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Monday, August 31, 2009, 8/31/2009 04:08:00 pm ♥
another week has past.. highlights!Friday adam brought me home from lab coz i was there till late.. den we went to bamboo for dinner.. subiaco one.. saw janet and ken there lOL! the food is the same as the other bamboo as well as centro.. LOL same cook afterall.. hehe! i dun think i did much after.. slpt late!
saturday was a very full on day~ lols!! eva n i got up early! like 9.30/9.45 so that we could make it to jason's Mozart Cafe to visit him at work for brunch.. met up wid wendy and chong .. sat n ate brunch together discussing my birthday plans.. lol wendy helped me heaps.. LOL! i kinda got my "cake" settled! hehe! it's a surprise so i wont spill the beans out here.. well.. hopefulli i can get it hehe! it felt like a short while tho.. catching up wid chong.. i wonder if he's orite nowadays.. i guess there'll be another time to catchup lol! after that.. we jus shopped around belmont forum.. LOL.. omg! the clothes there are sooo cheap.. that's my new favourite shopping place.. tho... it's a lil far to go all the way.. lOl! and yes.. i indulged.. n felt guilty.. but i guess i wont be shoppin again for a while? :) after that we headed to tiger lils to view the place.. n i'm really happy with the place! hehe! so hopefully i can get the booking all settled by this week so my digital invites can be sent out next week.. and mailing can be done after too! lols.. neways we went to the new shoppin place in the city.. all designer clothes and expensiv food.. evn matsuri was there! lols!! we den went to harbour town where we spent heaps too! lols! i got my dress for birthday~ hehe! i havent planned my birthday in so long.. its actualli quite exciting.. neways we worked out wid wii active and did many stretching exercises (causing my bum to hurt as so even til now) after that we had dinner at teacafe ordering two sliced chickn and creamy baked rice... satisfied n very full from our dinner, we went to utopia for bbt where we met evy n jen.. LOL thanks for comin out guys! hehe overall it was a tiring but fun day out wid eva and later wid the nottis~ hehe!!
sunday~ went to library to do some uni work.. i swear nick goes there all the time hei.. it's like his second home.. prob met him ther before we even knew each other.. oh wells its good to go library neways.. hehe! after that went to jevina's house for dinner.. we cooked sweet n sour pork and ate it with rice and vegetables.. yumyum! hehe! planned our goldcoast trip and played boggle till i started fallin aslp.. lol.. she's goin to singapore on wed for 2 weeks.. so lucky! hope she has fun!!
wokeup from a nightmare i just told evy all about...
must hav somethin to do with seeing two tigers in the travel brochures last nite.. lol.. but I wokeup feeling empty too.. because it has been a week since yipman called.. n i realised.. i tend to expect to hear his voice once everytime a week has ended.. its strange how my mind adjusts to a weekly thing.. oh wells.. hope he's doing fine... grr tt baboon smsed me a blank message.. neways.. i think the fact tt adam went out earli too played a part of this unpredictable emotion.. i did some singing today n bingo is bak so jus half an hour~ lols! felt realli fast..but oh wells hehe!
jaѕмiиe says (5:25 PM):
i had a nightmare last nite
[-٭έvєℓџй٭-] says (5:25 PM):
oh no
wat about?
jaѕмiиe says (5:25 PM):
i killed two tigers
jaѕмiиe says (5:26 PM):
by fighting them when they tried to attack us.. n stamping on them till they dieded..
[-٭έvєℓџй٭-] says (5:26 PM):
aiyoooo
jaѕмiиe says (5:27 PM):
n someone.. tt looked like a matured adrian.. came bak wid the dead tiger.. sewed cloth over the bodies and gave them to me.. even sewed they're eyes on
[-٭έvєℓџй٭-] says (5:27 PM):
waaaaa
sounds distrubing >.<
jaѕмiиe says (5:27 PM):
n den the tiger's cub was all alone n i felt realli realli bad..
yeah...
jaѕмiиe says (5:28 PM):
n somehow found out that one of the tigers killed steph
n the mum was veri upset..
n den i started crying.. n huggin that cub
jaѕмiиe says (5:29 PM):
n i wokeup
ahh its so quiet.. let's put some radio on.. hamish n andy are talkin to a real cowboy... LOL they really hav an accent lol! eeww n em ate bull testicles :S
ok.. dinner time!
might blog again later :) lalala! enjoy ur dayyy
Saturday, August 29, 2009, 8/29/2009 03:10:00 am ♥
i beat my own record once again!20 .. aiming for 25 n den 30 min!!
i will soon beat adam n his "fitness" LOL
slp time soon..
8/29/2009 12:02:00 am ♥
low and behold.. my words have been heard.. LOL! people did update! =D
so wat's been happening..
my wonderful cordless fone has been well used to call ppl ~ including jev n tiff.. the two i used to call all the time in highsch n stopped.. jev is soo blur still! lols we plan on a goldcoast trip at the end of the yr.. exciting! hehe..
it's pass midnite and i'd like to wish my baby munki a happy 29th birthday xD hope he's celebrating it n happy happy on this special day :) so sad this is the second munki birthday we're apart.. well at least he's coming back soon.. im excited! hehe! i miss him ~
jen's birthday~ she had her party at paramount.. thanks vic n evy for bringing us there.. but to be honest.. i was feeling a lil down that day.. i dunno if i was too sensitive or wat.. but if a friend of mine wasn't allowed to go into a club.. i'd go out n accompany her especialli if she doesnt really know the guy she's with.. not that i wasnt fine or nething.. i mean i got to kno charles better.. n he's actualli a realli nice guy.. he paid for bbt and told me that i can repay him once i start working n become a doctor... =/ lol n i din realli wanna go metros.. i told him i'd wait outside while he go get drinks and he said he'd never leave a girl standing out alone.. so i went in.. n like.. i mistakenly expected him to jus ditch me halfway but.. he actualli "took care" of me and like stayed n chatted to me the whole time.. introduced his friends.. n bought more drinks.. it was somehow ironic at that time because i felt like ppl i din kno like charles and nick stuck by me while those who'd i expected to do so didnt.. but i guess the others knew i'd be orite... im always orite neway.. :) i apologise to charles for misunderstanding him.. :)
neways! i was perfectly fine after two orange vodkas and 2 tequila shots at the time.. until it finally hit me when we were stuck in the paramount line .. lol! i think i was tokin alot to robin.. which i dun usualli do.. he was tokin alot too! i remember thinkin to myself.. "wow.. im full of crap" LOL! n kept askin if im red.. after a few times.. i think my head n mouth became bestest buddies.. everythin i felt like saying jus came out.. well.. flowed out more than usual.. LOL! n den thanks dan n jeral for gettin me shoes tho!! :) after that we sorta got "kiked" out of paramount .. din get to go in at all.. coz jus when we were about to.. due to arguements whilst in que.. the group walked away wid their heads down.. but newaysss the rest of the night was awesome n uncomfortable at the same time.. LOL! remind me not to overestimate my drinkin skills next time.. lols! i couldnt evn eat the long awaited porridge without feeling like i have to puke.. my feet were sore from heels.. LOL! but they recovered fast.. the notti girls plus wei slpt over!! it was good everyone fitted.. hopefulli it wasnt uncomfy or nethin.. n den the next morning went to celebrate asile's birthday n stayed at ama's to laze around.. LOL! thanks for havin us xD i dun think we slpt much the nite before.. kept waking up due to bright sun shining in our eyes boo! lol but yea~ most important thing is that jen n asile enjoyed themselves :) lols!
i've been seeing wei alot.. he comes visit after work n slps over on a number of occassions.. adam thinks he's my second bf n called me unloyal.. =/ pfft! but i got that sorted out.. i dun feel that way towards him. he's jus a very good friend :) thanks for everything wei :) takin me to canton onli to find out it's closed.. lol n buying kitkat jus coz i said i felt like it the day before.. he seems to oweis remember the lil things..
oh i went to check out canton the next day. nickers was kind enough to pick me up for some bbt n go check the place out.. thanks nick! it was quite small.. so.. i guess we'll have to look elsewhere.. lookin at tiger lils prob next week.. sounds promising :P
ok! i think i better start on my exercise now.. gettin super late.. ~ want to slp before 3.. thers so much more i want to write about.. but i guess that will have to wait.. ~
before i go..
HApPY biRthday notTi mUnkii!! muacks! x♥x♥
hehe loving my cheeki lil bubbah! muahs!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 8/26/2009 11:39:00 pm ♥
no one's been updating..Friday, August 21, 2009, 8/21/2009 01:17:00 am ♥
many days hav past~ parents come and go.. they onli came for 5 days this time.. so short.. mummy mummus is going toml .. but thankfully in their short time here i was able to be away from the lab coz i finish all my stainings.. so now jus waitin on some equipment before i can do the other part of my honours.. im oso workin on my thesis for now.. lol~ spent lots of time wid mum n coach.. mainly eating.. lol! and talkin bout.. future and my 21st party... on 2 occasions adam came out with us too.. its so nice to have the family together.. lol! onli person missin is johnny.. i hear that he's doing good.. which is good =D apparentli he was so blur he lost his rifle.. n got confinement.. haiyo.. tts my blur brother for u .. LOL..robin's birthday party! lols the house was nicely decorated.. robin seemed happy lol which was good.. lol eva n tim had makeup for dead lookin ppl n i must say it was veri well done.. LOL... i went as a vampire~ lols! din dress up much ~ we had yummy food.. chilli mussels! yum! lol we played some guitar hero as well as pool~ it was a fun night =D his parents were so fun too! lol they dressed up.. the dad was a pregnant angel and the mum was a red devil lol! so cute!
one weekday night i went out wid kaye for dinner.. caught up wid her complicated love life.. lol! which was interesting.. we had hawker's cuisine.. omg n den on one day during lab.. i decided to take break wid her.. she showed me the staff canteen... everythin is so cheap ther.. dessert is 1.80.. of coz u hav to hav a staff badge for that discount.. lol! so she bought everythin.. lol n my lunch was onli 4.50.. so much food as well.. it was the fullest lunch i've had at lab.. LOL! tt prob triggered my eating franzyyy!
(oh my hour is up!... lol i was walkin on treadmill this whole time on the blog .. LOL evy went to bed n eva's gone food hunting.. so i had no one to tok to nemore.. lol) oh did i tell you mummy got us cordless fone and color printer/scanner.. lols! adam got a new camera too for his architecture work.. lols! cordless fone! so happy.. i think jevina's goin to hear random calls from me now =D hahaha! oh! eva's bak!
oops.. left this on for a while... very lazy now.. many things happened.. will update n upload pics abit later..
love, jasmine
Wednesday, August 12, 2009, 8/12/2009 11:13:00 pm ♥
okiiiiiiiiiii LOTs have haPPened! let's start off with EVA's winterwonderland : it was a success.. the place looked so wintery.. if only we had the temperature to go with it.. lOLS it started with eva stressing and ended with eva less stress, drunk and also very happy! LOL!!! Glad she had heaps of fun... oh n the heart thumping event where i was called to do a speech.. my heart was literally pumping its best to get oxygen to my brain... if tam din come up n save me.. i prob would have fainted.. was so dizzy... omg.. pictures prove it all.. flushed all over.. thanks tam :P
snowgirl eva and her pretty birthday cake (done by michelle!)
lols~ thanks for everything too eva... i wouldnt have gotten thru my problems so easily if it wasnt for someone like you to listen thru it all.. xD *hugs* you're one of the few friends who seem to listen and care about what i say at the time.. lol soo thanks heapss n heaps!!
the next day was Jevina's Very Belated Birthday Outing : becoz both of us are such indecisive people.. LOL... i rocked up at her house.. both not knowing where to go.. was actually plannin to take her to lee palace for buffet.. but she didn't want chinese.. coz she had it for lunch.. so she eventually told me she would prefer a western/italian meal.. and sooo FREO it was! It started off with La Porchetta and then TimeZone where we took some pretty cool sticker photos, sat in a virtual rollercoaster and played 30 min of dance dance revolution - that was my 30 min of exercise settled for the day :P after timezone~ we made it jus in time for San churro's before the door closed on us.. i had a hazel nut premium shake which lasted two days becoz it was super sweet!!! lols and jev had Chacha cookie~.. hers was sweeter T_T n it was goodbye.. picked up adam at his fwen's n went home..
chocolate galore~!!!
Sunday - The day i fell in love with Yip Man --> which led to crazy talk with michael --> emo day because i didn't wanna let him go.. followed adam to do some project shoppin in the city.. we had taka's for dinner/lunch.. LOL n den went to bunnings to buy spray paint.. i never knew that spray paint was locked up.. it never occured to me that they would be so strict on the sales of it due to graffiti.. LOL i learnt something new... i also learnt that we have to pay for the area of land we choose to put our late loved one's coffin/graves in.. i jus find it terrible... cant you just leave the body there untouched.. and not make money out of it -_- geez... no respect at all for the "dead"....
Tammi: Makeover & VideoMaking - tam decided to come visit me on a lonely sick day~ lols! it was fun~ was woken up at 8.30am .. lol picked her up at uni and den the journey began.. LOL i really think tam is super talented.. we talked and gossiped .. mainly about friends =x LOL! i never knew she went thru so much.. sometimes we dunno who we're dealing with until you get to know the person inside out.. and by that time.. damage has already been done.. can we really trust someone wholefully? lol well even tho it was skipping 2 hours of uni and waking up super early.. lol i really appreciate it :P had heaps of funn!
Steph is back : yes for about a week.. i must say i don't have a problem anymore.. (why do i change so easily... ) mb it was becoz i needed space before.. but it was a nice catchup we had.. lols!! my driving was terrible that day.. i omost turned into mitchell fwy when i was goin towards riverside.. -_- and i turned into great eastern hwy when we were goin to carousel... so i had to do a U-ey den i reversed into a car slightly while parking.. (lucky no damage done) and yes.. i guess.. 3rd time lucky =D went n finally got our teh tarik cravings satisfied (u kno where ) and we watched my long awaited movie The Ugly Truth - OMG a nice, comical romance movie :P watch watchh ~!! lol after that.. it was TimeZone - 30 min of dance dance revolution.. im improving! :P Lol as for catchin up we had some share of funny habits our bfs like to make and also what makes us annoyed.. lol! some funny stuff! steph is takin part in a big salsa event.. wish her all the best~ xD
Lab : i am really stress in lab... my upperlip pimple jus popped out after today's exercise.. and omg record.. i ran 15 min at 9kph without stopping or feelin tired until the end.. makes me feel like im becoming fitter.. weight isnt goin down at all tho~ blehh!! lols! lab sucks.. i can't wait for this to be over..
My thoughts
- we tend to want what we don't have. (elaborate next time- for reminder purpose..)
- my deepest feelings -
To Notti Baby Munki:Sorry for saying things that may be hurtful. I know I do that for selfish reasons.I do it so that having you not around wouldn't be so difficult . I'm thankful that you know that too. I'm happy that even if I say one thing but mean another.. you always seem to know how I truely feel inside even though I deny it. I'm grateful that you would worry for me even though I sometimes brush matters aside. I appreciate that you make the effort to check up on me as often as you can. Lastly, I'm gracious for having someone like you to love me for who I am inside and out, to laugh with me through happy times and comfort me in my lowest.
I realised that I think of you more often now than before. I've begun to believe that you are truely apart of me, no matter the distance or what people might say. I've decided to be 'dependent' on one special person and that person is you. I really really really really really miss you!!!!
♥ Your Baby Jasmine.~ ♥ ~"I hear love makes you say crazy things Am I......?"
Sunday, August 09, 2009, 8/09/2009 08:04:00 pm ♥
there are times when i think to myself.. my life is going great.. everythin is in order.. you're movin towards a set goal.. and ur ready for watever comes at u... right now.. i find myself.. somewhat.. in a mess.. i skipped some routine stuff i usualli do.. everything is unorganised.. im scared at what may come at me.. im goin thru a viscious cycle of dependence and independence... having someone there to smile to or check on every morning, those warm lemon tea to boost my day before i leave.. and home made dinner when i get home from a tiring day... someone to lie next to everyday and jus talk about nething evn tho its about nothing..... can it all jus disappear like that? i guess it's not really a question... more like a... i jus miss it... it's like pushing a child on a swing.. evn tho he/she knows how to do it.. they'd always prefer someone to do it for them... makes life alot easier and also.. "fun-ner"... i realli miss her...
im getting emotional once again... everytime he calls.. i find it harder n harder to hang up.. the past few times had ended in tears... what's happening to me.. m i lettin my guard down..
i think i jus really don't like it when he leaves... or neone one else, as a matter of fact...
watta emo girl....
Monday, August 03, 2009, 8/03/2009 05:33:00 pm ♥
im supposes to be searchin for some primers for my honours but blehh so lazy! .. will get on to that right after i blog~ hehe!hmm i watched Funny People the one wid adam sandler.. was a nice film :) but i wouldnt say wow~ lol!
sunday was King's park training! it was funnn~ hehe! i can't do situps are pushups -_- so sucky! hahahahas!!!!
actualli i dun think nethin much been happeningg.. boo..
baby called last night!
jasmine misses him :(Saturday, August 01, 2009, 8/01/2009 04:35:00 am ♥
Evy's back!hehehe! haven't seen her yet but we will soon~!
Microtome!
Labby lab lab: I learnt how to use the microtome to cut 5 micrometres of tumour onto slides~ as well as FFPE sections for DNA extraction.. how exciting.. at least i'm learning some skills that might be helpful for my future if i really don't want to study nemore ~ can at least work at lab... it looks so easy there actually and quite fun too~ but not my passion.. i guess it can be a backup~
Movies!
been watching movies on computer - adam downloaded~ hehe watched The other boleyn girl, Jack and Jill and Wolverine~ OMG Wolverine was very good! the scenes are still stuck in my head and pop up randomly... how could a father do that to his son ?? and how he got his name wolverine and omg.. and it all makes sense why his memory gone in X-men~ Hugh Jackman is HOT! :P
Dreams!
OBAMA and Katherine? (his wife!) hahaahhahas! dunno wat happened in the dream but omg i can say i've dreamt of him~ lol... i think our relationship was like granpa and gran daughter in my dream.. and he was very cool and katherine was very nice~ hahahahs
Stress!
this honours project is one major stress!~ too much to do, so little time.. this honours project is actualli a phd standard ~ why make me suffer T_T! haiyerr!
Future~ which one?
- Phd - At the end of all of it (3-4 yrs)~ it'll be an easy going lifestyle.. alot of work to achieve it, not my passion..
- Pharmacist - (2+ yrs) so many advantages, everybody prefers that i do this, only thing i dun like about is the ending exam... i dun like failing~ but i guess i'll never know until i try it out... good moneyyy and i can open my hairdressers in it like priceattack :P only thing is stocktake... items will expire.. den wat do i do wid the items.. on sale? sian...
- Nursing - (2 yrs) u can find a job so easily! so many ppl against it.... i dun mind wiping bums and showerin ppl.. only thing is.. i hear tt shifts are bad... and put yourself at risk of gettin diseases and illnesses... maybe i can do social work as volunteer for this... woo lots to do during holidays...
Time to sleep~ 5.11am - havent stayed up this late in a while.. i feel a sorethroat coming... better go now =D nitenites!!!
love, jasmine xoxo