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Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 3/30/2010 09:24:00 pm ♥

This song – Love Spinning Around by Lee Seung Gi... it conveys my feeling right now even tho i dun understand it.. jus feel it :)



Anyway since blogger isn’t working atm, im goin to write my blog in word document – hence the nice capital letters in the beginning of a sentence after a full stop :D

Dogs had a haircut today.. lookin spiffy i can say :D cute!

My day was quite sad.. Lena and Michele left the pharmacy today.. coz Kyle jus told Lena to leave due to management reasons... it was really sad.. i didn’t wanna hear the details coz if i did i’d prob get too involved I would probably empathise and cry.. Lena came in today to get all her stuff.. it was so sad.. jus imagine wat it’ll be like without her n michele.. pharmacy prob wont be as fun as it is with them around.. bah! This sucks.. when she left i was like.. “Can I hug you?” n maybe i shouldn’t have said that coz it jus triggered more tears.. she said so much encouraging things like how she believes that i’ll be a great pharmacist, it was nice knowing each other and she enjoyed working with all of us.. n den she told me to take care of my skin and drink more water (my pimples so bad meh T_T) n i jus said thankyou in that omost crying voice.. n ran to the bak to hold myself together.. waited for her to leave the place n den came out to greet customers.. sigh.. i hav to learn to become strong when it comes to these things... sigh.. so soft hearted for what.. cryin rite now too.. thers something rong wid me..
I was supposed to finish work at 4 today.. but i volunteered to stay on doing the last thing Lena told me to do (putting up Natio stock) till 630 coz i knew no one was goin to be at home and i’d prob sit infront of the computer like i am now doing nothing productive.. so sad.. bah....

I remember saying that this year was going to be a great year.. i must say it has been very eventful..

I’ve realised that I have all these responsibilities at home i wish i could escape from but i do it with no complains coz i kno i should be responsible n if i dun do it.. no one else will.. my brother doesn’t stay at home as much nemore.. n whenever he’s home.. shihmun’s wid him.. eeew not to mention i had a scarring experience the other day.. eew! I wish we had someone else here to stay wid.. it gets too lonely for me and the dogs.. n nowadays i dun like leaving the house coz i’d be leaving the dogs alone at home jus incase they make too much noise.. now tommy stops barkin coz he’s inside... but roy had started at nite.. n so i put all the dogs in to slp wid me last nite.. but jerry makes these annoyin noises so i can never get to slp.. i wish someone was here to share this feeling..

My pimples are not getting ne better.. its stress after stress after stress.. mummy's comin bak toml so i guess the stress will subside :D cant wait!




a day perth will never forget
Sunday, March 28, 2010, 3/28/2010 08:57:00 pm ♥

it was a busy day - i got up early n left to HArvey Norman for some Vacuum cleaner shopping~ woot! and i manage to get a DYSON TURBO for only $740 instead of $849 under the condition that i get three.. but couldnt get thru to Lena so I only got 1 VC (n no that's not victor chia it means vacuum cleaner).. the lady was kind enough to still give it to me at that price.. yay! score! im goin bak ther toml to get two more- one for the pharmacy and one for Lena's house she gave me 740 in cash..

neway after vacuum cleaner.. i was supposed to go sing.. but i decided to skip that day since i woke up so early and goin out so much would prob tire me out.. so i dilly-dallied at home probably watched movies or series (that's rite guys i know how to use torrent to dl now.. cheh its not tt difficult..) and went to work at 3pm.. it became quite gloomy.. but i was happy at the time as my car was way overdue for a nice wash in the rain~ an hour into work.. it started to pour.. we were all so happy in the pharmacy coz Lena loved the rain n our cars were bout to get a nice car wash... little did we know that it started hailing.. it was gettin into the shop so we closed the door and it jus became stronger n stronger.. u could see the little icey hailstorms hitting against our sliding door n slowly accumulating... the ceiling above us began to leak and we rush to find pails or buckets prevent our newly put carpets from being drenched... soon, the power died and our emergency lights came on... it was really scary watching the outside.. hailstones were just goin everywher in different directions at high speed... i was so worried coz i messaged adam and he wasnt home n the dogs were left outside.. TERRIFYING!!! so i rushed home after the hail eased... there were leaves everywhere!! and the grounds were covered in hailstones which made it look like it had jus snowed.. n snow in perth? IMPOSSIBLE!! the impossible had happened.. i was really stress.. i could feel my heart pounding every second of my way back home.. i met a very deep flood on winthrop ave.. was too chickn to go on it so i actually went up the curb and went to the opposite traffic and went thru charlies hospital into monash into broadway home~ omg the water levels were so high.. it was so sad watching the people outside the hospital walking thru water that reached above their knees... it was really a scary experience...


hailstones accumulating outside the shop


our attempts to save the carpet

when i got home.. i rushed out of the car and immediately checked on the dogs.. n found them in the laundry.. phew.. adam got bak before i did which was good.. tho i wish he had told me that he was goin bak so i din hav to stress so much on the way home (realised the next day i had left my bag in the car-did not care about nethin other than the dogs) found a leak comin in between the ground n wall of the corridor leadin to the bak rooms.. the carpet was soaked.. so i had to dry that.. and i put towels and blankets ther to dry up the leak.. stayed at home all day after that.. n tt was another SJOG meetin i missed.. made some calls to mum n the builders to get stuff settled..

outside charlies hospital driving in the floods (window screen cracked)


scary flooding :(

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no work the next day.. din kno wat to do.. ended up studying.. so guai? lol! karaoke on wednesday nite as well as saturday night.. i managed to start organising my wardrobe.. lols! will post up some neat pictures when it's done :D did some impulse online shopping on friday.. picked up my goodies on saturday~ woah! can't wait to wear my blue contacts somewher :D

today was eva's experiment.. it was tiring coz eva n i din slp veri earli.. i went over to her place after karaoke to get stuff off her to fill my brand new ext hdd.. which im very happy wid now~ hehe.. after eva's experiment.. which was brain draining.. it was a computer test where we were tested on our reaction times and errors we made on recognising words.. after we did that we went to hulme ct to get some lunch in.. was so hungry.. could eat anything.. we tried spice express.. meesiam n teh tarik wasnt veri good so we decided not to go ther again.. tho i want to try the tosai.. lol! after that headed off to bowling.. we were split into two groups eva, rach, gerri n vic one team.. n evy,ama, tim n me one team.. the other team won .. twice tho we did improve on the second game :D yay! after tt we stood outside SUPERBOWL n ended up goin to utopia for a while n den we took our separate ways..

continue writing monday

jerry had diarrhoea last nite.. n his whole bum was covered in poo.. had to wash his bum.. omost puke coz it smelt like shit.. but now its fresh n clean now.. poor dog is gettin old.. hope he doesnt hav intestines problem.. tho he looks like his stomach is bloated n diseased.. gosh.. so stressful..

munki called and its getting harder to put down the fone.. dunno if my waiting has a limit.. tts a scary thought...

wei came over.. we watched a funny movie paul blart mall cop n den went to slp coz so late..

woke up this mornin.. heat up the breakfast wei brought over.. he cooked beef n vege egg sauce wid rice.. yumm :D den he left to meet up wid rach~ i think im skipping singing today again.. so far to drive wid my broken windscreen.. gettin paranoid at gettin caught by cops .. i'll go there easter monday :) gotta buy the vacuum cleaners and den go to work n den SJOG :D goodstuff!

that's it for now :D im becoming a lazy bum...




golden blues ~
Sunday, March 21, 2010, 3/21/2010 11:49:00 pm ♥

boy u'd never guess what happened in the past few days...
Symptoms: fever onset, cold, vomitting, nausea, stomach cramps, diarrhoea and coughing.
Cause: most prob the raw salmon sashimi/ watermelon snow wid aloe vera
I'm guessing the sashimi did not agree so much with my tummy.. and the lack of slp probably played a role in that too~

the day started out wid pickin up my vest from sean.. n den meetin up wid evy n den gettin amanda.. we den left for brunch at yummy bbq dimsum.. left for some BBT.. i was falling aslp while driving home and when i got home i realised i was coming down wid a fever.. felt really cold and tired so i went to take a nap before i had to wakeup n go to that motorplex thing.. i think i was really stubborn.. i woke up.. felt sick.. vomitted all my watermelon snow out.. which looked like blood got a lil scared but brushed it aside.. gave 2 tablets of panadol a chance to show it's magic which only managed to disappoint me by making me feel more sick.. n i thot panadol supposed to get rid of my pains and fever.. i was startin to get pains in my joints and bones on the road.. along kwinana fwy i stopped by twice on the emergency lane to puke.. n i oweis felt better after puking.. but very soon it'd come bak.. got there .. 3 old men and a young one was on duty.. so embarrassing coz evn tho ther usually aint ne casualties.. they had to treat me coz i was feelin sick lol! i got to use the oxygen mask n take in some of that wonderful oxygen ( i think im addicted - i realli wan it!) n gave me a vomit bag jus incase.. n yes i used it after breathin in the burnout fumes .. more chunks of dimsum came out.. yucky n eew indeed!

it was good experience to know wat drag racing looks like up close.. they race themselves i think there was a price for the fastest reaction time.. dunno who won.. n den after that went to see the burnout king challenge.. crazy drivers... i left early after the burnout becoz i felt supersick.. bernard was kind enough to give me two more vomit bags, told me to sms him when i got home n i did safely.. i used one vb on the way while driving.. omg.. it was the worst feelin ever.. vomittin and drivin at the same time.. i jus wanted to die.. got home fed dogs, showered and slpt... the sleep wasnt realli a slp.. i had to wakeup - felt like every hour was a get up n vomit.. n most of the time it was nothing coming out coz i've already vomited everything out.. n if there was somethin, it was a green clear liquid.. prob full of acids.. it wasnt pleasant to smell or hear... n becoz i din slp much plus excessive diarrhoea in the morning.. called the pharm to tell them if i could come in later.. i oso managed to get some drugs off them and finish work early too~ went home made porridge n slpt for bout 15 hours...

wokeup had porridge left for work was all better except my tummy still cramming.. blah blah blah ok enough of that story i've told like a kabillion times (not really) hahaha~

neway we got a new person in for trial today. his name is hiep - vietnamese boi.. he's super friendly n doin podiatry.. doubt i get to work wid him tho.. lol! seem like a good friend to make :D bonus if he lives nearby... shucks i din ask.. im still in search for new fwens living near me.. where are u international students who needs friends? LOL

neighbour called and i broke down on the fone (discreetly of coz) ... they were jus worried bout the dogs being left outside alone n feelin realli terrible about it which den made me feel like such an aweful owner... n den so i got emotional.. but puttin tt aside.. now i know they dun wan me to use the dog collar and they're not angry ppl that jus wan to kill our dogs.. they actually care about them... im so happy i dun hav to use that collar.. never could bring myself to activate it~

munki called today once again and i found out at the end of the call that he was tryin to hold back saying "i love you heaps" because i claimed he used it too much n it holds no meaning now.. but little did he know that he's actually said those exact words twice in our conversation today.. poor baby haha must be that he's still grasping the fact that im the only person he's ever loved apart from his dearest family :P i guess not saying "i love you" to past gfs jus makes u wanna say it over n over again to the person ur wid now... n it just works the opposite for me :D

oh thats rite.. i was goin to make this blog one of those deep wise meaningful ones where it involves life and its experiences.. u have no idea how many things i've wondered throughout the day.. but hav no slight recollection of all of it right now.. mb i really need to boost up some Omega3 into my system.. this brain is goin no where near genius if it's where it is now.. i do know tho that i want to talk about changes...

no doubt some point in our lives we will change.... whether it's part of ur personality or ur appearance.. why do we change? because we see someone else doing it we like it so we do it? because we're not happy with the way we are? to be honest.. i like changing things alot.. whether it's my hair, my clothes, my makeup, my room layout etc.. but personality hardly.. i was always a shy person... but very talkative.. oweis told off by my teachers... i wanted to know everything.. and i knew everything when i was little.. which also sometimes got ppl into trouble.. coz i'd blurt everything out.. well nothing much has changed there.. except i dunno much nemore n dun talk as much... yes i did go thru a stage where i did not talk much at all and kept all these stressful secrets which felt like crap really.. so im happy with where i am now..

but i for one.. don't like seeing people change especially if they do the opposite of what they'd do in the past.. jus makes u feel u don't know them like u thot u did.. a sense of betrayal i guess.. but we never stop to think why they'd say that at tt time?
influenced/envy & jealousy/speaking from inexperience

some examples - PDA, short shorts, rejecting friends, designer brands

i guess i hav to tell myself that people can change.. i hav to get over myself and accept it...

man gettin tired... ignore this last bit coz it mite be jus blabber from after midnite.. brain aches... reminds me me.. i had a dream about siaofui n workload.. but will talk about tt another time.. nothin exciting neway muacks gtg slp now :)




Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 3/17/2010 12:30:00 am ♥

i feel like i should be blogging~

i have 3 infected pimples on my face.. my itchy hands to blame~

happy things:
  • I've settled the dog case, called the council n made the necessary paperwork
  • wrote letters to neighbours - awaiting for response.
  • got a first aid event - 1 more to go before april induction~
The first event i managed to get into will be happening tomorrow from 6-10pm
Whoop Ass Wednesday Drag Racing. (joy.. i would normally never go to these kinda events but it was the only one i had a free day on.. ) LOL! hope it isnt too bad.. watchin formula cars goin round n round the track~ hehe! will update on that very soon lol

today before work i did a whole lot of things n jampacked my day with bikram, grocery shoppin, lunch, training tommy wid the collar, made my way to herdsmann fullife pharmacy to pick up a walking stick for a customer at our pharm.. n den work till 8.. today someone got really angry coz we din hav her medication ready and she was getting late for somethin.. made the whole shop fel tension... was quite scary actually.. oh yes was allowed to take one or two new cosmetics home :D i took a mineral multi-blusher yay! cant wait to try it :D

after work i went to caltex to get some dinner.. ended up gettin fruit salad.. the service guy was really friendly he asked how my day's been.. n i told him i had jus finished work.. he was tellin me how i look so sad that i should be happy coz i finished work so i like told him i was quite new to the job n not confident jus yet.. feel like i've made so much mistakes.. n he told me its normal for every new job n kept sayin coz im new they kno that u make mistakes.. blah blah.. it was really nice to see that someone i don't know would care so much :) his name is Donald. after driving off i thot to myself.. he's such a nice person to hav as a friend.. should i turn bak.. nah.. abit weird? ended up gettin salmon don at kido's restaurant... n den met irene to let her use my weighin scales coz she's off to do her rural practice for med.. lol~ goodlucks over ther!!

been webcamming wid weiwei quite a bit... after a certain period of time (mostly past our bedtime).. we start to do stupid things like make different faces.. today we discovered our arms.. i made a shape such that it looked like i was wearing one of those triangular scarfs on.. wei likes to show off his muscles like machoman ppl do.. i tried but i have none.. the only definition visible is where it divides my muscle from the flabs on triceps of my upper arm~ LOL~ one day i'll achieve his level :)

neway gotta wakeup early toml to get my first aid vest and other bits n pieces from sean at myaree.. sleepy now~ will catchup some other time :) takecare ppls (evy get well soo).. the flu is going round..

Love, jas

p.s. i'm planning a sukiyaki dinner treat on me for sharing the joy of getting my first proper paid job :) i wonder when everybody's free.. will let u kno :D




Sunday, March 14, 2010, 3/14/2010 10:57:00 am ♥

life has been full of stress, irritation and drama lately.. andnot forgettin the few little moments of appreciated enjoyments.. i shall start with the happy things :D
  • we went bubble tea one nite with the chuahs, eva, rach and james joined us too.. normal catchups see what ppl been up to.. mainly bout the trips overseas - sounds so fun~ let's go soon! .. free large upgrade mondays for all our bubble teas yumm!
  • wei appeared in the community newspaper and goin into national worldskills competition - we're so proud of him (:
  • played badminton on wednesday~ thanks irene for comin wid me.. met someone new called peishan she's from singapore too.. din hav a chance to tok to her more but mb nxt time.. met a guy called michael who thot i was pro-baddy after partnerin me (felt kinda good- tho i prob dun deserve that name but all is good) oh and for those who don't usualli go baddy wid me.. u wont kno that i oweis hav a baddy eye-candyy and yes i've found a new one.. his name is victor.. why is he so shot (short but hot) hahah! he's got the nicest smile!
  • little city window shoppin with michelle and eva.. got confused wid roster and was supposed to be at work.. so end up goin to work neways :)
  • watching heaps of tv.. how to look good naked and superskinny vs supersize.. those two are usualli at nite after work lols!! oh and adam hooked up the tv wid his laptop so been watchin all my series on the new tv ~ awesomeness!!
  • my supervisor saw me at work n decided to come in and talk to me :D havent seen her in a while.. its so much relief talking to her outside of labwork and thesis~ no stress of doin somethin wrong lols!
  • steph came bakk ~ we caught up, had iceyice n played half n hour of ddR non stop.. sigh.. evn tho steph's gone.. sometimes i wish she was here to jus coz she was someone who would come visit me on very late nights jus to tok about nething, dedicate an outing to jus play DDR, and go clubbing without drinking.. most of my fwens either slp earli, too busy, too lazy, not allowed to drive alone, dun DDR, need alchy for clubbing.. so i guess we did share similar interests.. n its nice to hav someone that loves u that much i guess haha!
  • aunty laichang helped me put my photoframes up~ lookin spiffy.. hehe its good to hav somethin u wanted to get done ages ago done.. jus makes me feel its one less thing to worry and everythin is goin well on track
ok now the drama, stress and frustration:
  1. stephanie's mum came over one nite.. adam let her in n i thot she'd jus wait in the kitchen or somethin.. i was blowin my hair when suddenly i heard a "jasmine..... jasmine" n i forgot to bring in my undies so i only had my winnie the pooh pjs on.. -_- when i came out she was standin ther n she closed the door n started talkin oredi.. i felt so exposed..!!! (do u feel like that without undies!?!) but carried on with the conversation.. ahh the whole three days were jus stressful.. in short.. steph quit med, parents not happy, dad wants to disown her, she wants to do business, she moved everything to sydney.. n realli hates perth.. alot of calls were made to mum askin wat i should do.. auntie georgina had been buyin me lunch/dinner durin her stay as a thanks for the hospitality... i still dun understand why steph cant jus do 2 more years.. jus to get the degree.. like she's been paid for everythin, they let her do everything, n one simple thing like finish her degree is so hard to sacrifice? isit? i wouldnt jeopardize relationship wid my parents for nething.. especially if i know im still dependent on them... mb steph shouldnt hav wasted one year n started business last yr instead of now.. hmm i dunno we'll see how things pan out in the future.. hope its ok
  2. i think somethins wrong wid me coz im startin to get irritated easily -_- PMS? - period is late... should come soon....
  3. just read a letter from the council for alleged nuisance barking.. bah! this sucks.. as aunty laichang said "tommy is now a serial offender of the law".. hahaha! the sound of that jus made us laugh.. =x he hasnt been eatin so we havent tried the barking collar yet.. why is he so notti hais.. i mean.. i understand how annoyin it is.. mb i should write a letter to the neighbours telling them that we do try to keep him quiet... i think i'll do that after bloggin..
  4. some mistakes i've made at work due to my lack of memory skills n experience (which wont be good for pharm.. haha! but i study should b fine).. i should realli slp earli n eat lunch at work mb that would help.. lol! by the end of the day i get too tired to do nethin...
  • forgot to bring the cards, wrappers n the open sign inside so it stood there overnight hope nothin got stolen
  • mishearing things customers hav said
  • forgettin to come in to work - confused with all the roster changes
That's all for now~ of to letter writing now.. wish tommy luck :)




Sunday, March 07, 2010, 3/07/2010 01:35:00 am ♥

lol i came across a very cute quote today while browsing facebook pictures:

Friendship is like peeing your pants.
Everyone can see but only you can feel its warmth.

it's so cute n true don't u think? lol there are friends where its jus a hi and bye relationship.. others where u can tell share and tell nething wid.. and some that are occasionally there for you at the right times :) it's the true fwens that u feel the "warmth" wid..

the week had past by quite fast as the days were waking up and ending it wid work and not long after that.. not more den 7 hours sleep.. you get lost in time.. i can't believe it's the weekend already.. my free day was wednesday - i had to bring my parents to the airport.. bye yet again.. lol at least i had no work on the day.. the nite was dinner wid chong and 8 of his fwens including jason, molly and suhith... at least i knew some people.. lol kinda felt very young among the table wearing my mickeymouse shirt whilst they had dresses n skirts on... but they were friendly~ it did felt awkward at first.. but cny dinner = eatin.. and eating = yumm! lols!! it was a big feast... large 3 egg porridge, marmite chicken, porkbelly hotpot (which i did not touch -muslim), paikuatwong, sambal kangkong, chillipepper fish, japanese tofu and beef wid kailan.. oh n rice ofcoz LOL! n it cost onli $15 each~ was quite nice :D hehe!

today work was abit later (2pm instead of 10am).. so i got to catch up on some slp woke up at 10 and 12 lol! after work had some california rolls for dinner from kido's japanese.. still hav organise a dinner ther wid fwens.. the sukiyaki (had on tuesday wid fam plus shihmun) n california rolls ther are sooo good! lols! everyone has to try :) neway after dinner went home got ready and went to yuli's karaoke.. brought tommy along wid me coz scared he goin to make noise when no one's at home.. notti boi.. neway it was his interestin fwens and lots of girls some looked familiar some not? lol.. one girl called jasmin was quite friendly n spoke to evy n i for abit.. lol~it was an interestin nite :D

tts rite.. my face has been peeling so that my new (unpimplified) face can resurface... burn u stupid pimples.. makin my face so spotty grrrr!!! apparentli yoga's been bad for it coz once infected.. blood rushin to the face is feedin the bad bacteria wid nutrients to spread hence the spread of pimples on my once so beautifully flawless face xD lols! booya...

plans for toml.. bikram at 4, study the rest of the day~ great plan xD let's see if i'll do it~ lol! ok im goin to watch some tv now~ oh yea.. auntie laichang and her son lucien staying over our place for some time.. they drove down south n comin bak friday~ so fun~ wish i could do somethin tt adventuress lol!

anyways toodle-loos~ xD muacks!




Because I'm bored and havent done this in who knows how long
Thursday, March 04, 2010, 3/04/2010 11:46:00 pm ♥

Pretty straight forward. Finish the sentence after the ...


People with orange hair should.. get some other colors in too xD

I have lots of cassette tapes of.. my singing lessons...

I always keep.. too many things and everything..

My best friend always.. finds the time to hang out...

When I shuffle my ipod the first song is.. (i dun hav an ipod)

I last watched.. 90210 season 2 finish.. when isit comin bak

I'm irritated because.. my menses are probably on its way here.. or.. i jus purely don't like how you think and what you do..

Nobody likes a.. pimple

If somebody wanted my boyfriend/girlfriend I would.. tell them to kiss my ass first n den hand him over haha jk :D

I love those moments when.. everything jus seem so simple with no dramas..

When I think about my high school days I.. think about fragile friendship really is..

I have never.. swam under a natural waterfall and would want to one day~

I will never.. kill anyone? LOL!

Sometimes when I'm alone I.. try and figure out who i am n wat i can improve on..

My favourite place to be is.. in love ones' arms ~

I regret.. not spendin time wid dad when i can..

I believe in.. love, trust, honesty and most importantly i'd like to believe in myself..

I don't judge people because of their.. appearance.

If anyone ever punched me I would.. cry in shame..

I hate the sound of.. when somethin bad's about to happen..

I hate the smell of.. B.O.

I love the sound of.. his voice

I love the smell of.. coriander

I listen to music because.. i enjoy it!

I was bullied because.. i'm too nice :P

I've lost friends because.. lost contact, never had the time...

I've gained friends because.. i like meetin new people?

My first job was at.. mum's place.. LOLS

I want my last job to be.. hairdresser :P

My current job uniform is.. green n white thin stripes - fullife logo and its 3/4 sleeves

My cell phone is a.. sony erricsson

I have a hair dryer that... has the ion effect and cooling effect! awesome!

The colour of my car is.. silver.. and dirty

Something that really irritates me is.. taking advantage of people..

I like eating.. food i cravee for lol

I hate eating.. stuff i don't want to?

Kids make me.. wanna pinch them! lols

My hair is.. short and hopefully growinggg!!

Get your mind out of.. self-centred and narrowness lols

I wear.. comfy clothes

If I close my eyes I can pretend.. that the house isnt that empty...

Nothing is ever.. perfect...

If people tell me to shut up I.. get hurt but it gets brushed aside..

My primary school was in.. singapore n adelaide

I'm looking forward to.. gettin a new wardrobe hopefully in near future

I love.. my family n fwens

I remember the good old days.. when everything wasn't so complicated..

In the morning I like to.. drink my daily cup of V8 and poo! hahaha

When everyone runs.. i look at what they're runnin from? or dug

People think I'm.. quiet

My sister has a.. if i had a sister.. she'd be my best friend..

My dog is.. very notti... all three of them.

Feeling happy is worth.. so muchh

Presents make me.. don't know how to react..

I'm listening to.. my laptop cooler..

I think about.. everything.. i think too much sometimes..

I'm paranoid about.. alot of things sometimes...

I like to.. study people..

People who judge me.. don't really know me..

After this I'm going.. to shower n sleep

I think smoking is.. really killing people

My favourite holiday is.. yet to come! ahahaas

Valentines day is.. postponed this year...

Christmas is.. when i take pics with santa claus!

Birthdays are.. fun! lols

I'm worried about.. stuff i cant predict.. but come what may~

I'm thinking about.. falling aslp on my wonderbed!




Tuesday, March 02, 2010, 3/02/2010 12:55:00 am ♥

friday was a depressing day for me.. had like a whole emo D&M with nick on the net.. ~ about my lack of competency, rangers toked to adam about the complaint of our dogs being too noisey.. so i had to make sure that tommy wasn't makin too much noise.. n oso the thought that my bf could be dead from the absence of contacting me.. and that other ppl were ther for me instead... it was depressing..

but he finally called on sunday~ again the topic of weiwei came up n that led to a conversation on how i was allowed to go out wid guys coz i had no intention of being nethin other than being jus friends~ n i had approval xD (yay im so trusted)! and i found out that 3 girls (flirty-accordin to him) hav asked him out on "dates" and he's declined them by sayin he's got a gf becoz he thot it mite giv them the rong idea.. n he thinks im givin my fwens the rong idea too (sif!)... i gave him approval that he's allowed to have girl as friends too but he says he doesnt want to.. like so guai..

ohh the sushi showdown finally happened and i jus found out that from the three (tim, malcolm and bui) - tim ate the most~ but eva n i combined forces to achieve winner status (not sure how mani plates but i think it was about 20.. LOL! was sooo starving~ did bikram in the mornin n den had subway at 11ish and den baddy at 1.. 11 to like 7 ... NO WONDER I WAS FAMISHED! but it was a very filling meal as we all stuffed ourselves wid sushi xD hehe! yum!

paros came bak sunday - we had dinner at kimchee house after i finished work~ buhgolgi junggeol steamboat wid seafood pancakes never fail to disappoint our tummies! hehee

interesting fact guys - referenced from CLEO magazine March edition 2010 LOL!
Crying is good for you! apparently tears that we cry out (emotionally - not from onions) consists of stress hormones/chemicals which we release out of our system and that's why we feel better after a cry! hehe~ so ppl who suppress their tears are more likely to suffer from stress-related diseases such as HBP, heart probs and peptic ulcers! n research hav also found that those who thot crying was lame were more likely to have ulcers or an inflamed colon~ (like realli???) allowing urself to cry makes u realise the sadness/pain/frustration you feel is ok n that it is somethin u need to experience in order to finalli let go - to face the problem n move on.. it oso helps with self-expression - somethin that ppl do to express something they cant convey verbally... gettin teary is the body's way of lettin the mind know that something's wrong.. which is so trueee all those times i cried jus coz someone won/got kicked out of australian idol, seein the ppl try so hard in the biggest loser, singing a song i can relate to etc... (i hav no idea sometimes whyyyy these tears jus come out.. ther must be somethin rong wid me!) neways the article ends by saying "While a good cry can be therapeutic, too much could be a signal for depression" so those who are suppressin ur tears while ppl are around.. let it go~ :D its good for u! hehe!

Ok i think i better slp noww~ ciao outsideee