nite too..

we visited evy at the percolator - n i cant eat chickn clean like eva n jen can.. LOL!

jen went to a job interview while me n eva walked around bullcreek n den went to library to study..
not long after we arrived, jen came to join us =) n den we did a survey for tracey and talked about lots of random stuffs including her brother, ghosts and being scared.. LOL! it was interesting..

den we had dinner at bamboo~ bakuteh cravings gone!

(i started on my presentation n left this on for 3 hours~ )

ahh its times like this (during my break times) that i think of u and want to talk to u but u're 7 hours away from me..

(oops i did it again)

ahhhhh im tiredd~!!! 2 more sections ~ evn tho it's a draft.. i wanna try n make it as close to ready as possible.. but i wanna slp hei =x lols! i need to scream too!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

brain dead*




Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 5/12/2009 09:15:00 pm ♥

where do you look at when everythin in ur life starts falling apart?
some ppl look at their desks.. whether ur organised, messy?
for me.. i look at the mirror - in particularly my tummy~

flat = everything's in good order, i see a bulge and i kno i've let myself lose and more often everythin is really well.. a mess.. "thank god it's flat" is what i'd say with no stress.. but unfortunately today i found a bulge..

and so it's today that i will start goin bak to being organised n bak to myself.. =) duedate for my abstatic tummy bak.. friday nite =) n yes i can do it! well close to it hehe~




i'll stick to being a chicken LOL




Sunday, May 10, 2009, 5/10/2009 11:02:00 pm ♥

Happy Mother's day moomster!

one of the very rare family fotos we have together..

Love from your lil (n big) babies :)




5/10/2009 02:10:00 am ♥

It was pandee's birthday today~ oh n dun forget tim's birthday too! so happy birthday to them both! hehe

we all met up at Oliver's for dinner~ it was somethin different compared to our usual dinner outings. lol! the food was yumm! ama n i shared half the fillet steak and the chicken dish.. and the entres were YUM too~ we had two pizzas! Manhattan and Baby Belini.. hehe i prefered the Manhattan.. ~ with our meal oso came veges and fries~ hehe which were also yumm hehe! so much foood!!! it was heaven for our tummies! LOLS! and then came the cake! GREEN TEA! that added paradise feel for the tummy.. lOL! tho most of us left the cream out.. LOL!

altho the meal took around 2 hours to come.. i would say it was worth the wait =) hehe! we took happy pictures and after dinner we all (except rach n john, and charles n chanelle?) went to farmosa to chit chat and cool down from the champagne. pandee opened her present n read her card lol~ hope she liked it ^_^ n den we jus sat around n chatted LOL~ wei fell aslp and so we sneakly took pics wid him without him knowing LOL~ it was the quietest pic we've ever taken. when he'd awaken.. his fart was accumulated at maximum so he got ready his fart stance and farted not once but twice at me! on me! oh gosh! smacked tt notti boi.. n also pushed ama in the head coz of the impact! sorry T_T it felt like we took over farmosa and as if there wasnt anyone around us.. coz we were soo in our own worlds.. LOL! i guess that's a good thing :) hehe!

Anyway, this is to evy - to make up for not preparing a speech last yr.. i was meanin to do this earlier.. but i guess it took me one year -_- LOL! but as long as you know this its oki =D no need to say out loud for everyone ba =x

Evelyn
The first time i met evy.. i thot woah! another notti girl! but then again i thot everyone was notti.. so as i got to kno her more.. evy was more than notti.. she was "evil" too.. the kinda evil that was.. sneaky and mischievious ~ lol apart from that she also had a kind, caring, thoughtful side to her.. we could talk about nething realli.. especially about people and the way they behaved.. we even talked about snot and phlegm! and experiment breaking these amazing body fluids! LOLS i learnt how to unclog my blocked nose from her.. stuffing tissue paper up the nostrils.. tho it didnt look veri appealing.. i listened to evy n did it walking around the house without a care in the world, havin my brothers look at me in weirdness.. LOL meh!

we also had this strange interest in watchin pimples gettin poped.. i was in awe when she showed me a youtube video of the longest squeezed pimple~ and i still am! lOLS!!! we'd used to combine forces and "bully" ama on several occasions~ lol i remember ages ago where we typed jibberish to ama.. and ama got scared LOL =x we laughed so hard.. =x we've had plenty of fun times hehe!

whenever i was down, evy always knew how to cheer me up.. bak then it was friendship problems as well as boy problems.. she always knew wat to say.. she also oweis happens to be online when im home alone .. and will accompany me thru the nite till her eyes gave up on her LOL! thank you evy for all the times we shared and also being such a great n understandin person and friend! thank ur parents for bringin up such a wonderful girl hehe.. oh n we're also very thankful for vic who's lookin after our notti evy too =D anD yeaa~ words can only express so much, hehe you kno how we feel =P hehe xoxo

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a question was raised tonite.. why was i attracted to michael when i first saw him? really.. i never expected us to see each other again.. lOl! i always thot exchangin numbers never realli worked at clubs.. also when he asked me if he can call me.. i acted all up myself as if these things often happen to me.. LOL! it was total "stuckup girl" alert.. so yea.. i never expected him to call.. apparentli he did but i din pick up.. newayys i oweis never gave out my number to any1 and i hav been asked before by other guys.. but u wanna kno why i gav my no. tt time?

he gave me the impression of a fun guy, interested, abit high, interestin.. he was with an looked-to-be indian friend acting gay around other guy strangers around us -_- lol that kinda made me feel tt he din care wat ppl thot of him also not racist :P (which were good things)... i later found out they were scaring the guys away so that he could get to us (friends n i).. but of coz he came up to me :P LOL! asked me my name, where im from, what i do, wat i do in uni, how often i came to metros (which wasnt much, he said the same too).. den we started dancing.. he looked realli funny coz... his dance was funny n he did it wid a what-i-thot was a cute, playful smile lol~ i remember tryin to hold in my laughter.. (now i kno why coz.. he has unusualli wide hips therfore big butt LOL- we compared hip length, not much diff haha... onli girls can move their hips like tt side to side LOL.. tts why it looked funny on him ) LOL the dancing wasnt sleazy either.. usualli the guys are like all over -_- but yea.. he danced 'stupidly' from his fwen to me n bak to his fwen.. was entertainin i guess LOL it was also the way they dressed.. it wasnt to impress realli.. it was very casual.. i guess they had the good boi, jus go to hav fun look.. also... why would he come to me of all ppl.. like steph n everyone were usualli in their sexy tops.. lol the way i dressed wasnt veri appealin either.. i mean.. i was wearin long sleeve stripey pink top with a black thing over which made me look fat.. LOL! no bare skin at all~ lOL it wasnt the best look i had on.. so due to all these factors.. i decided to giv the number and try to get to kno this guy more... apparentli it was his friend Mark who told him to get my number coz he liked me n they thot i was a sweet girl *blush* LOL!.. when he 'didnt' call (i had a miss call from anonymous the next day - mite hav been him).. i remember searchin for him on friendster.. -_- failed.. so i gav up.. coz im not callin! he should call me if he's tt interested rite! and i wasnt sure about him.. so cant make the first move.. LOL! so yea gave up..

neway we had to leave n like we jus left without tellin them n i remembered steph saying "wah jas.. not bad arh..", and serene was like "awww u gave him ur number.. ur too nice jas.." when i got outside to my car.. he managed to come out at the same time, found me n asked me if he could call, also before askin called me at that spot to double-check if the number i gav him worked.... tts when i said "YEAH..." stucked-up-ly ~ bwahha! =x (playin hard to get)..

after some friendster researchin on dates... the date of this encounter was found to be on the nite of 12th May 2007 - after evy's 20th birthday dinner... hehe! n so there you go.. the procedure of my decision to giv my mobile number to a person i just met..

ok its late im goin to slp now.. mwah mwah
i miss you notti munki ~ <3

love, zhen.




Saturday, May 09, 2009, 5/09/2009 02:20:00 am ♥

To my dearest pandee friend,

Happy 22nd Birthday!! <3

With thanks and love from chickee friend.




Thursday, May 07, 2009, 5/07/2009 05:56:00 pm ♥

first of all i'd like to say im puttin those extra weight bak on coz im lazy n not startin on uni work when i'm supposed to, tts why i jus keep feelin guilty and eat.. but that's all going to change after this blog =) becoz im goin to port myself bak upstairs where i can sit on a chair and work on my trusty desk.. rather than sit on the bed all day watchin series - jus wanna say i finished watchin Absolute Boyfriend. i do belive it did make my nose block for several minutes too (addressed to felicia). hehe.. watched heroes and the mentalist today too.. heroes is actualli gettin exciting.. tho it was sad when they burnt sylar's body.. who's goin to be the bad guy?

anyway enough of that - today's blog will be of thoughts that randomly come up in my head that i've been meaning to talk about... (but for some reason i cant think of it now.. -_- oh yea!) let's start with the most recent... i was talking to my professor today about a past acquaintance of ours ... i'm sure u've herd of.. the one that was caught cheating.. i had herd a rumour that he was caught cheatin some time prior to being caught again.. and u would also kno how obsurd i felt when he got into med... i found out he got into med coz professor put in a good word for him but had regretted to when 2 days ago.. prof went up to talk to him but was faced with a cold, rude, ignorant, arrogant attitude.. and after all that prof has done for him.. this acquaintance brushed him off, did not wanna be associated.. it was the first time that prof felt so disappointed, and so used.. my opinion.. i feel sorry for these people (not mentionin names).. they dun appreciate anything or what others go thru or would go thru for them.. but they really jus dont care.. it's like feeding a puppy from young only to get savaged by it..

here i was thinking it was good that he went thru all the disciplinary procedures, that way he'll learn.. but this guy.. he had no remorse, no feelings, worst.. he blamed others for wat he did... i realli think he's close to wat i call "a lost cause".. we both agreed that he'd be dangerous to have in the medical world.. but im sure karma will get bak at him.. that leads to another thought i had

bad things happen to good ppl too.. all my life i'd believe that if i do good, nothing majorly bad will happen.. n whenever i did somethin bad, somethin bad did happen.. whether it was a bump on the head, or falling, hittin myself against somethin.. i oweis thot of that as a sign.. i kno its crazy but.. all those lil feelings of pain constantli reminded me to stay out of trouble.. now not so much.. but i still believe to keep lies, deceit, manipulation, revenge on a very minimal basis.. because i would think.. more bad things happen to bad ppl than they do to good..

one of things i fear.. is pain.. i remember hittin my head against the wall few yrs ago because i got on the sofa too quick.. i hit it so hard.. memories of being lil and my first experience of pain came rushing bak... it made me cry.. i hadnt cry so much over a bang in the head for a while.. that was the physical pain.. but nothin beats emotional pain.. that kinda pain hurts both ways.. i remember, this was some time in highsch, i ran in my room n was cryin so hard my chest began to present a sharp pain.. and i remember grasping for air because my airways were so congested.. and this was only from watchin a hitler documentary and wat he did to those innocent ppl.. and so for only a while.. the only person i hated was him.. but i dun think much of him now.. he mite hav been good.. at that time.. all i saw was evil.. n somehow.. it gave me a very bad reaction.. another movie that came close to that was the greenmile - the scene of the electric chair where the guy deliberately did not wet the sponge.. that left me in tears for a while too..

another type of pain is the lost of someone dear to you.. like the movie bicentennial man.. i jus felt like i lost so many ppl in the movie.. ppl kept dying.. u could imagine wat i looked like thru out the movie.. but compared to evil, for my past feelins of loss.. those dun hurt as bad for me because most of them would be happy tears from reminiscing happy memories.. and the rest of the tears would come from unfinished business.. example, things you wanted to say to them.. things you wan them to kno.. to their faces.. but den if u believe their still ther.. u could oweis tell them in ur prayers..

which leads to another thing i was thinkin about.. belief.. most of the time for example, when i feel lonely.. if i admit im lonely.. and i say i'm lonely.. it usually makes me feel lonelier.. because i believe it to be.. and also i believe that anything you wan to do is possible if you put ur mind to it.. and yes its possible.. and lastly... when i felt like i love... it was so uncertain.. but when i actualli said those three words.. n believed that i meant it.. it was like u've been invited into a whole new perception.. but do i realli feel it or isit because i said it and made myself believe that i feel it? and also which kind of love is this? the love u return? i remember telling a fwen my definition of the words like and love. the more i think about it.. the more i feel that the word "love" has become somewhat overrated.

im waiting to experience that time when those words will be used n really come from the bottom of our hearts.. with a different kind of experience - the real meaning of LOVE.

{not the i love you you love me kinda love.. but yea.. they say u'll know when it happens :)}

so wat was this blog all about.. stay away from ppl wid no feelings, do good things, jasmine is a crybaby when faced wid evil or loss, believe in urself, and OMG jasmine thinks too much!!!!!!!! haha ok better stop before i start gettin more confused n start thinkin more....goin off now!




Tuesday, May 05, 2009, 5/05/2009 04:58:00 pm ♥

LOL!

i would like to say I'm a laugh-out-loud-alone-in-car victim of hamish and andy and the stupid things they do.. LOL! like today they noticed when goin to the toilets - that the end cubicle had a sign saying " This cubicle is temporarily out of order. Please accept our sincere apology" by puttin please accept our sincere apology - there was actualli a choice whether or not to accept it! n they made two calls to the management.. one acceptin the apology and also commentin on the lamination and font ahahhaha! and the other one declining the apology.. and makin a big case out of it. HAHA the crazy things they do!!

neway when i got bak from singapore - met up wid evim, wei n jen for bbt at nite.. lol~ n den had uni the next day.. munki called everyday till he had to go china and we skyped while he was still in singapore.. lol~

we did IKEA trip on the 29th wed to buy more furniture to add to my room~ looks more organised now =D

the next day was mummy's birthday~ we had dinner at maya masala in nb and fell in love wid the dessert burfi~ lol! but i got sick of it the next day .. too richhh ! lols!!

friday - went to uni to finish off poster stuff.. and den practised abit on SPSS. got my written proposal bak~ one of the top marks she said ~ guess all that work n stress paid off~ we had jason's karaoke that nite.. went wid eva ~ met up wid jason, chong, kas, aaron.. lee n steph came later lol~ havent seen them in a while which was good =) i stayed at eva's till around jus before 6am o_0 didnt kno it was that late!!!

saturday.. woke up around 1.. and den made my way bak to eva's.. went out to get birthday pressies.. wid rach n john too.. lol~ havent been to garbo in a while.. bought slumdog millionaire =D n den john's place to wrap pressies.. eva n i went bak to write cards.. gerii came over.. den we picked up serene.. n den went bak to my place for me to get ready.. den we ate at tea cafe shared three creami chickn baked rice among the 4 of us.. lol and after made our way to michelle's birthday party at brass monkey glass house.. lol! decorations were realli nice.. i got some balloons bak from ther :P hehe! the party food was nice too.. i fell in love wid the wedges.. lol! that nite.. i caught my parents on top of each other in bed for mb one sec -_- flicking the switch on and off.. omg! go my quick reflexes! dun wanna get scarred... AWKWARD!

sunday . dropped parents off at airport.. lol~ n den ama invited me to go over for steamboat.. din kno it was so mani ppl.. but went to drop off her dvd neways and brought my laptop ... din end up doin ne work.. but i think i stayed till 5ish finishin off poster... was hell angry coz my partner had so many like grammar errors.. puttin in irrelevant tables.. i onli realised when i read it thru.. that some of the stuff did not make sense.. it was.. more copy n paste.. n the poster was due toml... freaking hell..... we got 75% for it.. i guess that's orite.. prob could hav done better... i would hav done it myself actualli.... most of the work was mine anyway.. sighs.. STOP BEING KIASU JAS! lols =x anyway.. my video dl on firefox doesnt work nemore.. which sucked.. lol so i prepared the songs for singing the next day and went to slp

monday.. aged care.. lol~ singing as usual.. n den yea ~ was a pretty good session.. lol~ everybody was happy.. lol and den after that went to see bala for my cervical cancer vaccination.. and burnt my finger buddy wid liquid nitrogen.. did not hurt at all which was strange.. bala said the skin on top tooo thick and not burnin properli .. lol also joked n said mum destroyed it! hahahahas which i think may be true.. LOL! oh wells we'll prob end up slicin it off.. hehee neways adam n i ate vietnamese for dinner.. the one on hampden rd.. its actualli not bad! lols! mite go bak today to try other stuff hehe =D yumm yummm!

today.. jus uni.. nothin much.. lol! should do some uni work tonite .. hehe




5/05/2009 01:42:00 am ♥

Jus like to say i apologise to my friends in singapore that i didn't contact you guys coz it was only for 4 days. but i promise i'll be bak to visit again :P

first day, i got home at around 6am .. and couldnt find blankets, so i improvised n used a beach towel instead n slpt next to johnny.. when i woke up.. i found a blanket over me which i assume johnny had put over me.. felt loved.. den i sat foot into toapayoh grounds n made my way to the bus stop! lol! went to visit pohpoh only to find that she was playin mahjong at her friend's.. so i went to her friend's house n gav her a surprise. lol. i think i was ther 2 hours sittin next to pops waitin for the game to finish. n den we went downstairs to eat! yummy yummy!!! ou lua, and satays! did some shopping and den went bak up.. the usual.. lie around pinch, bite. (my signs of affection) - brought home some stuff - johnny picked me up dropped me home n went out wid his fwens... so i stayed home watched tv... chatted.. yea.. lazy bum..

second day, while slpin i got an sms from the notti boi sayin he missed his plane.. at that point i was realli realli down.. like disappointed and sad... was goin to start scolding him.. i tried callin him he din pick up! grrrrr and den when he finally replied.. it was to tell me he was outside at the door.. grrrrrrr! i was goin to scream n shout but ended up smiling... was so happy to see him~ mmm i let him in.. n showed him wher to put his stuff and den hugs!!! - we ended up slpin for a few hours before gettin ready n goin out..
late lunch: toapayoh koufu - had yong tau fu and dessert
movies @ cine -
because it was oredi quite late.. wasnt much we could do.. so we caught two movies in a row.. lol first movie was Friday the 13th at 5.35pm, and second movie straight after the first one we watched 17 again at 7.20pm ( i hav the tickets infront of me lol!)
munki would laugh everytime i jumped and hid.. and for the second movie, we'd be drooling over zac efron LOL ( i swear he has gay tendencies lol)
dinner: sushi train at cine.. tried salmon belly for the first time.. dun like coz too much oileyness and fattyness lol! the miso soup tasted eew.. but the rest were good lols! we had chawanmushi and lots of raw salmon yummm!
Karaoke @ partyworld - we walked to the other side of orchard for some karaoke! tho we had such a big room for jus the two of us.. we ended up layin across the sofas and sang till our voices couldnt take it.. lol! he sang all the michael learns to rock songs! LOL!!! which was funny.. n oldiesss.. we sang the songs together mostli lol! - funfun!

3rd Day, it was the second day out wid michael. as usual, i took my time to get out of bed n get ready hohoho! make him wait (revenge) could see that he was tryin realli hard to get me ready.. but meh! newayss it was a packed day.

lunch: we ate basement foodcourt -banmian yumm! and den we couldnt decide where to go and ended up at city hall, lookin at I.T stuff in Funan .. nothin much ther... had slushy from 7-11 - so sweet.. we decided to chuck it after it melted
Esplanade - we walked there and took some pictures on the roof.. it was such a hot day... can die..
we walked across the bridge after to have tea (cheeese cake and coffee/ tea) at coffeebean where the merlion is.. lol i got him to re-apply my sunscreen for me.. coz i was sweating like a pig~ keke! neway we had an interestin conversation about the beliefs of reincarnation and destiny, past life, and he mentioned that perhaps in his past life he told me he'd wan to protect me.. n mb that's why we met.. that thers a reason for everythin.. n gave some interestin theories when i asked about divorced ppl... whether we believed it or not.. din care.. but it was interestin n den we ended up tokin for a long time till the sun came down abit.. bout my family n stories..


and thennn we walked to the singapore flyer. - there was a reason why they call it a flyer.. u hav boardin tickets and bags and urself hav to go thru the metal detector and screening.. kinda felt like we were at the airport.. lol! was cold too! n so we went up.. shared a cable wid a few china ppl.. the sun was setting when we got up.. the scenery was realli realli nice.. i realli liked the city lights.. pretty!
after the 30 min ride - goin one round, we got off and went to yakult rainforest which was jus downstairs.. took some pictures at the mini waterfalls nicenice~ den we took the taxi to the night safari ~ munki hadnt been so we went~ =D watched the creature show.. actualli recorded it on camera too xD ate chickn and chips! for dinner~ n den tram ride and walked the leopard trail.. after that.. when we got home, munki had a headache due to... lack of food and also, we had a tiff which lasted the whole taxi ride home.. den we decided to go newton hawkers - i treated for the first time hehe~ had black pepper crabs, sambal stingray, and kangkong, with fresh coconut drink.. yum! but we were so full at the end.. so i gave him a tour of newton and the 3 places i've lived in, the community centre, my history, family stories (both scary and happy ones) and yea we learnt bout each other lots =) also we put an end to the "tiff" we had.. he kinda explained it.. =) so we happily took the taxi home.. washed up n slpt

4th day, the third day wid munki, again we woke up late hahaha n got out late.. it was shoppin day.. we decided to go to bugis.. for saree hunt.. which failed.. and also get some clothes for munki.. but they din hav his giordano ther.. lol! so failed too.. lol! we ended up buyin black tops for neoprints - coz he was wearin green which would hav gave him an invisible body in photos if we hadnt wore another color.. lol! took some fun neoprints =D that munki likes to hang! lol!

for lunch: we ate yoshinoya, takoyaki balls and otahhh (so full)
for dinner : we finished off 2 otahs, had dessert along the bugis st.. mango sago, honeydew sago and some durian redbean drink which din realli taste veri nice.. lol!

went home to change and went to clarkequay by taxi, looked at ppl go up the sling (lol the expressions on their faces were hell funny.. we jus stood ther n laughed =x) n den we went to try out zirca! it took over mos.. but it kinda still looks the same on the inside lol.. neways clubbin to work off our flabs xD lol! i think we danced for around 3-4 hours~ and ate cheese n mushroom roti prata, fish curry and maggi goreng plus ice teh for supper ~ yumm! and den go homee~

5th day - again woke up late.. LOL our earli breakfast plan never worked.. LOL neway we went to orchard to hav lunch at mama's cuisine in paragon - munki was complainin about bad service which was true but partly coz we were both so hungry.. lol! we had a lamb herbal soup, chicken rice, cereal prawns, and ox tail. yum!! after lunch, we went to hunt for sarree lol.. it was raining and so we got an umbrella to share.. which i thot later was kinda waste of money since it was onli a short distance without shelter.. but i guess it can be used for other times.. lol got to lucky plaza, asked around n failed at saree gettin.. so we took the mrt to Little india.. n managed to get a punjabi lol~ den we got home and pops and ayipo were home oredi.. first thing she said was "ni ben dan arh!" coz i din eat her apples T_T LOL! but yea munki got abit scared lol! pops said he look much better in real life than in photos.. lol neways not long after.. auntie susan and uncle raymond arrived.. and we all took the mrt to NOVENA. to eat at hungkee? chickn rice place lol my granma was controllin of wat i wanted to eat.. grr so notti. but i ended up gettin wat i wanted xD hoho.. we had marmite pork ribs, fish, vege, soup, rice, a very big platter-sized chickn~ lol! yummm again! we took the taxi bak in a hurry coz popo was late to watch an awards show on chnl 8 tv... lol.. munki n i went down to do some last min shoppin.. he stocked up on gatsby, while i stocked up on facial wipes and got ama's dvd. lol! went bak up.. packed my luggage, plucked munki's chin stubhairs lol! n we watched the movie, Stepbrothers on munki's laptop.. lol!

next morning - we woke up an hour late... stress.. this time.. munki was takin his time.. but i waited patientli lol~ he had to put creams on ~ haissss LOL i din evn bother.. i think i was skill-changing right infront of him coz i was too stressed but ended up waitin for him to get ready.. notti la~ lol we checked in at the airport, had breakfast at the terminal 3, kaya toast, milo, teh c, meesiam. i head tummyache n did a bomb in the toilet and den finish eatin, we took some pictures at the departure hall and had to part.. i onli jus made it before the gate closed.. phew! tt was close.. lol! surprisingly i didnt cry.. i think it was becoz i was leavin, and also was kinda scared i missed the flight.. tho in the plane.. everythin came clear in my head that i realli dunno when's the next time i'll see him.. i then, shed continuous tears.. the boy next to me must hav been confused.. i had continued cryin after watchin a movie.. strange indeed..

i miss him.. i really do..




5/05/2009 01:25:00 am ♥

let's see.. i stopped reali writin bout my daily life on the 12th of april... that was during easter break.. the highlights during that time included:

- lots of dinners at ama's family
- ah charms entertaining presence
- movies!
- dinner wid evyc (from now we type evyc so evy has more of the name)
- never forget our bubble tea sessions
- lcouple of sleepovers at ama's
- duncan's birthday party
- finishin off research proposal

just wanna make some personal gratitudes to ama and her family for having me over as well as invitations to their dinners.. lol makes me feel like part of the family (loved in a way) lol. n evyc for the italiano dinner we had before movie! yummy spag, chilli mussels and pizza. OH not to mention evy's HOME-MADE pumpkin soupp! lol - our other food adventures included - fast eddy's at caro, sushi dimsum train, nishi and ya! lol!

movies we watched - uninvited and fast & furious (vin diesel craze lasted for 2 days?) lol!

didnt get to see eva n jen much that week~ cept for bbt, makan makan and uncle billy's - that was awkward jus sittin ther to drink. LOL! i remember missing eva.. LOL jen was oweis occupied with charles and rejected us a couple of times for meetings.. so sad.. (example of blinded by love)

after that break.. i left for singapore to meet up wid maiki~
hmm let's post this first..




Friday, May 01, 2009, 5/01/2009 01:21:00 am ♥

ok this is hard.. yet again ther's no contact wid the notti boi.. 2 weeks~ this was the feeling i was tryin to avoid... gettin used to somethin n den losin it.. i guess once is orite :)i really do miss him this time - stayin strong.. so here i come with a thought to keep my mind off the topic of him :) the swine flu has got me worried..

parents travel so much.. the plane - i would classify as a place where sickness spreads... i realli hope nothin happens to them (or us).. tho i wouldnt kno wat we'd do without them.. just makes me realli scared.. only thing we can do is wait.. and pray.. hopefully this swine flu thing doesnt blow up in our faces..

i think i'd expect a call from singapore - my daddy telling his babies to be careful.

hmm.. dun wan nightmare tonite.

anyway on the happy side of things ~
Happy 53 moomster dear =D i love you! xoxo