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no food, no good.
Saturday, June 18, 2011, 6/18/2011 12:46:00 am ♥
cried so many tears during this exam period....i've concluded i suffer from depression... sigh.. i'll tell you my story for today.. had my pathology exam.. mb i should have eaten... i dunno if i can blame it on that.. what happen was... i forgot to write my student name and number on each page of my exam paper.. because after that they goin to rip the papers apart and give to different examiners... and i only found out after ernest complaint about how he was so tired having to write his long name all the time! ahhh!!! that was during dinner!!! den something in my head just broke.. i did not remember writing anything.. and apparently they announced at the beginning of the exam and at the end of the exam to remind us to do it.. but i was too focused on exam to even listen to what they were saying... another stupid thing was.. i saw somethin red and bold but i was like how come its red suddenly but i didn't bother reading it n just continued doing my exam.. and guess what? the red font bold and capital letters was to also remind us to write our names and student number on the exam paper... ah!!! to be honest.. i did not eat the whole day.. n the exam was at 2pm.. so in the middle of the exam i actually had gastric, dizziness and pins and needles in my writing arm... i remember hearing them say if you feel ill in anyway to raise ur hand up and they'll take you to the medical centre for checkup.. but i was thinkin to myself.. omg i feel like im goin to faint but told myself nah i can do this! water!... kept shaking my arm to get some blood flow too.. and drinkin the very little water i had in my bottle to keep my brain from fainting.. i also felt so cold from the wind that was coming from behind me and! i wanted to go toilet too!.. and dennn after the exam, i also remembered reaching into my bag for a starburst chewy straight away!! because im guessing my brain needed some sort of energy boost.. from being so numb.. moral of the story: jasmine has to eat before doing things.. please remind her if she doesn't.. if not she becomes extra blur -_- i emailed the coordinators to advise me on what to do... i really hope i get good news... that everything is alright.. i wouldnt want to repeat the whole unit again... sigh i did not do any study today because of what happened... and i was alright.. during dinner.. i was sad but i held it together... n den when i got home and found out no one was actually there to talk to online... coz kath told me she going to slp and no one was replying.. i broke down... crying and thinking no one's there and i'm stuffed... den sammi called.. n cried wid me and offered to talk to the ppl for me.. so nice.. lol she's so cute.. den vic replied and told me what done is done.. which was wat i told myself too but i still broke downnn.. den ways of organizing myself in the future and tokin bout it made me feel better, den mish asked me for my student details, offered to call them for me and ask them wat to do and also asked her fwen for opinion on wat to do.. so nice.. felt better, den ama told me she think someone did it during undergrad n was ok.. so i felt better again.. den adam woke up and was like why are u crying again!? den i explain to him n he said all i can do is jus wait and go n slp stop waiting for reply... den charm told me the importance of food lol.. thanks guys!! felt so cared for actually.. which made me cry evn more.. =x sigh! i think my brain too dead now.. i better slp.. toml mornin wake up and study!! u can do it jas!! :) wait for good news.... sigh.. learnt my lesson... |
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