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endless screaming
Wednesday, June 30, 2010, 6/30/2010 12:05:00 am ♥
OMG i can't wait! so many things happening! so little time!!! i feel like screaming!!!!! stocktake and friendlies order by toml! we're goin to be hectic~ last day of 20% sale! i made more signs today :D out of the blue, kyle said "isn't jas gorgeous?"~ i think im really on his good side now? he's so confusing.. sometimes he gives me angry face sometimes he loves me.. lol! n ppl like hitting my arm.. wan says coz it's very "ba" meaty!!!! cheh!!! i'll show them no ba by end of this yr!!!!!and OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! after these two weeks!!! BREAK FROM WORK!!!
OMG SUPER EXCITED!!!!! YIPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! TAEYANG- WEDDING DRESS MV [[w/ english sub.]]
Monday, June 28, 2010, 6/28/2010 10:58:00 pm ♥
i'm in love with this song atm...:) it's so sad.... as time goes by...
Sunday, June 27, 2010, 6/27/2010 03:04:00 pm ♥
time had past so fast i think i've lost track of it~ Wednesday was DRUM TAO!! (which i had forgotten about until half an hour before i had to meet up wid SJOG) i'm glad that khuik let me go~ felt so unorganised n irresponsible but i'll jus hav to make sure its a once off.. but im so glad she let me go coz it was spectacular!! i love these performances~ so different.. anyway, if anyone's interested you should watch it.. here's a brief clip on them..i observed treatment on an old lady who had slipped down the stairs and knocked her head on the wall... there was a huge bruise on her forehead.. but she didn't want any help.. perth concert hall staff convinced her to see SJOG.. but i could tell she din really wanna be there.. i din think it was tt serious too to be honest.. coz the whole time they were treatin them.. she jus looked like she din wanna be ther.. no one talked to her.. it was jus askin if they could take her vital signs.. ther was no comfortin etc.. i felt like i shoulda done something.. i greeted her wid an enthusiastic "hi" but her response jus didnt match it which gave me the impression that she din wanna be ther in the first place.. oh well.. i stood ther n watched as an observant would.. ther was autograph session outside the first aid room.. we missed out :( neway Thursday at work was fun~ we made 20% sale posters for end of financial yr (tryin to follow the trend) and stuck them all over the shop.. the goal was to make it look like JB hi fi~ i think wanny n i got really high from all the fumes from the permanent markers... we were jus makin lame jokes and laughing the whole time.. lol kathy came in for work n found a sign "Kathy for free. Take her pls." LOL wan's idea! she's another notti girl ~ ahha! the day past really fast too~ 15 min over work.. din realise.. haha so i went home~ :D irene accompanied me to go grocery shopping at claremont shopping centre~ they hav a massive coles there.. ~ it's so cool :) after that.. went to her house and help her practice for her interview for psychiatry unit.. it was realli interesting :D it was good coz i could also familiarise myself with the common medications used for psychiatric patients ~ :) we talked about the culture here... how she said that australians hav been usin drugs since young.. n they're really dependent on medication for minor things.. i agree.. coz in my own opinion.. i try to get as little drugs in my system as possible.. and pains i'll jus slp it off or bare with it till it's gone.. woke up friday after the weirdest dream... michael cheated on me.. n his ex was tracy... like they were makin out infront of me.. n they knew n i knew but i let it go for some reason... n den i think it took some time for it to sink and den i went to confront him.. he said he had no feelings for her.. n they were jus makin out.. i dun understand.. so i scolded him.. i oso dreamt that i told evy about this dream.. n she was like "why like tt one?" .. i think coz the night before i was thinkin of munki den.. eva also recently told me bout tracy's relationships which i din understand.. how do u still hav intimacy wid someone u jus broke up wid n dun wanna be with?.. hmm so both of these events mixed n became my weird dream :( i told munki about it.. but he did his usual reply "love u n miss u very much baby muachs" - this reply has been used so much i think its jus a template now.. -_- i replied wid "lousey response." hehehe.. anyway i met up wid uni fwens at freo and we ate sandreno's for lunch~ soo full~ had san churros after.. gosh~ so much choccies :D but yumm!! hehe! later we went to timezone and took neoprints.. gosh its been ages~ LOL! april's leaving for sydney to stay for good~ lol so this was a farewell for her~ lots of ppl goin to syd to live for some reason.. i thinks ther more opportunities thn perth but i dun think it's tt great.. so crowded n dangerous.. did u notice all the psychopaths mentioned in the australian news are from sydney? lols!! i mean i think it's a great place for holiday tho .. jus not to live? i oredi kno some weirdos ther =x hahaha! jk.. after timezone i went to mish's place.. nice n early to help wid preparations for both dinner n the quiz night.. i think my contacts were givin me a headache~ but i bared wid it till i got home at 2am .. it was fun fun.. eva, rach, ceazer n benny's team won~ i did the scoring haha n no it wasnt bias ~ :) got home, found jerry's bum in poo, let him slp in laundry, found his "crib" soiled from the night before.. moved that out of my room.. removed contacts, showered n crashed... woke up to let dogs out went bak to slp woke up at 12.10pm cleaned up all the mess.. n here i am now.. yet again infront of this laptop.. lol~ joy.. OMG TigerAir confirmation! we're excited!! :D Thanks for bookin it eva~! tell me how i can pay :) i keep forgettin to ask u when i see u ~ Melbourne here we come!! :D meeting up wid jev tonite :D havent seen her in yonks! how exciting! bah tt's all for now~ im goin to watch some tv.. gosh u kno wat..i'm happy i hav my period coz i thot i missed it coz its super late... but i think im gettin irritatable n paranoid recently too.. all these mixed feelings cant be good... feels so lost.. you're the one who won my heart
Tuesday, June 22, 2010, 6/22/2010 12:38:00 am ♥
I swore I'd let nobody inNot that way again I'd fixed it so they won't stand a chance But you lessened the distance I think you knew what this could be You never gave up reaching for me Because you hold me up so high Give yourself with no condition Because you guide me When I'm stumbling in the dark You hear what's deep inside When I need you there to listen You're the one who won my heart And its still a mystery What you see in me Coz you know I've never been an open book But maybe I'm changing Just a little less true There's not a question I owe it to you And I know you keep it safe I trust in you that way To keep with your possession Every moment everyday You're the one who won my heart... time away from work
Monday, June 21, 2010, 6/21/2010 10:19:00 am ♥
at long last, a reunion with the notti minions..weeks of not seeing them oh how i had miss them.. hahha! im drinking a 3 night old bubble tea.. don't do it! lol~ the round things are so hard n dry.. i feel im getting cancer everytime i get one of those black pearls in my throat.. i just gave up drinking it.. i woke up at 930 today feeling guilty that i'm not working.. sometimes i tell myself that these feelings are so unnecessary but why do i feel them... some things in my life i just can't explain.. so yes! back to the nottinions~ we had sizzlers evy victor and myself.. we stuffed ourselves wid food... evy had steak wid button mushrooms, vic had steak wid some cabernet sauce and i had a prawn cocktail (which vic finished) ... note to self.. ur not a prawny person.. dun order things u like looking at.. i had two rounds of the salad bar which made me full quickly.. i'm angry that i ate so much greens and i dun remember having gone to poo.. oh wait i did yesterday :D HAPPY! evy n vic can really eat.. LOL~ i think they were trained very well :) lol! during dinner.. evy n i were talking so passionately about cheesecake.. we didn't think it was funny until vic pointed it out.. it kinda went like that ---> evy: i like cheesecake except when i said yum.. i was still thinkin of newyork cheesecake.. n when evy nodded in agreement.. she was thinkin of any and many cheesecakes... both of us indulged in our own imagination of cheesecakes~ after sizzlers.. we met ama n charm at utopia~ we talked about travel.. bali, melbourne, and the maze we were going to hav the next morning.. apparently charm's fwen scared a koala and received a $5k fine.. poor koala.. neway i remember the night being really cold.. n the end of my right sleeve melt like dog pee for some reason... in my head i was getting annoyed at the cleaner for not washing the clothes properly and had imagined the sleeve hanging down from the clothes line for the dogs to happily pee on... i put the top bak in the laundry giving her a second chance... anyway i was sitting on the utopia chair wid my knees on my chest.. ama made me laugh n i farted quite loudly.. in my defense being in the position i was.. my rectal muscles would not hav been able to contract to stop the release.. but it was a good laugh and great way to end the night otherwise... i ended the night in 30 degree bikram.. the next day was the maze!!! i woke up got ready n by 9 no one was here.. so i msged eva telling her we were goin to be late... when evy vic jason n gerri arrived.. they told me ama n charm's car broke down in the fwy.. so they couldnt make it.. it was a dilemma for all of us... but we had the ok to proceed as planned.. poor chama had to wait till 12 for rac to come.. we met up wid eva, tim, tracy, rosie and matt.. had brekky at maccaz.. filled our tanks wid fuel and headed to bullsbrook~ LOL! thanks jason for payin for my entry btw.. we tackled the first maze and reached a tower wid a steep slide.. all of us had a go :) n den we proceeded to the pine maze... where matt tripped on a root and cut open the tip of his left big toe.. looked painful.. but it was all bandaged up good.. jason n vic had water to clean it, gerri had maccaz tissues to compress the wound, evy had bandages, and i had paw paw ointment.. tracy did the dressing up.. :) after that we headed to two other mazes.. mind stimulating ones... phil's delusion and someone's frustration.. where we were restricted to only turning right... or turning left in the maze.. but i think we all made it out with lots of thinking.. haha n help! after that we headed to taylor's tangle.. where i lost balance and did a breakdancing backward bridge move from vertical standing.. tangled in taylor's ropes.. how embarrassing.. meh.. after tt we went to see the 2 notti but cute koalas.. n den headed to iguana cafe for lunch~ sonson paid for lunch again~ munki says he'll treat him to a meal when he comes bak.. :) so much food! wedges was yummy!!! fries were addictive and nachos was bacon -y! lols~ after that we did disc golf.. which involved throwin frisbees into a net from quite a distance.. at the end of 9 rounds tim got his trophy pic~ lol.. after that.. it was mini golf.. again the guys were in the lead lol~ trophy pic didn't happen so i cant remember who it was =x haha! after tt we did the maze again n went up the tower.. n down the slide.. n den tt was pretty much the end of the maze trip.. oh wait! we saw a humungous dog.. tt looked like the never ending story giant flying dog except more terrier like.. it was massive.. had dinner with evy n vic at vicpark bintang.. the food was nice there :D i wouldnt mind goin bak again :) lols!! we all ordered the same dish n drink~ i got home.. chatted.. picked up pizza for adam.. n went on my sunday night walks wid irene.. while helpin her wid her uni interview.. had a slice of her broadway pizza coz we stopped by to fill her tummy lol.. got home n ended the night talking to munki.. i wonder why he calls so late knowing that i wont let him slp early.. sounded so sleepy.. lol... n he called bak wid his slpy voice thinkin i'd said something while he was hanging up n thot i sounded like i had tears in my voice.. silly munki... it is times like these.. i feel convinced that he's worth the wait... i gave him permission to break his last promise of comin bak before end of june.. ther's no point if he's goin to come bak july during my break~ n oso i dun wanna take off work in june when im goin to in july.. i deactivated my facebook for a night.. n sammi's already miss me.. lols! how sweet.. i shall activate it again coz i hav nothin to browse right now.. lol~ i'll give singing a miss today and definitely go the next week.. i think i deserve this day off for nothingness n relaxation.. ~ maybe i'll see wat the nottis are doing... omg i popped a pimple infront of the mirror one sec ago.. n it was the best poppin feelin ever.. :D toodles noodles~ tata you lift me up
6/21/2010 12:33:00 am ♥
wish u were here to carry me to sleep... The pains of joy
Wednesday, June 16, 2010, 6/16/2010 09:37:00 pm ♥
so if you were wondering what jasmine's been up to.. wonder no more..my days have been filled with meeting new ppl, work, facebook, twitter, home cooked food and pretty much haven't seen my friends in ages.. only ppl i tok to regularly evy, eva n mish.. did the boot camp that day wid gerri, chin and susanna.. pretty good for $10.. lol i was so unfit compared to both of them.. sore for 2 days ~ but i like it tt way.. shows tt i've done something worthwhile.. (makes me wonder.. gerr n chin goin out?) found out my lower abs are strong :D woot! just when i was saying in my last post how i loved my pharmacy job so much.. i realised more importantly now that in pharm, you have to be really careful because what you give out physically and emotionally really do change ppl in many ways.. ever since then, i've learnt a valuable lesson and have been ever more cheerful at work.. passing great happy energy to ppl around me :D wanna thank mummy, coachy, evy, mish and baby n ppl at work for being there and thru that with me :) what i like about pharmacy is talking to customers and listening to their life stories.. really learn alot from them :) the different type of people around us.. in particular ppl suffering from epilepsy.. always have really interesting long conversations wid them and they dun talk to ne other staff.. haha mb coz im such a great listener n probably the only one who would listen.. :) and also that they hav tt power to carry conversations lol~ i had a woman come in and talk to me for half n hour because her granddaughter had cancer.. i held my tears back n stayed strong while she talked about it.. i felt bad coz the pharmacist was workin around me while i jus stood there n listened.. but at the same time i wanted her to feel like she could talk to someone other than family... it was quite sad.. but tt's life i guess.. have to be strong.. also today i found out a regular customer's daughter was a hairdresser and then she got brain tumor.. so she cant go near chemicals now.. makes me wonder.. mb the chemicals caused the tumor.. they dunno.. n now she's on medication n chemo for life.. lucky i made the decision not to chemicalise my hair again.. well.. not in a long time i guess :) n i was goin to be a hair dresser.. enough bout work~ adam's been a good boi.. besides disappearin saturdays to shihmun's... he's been gettin dinner ready for me when i get home.. so nice.. n ther's oweis leftovers for me to bring to work the next day :D so happy~ finally caught up wid jevi and got her new number.. home number starts with a 6... how odd? we're meetin next sunday~! yay! singapore orchard rd got flooded (the world is really dying huh?) i called mum n granma to check if they were alright :) lucky it was their off-day wednesdays coz if not they'd be finishin work with a flooded basement.. n stuck up in liatt towers.. lol~ msged daddy n uncle sumin too.. daddy hasnt replied me.. hope he's ok.. OMG evy n i just came up wid the best future ever~ i would my own a pharmacy (eventually) and im goin to do what no pharmacies done ever! (if its ok wid the govey) pharmacy/cafe! like omg? LOL.. evy can look after the cafe n make her lovely soups and cakes :D (i'll help n learn from her) haha eventually employ ppl for pharm n i can do a part-time massage course or chinese medicine.. n hav a lil room for ppl to book appointments for tt too~ omg our dream job!!! "it's a vision" ok it's omost slpy time~ imma stop.. hope everyone's doing great!! <3 Thursday, June 10, 2010, 6/10/2010 09:35:00 pm ♥
the temperature is fur-reeee-kin-lee-fureeee-zing at 9 degrees at the moment... I couldn't do my usual snooze period for the past two days ever since the blanket layers on my bed had increased... gosh.. i knew that's why i've been missing out on these warm winter nights all these years.. lol! i just wont get up..parents gone back to Singapore... they were cooking so much during their stay... got to taste all these dishes.. Still prefer pop's cooking though... but mummy's sa-po fan not bad I gotta say :D hehe! We also tried that new restaurant at northbridge.. the one infront of uncle billy's called yummy house or something like that.. lols! quite yummy hongkong style food~ wouldnt mind going there again.. but then.. they dun really understand english.. that reminds me.. i hav to buck up on my cantonese.. sighs... i'm stressing over that too T_T past few days have been filled with work.. nothing more nothing less.. or if i can I'll squeeze in some exercise time.... got my abs back for like 2 days and its gone again.. maybe I have to go back to my nightly crunches again... my right eyelid still lives... 3 months and counting :D... neways i'm so excited because my 500 hours will be finishing soon~ i've estimated that after my 2 week break before uni (if i get it).. i'll only need up to 3 weeks to finish my hours (12 hrs a week)~ and den i wont hav to worry about all that paper work nemore.. relief! only thing is.. both pharmacies want me to work part time for them when uni starts.. I really hope they find someone to replace me.... dun think I can cope wid study n work if its going to be a full-on course like Anthony made it sound to be.. I wish I could jus skip the two years of face-to-book-stuffing and go straight into pharmacy :) working life is actually quite fun .. tho it can be tiring.. especially seeing the pharmacist work 12 hours on consecutive days... I'll only feel half their pain next week.. wish me luck.. I'll be working 8-6 from mon-thurs (fri 9-8) because juanita is goin to new zealand to make her wedding plans~ so I guess I'll be slpin quite early next week.... gotta start catching up on some reading neways :) I'm actually dreaming of goin to my warmm bed right now.. bah! thank god I dun have to wake up so early tomorrow.. 12 start! yippee! ok im going to slp now~ goodluck eva for cv and interview toml! <3 |
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